Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Your voice

I am thinking to write a book,
I need your motivation
Waiting for your phone call
When would I get a chance to hear you

Is this love, or pain?
Sufferings or Sadness
Oh dear, where are you when I need you
I want your touch, your heat

I pray, hoping you will ring me
I wish, you could-waiting,
None of these words will give pleasure
Until I hear you, Oh dear

Oh lord, Oh holy lord
What did I do wrong?
Why can’t I hear her, for so long?
I am in pain, why should someone care

Oh lord, Oh sweet honey
I wish I could hear you
Wherever you are whatever you do
I will fight for your happiness
For that, even I am ready to kill myself

Image of the day

Dear all,

“I have been accused of being a joker. But the most successful art to me involves humor.” (Undated interview, circa 1970s; published in Man Ray: Photographer, 1981.)

Quotes by Man Ray
(Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_Ray)
(Image Source: Paulo Coelho Blog)

God bless you all !

Questions and Answers

In response to reader question at Paulo's blog, here is what Mybheja has to say-

Q1)How do we know whether a Personal Legend has been ‘tagged’ on us?

-You are the creator and your are the destroyer, which roads to choose and where to go should be decided by you, and only you. All those who are around you, will guide you.

-Everybody is born unique and with numerous qualities, remember if you will know your true virtues or path, life will be worthless living. (Meaning: If we know about tommorrow, don’t you think it would be boring to live a life?)

-Based on your decisions, you will come to know if you are doing right as per your “hidden scripts” or being directed by someone, or by somethoughts.

Q2) what journey should we take to know what they are?

-Every journey you take is the journey with meaning, Never regret your journey; if possible try to search and investigate from failure.

-We cannot learn only from our own mistakes, those around us are either teaching in present, or they are our past or they could be our future.

-Try to see logic behind every individual and every object around you. You will reach and find your true destiny, oneday !

God bless you all !

Monday, March 30, 2009

Image of the day

(Source: Paulo Coelho's Blog)

Where is God?

In response to the stories posted by "Paulo Coelho", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

-I like the way, Savita Vega has given the comment about this story. There is always a barrier between "knowing" something and "experiencing" something.

-Your story is nice, father is teaching son that god is invisible. (let me know if I misunderstood it)

-Let us assume, God is not invisible and he is in all of us. How about this?

-Maybe long time back before the creation of the universe such as planets earth, stars and all the entity. There was only one single person who was very powerful. He thought, well being alone is difficult thing and I need to get multiplied. He himself got multiplied into two. Then, he can now, talk with the other person who was just him.

-This time he was confused, the other man and him was look alike, exactly same. The single object/human/god/whatever that was, thought again, let me make him little different then myself. Therefore, he then changed his face, his body then his thinking capabilities and gave him a new look with everything different.

-Now, he is bored again.., Well, there is only two of us. Let me try to make more. He then created double of two=four of them totally different than each other.

-They all had equal power and they all could do what he was capable to do.., so there came a "FEAR" in the creator, He thought well if everybody could do what he can do, then nobody would recognize that it was me, who created them all. (ego, proudness, greed...,)

-Now, he was again bored- he was tired to mulitiply them and wanted some worker who will help him on this regard. Slowly, there came a idea in him mind. Why not to have a human producing another human ? (Just like machine of today)

-He created a complete extemly beautiful and power of lust, love, emotions and strange behavior in totally worthful creation. He himself was confused to name this human being, he named it as "wify", slowly it became "wife of men" then later it changed to "wife" and today it is known as, "women" (different stages of women maybe called, girl, lady, women, ....)

-Now he seemed to be happy and he is most happiest man because he knows that everybody "wants" him, he also knows, "why?" and he is only one who is "fully satisfied". He will be...,

-Then, the humanity came into existence- so called society was build up, then tribals, community was developed, power game strated, politics started, countries were divided, people and culture were different, language they communicated wad different.., all of us share differences and sometimes we reach of compromises...so on and so forth...,

How do I know this?

Since I have no background knowledge of "Theology" or "Philosohpy" neither "Religion" nor "Any literature".

You can guess, who could be me or who is inside me..., (Laugh.., Smile..., and ...,)

Your comments ?

God bless you all !

When do you need to break the rules?

Dear all,

Q)When do you need to break the rules ?

A)We need to break the rules whenever, wherever and by whatever means and medium. No rule is the best rule but at the same time with rules, we are controlled and monitor or are governed into specific path. Whatever be, most of the problems nowadays, are just because the creators of the rules are destroyers. How can you trust someone who has no ability to take control of his own actions? How can you trust those institutions which are build up with the pillars of unjustice, wrong doings and proper policies.
In summary,

-Do what you feel good, and no rule is the best rule.
-Based on individual differences, there will be differences thoughts and idealogies which should be tracked down if followed the common rules of the game.
-To trust on some rules, we need to trust those who are creators of the rule above law.
-Well, if you believe in God, Nature and Religion then you must follow their rules but if you are the creator yourself, you are bound to disobey those rules.
-Sort and simple, follow your heart and listen to your inner voice, everything you do is for good and happens for good. MOVE ON...

God bless you all !

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Re: Mother Nature’s Dow

In response to the article at Nytimes, here is what Mr. Mybheja, has to say-

Dear Mr.Friedman,

Mother nature or Nature itself is very unpredictable and it will always be. Please do expect the unexpected in case of Nature.

There could be many different view points on the issue of Mother Nature such as religiously, scientifically and ..., Therefore let me explain first religiously,

The time has come when the world bigger problems are no more among humans but with the outer universe. Mother Nature or Nature as I would like to call her, she is getting all her attention now. She wants the attention of humand minds and human living souls. (Why?) A baby answer to the question in bracket would be- "Change."

Well, I can see that you might be laughing on the answer but Please do not laugh. Everything around the world is in the verge of change.

1. Economic Crisis/Global depression on rise
2. Extremism/Terrorist are everywhere, NOW.

When people and country wants to prove their point on these two issues, maybe Nature wants to prove her point on us.

Now, Let me explain scientifically,

I am laughing now and I will laugh to eternity, I cannot believe Mr. A because he was a small child of about of 7 years old, then he predicted with his childish mind and drew a picture where he stated, "Mama, world is filled with 3/4 of water, Maybe oneday 3/4 of water will win and there would be no human lives on earth."

Today, Mr. A prediction is on the rise. Well, Mr. A is not sad neither he is happy but nobody listen to him, not even his Mother how can world would have ever thought about it. All the scientist around the world would give clear explanation about (why?) the temperature is on rise and what should be ommitted before the "total change."

Well, You can always disagree with me and why should you belive or trust on writer's ability. Those who read, will ask my instituion, degree and experience- which are meanigless but I would like to "thank-you" to them, and those who find it interesting will appreciate as always."thank-you" to you too.

But above all, Remember-Nothing is permanent and everything that has been created will be destroyed either it is religion or it is humanity or it is a life on this planet earth. (please don't be afraid, since it will take some time...,)

Rise, rise and on the rise..,
When would we focus our attention
To her(Mother Nature),with extreme love
Passion and devotion

Time is changing, world is changing
Religion, politics and power are changing
Oh lord, when would there be complete peace?
Get all attention on her
love her, protect her and share

Mankind is on stake,humanity is fake
World is change and change is on me
I would suggest, yesterday there was war
Today, there is war within me
Tomorrow, there would be no war after me.

Let me stop from the words of John lenon,

"You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one"

God bless you all !

Friday, March 27, 2009

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”If you believe in something such as love, god and religion then you are being loved or you are in love.”

-”Nature loves all of us, even we don’t love it back similarly there is no reasons behind love.”

-”To love or to be loved, all you first need is love.”

God bless you all !

Image of the day

Dear all,

Now if I were Mr. Iran, then I would have said, "NO". How can I be friend with someone who does not have moustache or beard ? I would have rather said, "Who is this strange guy without moustache or beard, in my country we all are same but this guy looks different and wants to be my friend"?

In šāʾ Allāh (إن شاء الله), Internet has really become different these days. Click "NO". Forgive me Allah !


God bless you all !

Press Releases: ..."109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a song of despair..."

Mr.Santosh Kalwar has yet another book lined up in his new project entitle, "..."109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a song of despair..." published by Lulu.com, This is the fourth quote book written by Mr. Kalwar.

The book is free to download in an free e-book version from publisher lulu.com.

Here is the complete press-release.

Mybheja congratulates the author of the book !

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Quotes of the day

-"Love cannot talk on itself, it can only walk on the steps you take."

-"Love is not something which can be shown or possessed, love is just love as simple and elegant with early morning sunlight falling in lake."

-"Everybody has failed to describe love and nobody will ever agree on anybody's answer to the most important element in human lives:love."

-"Love is ____ (fill in the blank yourself)."

-"Love is me and I am love, best of above all."


Nine Inch Nails - The Beginning Of The End

Down on your knees
You'll be left behind
This is the beginning
Watch what you think
They can read your mind
This is the beginning
I got my mark, see it in my eyes
This is the beginning
Well my reflection I don't recognize
This is the beginning

We think we've climbed so high
Up all the backs we've condemned
We face a consequence
This is the beginning of the end

You wait your turn
You'll be last in line
This is the beginning
Get out the way
Cause I'm getting mine
This is the beginning
God helps the ones that can help themselves
This is the beginning
May be too late as far as I can tell
This is the beginning

We think we've come so far
On all our lies we depend
We see no consequence
This is the beginning of the end.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Review for "Eleven minutes" to Paulo Coelho

As per my resolution this year,
I promised to finish one of the book written by you, "Eleven minutes".
Yesterday, I finished the book and the story of prostitute, "Maria".

Below is my review for your work "Eleven minutes"
Well done, the book is written in very social context where life of an ordinary human being is conceptualized. Especially, the sex workers in Europe and their living condition. There are many places where you have tried to show the real picture and difference between sex and sacred sex. These two are completly two different elements in human life.

Maria chose a life she wanted, she wanted to show her parents that she could live independent and at the same time she also wanted to be loved. (Fantasy world and get a love of her life), she was driven my sense of passion for material world which took her to brothel.

Very interestingly written and well-researched on the topic of prostitution. Despite in some places, same stuffs were repeated like (orgasm, money, job etc) and it was little difficult to understand why she/Maria could not choose to go back and live her life in Brazil ? If she wanted she could have easily gone back but why not? But again as you mentioned in the book, she was looking for adventure and so on.
Anyways, Good work and I will give you my rating for the book-
Rating: 4/5

There are couple of things, that popped out in my mind-

1. I am predicting that hopefully, you will be awarded with "Nobel Prize in Literature" during your lifetime or maybe after that.

2. Keep up your good work and all the best in your future projects.

God bless you !


God bless you all !

Sunday, March 22, 2009

You belong to me

You belong to me
See The Pyramids
Along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
On a tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me...

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs
And souvenirs
Just remember
'Til your dream appears
You belong to me....

I'll be so alone
Without you
You'll be lonesome, too
You'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When its wet with rains
Just remember
Till you're home again
Or until I come home to you
You belong to me...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

President Obama addressing to Iran on New Year of Iran.

Evan Williams: How Twitter's spectacular growth is being driven by unexpected uses

Do you believe in Prayers?

As I said, I will get back on this issue,

Here is what I think ... Now wait,

This is so funny, why on earth my opinions would ever count ? Why should anyone care ?

Many of us from top to bottom have given similar answers, I was just browsing all your responses. (Please do not get mad on me.)

"I believe....


"I do not believe...

This is so funny, what is your believe and not believe has got to do with that entity which even does not exits in real form?

You pray, you shout and you cry all of these are normal human sufferings. Most of the times you pray simply because you are not happy or you want something in your life or may be you have developed a habit of praying for good. But again,

Why are you following the tradition of forefathers? What it has got to do with trust of God or no God?

We live in world where everything is temporary, there is nothing immortal. Even the existence of the place where we are living is bound to get destroyed oneday. (Do not get afraid)

Let me give you one simple example,

Mr. A is very bad man and he has decided to kill Mr.B for some reason. Mr. A has put gun in the head of Mr. B and he is soon going to shoot him. Mr. B is very religious man and he started praying. Now, do you think some 'religious energy' will avoid the incident not to happen?

What is the final result of this event?

Does your prayer helped?

The result was Mr. B was shot and he is no more in this world.

Either you pray or not pray, it does not matter. Only thing that matters is your devotion and dedication to something in life and with nature.

Please do not get mad, I am not for or against the Praying.

Well, I must stop now. Maybe I have to quit my day today.

For those who like praying,

Happy praying and God blesses you !

For those who do not like praying,
________________________(Fill in the blank)

Believe in what you are believing (& God blesses you too...)

Friday, March 20, 2009

Quotes of the day

-”Everything costs, everything requires effort and energy; it is not the matter how much do you invest, the final result is all humans will see.”

-”All those who think war is the solution of many common human problems, they are not thinking at all.”

-”We are bound by our knowledge and opinions of others, when we reach a state of ‘cosmic religious feelings’, we know then, the power of truth.”

-”Nothing is wasted simply because whatever we do were produced and consumed by Nature, at last.”

-”It is not the matter of win or lose, it is the matter of sacrifising your own self for either nation, religion, society, people and nature itself.”


God bless you all !

Thursday, March 19, 2009

God bless you all

Dear all,

God bless you all

May the hope and the light glow today,
May the glory of God, come all along

May the wishes and desires be fulfilled
Let me assume, the Power of God given to me

Not for my own self, but for all those are hungry
For all those who need help, and are in pain

Today, I give you my utmost love and respect
With total care, I will always be with you
Oh my dear child...! God blessess you !...

God bless you all...!

Happy Praying...

Press Release: 52 Quotes and a song of love

Mr.Santosh Kalwar has yet another book lined up in his new project entitle, "52 Quotes and a Song of ... Series published by Lulu.com, This is the second quote book written by Mr. Kalwar in year 2009.

The book is free to download from self publisher Lulu.com, below is the link-
Download Free

Here is the complete press release

Mybheja, Congratulates the author of the book.

Steve Jobs Stanford Commencement Speech 2005

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A month short?

In the news story “Year 2065 could be a month short?” (March 13, Page 1), the sentence, "But now, the government is confused by its own decision…" says a lot about our government's incapacity. The country is not going to be stable by changing the dates on the calendar or the names of institutions. I beg all politicians to stop pretending that they are doing something by making such headlines. Instead they should be focusing their efforts on things like developing hydropower project, revising old treaties and providing the citizens with basic necessities like food, water and electricity.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Image of the day

A friend of mine send me the picture in my e-mail. I do not know the author of this picture. Please notify me, if you are the original author of this picture. Anyways, I am putting it here as the Image of the day.

I hope My bheja readers will like it.

I am sorry Mr. Obama, but I hope you will not mind it. (You really are fair and lovely...

God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

-”Nothing is easy and everything that is difficult to achieve will make yourself feel dizzy.”

-”Very few of us know what is our purpose of life and those who do not want to know will never know till the end.”

-”Trying to do one thing and having done another is result of your hidden script.”

-”Most of the times, we do what others are doing, only few of the times, we listen carefully to our own self, of what we are capable of doing.”

-”Self realization is self motivation, you do not need anything or any institution.”


Monday, March 16, 2009

Press Release:52 Quotes and a song of despair

Today, A free press released has been written for the title, "52 Quotes and a song of despair".

The book is the collection of more than fifty two quotes as mentioned in the title and one great song or rather poem of despair and you can easily download the book from the Lulu.com. The book has been written for all audience and all backgrounds.

The theme of the book contains many different elements. There is sex, religion, culture, love, education and many more with special song or rather poem of despair.

You are free to download or buy it in paperback format.

Here is the Free-Press-Release.

Mybheja Congratulates the Author of the book Mr. Santosh Kalwar !

Sunday, March 15, 2009

"Near you"

Who cares if I am a human or animal?
Who cares if I am acting as a normal human being?

I think we should just travel and learn
But again, I am afraid with the economical trouble.

Life is to move on and on
Life is to see new places and people

Life is full of excitement and sorrow
Life teaches us simplest of lesson to remember

Life gives you advice to see new faces all around
Whoever she is, she looks beautiful and bright

Is this my passion for her or
Is it my passion of myself?

Whoever she is and whatever it takes,
I think I am feeling sense of togetherness

With you beside and me deep inside my thoughts
Can we give it to those in need?

Close your eyes and see who it is?
If you cannot see me, then I was never yours

If you can only see me, then I am yours.
Listen to yourself and tell me if it is true .

Whoever it is and whatever it takes we will do.
We will do, to learn from ourselves and to teach others what to do.

I thought I am writing a poem but it might look really stupid
I do not care as long as it gives meaning to what I think

All the desires are left unfulfilled
Until I see you with my eyes wide open

Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between us.
But all these can be fulfilled once you desire of me near you.


Reviewed by Carol Surber 3/13/2009

"Very passionate writing and visions in love!
The line...If you cannot see me, then I was never yours
Beautiful poem, CarolHawks "

Reviewed by Gwendolyn Thomas Gath 3/8/2009

"Heartfelt words 'Near You'
As long as one is expressing the way they feel poetically in their own words that can never be wrong. In my opinion people need to learn how to accept others instead of wanting them to be who they want them to be.
As long as we are being who we really are and share our hearts that is all that really matters."


Friday, March 13, 2009

I will be born in 2039

Welcome, Dear Readers- Please do not get surprised, with the title of this column. I am no God, neither Spiritual Guru, nor Religious teacher or saint. I am just like you, Human being.

I am not born but wait a moment-do not get to the conclusion. You might be wondering, if this person is not born who wrote this column? What is that he is trying to prove? Well, there is nothing that author wants to prove or claim. It is just a simple joke.

Today, looking at the Nations situation- I think I will be born in 2039. Now this is not the entire story, with doom of Economy (Global, National or Regional) there is no point in living a life of jeopardy. We have seen the country ruled by Kings (Razas and Maharazas), We also have seen so called “Democracy” and currently, “Federal Democratic System” and “…” in near future. There is no change in creation of Jobs, Security, Electricity, Economy and Transportation to name few. I do not blame our beloved Prime Ministers neither I blame all the top-executive Politicians; I blame myself; because I know I will be born in 2039.

Yesterday, I heard the news where, a young man who was just seventeen years old kills reportedly fifteen and then himself at a school in Germany. A friend of his told police today, that he was bullied by class mates, teachers for many years. When he wanted to speak to them (Teachers, friends, parents) no one listened to him. Personally, I feel what my friend Paul from Austria feels- The young Gunman was innocent simply because, no body listed to his anguish. The tragedy could have been avoidable if there was the presence of love in his life.

Children of today are treated like valueless and useless beings. The world depends on them and the future of the entire world is dependent on how we treat them today. This is a sad story and this is just the beginning- I think. As we can see everybody is busy in their own personal life and nobody wants to LISTEN to anybody, simply because we all have point to make and grow within the society. Then a quote popped into my tiny little brain which states, “Love is integral part in human life, without the sense of its presence no human wants to live life in despair.”

Let me get back to your questions, one very good friend of mine named Teemu, from Finland asked, “Santosh-when were you born in your country?” This is a good question, I thought- and before making my statement open, I visualized that- “We are in 2065, even ending it soon”. Then, I replied him back with the smile on my face stating-“I will be born in 2039.”

Johnny Depp - From Hell trailer

One day men will look back and say that I gave birth to the 21st century. (Modified from, Jack the Ripper)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Quote of the evening: Today’s world.

"World, Universe, Earth, Nature and Humanity- you name it, is finally changing, depression, anxiety and level of addiction (sex, money, love, drugs, terrorism, job cuts, economy slowdown) on RISE."


O Lord !

Dear all,

O Lord !
O lord, O mightly God !
I am begger and blind
Shall I see ever, my daughter dine?

O Lord, I am protitute and a mother
When would I be free,
Should I ask from Brothel or Vine?

O lord, I am Student without degree
I hate exams, lectures and lessons
Will I ever get support of such a shine?

O lord, Are you listening !
My Prayers full of wishes for her
Will I feel love forever
That I would share with my bright side

O lord, Please give me this or that
Let the world be stable and Peace
Harmony, non-violence and dreamer's
Those should brighten, all light !

O Lord, I pray two time, three times
I know you hear me, most of the times

O Lord, Whoever you are
Whatever people call you
I beg you to show sunlight !

O lord, I beg you to listen
Old beggar, needs his eyes
Student, needs to re-invent
Prostitute needs acceptance, freedom
Listen to them, Dear Lord !

I am the giver as you are
I am the care taker as you are
O lord, Give me nothing
Instead take my everything

Givem them all, they need!
O lord you are so beautiful
Crystal and Bright

World needs your wisdom,
World is hungry for your givings
You have plenty to share
O lord, O thee, Amen !


God bless you all !

Image of the day: Lostlove

Quote of the day

"Those who search love will never get love because love wakes up with you, lives with you and dies with you."

Question by Paulo Coelho's Blog Reader : Trish

Dear Mr. Santosh Kalwar,
I hate to be a bother, but could you please explain to me the meaning of your quote ‘Those who search love will never get love because love wakes up with you, lives with you and dies with you.’
Does this mean that those who are born without love (parents, siblings, relatives) or have not found love yet in terms of a life-long companion will never find it?

Dear Trish,
I am sorry if that quote gives other meaning to you, but Nobody is born without love. As I said, When you are born, it comes with you or love wakes up with you when you are awake, lives with you when you are living and dies with you when you are pronounced dead forever ! There is no difference whether a person has siblings or not. Please do not feel that when you are alone, you do not have love or you will not get love. Because, “Aloneness is the first lesson of the love.”
Let me elaborate,
Imagine A person lives his life only oneday. He wakes up and his full of energy(Social, Personal, Academic and many more). When you search something in your life, that could particulary mean- you “want” any object or entity or individual to be part of your life. When you want something unconditionally then there are chances that you might get it but when you think with some conditions then there are chances that you might not get what you are looking for.
I hope that answers about the quote. In case, it is hurtful or disappointing, I am Sorry and I will check it once again !

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Image of the day: Deathbed

Quote of the day

"Everybody around us are great teachers or Master’s because we all have one very good thing hidden inside all of us, know it yourself and think of giving because other do not has the same thing."

Monday, March 9, 2009

Image of the day: Happy Holi

Happy Holi ! :)

Quote of the day

"May this holi bring you love, peace and harmony of not only your mind but also your brine."

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Quote of the day

"Every ounce of breath we inhale is invention and every ounce of breath we exhale coule be re-invention."


Saturday, March 7, 2009

The Piano

Smoothing music ...

Friday, March 6, 2009

Image of the day: Breakup

Quotes of the day

”Search for him after searching yourself you will find not only you but him too.”

”Everything we perceive is either the result of our influences or the perception of God.”

”We all are have bright side and dark side, search which side in you he lies and awaken it.”

”Every human being is a God; mortal and brutal.”

”Kingdom of heaven or hell does not lies anywhere except inside you, God speaks to you only when you open your truthful ears to listen to him.”


Thursday, March 5, 2009

Image of the day

Quotes of the day

”Life is worth living only when it is worth spending.”

”Those who work hard for money actually do not work at all.”

”At present we are doing, in near future we will be memorizing our past with cherising memories.”

”Those who say I speak the truth, are the ones who have never understood the meaning of truth.”

”The deep meaning of life is pain and deeper meaning is happiness.”