Showing posts with label about me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label about me. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Passionate about the things you do !

Welcome to new fresh day ! With joy and happiness all around, every new beginning is amazing experience, it gives pleasure to wake up and then the eternal minds start thinking on daily events. When you are just awake, the very moment when we are awake is the moment which is ours and ours alone.

This very moment, no one will take away from you. It is the moment yours and yours alone. This moment gives you pleasure, this is only moment which is your personal.Slowly, when you start thinking then this moment is taken away from you. Then you start thinking on maternal world such as work, career, life, love so on and so forth.

When you have thousand of words floating in your mind, these words has to be kept somewhere, it has to come out of your little brain. These thoughts are not random, these thoughts are not useless, These are the thoughts which can change some one's life. Why on earth I keep on reminding these things ? It is because, I know whatever I am doing is not wrong. I know I am not committing any crime. I know I am not killing any person or animals. Whatever I am doing, is not for awards or recognition.

I am doing if for you, I am doing for those who need these suggestions and advice. Even though, I am not perfect ! Even though I know I am not good at compiling my work and presenting it in correct, coherent manner. I think still it is understandable. I know this is not good way of writing but I should not stop or get discourage by this way of presenting my thoughts.

Every day brings new joy and new thoughts, let us flow with it. Let us discuss flora and fauna, let us discuss love and poetry, let us discuss the thinking on your mind and mine.

I notice today that, we are not perfect and we do not get all the skills from the birth. One example is great scientist Albert Einstein. His brain was not different than any other normal, ordinary human brain. Many Researchers did experiment on his brain but what was the end result ? They concluded by stating that, his brain our exactly similar with the brain of any other average mind. They still cannot find out how he could think in different ways than average mind.

Let me give my opinion on this. This is very simple. The answer lies in question. He was an average mind. There is no difference in the mind of humans but there is difference in how the thoughts are generated in the minds of humans. The thoughts generation is different in different people based on environment, culture, country, family, friends, and religion. Now the first question any one will ask me is- how are the thoughts generated ?

The thoughts are generated through our senses. We have five senses, when we utilize these sense then something triggers in our brain, which results into the thoughts. These thoughts will be based on what you are asking with your self ? What do you want ? What is your real vision and motto ? What do you want to achieve ? What are your inner necessity ? Are you devoted to learn ? Are you devoted to give ? Are you devoted to care ? Based on your devotion, based on your commitment to your own self, you think.

Let me give you one illustration how this might work !

Here is Ms. A, Let us assume she woke up early in the morning now the very few seconds, she will not think anything. She is on her own. She knows this is the best part. After certain time interval, she starts thinking on what to do next ? Before she starts thinking on what to do next, she questions herself. She says, "what am I going to do?".

When she completely understands what she is going to do then she starts doing this for the entire day. In between, there could be many more thoughts generation and they can be based on her own priorities, What she wants ? What she likes ? What she dislikes ?

This is one example of how thoughts could be generated. But Let us not go deeper into this issue, and let me stop it now. Because, I know this has many implications and these thinking cannot be generalized yet.


What is the moral of the story for today ?

Think, we thinking will result ideas,
With ideas, you will learn

By learning, you will want others to learn
When you want others to learn,

You will love what you do
When you love what you do

You may be called Artist
But you know you are more than that,

You do, because you want to give
When you want to give, you only think

You are happy and curious
But most importantly, you are passionate
About what you do !

Monday, November 24, 2008

Monday again !

I have this tendency of hating one thing and that hate does not come out of blue. I hate only one day and that day is today. I hate because I do not know what else I can hate?, I do not know if there is anything else in the entire world I hate. But again, Time and time I always ask the same question to myself- why?

Is it because nothing works for me on this particular day or is it simply because I do not get what I want on this day. Then again, I ask with my self why is this happening to me? I do not hate food, neither do I hate, climate, I do not hate culture, I do not hate the word hate, I do not hate black or white, I do not hate color, sky, moon, life, death, neither do I hate my friends, nor do I hate my self but again why is this particular day that I hate?

Deep down inside me I have a think- I am ... , These three dots says that, I have some thing superior which makes me different than rest of us. I do not want to say that "I am God", I do not want to say that I have magic hands which can perform miracles, as we expect God can but I simply do not know what these missing dots are in my life. These missing dots always reminds me that there are people who need me. There are people in the world who are hungry for my lessons.

These reminds me and says me that, I am being proud of what I am. I think, re-think my strategies of hating this particular day. The reality cannot be spoken very easily and I cannot say what is wrong or what is right. One day I will try to figure out why I hate this day !

As general I observe, "when you say good things to people, people will return you good things" but how about saying something stupid- it comes back right on your face.

Similarly, when I hate the day, the day hates me too. But again, this is not very true. I do not hate the day. I hate my self on this day. When I say, "my self"; this means- I have something inside me which "demands", "needs" and is "full of desires".

These three quoted words are making be selfish and proud. These words are demands of my own, needs that I want and the desires of reaching or getting them fulfilled. When I ask these in my mind, Mr. Mind argues completely with me and says, "Well, Dear this is not possible today".

When he says, today- that obviously means the day I hate which is Monday.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Job Cuts

Explaining God - Loving without fear

I am recent visitor of Paulo's blog and I keep on writing on his blog too. One of the chapter on my book "Nature God" is dedicated to Paulo's blog and comments that I have written on his blog.


Here is one moral story from him-

"
A pilgrim arrived at the village where Abu Yazid al-Bistrami lived.

- Teach me the quickest way to reach God.

Al-Bistrami answered:

- Love Him with all your strength.

- That I already do.

- Then you need to be loved by the others.

- But why?

- Because God looks at the hearts of all men. When He visits yours He will surely see the love you have for Him and He will be happy. However, if He also finds your name written with affection in the hearts of others, He will certainly pay far more attention to you.

"


In response to his views, I have written something too- Below you can see my point of views.


Love is the common and very simple term. It has no meaning but again it means a lot. It is the symbol of affection, care, togetherness, self-emotions and many more.

As you said, Paulo ! The love for God should be fearless, the love of other people is only that matters.

My point is that- I do not have point. I do not know if I believe in God or not but one thing I surely know from the saying of Edison that,

“Nature is what we know. We do not know the gods of religions. And nature is not kind, or merciful, or loving. If God made me—the fabled God of the three qualities of which I spoke: mercy, kindness, love—He also made the fish I catch and eat. And where do His mercy, kindness, and love for that fish come in? No; nature made us—nature did it all—not the gods of the religions.”

I do not have any idea if there exits a god or not, I do not know ! But again, when I am feeling down and unhappy when my words are not making any sense I go deeper into my own caves and try to find the answer why not ? I ask with this best friend of mine who is inside me all the time. I do not know if those who believe in God call this best man inside them as “God” ?

Whoever, it is I am happy that I only have one. There are people who have many friends, but for me the outer world has friends and all of them are best. I do not want to differentiate. I do not want to make any difference by stating who right and who is wrong. I do not want to say that, this person is best and the other is worse. I only see- all of my friends as the best !

I am not sure if tomorrow I will be recognized by the people as “Santosh Kalwar” or will they forget me after certain time frame. I do not even care about that but, wait a moment- life is just like that, we are here on this mother earth for some purpose and every individual has the purpose to fulfill.

As I can see- you have been doing loads of writing and you are the one of the great author of the books. I am inspired by your ideas and creation.

In my first self-publish book I have mention one chapter which states that- “My comments on Paulo Coelho’s blog.” All those comments that I have posted on this blog are availaible on this book. I do not use this for marketing purpose but I use these comments simply because these are useful to those who would like to learn and read. As time goes and life moves in more sluggish path.

I do not see if God exits or not but whatever be the circumstances, life goes on and I hope I will be able to make those who are around me remember with my names and I often do not forget them. !

Can culture change anything ?

Here is one article that I wrote of Paulo's blog. The question is "Do you think that culture can change anything in this world?"


Good question Paulo,

Culture a word which is used to describe people, language, places, events, festivals, country, religion, behavior, and most importantly boundary.

Why I said, “boundary” ? I am saying boundary because, culture is bounded by certain region or let us say-it has some space which describes above elements in more confined ways.

Let me come back to your question of- Can culture change anything ? When I see this question, I have many things in my mind which describes if these many things will be able to change by the definition of culture that I just gave.

“Culture”, If you deeply see the letters of the word then you will have some idea about the name given to this word. Take more deeper look for a moment and see if you can see the letters of these words- does it make any sense to you ?

OK, Now here is the twist- “C” of the culture is for the change. Human beings from several hundreds years of the civilization has gone through many changes. Only thing that is permanent in this entire world is change, Without change there is nothing in the world. If we stop the change, we will stop our civilization.

Now let me take you more deeper on to this letter of “C”, C is for creativity, C is also for Computers, C is for circumstances, C is also for commitment, C is for change, C is also for cultivation, C is for civilization, C is also for country, C is for comment, C is also for Clock !

The idea behind explaining the letter C with the many different words is just because, these words are inter-related. Just put these words in a paper and try to link them together. We are sure to get the answers of your question.

The answer is yes. Culture has changed and it will change many things that are unknown to us. One example would be- President-elect Barack Obama, who being an African-American is not the president of United States. The main vision of his campaign was not anything else then-”Change”, Yes we can !

If a country like United States of America, can change then any country can change based on the culture. Culture is for change. It comes with different taste which becomes the taste of our tounge.

Let me explain why ? For example How about eating the same food for more than a week ? How will you feel after eating the same food again and again time after time. What will you then you do ? If you have to do these for more than 5 years of your life then will you able to survive ? What if, in this circumstances somebody comes and says to you that, “Hello sir, will you like a change in your food?”.

If you have not been sick then ofcourse, you will receive this gift from that very person who just came and offered you the different food.

Therefore, Culture is same in that respect. Culture is made just for the change. Nothing else. !

Saturday mantra.

No words, only some of the video on my blog. The reason of doing this is simply because I was little being too lazy on writing something on the blog.

But here I come again, with words full of ideas and these ideas with illogical connection between them. I hope to some it makes sense and to some it makes non-sense. Anyways, I do not have any motto to impress or inspire any one.

"Come together and love together", Any thing that we do should be part of showing up with group and bunch of people who find your stuff interesting. Therefore, just open up your diary as usual and start blogging. Something like this knock me- out and I am here again with my laptop and me alone in the room. With the flow of words and no restriction what so ever with my flow of these words to the application that I am using to write into this blog.

When we were child, we did not care much about what people around us has to say. Now slowly, when are grown adult we just keep on thinking on what others will think about the things that we often do. This level of our maturity is called "Adult". A true Gentleman way of working and behaving in multicultural world.

Culture should be understood as not the way of medium which divides people but the culture should be understood as the medium of brining people together. There has to be no difference. I understand that people have differences, so do the cultures but think on the basis of minimizing those differences. Do not try to say that, In your culture you do this and in our culture we do this so are far superior than you are .... or something similar.

The point is- there is no point. The word which is useless are the word which will be useful later sometimes. These words are not written without any consent/. These comes from the mind. The mind which is capable of thinking. These thinking are based on knowledge gained from the experiences. The experiences can vary and the experiences of not a single entity is valid enough to make any generalization in the real world.

Any thoughts can be expressed based on person feelings or by reading a great book. But we should not prove who is right or who is wrong. Every body knows that they all are right. The point is- we should try to step back and see the whole world as we can currently see.

When we see the world as we are watching from our eyes currently then we can surely close our eyes and tell the forecast that, world economy is looking gloomy like never before.When the world economy is going down and the IRAQ war still progress with United states then there are more things to worry at the state.

The future needs to be better. The biggest question now is not when or where or why but the biggest question is "how" ? There are problems and problems will never end. However, one can resolve the problems not by working on the problems on hand but by thinking on how can we invite far greater problems to solve.

We all face some sort of problems in our lives. We are in constant need of support, care and well-being. After all, we are called homo-sapiens for that. In future, when our conciousness will loom and we will have no more abilites to think. We will then be controlled by machine which will be called .... A giant machine which will have ability to think on its own.

A machine which will make us a servant and we will work on behalf of this machine. There are some researchers who think "Internet" will become a giant brain in near future. I think why not ? Everything is possible. When no one once imagined, the growth of media is will lead to this tremendous benefit to the society. I think- well, surely one day something like Internet could perform the job of "giant brain". We may be capable of making such machines but what if we loose the control of taking the care of the machine then ?

Anyways, presently that is not going to happen is some years. Therefore, there has to be the many elements which will work together to make out life better. These elements could be care, could be a simple phone conversation, could be a blog without any meaning like this one for example.

Whatever it is, or whoever it might strike- the point is that, there is no point. The meaning is that, there is no meaning. Whatever goes will come back in its normal form one day. There is nothing above or below. There is only one thing all around and that is called- "Nature".

Friday, November 21, 2008

Love quote of the day.

"It matters not who you love where you love,why you love, when you love, or how you love, it matters only that you love".

- John Lennon.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Hope

Life is like a stream of flowing river, it goes on and on. It flows with the flow, it is never ending. It has no end and no beginning. It is just flowing with the sense of unknown. It does not have a destination and it does not have destiny.

Life like everything else will teach you thousand lesson. There are people who live for it, there are people who live for love and there are people who live just to live. Whatever be the reality and whatever they want it from the life, has some price for it.

Nothing comes for free, you just have to pay price for every part of it. But, one thing can be free and its called satisfaction. You did something and now you have to decide either you want to be happy about it or you will not be happy about it. Whichever, way you choose will solely depend on you and you alone. There is no one who will stop you, there is no one who will tell you you did it on right way or wrong you. Only thing people will do, is listen you what you feel.

When you are happy, there will be people around you. When you are sad, there will be people around but they will not be close to you ! "Those who share happiness can find many people and those who share sadness will find only himself".

The above quote says it all, whatever be the consequences every event in our life teaches something meaningful. Either it is hurtful or helpful. Nothing happens in life with coincidence.

Today, we might feel good and the very next day we might feel bad about something or some event. This is called a process of rising and falling. When you are in this process then you are either alone, either drunk, either hurt, either not fulfilled, either you did not get what you desired or either wants your plans to be fulfilled. When this state of process vanishes, then you are in the process of "satisfaction." To reach to this, level requires very hard work and determination.

I am no guru on any of the subject matter that I am explaining in mybheja, but whatever I am expressing in no just random thoughts. These are the thoughts coming from a mind of a man. This man has seen the world and has experienced problems. These problems are not only his but of those he wants to express.

Anyways, I do not want to express that I am the best but I only bless without any selfishness.

With the every ounce of oxyzen intake you are in the pleasure of having alive that very second. But at the same time, somewhere in this very planet-people are not getting that oxyzen with the pleasure. The cause of this is not our stupidity but the stupidity of behaving in well suited manner. Today, there are awareness of "green" and tomorrow there will be awareness about "water". Whatever it is and whatever it will become, who cares as long as we get our fair share of satisfaction in the environment we live in.

There is one thing and one thing in our life which keeps us alive. The word if I remember could be many but right now my bheja suggests- "hope".
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Hope
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Together everything is possible.
All the dreams and desire could be made fulfilled.

All of your dreams were mine once,
But even if you are not beside me,

I will make sure it remains alive-
till the very end.

I think we do not have any hope
But my dear ! I know without you I will fear.

With you, I was fulfilled
Without you, I am without.

Nothing is permanent as my eyes see
I had mine alone and you are at those very ends.

Why are you crying with tears
With every tears, there is hope falling very near

I think I cannot make it
All your dreams which were ours alone..

What should I do if there is no hope?

If there is no hope
Let us invent it, Oh ! dear ...

Do not ask me how ?
I know, with you I will make it.

Without you, I will die
With you, I will die with heart full of love !

Whatever be the case, I know I am nobody
But as long as you see me, I will be always be somebody.

Our love is just like a wine,
It takes time to mature

Well, I am afraid it was ...
But why did you do this to me

When darkness prevails with mystery all around
I know, I am not at my very best

With tears in my eyes all around
I hope, I will try my very best

To invent this very hope
Without you I am in darkness,

With you, I hope I will invent the light.
Well, time changes everything.

It has changed mine and
I hope, you will have pleasure with my blessings all around...

The opinion expressed are not generalized but this is the way I express my opinion. I am sorry if some one is taking it seriously.

Have a nice weekend ! :)

Friday, November 14, 2008

Nothing to say !

Soon I will not have any job and the horoscope say's something like this--

"Companies have really started to develop a social conscience about social or humanitarian issues. And you are well of this trend in the business world. In fact, you even applaud it. If you were at the head of a large company, you may realize just how important your employees think this is. Why don't you try to get this kind of thing going where you work, at your own level? "

This is really funny ! But Can I laugh with happiness or should I laugh with sorrow ?
Many people do not realize the fact that, life is not difficult but it is easy ! Why and how differs based on your own personal vision and actualization of the reality.

By the end of this year, It can be seen that loads of companies are laying off the people. Why ? Where are we heading ? Who is to blame for all this ? Is it the economy which is going really down or is it the power of machine which does all the work ? What is it that is not giving any opportunity to the people now ?

Why are the world becoming more stressful ? Is there some giant machine working on behalf of the many more humans who are loosing the jobs ? What is the shape and size of this machine called ? Should it be called as "Internet" ?

More than billions of the web pages are accessed daily, more than millions of software are downloaded and uploaded daily, more than zillions of information are written and copied daily. Now, why do those who need information should search people any more ? Now, If you are free and do not have anything to do- just log on to your system and open your Internet connection !

Do what you wish to do ! Watch Porno, or chat with friends and family or simply use the cheap phone service can call them or rather, upload the pictures, videos and do anything you wish to do.

Google has helped people a lot in searching the content. Thanks to them, But they also take loads of information about you, every time you visit there web pages ! (So, be cautious)

There are two approach to do the things we really do, which is-

1. Do as you desire and just be like a kid who does not edit his work. The kid goes and does whatever he wants to do. He has one philosophy in his mind which is called- "No Philosophy" or rather I would say, "Who cares " kind of attitude.
2. Be Gentleman and edit your work. Re-edit it, and show to the world that you are more gentle then anybody around.

Whichever approach you choose depends on you and you alone.

Most of the times, I use the first approach and one good example of that is all my posts in the blog. You can find loads of mistake and loads of grammatical errors simply because I do not want to think and edit the work. I just put my thoughts because thoughts are like stream of water. It flows continuously, it has no end. Once you stop it, it will not flow. It will be jammed in your mind. It then has to be again find its own way.


It will try to find its own way but you are stopping it to show its way. The thoughts should flow continuously and should give pleasure to those who watch. !


Here is my poem to give you the pleasure of having a great weekend ! Have a nice weekend ! :)

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Nothing to say !
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Nothing to say,
Nothing to hide,

Everything what I do
Is all that will survive.

I have no answers to sorrow
No answer to happiness

Only thing I know when I write
Is to advice

My poems might suck but I do not care
Since I know I am not a poet who fears

I have nothing it take
I have many things to shake

I have given and will give it to the end
Till the very end, I live !

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Saturday night.

Here are we now, in the middle of nowhere ! A jobcuts everywhere around the globe. As the economy is going down and unemployment is getting higher. One day there will no job in this planet.

Everything will be done by machine. As the laziness sides is increasing in more general way. There will be lesser and lesser opportunity to explore. I am not generalizing but this is my point of view.

A very good Saturday to start with, there was one movie that I enjoyed and I recommend to watch you to. "The Ninth Gate (1999)". A movie truly exceptional and one of the masterpiece.

A movie is about the book. The theme behind the movies is that, behind all book there is a story. Behind this movies also there is a story about the book. Truly exceptional and mind blowing.

To create you need creativity.

To learn you need motivation.

To admire you need study.

To think you need nothing.

To do all of these at once, you need courage.

and To not to do all of these, you need laziness in you.

How comfortable the life is, and how much more comfortable we want it to be? It depends on our logical mind. Once we think we are into the safe zone of our life, we just want to enjoy as much as comfort as possible but once we think we are in dead zone of our life, we just need to take it more seriously. We then strive for the excellence.

Nothing is far from the truth and nothing can be go beyond the truth. Everything that is done, or followed is based on the boundaries of the truth. Imagine a day, where you speak nothing but the truth. Later re-evaluate on the same subject. Did you really spoke the truth.

How about for example when you meet somebody unknown and suddenly you jump into too quickly and say, "It was my pleasure to meet you". Did you really felt this pleasure of what you just said.

Truth is not easy to evaluate. Truth should be spoken first with yourself. Those who just want to show how "genius" they are spread it around them. And those who we remember as "genius" had kept inside of them for the years. They knew that, Truth is not the element which can be shown but is just had to be felt. Are you really speaking or saying what you meant? Did you spoke the truth today? A hour ago, ...

Well, it can be elaborated and any thing can be said on this matter. Whatever it is, or whenever it might begin or start just follow and listen to what you want in life. It is the matter of the fact that, nobody comes easy. But again, it depends on how quickly you want or need them for yourself to be get it done. !

Have a great weekend ! :)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Hired and Fired

In the dynamic world, everything changes in the flick of the seconds. The story will never end until you are alive. Hear a very good news to those ears would take it more pleasantly, sooner Mybheja is going to be fired because the company is having a layoff soon.

What a good news to those ears which were desperate to listen something unpleasant from my side. Life is just like this, it is never stable. Nothing is secure in this planet. When I thought, there would be something secure and stable. The entire organizational structure is going to be changed.

For those who think I am the luck one, please be proud and happy than ever after. For those who think I am now the unlucky one, Thank you very much for the concern and I hope the same does not apply in your life.

World is not the end for your worries. I am writing this and at the same time laughing watching my faces on the mirror thinking that, it is now time to go back home?

I hope there is enough to survive back in the country. Although, the world is moving in faster lane and changes are showing greater impact on personal and corporate world. Life does not end here.





Happiness should be shared with every one but the sadness has to be remained with you and you alone. The reason of keeping the sadness in your life, is because it will teach you the lessons.

The lessons that you learned in life will always be with you but once you share the same lesson with every one it becomes experience. The most important thing to sha

I think you were flying in the sky now it is time to take off !
Welcome to the ground zero, Mr Bheja. !

Saturday, November 1, 2008

In Lappeenranta

Back to Lappeenranata, it is an amazing feeling when you do the opposite of what you should have done. Here in Lappeenranata, we were celebrating our "Tihar" celebration yesterday.

It was good to meet all those who are new to this country. It is amazing experience to share the ideas, thoughts and think on the life. When you look back with the moments it should give you the pleasure of what you did.

My blessings are always there for those who need them always. Life should be directed in the way we want them to take it. Not the other way around. "Happy Tihar" to all of you.

There are some parties to attend this weekend. and most importantly meet great individuals living here.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Words are speechless.

Some times in life, we have to take things as they are and not the things as they might will be. Imagination is unbounded. It has no limit. Every individual in this earth has great ideas. All these ideas are not countable. The ideas that are liked by many is countable.

Some times we have to make compromises based on these ideas and the hypothesis that we believe or we make our own world. Believing in what is unknown makes you realize that you are close to that unknown.

People are inventing everything from scratch. It is very easy. The invention is an art accepted by like minded people. Those who do not accept, they are not inventors. Those who admire are advivsers. Those who create are called creators. Those who develop are called developers. How about those who do not do anything ? Should they be called "users".

The process of Nature is divided into two major categories. One is that which gives and another is one who takes. Nature gives and we take. WE give and Nature takes. The process is bi-directional. It occurs every time we desire it to occur.

Nothing is independent in itself. These random thoguhts are generated inside my random mind. I cannot understand why it is always empty. The mind is all the times filled with content. These content are acheived from or gained from memorable experiences, lesson learned and careful observation.

When you know yesterday that, "Mrs. A is bitchy, you will make an assumption that she will show same kind of behavior today as well". How about changing the attitude ? Will that be possible ? We can easily try to change the attitudes of those around us but how about changing our one ? How easy or difficult the process is?

However, These random thoughts are generated in my mind and I do not have to go anywhere to check for the problem. For some, it could be seen as problem and for some it could be seen as creativity.

Whoever sees in whatever way, the end result is does these content make an any sort of impact on your mind or not ? Do you really want to learn what I am trying to say with these thoughts. Did you realize what is missing on these content with the title. Are you really satisfied ?

You do not have to let me know. Just ask yourself. Where are you visitng. From one page to another.In serch of what ? You are the same person who is searching "Sex" on the Google and you are the same person searching "God" in another Google Search Page. Why do you maintain two different identity of lust and religiousness. What is good or bad with multiple identities ?

Whatever it is, these are some kind of patterns that we as the human generate and most of the times these patters are quite similar to one another.

Well, The words are speechless since the words do not have mouth of expression. These speechless mouth of expression are thoughts of that individual who does not know what he is writing.

Therefore, It is good to go back and search again "..." on some web pages. Good luck ! Watch out, you may really find what you are looking for. Be aware of God visiting your room some day. I am waiting for the explanation to be heard.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

I just died

How would you describe a moment of complete depression? Is a fight between a husband and a wife? Is it a mental illness? Is it because of habit which is killing you? Now when you have defined the depression- define just the opposite of it, you will feel good inside you.

This is very normal procedure to forget that you are really suffering from something which is not healthy. A curiosity of finding the unknown might lead you to kill yourself. It happens too many of the people in the world. Today for example, I was listening to the breaking news. The news says that, “South Korean famous actor killed herself”. What a tragic story. South Korea has highest number of suicide rate than any other countries around the globe.

There is likely that more suicide will happen and occur in the days to come. Why are we killing ourselves? Is it because we know the unknown or is it because we just are coward and do not want to struggle in our life. It might be both. Last year, if I remember I just died. I thought I will not survive but again, I thought well- I should. I just died in the arms of someone and then I forget to wake up again.

This I is not me. This I am some one who is inside me. He claims that he still exists till the time before the real I was born. Do not get psycho about these. I know you are kind of confused with all these sentences and there illogical connections but you should accept the fact that, there was this guy called I who was inside me. He still is inside me. He is my stupid friend. He says many ideas to me very easily. He does not feel scared about anything. He is not afraid of death or fear of death. He just knows that he can easily kill himself whenever he wants himself to be killed. He ha brilliant mind and he is far from the perfect. He is absolutely perfect.

One night he told me this story, he says to me while I was in the bed that- Hi dear, Wake up ! Wake up! I got to tell you something. I said, “What is it?” He then told me, about him. He was living somewhere in the Island near the beautiful lake with his beautiful wife. He loved her and she did too. One night as they were sleeping in the jungle, he saw a dream. The dream was about him being given another work to take care of me. He has to leave his wife and come to see me. He opened his eyes and saw that he just died on the arms of her wife. After couple of hours, his wife waked him up. He told the dream to his wife. His wife could not believe in his dreams. She said, “Do not worry”. The day you will die, and the day you will go to take care of that man. I will be coming to meet you as well.

Later night, the guy slept and finally he died in the arms of his wife. Early in the morning, wife realized that his husband have really seen a truthful dream. She then, closed her eyes and after a while- she died too. The two dead bodies are still in the same jungle in the same island. I asked this stupid friend of mine- why he is telling the story to me. He said, “I just died my dear friend so that today I can take care of you”. The girl whom you are calling wife is not yours wife but she is mine. She is coming close to you as you are thinking she is yours. I could not understand what this stupid friend was trying to say to me but I just closed my eyes without the fear of being dead. I thought and re-thought stating that, I just died. I hear d the voice- the voice was sounding as if it is of some women. She said, “How can you die, when you are alone”? “Decide to die in my arms, with me together” Whatever it might cost- it will be our starting point of this ending, my dear! Wake me up, when you will have another assignment to do and have to take care of someone again!

Do not take everything so seriously.



How much seriousness is necessary to become happy? Is happiness depending on our personal Life? How can a person laugh and smile? Do you have to be serious enough to smile? If we take things very seriously, then smile will not be lasting in our face. Smile is very smile. It comes naturally. It comes when most often we do not take matters very seriously. Most of the precious things are free. For example "Google search engine". Just kidding. Now days, when we do not know anything. Most often what we do is, open a browser and search the Google. It is very amazing that, we are quite bonded with this technology.

Most often when we do not know anything we use the Google. We are so depended on it. I cannot understand why? Smile is a phenomenon, a process which comes automatically. Nobody says, you smile or no body will tell please smile. It comes from you. It has to be real. You cannot fake it. Even if some people can fake it but the observer and the person being observed can easily trace who is smiling on whom.

Smile comes from total satisfaction of certain kind. It is flow, it is simple and when most often we taken the matter worse then it does not appear. Smile has to be realistic and please the matter casually because nothing is going to last for longer period.

Life is the way we want to make it. There are no straight lines in the human body. There are no straight lines in the nature too.

It is all our imagination. Most often we think about our self but when we think the matter more seriously we make it worse in our life and even around us. It is better if we can take it loosely. Once you start smiling some one who is looking at you also will smile on you.

It is a good question to ask sometimes- what is the price of smile? It is the same as asking what the price of being happy is. How often do you smile in the day? Are you taking everything too seriously, if yes then you are making something uncomfortable for yourself. Most often we think about tomorrow, but shouldn't it be good if we try to make our today better. Why on earth one has to think about the day which has no relevance to the present?

Whatever it is, whatever it will be- no body will care. One thing which is very important is to keep your spirit up and live with joy. Imagine a situation where there is nothing to worry but take everything very lightly. Nothing is yours and nothing you are going to take with you. Learn to give, learn, share and listen to your stupid friend. He will tell you where to go. Just follow him and he will make sure you reach the right destination at the end. Have a great weekend! J


 


 


 


 


 


 

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Steve Jobs’s Home Run With the iPhone

In response to the article posted on the above title at NYTimes. The link for the tile is given below. I thought of writing some comments after reading that article.
http://bits.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/10/22/steve-jobss-home-run-with-the-iphone/

The comment given on the article with above title has also been Published in NYTimes web site at following address.
http://bits.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/10/22/steve-jobss-home-run-with-the-iphone/#comment-64971

Enjoy the article below:



Well, Apple is very sweet just like the Natural apple. It is crispy and it has great look and feel. Similarly, the vision of Apple to make any product lies with the same notion.

History can teach us the good lesson. For example, Apple Macintosh PC then Apple Mac, then Apple notebook, then Apple thin notebook and Now they are making Apple netbook. The concept of developing Apple netbook is really good. Simply because, the next generation is heading towards the advancement of the Internet.

"Whatever we do, whatever we feel and whatever we share is on the Internet."

Netbook will surely give rise to new types of product. Again, As Steve has pointed out. It is the fight with the software and not with the hardware. Hardware will not any difference because of taste of humans.

Some people like thin notebook and some do not like notebook at all, may be Desktop.

The cost has dramatically gone down over the year of the hardware and we can get faster performance with cheaper cost.

However, the point now lies on who is going towards which direction ? Apple from the selling computers are selling mobile phones. Microsoft from selling Windows have now a days, closed there windows for some reason.

And they have new door of the business of buying companies like Yahoo or in fact bidding for them.

Google App Engine provides Android for the mobile phones. Therefore, the whole product which used to be huge in older days is getting smaller and smaller.

There was once a vision during my childhood days when there was no mobile phones existing. There was no big companies and there was no mobile technology much discussed.

The vision was that, when I will grow young, I will watch a "music video on my hand and in very small device". Today, when I can really do that, I think My vision was not alone but somebody also had the same vision as I do.

Now, In the same race of thinking the one who can read what others are thinking on him (company) will always win. Let us see who wins the race in next 5 years.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Saturday Times.

Without thinking it is always good to write. When you are thinking then you are not able to write in proper manner. This is often in my case. The flow of the words comes automatically before even i think.

But once I start thinking on the structure and the grammar of what I have written then it stops. I do not know how these grammar and structure has to do anything with the message that you want to spread.

May be it is because, English has some rules and that has to be followed to reach wide range of audience. Once these rules are not followed in proper manner then people will not understand in clearly and properly.

As there are many language in the world. All humans do not understand what others people are speaking or saying to them. We have one common language and it is good that we can speak in one common language with others who cannot.

In the race of my vs yours. Everything is going to cripple one day. It is just the matter of time. when the times comes, it will go down to the earth and fall down to heaven.

Nothing is here for the entire life. Most of the people in the world do not want to give. Why ? They do not want to give because they think whatever they own is for themselves and there family.

I earn for me and myself. The fight here is with our inner self and not with the others around. The person who can fight with the inner self can easily fight with any culture or environment. It does not meant that you have to be conservative and not be open. You can be open and conservative at the same time. It depends on how much you can give.

If you can give then you are man full of respect an full of diversity in you. If you cannot give then you are not being as respected as those who can give. There are always two things which are very important. These are "giving" and "taking". The person who can give can also take but the person who knows only to take and not to give are not the real person in the world.

Giving can be anything and taking can be anything. It depends on how we perceive things. I am not classifying any person here as givers and takers but I am just putting the view on what kind of path one can take.

When you give, you are free, you are open to anything. You know what you are doing and you know the basics of what going around you.

When you are taking then you are not able to give in that case you should learn how to give. Everything can be achieved when you try to learn from your personal interest. Ask the question- how ? then you will get the right answer.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Stupid me (part 1)

In life you have to do thousand things and while doing these thousand things, you realize that there are many things which cannot be done alone. One thing is living alone another is living with full of expectations. Whatever be the case, life still goes on. No matter what. One event that occurred today.

I was traveling from Helsinki to the lappeenranata, before boarding the train at central railway station; i was thinking that why not to take a ticket first and then board a train. I went to take the ticket the women said, 'there is no train at this time'. I went against all odds. Meaning, i decided to take a train without any tickets. When i boarded the train ticket checker came after a while, he asked for the ticket. I thought we can also buy the ticket but whatever i thought was the mistake. I do not know whose fault is it. Should i blame myself ? Or should i flame ticket checker for not carrying proper machine ? It is always good to carry the money in the wallet but what if your wallet is empty but you still cannot travel ?

how would you feel? Would you still believe than in the power of technology when you have nowhere to go?

life is similar to this,,, it works unexpectedly. No one was expecting today that Martti Ahtisaari, the former president of Finland would win Nobel peace prize. Who will believe if one day- everything will start disappearing. Nothing will remain but just the 'sound of silence'.

right now at this present moment, i am writing this article in my new mobile (E70), which also shows the power of technology. This is not to state that, technology is good or bad but to state that we are not using it properly.

today, i was reading an article regarding-'mobile wallet to replace the traditional wallet'. How would that be possible when your mobile have very less battery ?

companies are very keen to embed new features in the mobile phones but i think it would be better to understand the 'reality' or let us say human aspects, or usage than it will be successful.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Nature God now available in Amazon.com

Wake up Mr. Bheja, why are you being so lazy ? Every day cannot go same. It has to be different some day. Today when I wake up, I got some couple of bad news. These bad news has nothing to do with the life but it was really a bad news.

However, together with the bad news there comes a good news too. The good news is about the much awaited book produced by "Mybheja". It is called "Nature God". The book is now available through the "Amazon.com".

Here is the link to take you to the Amazon.com

( http://www.amazon.com/Nature-God-Santosh-Kalwar/
dp/1435760913/ref=sr_11_1?
ie=UTF8&qid=1224140730&sr=11-1 )


I hope you will enjoy reading the book. I always say that, "It is my mood that creates the weather". Today, the weather is just like my mood is. While I am not feeling so delighted and happy.The weather is not feeling the same too. It is not happy and delighted as my mood is.

Each and every step is very important to understand life. As it is important to know that there are many process which forms the life. There are similarly many steps in writing.

It may look little too easy but it is not as easy as it looks. However, please enjoy reading the book and I hope I will receive some valuable feedback from the book.

Hope you have a great time. !

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Random stuffs.

Just another day, with sun blazing with hope and anticipation. The dream of getting something done new and dream of many worries to come to the point where it can be solved needs further attention and hard work.

I was pleased to see my pictures on the face book. Especially from the AIESEC- Seminar last weekend. It is always nice to see the pictures.

I was checking my astrology today and here is what they have to say, "It could be healthy to let go of a career path or a job that didn't entirely suit you. Just because you might not yet be secure on the new path doesn't mean that you can't have success if you keep trying. Move ahead with confidence in your instincts and abilities."

I thought is it really correct ? or is it the way I am feeling right now but soon I realized that it is correct. Some times we do not want to believe about these astrology but it is really good to accept what they say. By accepting it does not mean that I have to do what they are asking us to do but I can just follow or know or check if that is really correct with my own life.

Besides the Astrology, The first book by Mybheja called- "Nature God" is accepted for the world-wide distribution. Therefore, Soon you will have chances of buying the book from the online retails shops. e.g. Amazon and others.

I hope it will give some inspiration to my dear readers. Any comments, feedback are heartily welcome.

I hope you have a great day. !