MAN

Some times you are empty, you do not feel anything, you do not have great ideas to talk about but instead it is not the habit you should develop by not doing anything or the things you like to do most.

Just carry on with doing what you do most, if you feel of writing then please go forward and do it. If you feel like making love do not stop at that moment just do it. It is the very moment which is very close to you. Everything else expect that is useless. It is worth nothing. The second you are reading this or you are doing whatsoever is the best moment in your life.

It is this very second that makes you feel that you are alive besides so many people struglling to live a life. It is this moment which reminds that you can do whatever you wish, in this moment you can travel thousand distances just by imagining. Never leave this moment.

Early in the morning, waking up with the new hope of seeing something great or hearing a good political progress in the country but nothing changes in overnight. It is the same. It was well expected to me that some of my work were not going to be success and it happened just as I expected besides that also it gave some pain.

This is the life, everything if wished becomes success then who will make a pleasure of living in the pain. A relationship as said by my wife is just like a mirror. It gives the reflection and nothing more. It can tell many things but I do not know much in detail why she said it as a mirror. I think it will be better explained by her. I wish I can ask her and deliver the message but sooner I get I will write why a relationship is similar to as a mirror.

Everything we do, act or react to is just a simple gestures which speaks a lot what we are going through, A person after watching a good football game gets excited to see his personal favorite team win but at the same time other person who is supporting his team looses and he is depresed. Meaning, there is always two side of every coin. A person can be happy or sad but I think there are some person or human who can do both at the same time. You can also be happy or you can be sad. You can be happy that you supported one team and it win and you can feel for the other person who supported the team which loose. It is his lost that gave you win.

One has to win and other has to loose that is the nature of Nature itself. Two cannot win, No gain without pain. In this mother earth, It is taught well to us that nothing comes easy and you to work very hard to gain anything but do not store your gain such as money. It will make you rich but it will not necessarily bring you happiness.

A man who works hard and at the same time utilizes what his money for the right time, right work and in right situation is the MAN. One has to learn to be man- it is also a process. Every one can be regarded as Man but not every is man.

Well, I wish every one to become and set an example of being a man by doing all the goods to Nature, country and society. Cheers !!!

Stop Complaining.

Friday Supplements

Wake up early in the morning at around 2 am and just get ready to start your work. It is not easy. It is not difficult too. Once you make up your mind- you got to go for it. A guy who is working for a delivery work- paper delivery.

The deadline to submit all the papers are within 3 hours-nothing can stop you. Rain, Storm and Snow. Despite all these you got to finish your work and do it in proper manner. Imagine waking up first and then putting all your energy to doing the work. Second think of doing it. Third you got to relax for the work you did and you got to feed yourself very nicely.

People who have not done the work before will take it for granted. They can assume it as very easy task but once you do it. You know it better than anybody else. How you feel, experience and suffer with the pain of doing it. There are no alternatives despite doing it because it took 9 months to get a job.

A job in Finland which has been applied by the time I came to till date. Almost 9 months, after such a duration you get it and now you are left with your own self decision of doing to not doing. Either you struggle to survive or you die.

People who cannot see your progress are always worried about others. They will never have time to look at themselves and realize the fact that in what level of water they are dipping. A person who wants to think about himself and wants to make a dispute about others are those who you might think is close to you. He will do it for you, he will be good in front of you and at the same time he will tell thousand different things which will put you in trouble against others.

In the world with many difference it is not easy to find the similarity. It is not worth anything even if you try to find the similarity. It is just a periodic. A friend you think can be your greatest of enemy and the enemy you think can be one of a good friend. It is unknown till the known comes in your mind.

A "sorry" will not make a dead man come alive nor will "thank you" gives the pleasure of most pleasurable moments you want to see or the satisfaction you think you desire. A person either born in one land or no land is a just a person. A life is just to live and to think what else you have done for others. At the very end you will not know what has been done or will be done.

When a pain is given to you by the Nature, a pleasure will also be given. When a Nature wants you to see you happy at the same time it will also ask you to get depressed. A unexpected can bring you expected but the expected will not bring anything for joy.

A moral of life just goes something similar like that. Well, It is the Friday again, Many of people will think it is end of week but do not think it is the end of entire world. There will be many more Fridays to come just sit and watch. One could be pleasurable other could be even more pleasurable.

[What's going on.....]

A person when lives his own life is living no life. A person who lives outside his life than lives a true life. It is not easy to get outside your life and than start living a life. One great example of the great person in world would be Che Guvera. A person who worked for the well being of society.

[A person and a girl]
A person who was involved with a girls now is not involved with any of the girl. He is a single now again. He was thinking that he was in love or was involved with a girl but suddenly one day the girl said to him that NO, she does not like her and she wants him to forget her. When she said a statement that A person should forget her than he made up his mind not to start talking with her and not to talk or meet or chat with her. As she asked him not to remember her anymore now he is trying not to remember her.

It is very difficult to understand these girls. A girl is always a girl she will never be with you but at the same time she will be with you. She will tell you a good and fantastic stories about her life at the same time she will not know what she is talking about.

[Back in Country]
A Nepali media couple of days ago said that the king has sold his crown in London. Yesterday, King asked for the press conference and declared in the statement that he has given the crown to the Nepal Government. What a crap a media is doing ? Every body and every media needs publicity. A publicity and mysterious news which will attract the attention of people.


"Any fool can know. The point is to understand". The quote said by Einstein. A quote which has a simple meaning of understanding the things. There are many people in the world who will say that I know this, I know that. but knowing does not make you smart neither does it make you great. Every body knows something. Only thing then difficult becomes is that to understand what you know. Suppose I know the computer. My dead grandmother would also know if I tell her that this system is called as a Computer. But does it make any sense, I think it does not to any of the extent. Knowing and understanding are two different things and knowing does not take any time. If I saw something than I will say yes I know that thing or place or city but making it understand will ask me of more time. It will consume more of the time from me. It will certainly ask from you a greater depth or search, information and findings.

It took some days for Newton to understand why the apple falls or why is it not going up instead it is coming down. Today who will try to understand such event. Who will try to learn from the nature. There are very less people who will have time to find anything from the around the world. It is not easy. A person if he does- people will just make a funny statement or laugh at him or her or he might think himself of being watched.

Well, the point itself will not be justified even though I write thousand statements on the quote. Therefore, Everything is based on our mind. We go, we see, we eat and we do any sort of activity is based on our thinking. The thinking is result of our experiences. The experience comes from the past habit and current action. The current action determines the result and the result is again kept into a storage bank or in our memory. The memory remembers the event happened. The event happened after some period of times become experience.

The above paragraph could be explained with a clear simple diagram. If you draw it, it will be easily understood then. However, in simple statement- Just live a normal life and always keep your dreams or your most important goal in your mind in the top most priority. One day that goal will turn into reality only because you are attracting the smaller smaller events related to your goal from the Nature and from the environment you exit.


Welcome close to nature ...

Women Vagina

A good news for those women now who wants to go back to the virginity again. Reading the article posted in New York times, I laughed many more times than the words in the article.(http://www.nytimes.com/2008/06/11/world/europe/11virgin.html?th&emc=th). It describes about the Muslim women can go back to the virginity again by simple operation in the private clinic and many more cool launches has been done for the sake of it. It is now affordable in a cheap price.

Some times it makes me laugh and some times the same topic makes me feel as it this is not good. Once you loose your virginity what is the use of doing all drama and going back to do the operations for the sake of nothing. It means that you want to live a life with your new partner with a sense of insecurity. What if one day the person finds out the truth and knows that you already had loosen your virginity by sleeping with some body else.

It is very difficult topic how we see the sex and women in many different places of the world. In europe, it does not matter a girl can sleep with those she wants to and the next day she can go and sleep with some body else. Despite the fact that a women has a son or daughter it is not the problem of another men accepting her as a wife. In contrary, in Muslim or most of the Asian world this fact is not accepted as it is seen here in Europe.

Most of the men from those part of the world will not tolerate is a women sleeps with other men or have loosen virginity just like that. It is important to keep the virginity in tact for many women. Some times I feel myself being a women and I try to feel the pain. Men will always feel relaxing or they get total joy in the pain but how about the women. Do they really feel the joy in the pain. May be to some extent but what if the extent is not extended ? What if the pain in not bounded to certain limit ?

Why do a women have to remain her virginity ? May be the question will not try to find the clear solutions but the answer to the question will also not give the proper valuable solution only because Men like to feel the pleasure through pain. I have seen very few who does not see pleasure through pain but many men does.

In europe, a women is respected in all aspects. She has the rights to decide with whom to stay and with whom to divorce. A men just follows what she think is right. A women has equally power on decision making whereas in Asia or Muslim world Men are the leaders and power is not equally divided among women. Most of the women are working in home as a house wifes or doing some minor jobs but most of the time the breadwinner is Men and he is the decision making body.

Well, Virgin or no virgin does not matter as long as a true love between both the species exits. It does not matter a vagina used by one penis or more than one as long as you know those are physical part of the body which exits in every human beings living in this planet. The most important things then comes to are we going to accept it in our lives ? Possibly not or is almost impossible to many of us.

Wake up, escape from ...

A early morning cool bridge blowing just to make sure that you feel lazy lying in the bed and do not want to wake up to start the day. However, as you are determined to start and see the day through-you put all your energy to wake up. Some people find it very difficult to wake up and some people wake up just naturally. I have seen many around me wake up with the help of machine that is an alarm clock.

Without an alarm clock many find it difficult to wake up. Why ? Why are you waking up with the help of alarm clock and not my yourself ? What is the reason ? The most simple answer is- difficulty to wake up. Some times it is not good for health once you make yourself routinized like a machine that you are going to wake up at this particular time. The simple techniques to wake up is to relax when you sleep. The relaxing does not mean anything-in sleeping mode also you can go for the meditation. This kind of meditation is called unconscious level meditation. You just have to think nothing.

The brain will try to think many thousand different things but do not let your brain go anywhere. Try to focus and sleep. Once you sleep and you do know know you are living or breathing then the state will start. Before going to bed try to remember the last important things that is to wake up early. Just ask your mind that, I have to get up at this time in the morning and then try to go bed without putting alarm clock on. The habit once formed is very difficult to change but once you start slowly changing it, you will find it much more easy to change.


Girls are always girls to me. They will show every bit of them to tell you the fact that they care, but once you are fed up with the carefulness of them-you will then try to ignore them. There are thousand different ways to ignore the girls you are involved with. You can just simply do not receive the calls or just try not to send any text or just ignore her completely. One of my friend was going through the same phase and I asked him not to worry. "As long as you have legs, you will get the shoes of your size". No wonder we are different not only physically but mentally.

The overall complexity of their physical and mental body part allows them to think in different ways-do this, do that, go for this, go for that, make this, make that, do not do this, do not do that... all these then to men may seem like an rules. One thing is sure for the men is that, men do not like to be in the rules and do not ever want to follow the rules. Most of them hate the rules.

A sense of security is good to some extent but once it cross the level than that starts becoming like a burden. Many of the men do not want to be in room playing hide and seek with their mates. They just want to explore the world, want to go outside and see what's going through. When such kind of freedom is taken away or when men start to feel that such things are going away from them, they start behaving in different manner.

Two different entity cannot be same but they could be same for some period of time. There are also an example of two entity living for the entire period of life. In such cases, it is because they are really determined to take any sort of excuses, promises, any pain together. Such kind of relationship last than one life. It is for the infinity. It last more than ever and ever. Such relationship are very difficult to be made or just difficult to find. It is not only about the commitment but also about the promises. It is not only about the living a life but about living a life by sharing pain and sorrow or happiness and sadness together.

Things and Desire

Some times in the process of living a life we just follow what others say or ask us to do. When there are crucial moments to make a decision we do not let it go, we just listen to others rather than ourselves. When we listen to others or one could say-a mind is also the other being which is separate from a self.

A mind makes decision based on the previous and future experiences, it makes decision thinking and taking care the precaution in mind. It is worried more about the consequences than the result. It is worried more often than not by going through the path of total unknown. It is always worried. But when you make a decision by your heart-it is not worried than. It does not care where you are going or about any result or any circumstances or whatsoever.

An enlighten being is one who listens to his mind but also controls his mind. Gautam Buddha is one example, he made a tradition of controlling a persons mind and many followers started to follow him. However, any one who follows the path of Gautam Buddha could only hope to achieve the state that he achieved. Buddha described about Karma, he also made an statement on how to control mind, body and soul. During those times, people those who had knowledge in Northern India were Brahmins the top or superior caste and the knowledge was passed to only those who were Brahmins or descendent of Brahmins and to others no knowledge was passed. They were treated as the most educated of all.

Buddha changed it all, he followed his own route and discovered that any one can become or control the mind and reach the phase that is described as Nirvana. It is not so easy but it is not as difficult too. Only thing you need to do is-first give up your habits of smoking, drinking, or any such habit which you have. Second, forget about Maya(love) or I would say-Physical love.
Once you forget a physical love you are in some stages as described by the Buddhism. How many of us can leave our girl friends or our wife and leave a lonely life ?

Not only being lonely but also not committing sex for some resonable period in life. How many of us can control our little things that is hanging in our middle part of the body ? This is the process of filtration, many of us cannot and those who can cannot hang in there for longer period.

Everything is within us, we can make them work according to us. If only you remove "desire" you will remove greed, dissatisfaction, sadness, horror, disgust, anger, pain and many more such elements. The greatest virtue of living a life is removing the "desire". It is not easy. Many of us live a life just to get to one point in life. This one point would be getting a good job, a stable life, a good bungalow or a good car but these all are material possession. We are not going to take them with us when we would be taken in the graveyard on our death ceremony or we are not goin to taken them with us when we are burned during our death.

Things and desire would never give you the real peace in your heart, never. It will never make you reach the final stage of where every monks desire of reaching-"Nirvana". A complete peace. It will only give you the problems. All these problems in our life are with the things and desires. Once you can remove them from your mind-you will reach a phase where you will be alone-no one will be with you. Most of the people follow those who have somethings or some desire and talk about them most of the time but once you leave these you will fall in the category of some other human being. In those category, you will not be heard by these people, you will transform yourself into a man of wise. A process of reaching to wisedom is the process of removing from your mind "things and desires".

Just try for a day-Early in the morning when you wake up-Start your day by looking to the beautiful Trees, flowers and the sky. See the climate-ask a question with the climate and Nature that are you angry today ? Are you going to give me pleasure with hot and sunny warmness or are you going to give me cool bridge ? you will get an answer. Once you will get an answer just start your day as a normal day. But remember not to go for the early morning sex with your wife or girl friend. Just completly ignore her. Do not go for controlling your desire just forget about your desire. Then do your all the activities that you do in your regular work but do not think in the entire day by looking the things around you-to get them.

Do not think that-This thing is so nice, I wish I could buy them or take them or I wish I will have them. No, No and No.
One of your greatest enemy is your desire. So, Now you have removed the desire of having, getting, earning, or gaining any thing. You have a reached a process of peace, a complete peace. Now your mind will ask you a thousand of questions- Hey Mr.XYZ, I want this, I want that-The boobs of that girl is so big, the thighs are so nice. I want to have sex with her or I wish I had a car like that.

These question are the problems, and you will reach the process once you will realize that your mind has not asked these questions at all. You mind says to you that, Oh ! that thing is good but it looks good where it is. I do not want it. I know it looks beautiful but the beauty is there where it lies.

Just try it once you will feel the total peace and harmony. Have a great day and enjoy the life.

Morning shows the day

Morning shows the day, Today morning with the black dark clouds in the sky seems that it has some effect on my own personal mood. It really feels as if I am going through bad mood. If I am going through a bad mood that means I am not feeling good. When I am not feeling good, it is my personal self feeling that I need to control. It is not as easy to control the feeling as it looks.

A day when I need something, I want something to happen based on my thinking but It does not work like that. It feels as if I am not happy or it feels as if I am really depressed or going through sad moments. A friend of mine-she said, just try to ask yourself what is that making you unhappy ? There most be something which you are dissatisfied with. I asked with myself and I know I am not happy with something. I know the answer. I also know the cause and the precaution for it.

My heart does not get satisfied with the feelings such as this. It always ask me something, It is very demanding. The mind do not want to think when heart is taking the lead. When heart is not taking the lead-most of the times then mind thinks and when mind thinks then it makes a good decision many of the times.

My life is just like a big unsolvable mystery, a statement of puzzle that I do not know how to solve. It has both the happiness and sadness involved in it. You can get either both or one at any time. Even if I am not solving them I will get these moments in the course of life.

Today I asked one angel to marry me. I just simply asked her to marry with her-and I was not surprise to hear the answer directly from her NO. She said that she do not have such feelings for me. What would I do in such case ? She said, "It is not possible". I hated the word that she said. I asked her what makes her think that it will not be possible. I was trying to know her feeling not whether if we will meet or if the marriage will be possible or not. She just said no. But I think she has the feeling for me. I know it. I know that she do not want to tell the truth just because she is afraid of saying it the reality. She is thinking ahead of her heart. I know that she made the decision from her mind not from her heart.

The decision made by heart will never lie and it will not think about anything else. It will not think about the consequences. It will not say, if that is right or wrong. It will not say about the possibility. Either you like a person and you say-yes or you just say no. When a women says NO and then she says it is not possible then that means she is in two minds. The decision she made is from her mind and not from her heart.

She knows it that if she will say-yes, how will it be possible to be in touch ? How can a person from one place who lives North in the geographical map can come down to the South in the earth map.?

May be she do not really have the feelings for me but I do not care. I know that she has the feelings. May be sooner or later she will say- Yes. Let me see. Hoping that she will say yes. One moment I felt as if she really said yes. I thought wow.. is it a joke ? then again, I asked her but she said NO.

It is not easy to ask a girl that you want to marry when you are not sure of your own life. It is very difficult. But the person who does something do not think and the person who thinks will never do.

The feeling for now is so much that I will be ready to accept any challenge. I know she will sooner or later surprise me. I know it from my heart. She also knows it. She is not willing to say it now but one day she will say. I know the day will come. The feelings she has for me, will force her to make a decision from heart not from the mind.

A test of mind decision is already done in her. I thought of putting this as a serious decision making process in the women and test it. I know the first decision done by women in case of emotional pressure is done through mind. I can be sure that any women in earth makes the decision through mind not from the heart, especially the first decision. If she will think, is she takes some time and start thinkings from the heart and will make the positive decision then she is thinking from her heart. If no, then I can conclude that No women in earth can make the decision properly. The poor in decision making.

I do not know. I am worried about my life. I think I will no longer be alive till she will say, yes. Or may be I will never hear from her. I do not know. May be she cares a lot about me but she says she do not have any feelings. May be she do not to marry me but she is worried more than I am when I am sick. I do not know.

As always, many of the Monday sucks for me as it was sucking me from deep inside. As the day goes by, my minds starts to settle and I feel more better. Hopefully the next day is the best day and I like the day which is Tuesday. Hopefully the darkness will go soon and it will soon be beginning to new day for me.

Best burp in 9 months

I always believe in the unexpected event happening to the people in the life. When something is going to happen, it is the blessing in some people that they come to know already that the what is going to happen next in their life. A prediction is based not only on the past experiences but also with some divine force running in a person that divine force is ability to speak truth, and trustfulness with the nature or environment.

After coming from a nice walk with the Teemu near the Saimaa beach, a small beach surrounded with nice beautiful sandy volleyball court together with green grass, shiny sun and hot ladies all around in bikinis. Unfortunately I could not see the many hot beautiful ladies as described by my friend may be that was just because of unpredictable climate in Finland. It is said that, "Do not trust Finnish Weather nor do trust Finnish Women" Very Unpredictable. I do not know if this statement is hurtful but it is not based on my personal experience but on the people's saying around me.

Well, then just coming from a nice and good beach near Saimaa was a good overwhelming experience. The place is exotic, once you feel lonely or get depressed buy some drinks and go down out there. You will learn a lot from the silence of the lakes and also from the cool bridge that touches these lakes which make a wave so stylish to look.

There are many more lessons to learn from the Saimaa beach, a country of thousand lakes will teach you a lot from the lakes. It will not only tell you about life, love or beauty if you go deep into your own thoughts and together with the company of lakes. Now after a pleasurable journey of beach it was the time to come back in the room again.

I was wearing a jeans pant and a T-shirt. Many of the times whenever I come back from the any journey I just take them out and wear a normal dress like Underpants and T-shirt or I would say-change them immediately but here I do not know what struck in my head I was not changing the clothes.

It was amazing to myself and to my self. I was not feeling as if I should change my clothes. I was wearing the Jeans and sleeping now in the bed. In the bed I was trying to search some movies. To my dismay, I found out one sweet movies-"Graduation". I thought well, why not to just see the movie for a good refreshment. I started watching a movie. I was about to finish the movies then a phone rang in a friends mobile. He asked me that we should go and visit Bal Krishna another friend who lives couple of kilometers from my room to have a dinner together or kind of get together dinner party.

I smiled and I usually do when people around me may thing in their own way about my smile. I smile not because he called me but because of my predictive nature of not changing the clothes. I smile that I made the right decision some 3 hours ago before the phone rang. I was smiling and thinking miracles happen. You just have to know how to make them happen.

Now, we went for a dinner party. It was good to see all of the Nepali friends together in a single room. I like the idea of inviting and get together. We were now together in Bal Krishna's room sitting, chatting and it was now the time to start having the dinner. A surprise again, they cooked a fish especially very costly but a kind of famous in Saimaa. Now it was the time to taste a fish cooked by friend so we started our dinner.

A debate came into rise between those who do not eat fish and those who eat fish. A small talk was about the which one is better ? A vegetable or a fish ? A fish guys said, " A fish is better than a vegetable". A vegetable guys said,"A vegetable is better than a fish". Now if we assume this as a problem how could some one say- which one is better ?

Can we based our result on the basis of learning, experience or just based on our feelings ? It would be better to judge a result based on experience- despite I was among the person who was eating fish I did not make any statement during those period. A person cannot say-this thing is good or bad until and unless he himself have tried it. A person also should not just say- this thing is good or bad just because he wants to show to others it is really good or bad.

If you are confused, do not worry here is what I mean-

The things are always things. A food is always food and it does not speak on its own. It will never say to us that I am good or I am bad. It is not the food which we eat that is good or bad. It is our taste. It is personal taste. The taste could be good or bad based on our personal experience. Therefore, those who have experienced the vegetable could say-Vegetable cooked today is the best I have ever ate and those who have experienced before the fish could say-Fish cooked today is the best I have ever ate.

One thing is for sure I do not know who is right or wrong, just because there are no hard feelings to any of the parties involved. My own personal experience suggests that I have tasted both of them and both the tastes were fascinating, delicious and mind blowing. It was just after I finished I had best burp which gave a good smell of fish that reminded me that Fish was better cooked and I had eaten it long after 9 months also for the first time here in Finland. Thank you for the guys for the invitation.!

Beating the heat

Yesterday, I had lot of work to do, I was about to move for the work-suddenly I felt the serious heat in my body. When a body was not able to adapt to such a climate I changed my mind. Today we are facing heat stress that may cause illness and it is recommended by Doctors and Researchers that main source of UV radiation, which can cause eye damage, premature skin disorders and sometimes skin cancers. Some of the operations which radiate heat sources should not be kept in direct physical contact with hot objects.

According to Gaffin, a researcher for NASA earth observation- he believes that In developing countries, people often migrate to cities because of crop failures, natural disaster, or armed conflicts and not because cities have robust economies capable of supporting more number of people. He further explains that in coming decades, city dwellers would desperately be poor with less access to air conditioning, refrigerator or proper medical care. He also accepts that scientific community’s findings of earth are heating up, pushed in part by human activity. He suspects, “I think mitigating global warming is important,” he says, “but even with mitigation, all these people living in cities are going to experience some warming.” Based on research he conducted for the U.S. Global Change Research Program, he expects a warmer climate to worsen heat waves. “Right now, we average about 14 days each summer above 90 degrees [in New York].

In a couple decades, we could be experiencing 30 days or more,” he says. According to CBS news service and from Dr. Emily Senay she explains that prolonged expose to heat and insufficient body fluid can result in heat exhaustion. The main symptoms are heavy sweating, paleness, muscle cramps, tiredness, dizziness, headache and sometimes nausea or vomiting too. If you think someone might be suffering from heat stroke, visit the nearest doctor as soon as possible.

Most importantly stay calm or just try to maintain exposure. Get them to the shade or an air conditioned area or near the cool place. Spray them with cold water, or immerse them in a tub of cold water. To avoid heat-related illness, drink plenty of nonalcoholic fluids, pace yourself when working outdoors, replace salts and minerals, wear lightweight clothing, seek air conditioning, and take cold showers.

In conclusion, if you feel heat the best economical option I would suggest is- take an umbrella with you, drink a lot of water or juice or some fruitful drink and try to relax your mind. A psychological way of dealing would be-a simple mental exercise of saying-“Today it is not hot!” Will also make you feel comfortable- it helped me today.

kalmagnatism

A good day,A good hope and a good way to start writing what you feel about things in general. A start is all that is needed. A ray of hope will only give you the best of the results in life. A good way of becoming one among all of us.

Our mind is just like a magnet said once a friend. A magnet which will attract those things that we like most. A magnet which will need something and will be attracted to get it in one way or another. A magnet which will pull the things you like most towards you.

It is just a simple desire of magnet. For e.g. Suppose you like a horse. A animal which is very beautiful and you just want to ride it and you really need it. Now, to get the horse you will be attracted towards it.

The first phase of work starts with the attraction. It will give you the setup environment where your mind will now be focussed to get what you desire. It will be in full concentration. Slowly you will do the things that will give you the horse. Let us say, you do not have enough money to buy the horse then first you will start earning money-then slowly you will collect every penny with you.

Later some day you will get the horse you desire. The process is called "kalmagnatism". A name give by me for the working of brain as a magnet. Believe it or not later some one will find it or some people will discover the phenomenon but today on this date- I am the first to give it a name for this process.

Our body is full of magnet. It attracts and it distracts all those particles which are in need or in no need. Why do we like this or that food, this or that clothes, this or that things... It is just because we attract the things we desire and we repel the things we do not desire or the things which we like is attracted toward us and the things we do not like are repelled towards from us.

The same things holds true in many form of life. Mybheja is all about understanding a process of mind. A single mind of human can do many such events. Right now I am writing the blog but at the same time my mind is in United states of America talking with the future president of America- Barack Obama on the big issue of how immigrants problem could be solved.

There are millions of neurons which work to lighten up the even of consciousness. It is total awakening. It is called as waking up process. A process where a person wakes up and then does the activity.

Friday- is for many of us a good day just because we feel glad that we do not have go to office tomorrow or we feel happy to get relax or feel glad to make weekend plan. But if we think that we have to work in weekeds too then the feeling will be automatically changed and we will feel boring. the process is there already in our mind. A rule is set up which will tell us when it is good and when it is bad.

Imagine a situation where you have enough money and you do not have to go and work. Many of us will like to be in such situation but such situation will also become boring after some period of time just because we will feel bore of spending money and doing nothing.

All the activity that is repeated most of the times becomes boring. But remember that these activity repeated can be done in many different ways to make it interesting. It is called loving the things you do not like most. A feeling which needs to be changed when it does not want to change. A process when a person do not want to go for work but he will love to go and do it to the best of this abilities.

It can be achieved very easily by doing the same things all the time but in different way. A different way does not mean, you do your work differently but it means that you make your work your friend.

Have a great weekend !

She

A desire of Women is just like a pain. A pain which is not easily healed. Despite he fact that she wants something it cannot be fulfilled until and unless she gets really satisfied.

She is satisfied when she fulfills her personal desire. A desire then leads to "want" or "need", She is feeling the pain most of the time in her heart. The pain is not the physical but it is similar to thinking a thought. A pain in the thought-which desires a person to fulfill it. It is hurtful to many of the times but at the same time it is not hurtful.

It exits and if you will ask them then they will not say-they really are feeling it. A feeling is generated in some corner of heart. A feeling and emotions are different. An emotions could be controlled. A feeling is difficult to control. It is not easily controllable.

Feeling leads to desire, she is there somehwhere she remembers you, she thinks every day and night about you. She needs you to be with you. She most of the time thinks about you. She wishes you to be with you. She is the one who really cares about you. Despite she might have a desire which could not be fulfilled without you, she promises that she will keep her desires with her. She promises that she will show up her desire only when you will be with her.

She is there all the time waiting for you. She knows when you are exactly feeling depressed or when you are feeling good. She knows that you do the same as she has been doing for you. A man on other hand will misinterpret the messege. He will feel the "desire" as the "sex". He will most of the time think only sex on his mind.

A man's mind is just like a dog. He wants to fulfill the desire by doing it. He knows only one mantra and that mantra is to fulfill the desire by realsing the sperm. Either it is in women or anywhere else.

Many men will not agree with me, as I would not also. It is same like saying that- I stole something but I would not accept it. She is the one who is there and she will take care of you but do not forget to understand her better. It would not be difficult to understand if you desire to do so. To understand a women is very difficult and it would be impossible as long as we will thik the word "difficult" is really difficult.

To some people "difficult" is very simple and the simple many of the times seems difficult. A beauty of early morning sun falling in the lake saimaa with resilent flower blossoms. A women desire remains unfulfilled just because the sun has not shine on her.

A sun shines in her when a man she feels will fulfill her desire will be with her most of the times, when she needs it and when she thinks about him. Till then a black cloud is not making her seen. A cloud which does not make a person visible-how can her desire be visible ? Forget about the other people, a husband or a lover will also not find it easily or see her desire.

To fulfill a womens desire does not mean you only satisfy only the physical needs. It is more than that. It requires your part of commitment. It requires dedication. It requires more out of you. It is not her desire you are fulfilling, you are satisfying yours most of the times.

It is upto you to decide, want to be or do not want to be, Feeling to live with her or feeling to live without her. Behind every person they say there is no one. But Behind every successful Man there is women. A women who will understand her man, she will take him far far away from others and she will give her man support, care, and most importantly satisfaction in physical, personal and emotional level.

Womens knows the path or destination you are travelling. She knows exactly where you will end up or where you will reach. A man knows nothing about the destination but he will try his best. A women will take her man to the destination he was willing to visit. Try to understand your women in your life. Try to learn from her. It is easy. Do not ask her or do not let her know that you are trying to learn from her but just ask her if you do not understand any minor of the details. She will surely let you know. If you are not involved with any women then do not worry-every dog has its day. It will come sooner or later. Do not hurry up but just do not slow down too. Move in your rythm, in your pace and by enjoying the music in your life.

where are you ?

Why are you gone from my life ? Where are you now ? I am searching you from here and there. I am googling you thousand times but even the Google cannot give any information about you. Where are you dear ?

Remember we had made some promises, we had laugh, smiled and cried together. I am searching you everywhere but I could not find you anywhere. I know the fault was in me, I did something wrong and It was my big mistake but it do not deserve such a punishment. I do not deserve such kind of punishment. Now you have your address changed, your number changed and may be you have been changed.

If the change can bring good things in you, and you blossom like a early morning flower shining in the garden then please go ahead. I do not want to interrupt you. I will never interrupt you anymore. There is no contact with you. I wanted to call you and say hello, how are you doing ? But I could not do it anymore.

By the time I was writing the blog, I tried your number, your mobile number. I knew it long before. I can feel proudy on my memory just because I remember many of the things that are attached to me somewhere or another.

I could not belive that your phone was ringing. To my utmost suprise I went to the kitchen and then I tried to call you but some other person picked up the phone and he was saying something that I could not understand at all.
I do not know where are you, are you lost in some one else's dream or all your dreams have become of some body else dreams. What has happened to you ? What is goin on with you ?

I want to know about it, could you please let me know. I just want to hear from you. I want to hear your words. I want to hear that you are no longer my friend. I want to know that we will not be together anymore. I just want to know why are you going away from me ?

Is it my fault or is it my mistake ? Have I done anything wrong to you. Why are you going far away from me please do not go. I wan to touch you, see you and feel that you will be there just to smile or just to say hello. I do not want anything from you. I already have some angels looking after me. These angels are taking a good care of me and they will take good care of me all the time.

I am worried about my friend, a friend for which I wanted to give everything I had. A friend for whom I would have sacrified all my life. A friend for whom life would have been very easily lesser than the life is now. A long journey of life would have been very short just for you.

Where are you dear ?

Predict the future.

A good thing is that there is no bad thing. A bad thing is that there is nothing called bad. When I say this person, this things, or this environment is bad what does that mean to me or to some one else ?

To me, it means that that thing should be far from me or that I do not want to use it. or It could also mean that that things I do not like. To others when I say, this thing is bad does not matter just because that is your point of view or opinion. If the other person close to you is your husband or wife she will support you and try to avoid the thing you do not like or is bad or is not good enough.

Mos of the times most of the things are based on our percetion or our way of seeing or looking at the things. When I say, chicken is bad then chicken is not bad it is my mood that ask me to tell that it is not good. I do not want it. I have never tried it or I do not want it anymore. or this chicken has some scar or is expired and out of date.

All these are thoughts that are generated in our mind by the feeling, experience and by our own personal taste. How can a person who have never tasted a chicken make a statement that it is not good. It is similar to relationship, Imagine a couple who never had sexual mating and now when he says that, She was not good in the bed. How will you interpret the messege. How can a person without a taste will ever say thing is tasteful or not. ?

Without a experience nothing will give you the perfect answer to the event or things. When you do it by yourself, it would never be difficult for you to do the same again. When you do not do it by yourself and make a statement then it is difficult then to understand you and believe in you. The same thing holds true in many of the cases in life too.

One can also develop a practical way of learning or predicting the things but it needs constant motivation on the things you are doing. When you do not know what you are doing or what has been done before in some event or during the course of event then how can you think of predicting the things for future.

It would be nice if some one could predict the things and all the prediction comes absoulutely true. He will be granted a term of magician or God. A person who guess and makes it real in many situation.

To detect if a person is really predicting the things you got to accept the fact that some one can really do it. It is possible. All the things that people do not expect or think that is not possible is soon becoming possible. We are getting close to each other in many ways. Despite the problems in govermental effort or some other drewbacks it is really becoming possible.

One example would be of outsourcing, people doing the business sitting in one geographical areas of the person of another area. All these are possible now which were dream in later days.

Imagine one day you will have a system where when you think about something, it will be there in your house. It will be possible if we really think in such a way. One example would be development of intelligent refrigerator system where refrigerator would ask the food missing from shopping market and it will deduct the bills from your credit card. When you come home from the work, you will see the foods are there in your doorstep. Just pick them up and put in the refrigerator.

An intelligent system should act on its own. We can really develop such system which can easily predict or think on its own but first we got to accept the fact and reality behind such event. The fact is that there are human tendency to commit error, there are human tendency to do mistakes and one can overcome it by just learning and learning more.

Something to think

Life and wife are two different words but they are so simple to make, replace "l" and "W". L has a great meaning in the world, it means-life, love, laugh,longevity,length,lust and many more such words. All these words have meaning attached to it.

The meanings says that what the word means. The meaning of let us say word life can vary from person to person. It can vary from a person with different culture, background, personal interest and such factors are the in effect to make them different.

The difference in these words makes us one clear understanding of the phenomenon that we have different taste. We like to taste differently in our life. Now The change in environment is seen. I am in the new place, new room and new people to meet, share, talk, discuss and think together.

The old still remains and it will remain always there. It is not the place that moves, it is the people who move from one place to another in search of better future, better life and better everything. Reaching near to university is good in the sense that I can wake up late and go to university late. It also gives me less time to travel. It is easier in many more ways.

It can be difficult in the sense that friends are now far, but the distance does not matter as long as relationship matters. It is just an effort that will take you to the place you want. Not the excuse.


Two beautiful women, two different ways of thinking but if I explain my situation to both of them they feel the same. They both do not want to talk about it and they are really very upset when I describe that I may not live longer. Am I doing emotional blackmail or Am I explaining my situation to them.? Am I really thinking of my longer period of life or Am I afraid of death ?

None of these can I answer because these are the thoughts that have been generated in my mind. These thoughts explain me that I do not know. I do not know if I am right or wrong or If I have said something good or bad.

A women is needed to care you, guide you and love you entire life. You cannot move alone in the race of life if there is no support of women. It is difficult and almost impossible. Sigmund fraud said that he has developed the model of finding the unhappiness and this model will help human to recover from unhappiness. I believe a person who could not understand about the women cannot make such model easily. It is not useful and it is fake.

His model is wrong and I can prove it is not worth full in both the species. It cannot be true to both male and female. Even if the model he claims would not be useful in one way or another.

I am not commenting on any body's great ideologies but I want to tell you the fact that there is not happiness state. It is temporary and it comes and goes. It cannot be achieved or it can be created or destroyed. It is just a phase a process and it is generated by those cells in bodies which are very lazy. Which does not want to act upon the stimuli. It acts only when it feels it has to wake up and get some entertainment.

Welcome to new changing world of new dynamics and something that could be explored by understanding you, me and every one around us.

Living with Sarcoidosis

A disease for which the cause is unknown. It is good that I do not have to blame my gene, or my parents or to anyone around me for the cause of the disease that has in me. Experts suggest that, it could be nothing and it could some time be everything. It will go automatically without needing any treatment or anything and it will some times in some cases remain more than 7-to more years.

What would you say when you have defect in your lungs ? A place where you are responsible for the breathing. Suddenly you have pain and it is hardly so difficult to take a breath easily. It is very difficult most of the times.

Self strong is an act of being strong. It does not matter to me if I live for today or I live for 70 years of my life. Most important thing is live a life. There are people who are living with HIV, there are people who are living a life with so much of pain, strugle, and prespiration. Why not me.?
It is not difficult but it is not easy to them, it would not be easy to me either.

Who want to have a disease and live with the disease every body wants a perfect health, a perfect wife, a perfect home and a perfect lifestyle with space and happiness. Who gets these pefectionism. Who achives it at the end ? Hardly anyone gets it. Even if I am a Prince of some country I would not easily get what I am looking for.

It is good to know that you are also effected in some way or another. It is good that we all are effected if not by disease then by the disease of lust, gain, richness, anger, sadness, anxiety, pressure,and many more.

A medical disease can be or has a cure. It occurs in the human body for some period of time and it goes away after medication or treatment but what about the disease that the world is occupying.A disease that cannot be cured easily or it cannot be cured at all. I am happy that I believe I do not have those disease less and medical disease more.

It is good to explain with the people around you that what you have been suffering with and what you have been going though. People will give you suggestions, advice and comments. It is good that you will find out the fact that you are feeling better once you explain the situation to everyone.

Doctor said that I still have to go through some procedure before to make it confirm wheather or not it really is Sarcoidosis. A disease explored some 100 years ago.A perfect treatment still is not found yet and it is really a subject for research for many medical practinoners. Well, I am ready to become their subject.

The act of living a life is not going to say that I am going to die but going to say that I have lived my life. Lived my life means that you have really done what you have wanted to do and you have really worked yourself into every bits and bytes of life.

Human wishes does not come true and all wishes if will come true, everyone will become rich and famous, King and Queens. Who wishes to be just like me-a simple ordinary human living in simple apartment paying bills every month, dreaming about a good fruitful life, imagining about the promises to make them fulfilled and remembering love of your life all the time.
A wish which becomes reality everyday. A wish of not becoming rich and famous or Kings and Queens but a wish to live a life of with joy and happiness.

Let us see how long I could hang on to it.

Federal Democratic Nepal

Welcome to Nepal, A country famous for High sky rocketing Himalaya like Mount Everest, birth place of Gautam Buddha, Buddhist God and brave Gurkha is truly a dream destination to visit once in a life. With more than 300 festivals, 100 different languages spoken and peaceful, loving and silent place is ahead of times in Natural beauty.Excuse me-You have landed your feet on Federal Democratic Nation, Welcome to a a country of its own where guest are treated as God. Last couple of years ago, when I came back from my country for the further studies in Finland it was ruled by King. Truly Monarchy, Now it is to my utmost surprise, cheer and delight to hear the news of Nepal being Democratic.

The history has been created by changing the some 240 year rule of King by people. Once the land where people use to treat Kings, and Queens and God and Goddesses are now just like me and you, a simple ordinary human. It has been proposed in the first meeting that king will be taken all perks except the benefit he gets as us. No great palace of former rulers is open to public in Nepal. Hence, the Narayanhity Museum (a possible name) will give Nepalis a unique peek at the 240-year-old institution of monarchy that has played such an important role in shaping the political course of the country. It is also decide now that the palace will be turned into Museum. King has been given a letter to vacate the palace within 15 days. Sooner the country will have new prime minister and president. "The president will be the commander in chief of the national army. He will act as per the recommendation of the Prime Minister. He will be authorized to declare emergency in accordance with the cabinet decision," was said by Nepali Congress leader Bimalendra Nidhi. As a common citizen, my intelligent guess would be Maoist leader Prachanda as a next president of Nepal. History has been made and history by selecting and voting for a new party called Maoist. During the political campaign I called and asked my wife-Whom did she voted for ? I was not so surprised when she said, "Maoist". Today, as they have been tagged as a terrorist by United States. It surely needs further thinking on them. Hoping is the only element left when none of the political parties and King did anything for the well-being of Nation, people and for the country. Since there has been new political parties people mostly expect a great deal of change from them.

Now the priority of government should focus mostly on the economic, infrastructure, health, education, social sector and IT developments. It is not difficult once a best brain really work hard and put effort. It is not easy either if none of the promises shown will be further implemented. Going by the paper, a country has second highest potential of electricity but electricity is erratic people sleeps more than 7hrs a day in darkness. Lack of water, gas, petrol and many more basic needs has to be really taken into consideration as soon as possible. Many of the problems faced by country can be improved by government. Possibly it would be fix and that is a dream and hope of most of people in countrymen. "E should not stand for excuses but E should stands for efforts". One example is worth thousand theories, we should set and example to world. we need to go by firmly believing in what I would suggest is "doing". Or more precisely, add "ing" in the verb like do, learn, walk, talk, watch,contribute, fight so on. If we learn to live in present we will know we are changing ourselves, our society, our
country and to some extent the entire world.

"Dreaming about developed Nepal !" exclaimed a friend one day giving me a pitiful look usually reserved for endangered animals. I was not bothered by that question as I realized that we ourselves are responsible for our sufferings. Changes should be brought about within ourselves; once we are changed definitely our homeland will change to developed.

Room, things, Global

The time to leave the room has come, going to some different place. A new place with different people, different structure of the room and the different styles. The room which I spend around 9-10 months of the time has finally going to be changed.

One very good Finnish friend I met, He is the always there when you need. "A friend in need is friend indeed." Many of the times we hardly find a good people and Now I can proudly feel that I have a good friend to whom I can turn into, whenever I need any help or suggestions.

It takes time to make a relationship, I have been creating relationship from the start of the Finland journey and it really is difficult to adjust with people either they are from Finland or from your home country. It is not easy to get along with everyone as you might think it is easy. Every body is different and every body has some different way of thinking.

No one can change some one's desire, feelings, dreams or whatsoever. I am happy to find friends here in Finland too. It feels good to talk about the country, On 28th of May 2008 it was declared Federal Republic of Nepal.

To hail is Federal republic in Nepal. Every body salutes that there is no monarchy anymore in the country once ruled by Monarch and also were called as reincarnation of God for the Kings. Now the country is secular, democratic and federal. I am still susceptible towards the growth and progress of the nation.

Politician has made a good move but is it enough ? What would we do by changing just the names ? The names in Passport, other legal documents and by changing the stamp or picture in Rupee notes. All these does not affect the economic, social, educational and infrastructural development in the country.

To change the country-first change the attitude. It has been done, good move. Now let us change the habit by working, by utilizing sleeping Army which are in number of 1 lakh. Use those Army for reconstruction, nation building process and use human resources for well-being of nation. It can be done and it will then take us to the path of development.

Something from Global world- Price of fuel is rising, price of petrol is rising more. We are now slowly going back from the place we came, from the age we came. The process is called downfalling. Everything in rise has to come down. We have made progress now by the scarcity of Petrol fuel we have to come down to the early phases of our development.

Imagine some 20-30 years from now,there is no fuel, or gas. We will have our bicycles, horses and other animals. Every body will walk in street as I do. I wonder sometimes that these people in car should come and join me in the walk. There will be crowd in the walkers street.

We will meet, we will know people and we will talk. It will fun, the process may take longer then mentioned but it will come. Alternatives are good to find or found but they will hardly be any best alternatives.

People will try, try until they will realize that it is not possible. I want to see all my people some day walking with me in the streets.


Last but not the least- I am thankful to the room, the floor, the table, chair, cupboard, kitchen, bathroom, all the touched and untouched places in every corner of the room. I am thankful to all these non-living entity as people might call. I am thankful because I had a stronger relationship with these then myself. I had made them my friends. They knew me and we use to talk alone many of the times. I am thankful to what I have achieved with the help provided by them. I am thankful to them. I know they are listening to me as I am saying these words to them. It feels great. I am smiling as they are smiling.

They are finally saying to me- You are great ! I am saying to them- It is just because of you guys ! I am taking them with me. I do not miss them as most people will say, "I miss you". I do not believe in those. I think you miss those whom you do not want to remember again. I do not miss anything or anybody just because I keep them, their memories with me in my heart somewhere. Therefore I never miss them. It can take everything. I have all those memories with me. I never miss anything or anybody. Therefore I do not want to say-I miss you. I always say-I will not miss you.If a person is with you, together with you-you never miss them. If you think or assume the other person is away from you then you miss them. I do not assume or think some one with whom I have relationship in one way or another is away from me. Those person are with me always. I never miss them.


Cheers.(Kippis)

Useless words.

Smile brings joy, the reason to smile are many-some people smile just because something happened or some event occurred therefore their are reasons for the people to smile. Their are many people who smile only because they have to smile.

A new day, a new way and a new thoughts coming in your mind with the fresh breeze blowing all around you. A new day brings new hope to live. A thought of living a life. A way of em brassing it. Some people get irritated just because they are heavily thinking too much. Some people do not get irritated just because they know what is going on in their mind.

Everything has life, all the non living things and living things. People will not believe me on this point. Science will tell you that all those entity that breath is called as living things. or living entity. I would ask to those who have made this definition that- What if, the process of taking birth and process of death of the non-living entity is the same, should not you put non living entity as living too ?


I believe both the living and non-living has the life. I believe because the process both the entity follows are the same. Their are millions of example. For e.g one entity shoes. We buy a pair of shoes. (Birth), now you wear them (living) and then slowly it becomes old(aging) after some period it is broken(death). The process of living being is also exactly the same.

Who says it is just a thing ? It is your eyes which sees the entity around you as the thing. It is the same eyes which see the difference and it is the same eyes which helps the needy. It is the same eyes which have heart full of helping desires and it is the same eyes which wants to kill the person next in different color.

The people from different country have different way of using the language, the person from different country have different way of thinking different. But I think I do not have any difference in different itself. I do not see any difference. I see most of the times outside my window from the kitchen and I find green everywhere, I see the road and the road reminds me that it is going nowhere.

I see the cars and these cars are always their constantly running in the road.It reminds that we are here in the world of road and the road ask me to run too. I am not great runner. I cannot run not for the physical benefit or any other benefit but I do not want to run.

I know the path will take you to the place where their is nothing. A place where none, no green, no leaves, no air, no water, nothing exist.

One day, a teacher said to me-you know in West we do not write the way you write. It is totally different. Every sentence has the meaning and we connect the sentence with the reasons. We give reason why the sentence exist. Your style of writing do not connect the sentence.

I thought-well, to me it does not matter, it should matter to my readers. If my readers believe that it does not give any sense then I accept it and I will try to improve it but when my readers are accepting what I am writing it is acceptable. Despite that also I will try to manage with my Western world of writing style.

Smile

We have different culture, we have different languages, we have different faces and many thing that are not similar to each others but one thing we have same and it is the- Smile.

Smile is same in every languague. It is same in all forms of the language, it has the same meaning it is the language of simplicity, which tells that we are one way or another same.

I woke up with the smile in the face and I still am trying to figure out something in my mind which is very unclear. It is the path that I want to travel but the the destination is unseen. It is unclear, un discovered destination. No one ever has done something like the way I am trying to do but I know it is difficult. But again looking at the word difficult reminds me that nothing is difficult.

Purpose of life or life of purpose

How much pain is painful ? How many of the "sorry" is excuse and how many of breath is enough to say that I have lived my life. Can anyone answer these questions ? It is the lesson learnt in life. Why do we many of the times do not listen to what our elders, grandpa and grandma has to say. What makes us think that we are better than them ?

What is the problem with the problem ? The actual answer is that we think we are good enough and when we think whatever we are doing is good then that makes us stupid many of the times. The pain is painful only when it hurts. It makes you cry. It makes you feel that you are living with the suffering. Many people just fake it. It is the one who do not want to show the real pain. How do you judge a person intellect ? A person who can excuse to his enemy- is he intellectual person ? I think to some extent yes, why not he is intellectual because he gave an excuse to his greatest enemy. How many of us can easily do such activities ?

Humans are not difficult to understand but many of the times their feelings are difficult to feel. It is not easy to say that you are the good human being and you are bad human beings. We all are the same in one way or another but the same does not mean that we look alike, do same activity or have faith no faith or seek something similar or act something similar. Same means we belong to one common species. We are homosapiens. We belong to one group. Now today we are divided-we are divided by our culture, nature, values, ethics and most importantly by religion and country.

Always the big eats the small. The process of nature is just like that. Lion is the king of jungle so is country America. The king of the world. Then comes another contry or place Europe as a whole comes second in the race of jungle king. The rabbit, and poor animals are us who come from underdeveloped world. The world where we do not know how to live, how to learn, how to think. This is not my thinking-this is the thinking of King of jungle-lions and the second to lions.

We live in divided world and it is good that we are kept in one place. We should realize the fact that we are not what they believe or think. We are the stongest of them all. We have great minds, we have talent and we can show them we are as good as they are. It is the matter of time. It will be shown soon. The main question still lies not on the context of country but in the context of individual. How many of our people had made it to the top of their list. Their list means the list of developed world ? I do not know and I have no idea but it will come soon.

Saying sorry does not give total excuse to the person. The excuse of the person can be felt from the very core of the person. There are people who lie and those people who lie from others are lieying with themselves. The excuse belongs to them in some way or another.

I have no idead how many breath people take in their entire course of their life. I do not know. May be millions or zillions breath.Each breath we take is from Nature and we give it back to Nature again. Every breath we consume draws us one step closer to where we started our journey of our life.

We will reach the moment of peace when we finally realize that we have lived and we have done what we inteded to do. "The sole purpose of life is not to live but to give as much as you can till you live."

Please try to remember that quote, it is not said by great person or I do not know any who made that quote. It is made by a ordinary person who writes a blog and it is me. It is the effort or giving that makes you real human. How much can you give ? We always tend to collect things and one day finally we realize that those things are useless. That very moment if you realize the purpose of life then you will say that-yes, this man's quote is correct.

Belive me, it is correct.

Missing you.

Some times It feels as if I am with you and some times It reminds me that I am without you. Why are you away from me ? Is it the distance that is separating us or is it us who have been separated ?

I do not know when would I get an opportunity to meet you, see you and say hello to you. I am worried and I am tensed. I am feeling alone. I want to cry but I could not cry. I even could not take a deep breath as I am having the pain in my left chest. Monday it is and I am really feeling as if I want you. I want to be with you. Together-smiling, talking and doing smaller things that would make you happy.

Why is the distance between us ? Why cannot I bring you in my place ? I know the problem is not the solution but the solution gives me a problem. The decison needs to go rational but I have no idea what would happen. I am worried-I wonder what you have been doing all the time.Would you have been remembering me or Is it some one making you laugh ? Is that you have already found some one or Are you still waiting for me to return ?

How could I tolerate the situation when I see you in some one else's arms ? I do not know- I may never want such thing to happen in my life but what if it happened ? My mind if filled of thousand unwanted questions and I want the answers from you. I want to see you-touch you and ask you that you still are the one I left you some couple of years ago.

Will it be possible that no one has touched you from that time ? I cannot believe it but how would I make my heart believe that you still are untouched beauty. How can I make my eyes believe that you have not been touched by no one. I know these questions does not matter if you showed the same kind of expression and emotions that you showed be two years ago.

I want you, I want to be close with you. I have thousand prayers for you but why are my prayers not heard. Have you done the same to be with me ? Is it me alone who have been thinking about you ? Am I being alone or am I feeling as it is not you who loved me ? The circumstances are made by us and why are we making a situation where we cannot meet. The person who does do not think too much and the person who thinks does not do too much.

The person who makes a loud noise is never heard. It is like he is speaking nothing. There are people whom I have seen making loud noise but whatever they are speaking does not make any sense. It is non-sense trying to find sense. Is my love something like that for you ?

I do not know and I do not want to know but I am eagerly and patiently waiting for the moment-the moment of ultimate truth and ultimate goal, the moment of peace and the moment for which I have been waiting my entire life. I know that day the sun will shine bright and I know that day will be the happiest day in my life-when I will see you. When I will touch you and when I will tell you that you were the one I ever wanted to be with together for ever and ever.

Child Within

A lazy Sunday morning, reminds you that you can sleep longer than the usual weekends. It is good that you get a good sleep but it is not good that you waste your time just like that. A early to rise and early to bed-makes child healthy, wealthy and safe.

We are all child, inside us still remains our childhood, we may become adult, young, old but at the very core of our heart their lies a child who is naughty, who wants to steal something, who wants to smile, and who is eager to know-asks too many of the questions all the time.

A child is pure form of human being. A form which do not have anything to hide, it has direct connection with God, the creator. It talks directly with him. His message are the heard earliest then any other messages. In real world practical scenarios too, a message of child is easily heard by the father. A father immediately replies him with the answer.

A child is sleeping in all of us. Wake him up, make your life beautiful with the child within you. How ? Just wake him up whenever you feel. If he is not sleeping than you look too childish and it is the pure form of human existence. It is clear, pure and beautiful. Every body like child. If not many of them like child.

A child is wise, wants to learn all the time-he is hungry for the learning. He does not know many of the things and many of the stuffs that are present in this real world. He wants to know them. Give him the answer. At least try to convince him. Make him happy. In the process of making him happy you will make yourself happy.

Some times it is very easy to misunderstand the other people if you do not have a kind of childish behavior. A movement of eyes will tell everything about what the other person is saying or thinking. It is most easy way to detect the behavior of the person.

People can talk big, they can have great ideas in their mind but at the very end of the day they still maintain their identity. They are not easily giving off their race, they do not want to listen something wrong about the country, culture, language, ethnicity, developments and so on. People always want to promote by saying my country is good, my land is great and we have this-we have that.

It does not matter what you have or what you have been doing. The most important things that matter is how many people did you helped today ? How many people you make smile today ? How many of them get inspired by your words or your words of inspiration today ? How many think you really are speaking truth and how many of them trust you today ?

In every question their is today. The today signifies that we have to be in present. The moment of time is just Now. People do not have long memory to take it for longer period of time. We tend to forget everything in past or future. It is now which is most important.

A child always lives in NOW. He does not know what is wrong or what is right. He is simple and lives very ordinary life. He has nothing to hide and nothing to tell. If he has something to tell he will easily tell you and he has hide something he will again let you know later. He is not afraid of anybody. He is smiling all the time. A child smiles 5000 times a day but a Man smiles not more than 50 times a day.

The difference is that people when grow become more cautious about the health, about the other people and they think what others will think about them. When you think what others will think you will not do what you really intend to do.

Feel free like a bird, a bird which can fly anywhere it wishes to go. A bird who has an open sky with no difference with any other birds. It might belong to one species of bird but they do not have the real difference. It flies just it has to. It has broader horizon-it can travel all around the world. It has a huge blue sky over it. It has no limitation. It is not bounded by anything. Let us be something similar to a child and fly as if we are bird with not just the literature in our mind but the implement what you have read. Implement in your real life. I know it will be magical. You may even can predict the future-you will always be ahead of times.

Save an ant.

I always explain most of the times about the beautiful morning. Now let us explain about something else. Many people like me are keeping blogs, they are writing based on the topic they are skillful, intelligent and experts on. What if some one is not experience ?

When you are not experience then very few people read to your blogs. It does not matter to me how many people I have to attract and what would be the techniques to attract them. I write just because I feel to put these words in Internet therfore some of these words will make some sense to the people and they will learn, get some good idea and turn them into their own realities.

I am a messeger of the creator. I just want to spread his messege to all of us living in the planet. The messege of total peace and calmness. The messege of unforgetable and memorable dreams. The messege of love, a messege full of stories. These stories are made automatically every day. I do not know where these things come from but they do come.

Summer is here, sun is out. The place where darkness covers most of the months. People are glad to see the sunny afternoons and longer days. Light is always there during 10pm in night too. Isn't it amazing ? It is nice to see hot sunny days, bring joy in your face, smile even if you do not have any reasons to, you feel talking with others and others feel talking with you.

Everything is different but nothing I see as different. I see the taste of music as the same, I think music has no language, since music do not have any language and it creates the sense of feeling which speaks only one language directly with our heart. Why are we creating the fight with language, culture, country, ethinicity, race and many other non-relevant matters ?

The purpose of living does not allow us to do harm to others. When you see an ant in the street what would you do ? Would you step on it or you will do not step over it ?
The decision is totally yours, you make the choice-you have freedom of speech and expression, you have the freedom of making your personal choice but why are you not letting an ant make its own personal decision ? Why do you step over it even if you see it and it is under your feet ?

We do it just because sometimes we feel, we are stronger and sometimes we do it just becasue we are not feeling good. I have seen many such kind of people who does it but it depends.

Let the ant live its own life. Please do not every intentionally kill it. It has a life. It also want to live. Think before you step over an ant. Think you first as you are an ant. Then think will it be good to step over it. Suppose, you are going to meet your ant wife and some big giant human is going to step over you. You want to give a suprise to your ant wife for a weekend, you bought a good food for her. She is expecting you and she is thinking about your past life, your beautiful kids, your own first meeting with her near some park where all the ants where searching for food.

Unfortunately some big giant human step over you and you are dead. Imagine a situation, the husband ant is killed. It was his bad fortune. He did not expected that he will not ever see his wife after long long time but unfortunately some psyco human killed him. What would happen to the ant wife ? Will she wait but how long ? How long would she wait ? She waited, waited and finally some other friends of an ant reported to her that he was killed in the road accident.

Imagine a situation, please if you see the ant please think in the way I think. You will do a great thing by not stepping over an ant. You will save two lives. By the shock of an husbad ant, wife ant also decided to kill herself. She had an heartattack and finally she died.

The morale of the story is that-we do all the activities in our life but knowingly or unknowingly we do some things which might be useless to us but it could be a entire life for others. I do not want every one to see their footsteps all the time but please when you walk just check it sometimes when your heart says it to you. Then when you are in such situttion do not step over an ant. The ant will be killed. Therefore do not kill it, save it. It might save your life in someother way oneday-who knows !

Friday relationship

A beautiful warm morning making you feel as if your whole entire days will be filled with warm wishes, good luck and charm of other people smile. A good friday morning with friday itself gives a pleasure and it reminds many people around the world-about last working day.

Friday in many places are celebrated with party in the midnight, many kings and queens celebrate it too. Friday is a good day of the week. the pain I was suffering from the last night seem to heal little bit. It is funny that you are doing lot of things and when lot of things make you pain in your body-you really feel as if you are in difficult situation.

There are many kinds of human, there are many thinking and there are many situations. Those who want to say about what they did and how good they did means they have not put much effort on what they really have done. Those who do not know what they are doing and do not want to talk about what they have done are the ones who have really putting lot of effort to do.

Love is the exact answer for many of the solution in our life. We are looking the best people and in search of best people we are getting no one. We are looking, searching, finding and one fine day we meet the person for our life. We are finding him/her and we are thinking now this person is the most suitable in our life. It is not the way we think. One day that we are caught in the fight with the person and everything else destroys easily.

Love and relationship are different. Once you are in love, you do not think of marrige-marriage is an relationship where as love is love. It is just very childish. I was talking once with a friend and she is very beautiful. I thought she is in love with someone. I thought who would it be ? Is it me ? Sometimes I think she is in love with me but again some times I think it might be some one else. I am always worried what if it is not me ? There is a chance of fear, there is a shyness and there is fear in my heart.

The fear gives me less assurance that what if she does not like me the way I like her. But again it reminds me that I have nothing to loose. I think- 99% that she is in love with me. How can a love be turned into the ever lasting relationship ? Is it easy. No, Is it difficult ? No- The solution is not excatly the answer but the answer is the soulution. I do not know. What if she is in love with me but she gets married with some one else ?

There are thousand other questions that I am eager to ask with her. If we are together what would happen ? What if she is with me in my bed putting her head in my chest-talking, sharing her experiences about how much she cared about me a long long time ago. What is she says- that she loved me from long time ago and I did not knew about that. What if I was a fool running after some one esle and the one who was loving me what some body else ?


It is the beginning, for me-I only think about the sex. Whever I start discussing some issues the very fist thing that comes in my mind is what if I will be with her in the bed and doing sex. What if we talk or chat just after our sex. But again- the sex is not the answer to the love. It is totally different. We many of the times forget that when we want or desire about the sex and once we get it, we just then forget about the person and we just need more. It becomes a habit. A long long habit which we follow and it results into the birth of an offspring. The child is then taken care, the life livied for the togethernes becomes the responsibility the total responsibility of feed the child, to live for child and to do good things to child. The process contiues and the process our child follows the same. It is the process and many people follow the same procedure. Imagine being loved by the girl who is far far from you. She liked you, she loved you then more than you thought, she is with you all the time and she is your dream girl- Don't you want to live with her ? You can live with her if you want to-only thing you need is your love for her too.

Long long day

A good painful morning startup, just woke up in from the low bed of mine. It was very painful in the legs, thighs, and even the some part of lungs. With all the very pain I woke up thinking today is the day and there are many stuffs to work out for. It is not easy as it looks easy to survive.

First task was to reach the university and do the blood test. These blood test that I have been doing for last couple of weeks is very scary. They put a big syringe in your middle of arm and some times they even say you that, "Your veins are very small, I could not find it". With the movement of syringe from on place to next they make you feel as if you are really sick.

However, It is for your benefit and it is good to follow the rules when you are benefited. Therefore I started a day with the blood test. Although I was fortunate to eat something, and one peace of boiled eggs it was good. Just after the morning breakfast, it was a time to start the day.

Now I went to University gave a blood test. The result showed it was a bit higher then expected. She gave me good suggestions, and tips on what to do and what not to do. It was asked to take the X-ray test in the center or city center. I do not want to take X-ray test but I have to because it will show my bones and the real picture which will try to explain what is the important.

Then My mind asks me to visit to the center just because I had to renew my visa for the next academic session. I went to the Bank and took the statement that was required for the Visa, finally I went to Police Station where they renew the Visa. The procedure took place and it worked out well.

Finally I had to visit the Posti Office for the training of the work. I went to the Office and started to work out in Training session. It was fun. It was interesting and only hope after all the discussion was to find a bike to find a work. It is not difficult to find a bike to get the work.

Now I am like a man with only bones left. It seems as if I am dieying and soon going to heaven. It really was tiresome. It was very awful, painful and good starter day. The time spent was 8-9 hours in the center. Finally drive in your bicycle to the 5km to your room. Oh, Thanks god that is what you need now, Then nothing stops because that is the place where you have to return just only you are going to sleep in that place.

Some how managed to reach the place and finally prepared a food to eat and now writing these stories of long long day. Isn't it amazing ? A great startup, how about now a good sleep.

I feel as if I am going to sleep forever, people might feel it is derpession, it is just an anger that a people is showing but the life will not let you tell you what to d oand what not to do. It is always your faith your disicison that makes you the life easier later. It is the way it is.

As if I am not in mood now to write or work out writing some stupid stories which will make not any sense to all the sensual people in the world. Enjoy and have fun in your life too, before it gets too late. Some times the way you predict, or see the future-is exactly the similar what happens. Enjoy and really be cool as Ice in your neck.

All the way leads to one way.

Suprise again, Woke up with eyes open. A third world country fellow came to study in one city of Finland. Now, The time has come to extended your permit.The permit reminds you that you are from different place and you have to show the some 6000 Euro Balance in your bank account.

Now they are also planning to change the system. The system now they are looking for the change is that Students selected should paid a tution fee. I think this is not possible. None of the people would like to come to this deadland, I do not recommend anybody to do that if they are going to implement such system. Please for god's sake do not waste your money and your times. It is better to go somehwere else or some other country rather than coming to this place.

It does not mean that it is bad or good or something, only thing is that your personal benefit. Always ask what you are going to get from what you do. It does not make you selfish, it makes you decide your own destiny.

Today as my eyes were open and my hands, legs and my part of body was moving. I thought to go to the Center of the city. It was very early in the morning I reached to the city center and coming early in the morning today at the center where there were no one, none of the shops were open, sitting in the gallery stand I was doing nothing. I opened my diary and started to write something.

One beautiful lady came and open her gallery of Finnish design infront of me where I am sitting. I was waiting patiently for the the shops to open. Every morning comes with the ray of hope and again evening goes with depression of black darkness.

Sometimes the money we earn are not even useful to us. What would we do when the money we earn does not make any sense in real life. The reality is somehow different then what we percieve or what we think.

Imagine a situation where there is no hatred, not religion, no language, no caste and no creed, no difference and no pain, no sorrow and no guilt. I know it is not easy as it looks but it is easy.

What we see depends upon what we think. I get angry who is getting the benefit ? I am angry makes me feel bad, makes by body to behave somewhat to show the expression of anger. This is what is not good. The world is how we see, how we take and how we feel deep inside.

Understanding a human is very difficult task. Now a days, people write that they can really have good relationship in 1 month, 3 months and some 21 days. This is stupid. It does not work the way those people think or those people belive. First you need to understand yourself, then you should be able to understand his behaviour, attitude, gestures, culture, country, language and many more. It is not easy to understand the human. How can people easily think that it is easy to be in relationship.

Relationship is all about commitment. It is about the effort, it is about the two ways of mutual, soul talk or soul understanding. It is not easy. In search of good partner we may try 100 girls or guys in our life but what would we get at the end of all this. A rotton thing either hanging or rotton thing sticking in our body.

I am in the actually not healthy and I am fit and fine as people are normally but my body is such that I am filling as if I am ill. I do not know what would happen tomorrow but If I die please do not leave me alone. The blog would not be updated anymore, I would not have any good news, or bad news or any stories to tell you. I would not have anything to write. In the process of living and dieying we are trying hard to survive. We want things but things won't gives us satisfcation. Please start doing the things you like most. Leave the rest to your faith, if it is there it will come and if it was not-it was never yours.

Life is the way we live it, life is the way we share it and happiness is multiplied when shared. Race is divided when discussed, language will create problem when seen in difference, Peace is the end. Please try to know the fact that all our destiny leads us to graveyard, or some are burnt.

The process of reaching the end and making exciting is in all your hand. One example I would like to share was-I was in the center today, I saw a old women, I felt like I should talk with her. I just said Good day in Finnish and she replied with me the same. She stopped walking or going where she was intended to and she asked me if I was fine, I replied yes.

This is what I do, feel like talking-talk, feel like doing sex-do it, feel like smiling without reason-smile, feel like getting angry with yourself-get angry, feel like shouting to someone-shout, feel like sleeping more-sleep, feel like not waking up again to see the beautiful morning-do not wake up.