How many times do you speak the truth in a day ?

I was listening to the song and I was really again motivated to write something. How many of time in the day you speak the truth? From the time when we wake up to the time we go to the bed, how many of the times in the day we speak the reality to the people around us? I tried to calculate for the day and even I was not 100% speaking the truth with those around me. Why? The biggest question now is why we are not speaking the truth to those around us. Is it because we do not want to face the fear of failure? Or is it because we want to go away from the truth? Why are we going away from others?

What makes me think about not speaking the truth, it's my own virtue? Why am I not been able to speak the reality to those around me? May be Its not because I want to go away from the truth but it is because I want to get close to the truth. Some times it is good not to speak the truth but again, it depends upon the situation. It depends upon with the person with whom you are hiding the truth. Once you start hiding the truth you will not be hurt by anyone but by yourself.

Nobody is going to kill you for not speaking the reality. It is just you and you alone. All our actions are connected by our deeds. The things we do from the time we wake up till the time we go to bed are the things which are assigned in one way or another but again it depends on what kind of things you really want to do. Most of the times we do what we do not want to do, and most often we ignore the things which we can do, isn't it? But why? Why do we ignore the things we are able to do? There is no heaven and no hell. Everything is here in this earth. Whatever we are going to do is here. The moment depends on our own personal movement. The path is made by us. It depends on how far you want to go. It depends on how far you are able to think.

When I will say, dream then it is not mandatory for you to see the dreams. It is also not good to follow the orders of those around you. You follow your own orders. This is what I do. Most of the times in my life, I have met more than thousand people and all these people have given me some advice. It is my duty to listen to all these people but again what I should take from them is my own. I do not have to do what they say neither do I have to respect in whatever they say. Those who created the human form of me gave me the two ears because I have to listen both positive and negative of my own. The creator has given great thought before creating these two ears. One ear is to hear all the positive things that people say about you and another ear is to listen all the negative people talk about you. If you are able to listen both then you give value to both of your ears.

There are many other aspects in life which can be understood in the ways we want them to understand. It is all within us. It has to be somewhere inside us. It can teach us many lessons in every walk of our life but we are not ready to listen it. Why should we listen to this random voice? This random voice is not going to give you any profit in terms of money neither in terms of your career achievement. But what this voice can give you is- it will shape your life.

The shaping will be done in many forms that you will not believe it. You do not have to follow what I say but just try it to listen the inner voice. May be it comes automatically with those who have no ego, selfishness, openness and to those humans who are deeper than the depth of the ocean. It all depends on the inner depth. One day you will see the changes.

Therefore, when you listen to your voice then it will let you know that why we not speaking the truth are. The truth is inner carved voice. It comes automatically. It does not have to manipulate. It should be presented in its pure form. Kindly listen to this voice and see if you are really speaking the truth. If not ask why not? With whom are you hiding the reality? One day you will have to face it. You do not have to answer to anybody else but you got to answer to yourself. You just will. Whatever be the circumstances just simply listen to this inner voice and tell why?

I know the it is difficult to answer these questions simply because it is easier to speak the untruth. But again, every fight is the result of first fight with your self. If you can fight with yourself then you can easily fight with anybody around. The fight does not mean you have to physically challenge those around you but simply the fight will be carried out through your brain. The brain will do it for you. Just like that. You want to be winner? If you really want to be the winner then why not fight with your own self? The journey begins with your first thought on speaking the truth!

A new experience

Today it was a new experience with cleaning and doing some thing that was not so mandatory at all. However, it is always good to do the stuffs that you think you should do. Last night it was cool, I do not remember how many people did I contacted yesterday. May be with many of the people, it happens that when you are in the new places you just want to make sure everything goes all right. I could not believe that I talked with so many of my friends and I really enjoyed talking with them.

Communication is very vital thing in the world. What if, it becomes free? Whenever, wherever… Just talk with anyone anywhere and the service is free. I cannot believe what will happen in such context. The boom of the Internet can be seen as the major advancement. Similarly, once you can communicate without any cost then the boom for such a media will surely rise and shine.

Well, the last day of the weekend and from tomorrow onwards you will tight your shocks and visit the office as usual. It is not easy but at the same time it is very enjoyable experience too. For some, it might look very impressive and for some it might look very boring. For me, visit office is a whole new experience. It is not about the fear but it is more about the wasting more time in the chair. The more I sit and the more I understand my office environment, easier it will be for those things to understand me. Don't you think so? Well, it all depends again!

Whatever be the cause, whatever be the situation

Always listen to what your heart says.

Now do not take this for granted. There are two kinds of voices that I hear. One is from those who speak at me. And another is from when I am alone. Most often, I hear the voice when I am alone. Then I proceed and talk with this beautiful guy. He is quite handsome as I am. I do not know his name. I called him with my name. He knows me better than anybody else in the whole world. He talks with me. He says, "mybheja, how are you?" He suggests me about what should I do and what is going to happen in the next few seconds. I do not know how much is truth inside his voice but I simply believe in what he says.

I know this is entirely new experience but I think it is good to get some.

Saturday Times.

Without thinking it is always good to write. When you are thinking then you are not able to write in proper manner. This is often in my case. The flow of the words comes automatically before even i think.

But once I start thinking on the structure and the grammar of what I have written then it stops. I do not know how these grammar and structure has to do anything with the message that you want to spread.

May be it is because, English has some rules and that has to be followed to reach wide range of audience. Once these rules are not followed in proper manner then people will not understand in clearly and properly.

As there are many language in the world. All humans do not understand what others people are speaking or saying to them. We have one common language and it is good that we can speak in one common language with others who cannot.

In the race of my vs yours. Everything is going to cripple one day. It is just the matter of time. when the times comes, it will go down to the earth and fall down to heaven.

Nothing is here for the entire life. Most of the people in the world do not want to give. Why ? They do not want to give because they think whatever they own is for themselves and there family.

I earn for me and myself. The fight here is with our inner self and not with the others around. The person who can fight with the inner self can easily fight with any culture or environment. It does not meant that you have to be conservative and not be open. You can be open and conservative at the same time. It depends on how much you can give.

If you can give then you are man full of respect an full of diversity in you. If you cannot give then you are not being as respected as those who can give. There are always two things which are very important. These are "giving" and "taking". The person who can give can also take but the person who knows only to take and not to give are not the real person in the world.

Giving can be anything and taking can be anything. It depends on how we perceive things. I am not classifying any person here as givers and takers but I am just putting the view on what kind of path one can take.

When you give, you are free, you are open to anything. You know what you are doing and you know the basics of what going around you.

When you are taking then you are not able to give in that case you should learn how to give. Everything can be achieved when you try to learn from your personal interest. Ask the question- how ? then you will get the right answer.

Predicting the next 5,000 days of the web by Kevin Kelly on Ted.com

Here is one of the prediction done by Kevin Kelly on the future of the "one machine". As the Internet is growing rapidly, it has just been 5000 days of the Internet and it is huge, as we can see it. Kevin Kelly predicts what would be coming from the Internet in next 5000 days from the Internet. Enjoy the video !



Kevin Kelly has been publisher of the Whole Earth Review, exec editor at WIRED, founder of visionary nonprofits, and writer on biology and business and "cool tools."

Stupid me (part 1)

In life you have to do thousand things and while doing these thousand things, you realize that there are many things which cannot be done alone. One thing is living alone another is living with full of expectations. Whatever be the case, life still goes on. No matter what. One event that occurred today.

I was traveling from Helsinki to the lappeenranata, before boarding the train at central railway station; i was thinking that why not to take a ticket first and then board a train. I went to take the ticket the women said, 'there is no train at this time'. I went against all odds. Meaning, i decided to take a train without any tickets. When i boarded the train ticket checker came after a while, he asked for the ticket. I thought we can also buy the ticket but whatever i thought was the mistake. I do not know whose fault is it. Should i blame myself ? Or should i flame ticket checker for not carrying proper machine ? It is always good to carry the money in the wallet but what if your wallet is empty but you still cannot travel ?

how would you feel? Would you still believe than in the power of technology when you have nowhere to go?

life is similar to this,,, it works unexpectedly. No one was expecting today that Martti Ahtisaari, the former president of Finland would win Nobel peace prize. Who will believe if one day- everything will start disappearing. Nothing will remain but just the 'sound of silence'.

right now at this present moment, i am writing this article in my new mobile (E70), which also shows the power of technology. This is not to state that, technology is good or bad but to state that we are not using it properly.

today, i was reading an article regarding-'mobile wallet to replace the traditional wallet'. How would that be possible when your mobile have very less battery ?

companies are very keen to embed new features in the mobile phones but i think it would be better to understand the 'reality' or let us say human aspects, or usage than it will be successful.

Nature God now available in Amazon.com

Wake up Mr. Bheja, why are you being so lazy ? Every day cannot go same. It has to be different some day. Today when I wake up, I got some couple of bad news. These bad news has nothing to do with the life but it was really a bad news.

However, together with the bad news there comes a good news too. The good news is about the much awaited book produced by "Mybheja". It is called "Nature God". The book is now available through the "Amazon.com".

Here is the link to take you to the Amazon.com

( http://www.amazon.com/Nature-God-Santosh-Kalwar/
dp/1435760913/ref=sr_11_1?
ie=UTF8&qid=1224140730&sr=11-1 )


I hope you will enjoy reading the book. I always say that, "It is my mood that creates the weather". Today, the weather is just like my mood is. While I am not feeling so delighted and happy.The weather is not feeling the same too. It is not happy and delighted as my mood is.

Each and every step is very important to understand life. As it is important to know that there are many process which forms the life. There are similarly many steps in writing.

It may look little too easy but it is not as easy as it looks. However, please enjoy reading the book and I hope I will receive some valuable feedback from the book.

Hope you have a great time. !

Random stuffs.

Just another day, with sun blazing with hope and anticipation. The dream of getting something done new and dream of many worries to come to the point where it can be solved needs further attention and hard work.

I was pleased to see my pictures on the face book. Especially from the AIESEC- Seminar last weekend. It is always nice to see the pictures.

I was checking my astrology today and here is what they have to say, "It could be healthy to let go of a career path or a job that didn't entirely suit you. Just because you might not yet be secure on the new path doesn't mean that you can't have success if you keep trying. Move ahead with confidence in your instincts and abilities."

I thought is it really correct ? or is it the way I am feeling right now but soon I realized that it is correct. Some times we do not want to believe about these astrology but it is really good to accept what they say. By accepting it does not mean that I have to do what they are asking us to do but I can just follow or know or check if that is really correct with my own life.

Besides the Astrology, The first book by Mybheja called- "Nature God" is accepted for the world-wide distribution. Therefore, Soon you will have chances of buying the book from the online retails shops. e.g. Amazon and others.

I hope it will give some inspiration to my dear readers. Any comments, feedback are heartily welcome.

I hope you have a great day. !

Weekend trip and AIESEC

From the couple of days, I have not written anything on my general blog. I do not know why. May be I visited the seminar for the AIESEC. I was spending my weekend in the seminar in Asinsari, a place near Lappeenranata.

It was pleasant atmosphere with bunch of new and exciting people. This time around, we played games, there was some cool session which was very informative to many new memebers I think.

I remember last year, I was appointed as the new member and I was enjoying to be the part of the AIESEC Saimaa, but this year I was at the other's end. I was taking the interviews which is really a great moment for myself too.

Sometimes, Peoples are not satisfied with even a minor things, why not ? I was more than happy to become the part of AIESEC, and when suddenly one day you are actively participating in all the events. Your Local committe president ask you to step up and take the responsibility then it is surely a great moment.

Especially when there is no one who can take care of the position which was offered to me. At first, I also filled the application form but later I realize that, for handling with the companies and to become the member of executive board in Saimaa is difficult thing.

Later, when some thing is going to happen then no body stops it and it happens automatically.

The same holds true for me and I had to take the responsibility to take care of incoming exchange.

The rotation will continue and I hope, whoever taking the leadership position faces great challenge. It is one of the cool position plus one of the position you do not want to get involved into.

Funny part is AIESEC Saimaa, is really one of the best local committe for doing especailly Incoming Exchange in whole Finland. I am quite sure this time around. But I hope we will be able to keep the reputations.

Quotes for the weekend.

Here are few quotes for the weekend to get started---

"The best way to describe honesty is first to be honest with yourself"
"Life is easy, it depends on your definition of term life"
"Observation is first lesson of understanding who we are"


Have a great weekend !

Happy Dashain 2065 !

In Nepal, we are celebrating one of the biggest and most prestigious festival of all Nepalese. This festival is celebrated for the period of ten days. In local Nepali language, it is actually called "Bada Dashain" which means, big dashain.

When I googled the keyword- "Dashain", The very first link took me to the Wikipedia which has some brief definition.

"Dashain (दशैं) is the 15-day national festival of Nepal, and a state festival of Indian states of Sikkim and the Darjeeling district of West Bengal. It is also a national holiday in Bhutan. Now it is celebrated all around the world by the Nepalese diaspora."

Continuing from the eighth day, there are sacrifices made and the Goddess temples all over the Kathmandu Valley receive sacrifices, ranging from goats and buffaloes to ducks and chickens.


Today is Navami, the ninth day. Sacrifices continue this day too, On the tenth day which is tomorrow 9th of October, 2008 of English Calendar. Mainly women prepare mixture of rice, yogurt and vermillion which is called "tika". Elders put this on the forehead of younger relatives to bless them with fertility and abundance in the upcoming year.

The color red here is represented as the close ties of the blood of family members. Entire member of the family is present on this auspicious day. People drive from many different foreign land or from any other part of the world they are living just for this day.

Elder member in the family offer blessings, money and wishes on this day. The get together is most of the time interesting. Many people play cards and enormous amout of the food, drinks and special high quality whisky, rum, wine,vodka and beer is consumed on this very day.

From a months I have been receiving loads of messeage regarding the celebration of this festival. Yesterday, a friend send the picture (copyright Ananta ) Which is shown below:



As every body is giving and sharing the blessings I should do the same. Since I do not believe in the power of an individual- "My greetings, blessings, wishes and whatever I can give is for you all."

I hope, all your dreams come true. I wish all the success in your life. I know I am nobody but I can be somebody. This somebody is another identity which we generally call as- friends, son, brother, may in future (father), and most importantly a simple human.

A poem for the blessing of "happy dashain 2065" ----

People have thousand desires,

I hope your all thousand desires come true.
I have none, I do not have to be blessed.

For some Life is difficult, for me life is easy.

I have seen people killing themselves, I want to ask- why not ?

To expect is to suspect with life.

With desires comes dissatisfaction.

Dissatisfied man is full of misery.

I wish nobody has misery.

I am in search of knowing who am I ?

Sine I have not yet, found right answer.

I do not know- I only speak experience.

You can take it the way you want it to take.

Whatever way it goes does not matter in the end.

Because I know, you are not going to stick with this same stupid poem.

I am putting my thoughts into action,

Some people call me writer, some call me wiser ...

I have no arguments to what people call me ...

Only because, I am universal acceptor.

Nature of every entity in the world develops nature.

Till present, there are duality involved in everything.

Bless you with the power of Nature.

Bless you with power of all the Supreme God.

Bless you with power of greatest God, I have come across

He is no one but simply called- "Nature God".


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A man full of truth inside.

As usual,life is running in the roller coaster. It travels in the faster pace then never before. Sometimes I realize that, it is not the life which is traveling in the faster pace but it is just my imagination which moves faster than my knowledge.

Talking about imagination, Einstein has rightly said that-"Imagination is better than knowledge". I think he is right. When a person imagines something- there is no limit, it is open, his mind is free, he does what he think is really good for him/her, he goes far beyond any boundaries, he is open to accept and give, he is selfless, he has no personal desires, he thinks, and then he behaves very childish, people might look at him as if- the person who is imagining is mad, psycho, looks weired and strange but he is similar to those who are existing in the earth. Only difference he has-"he is able to see what everybody has seen but he can think what nobody has thought". He is the the person full of imagination. You can call him a a man full of truth.

Later today, I was reading a article about "existence of human evolution being stopped".
You can find the article at the following link-
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/uk/science/article4894696.ece

Here is what I have to say, in response.

Human evolution prediction is good topic to catch the readers attention. A reader will surely go through the article and think that there are no more human evolving in the near future. I want to ask, Professor Steve Jones that, "how can you predict that tomorrow you are going to be hit by a car ?" or tomorrow you are going to meet some accident ? Can you predict that ? Forget about tomorrow, the very next second or the very next clock tick cannot be easily predicted, how can you be so sure that human evolution has come to an end ?

It is good to catch the readers opinion and show that, "my prediction is going to happen". There has been no one who can predict without being predicting about himself.

Evolution will not stop, it will alway be in constant movement. It will stop only when the existence of human will be no longer. I do not know, if we evolved the way it is taught in the books but I think, it is just a "sugar for my tea".

I hope, your hard work is based on correct facts !

Have a great Weekdays !

Early morning with a fear of expecting the unexpected. Many of us, wake up with the machine making us wake up. How many of us wake up naturally and do our activities ? As the life is moving in faster lane, people are ruled by machine. Our normal morning life is controlled by smaller tiny mechanical alarm.

This alarm is built by us for our comfort but try it rising up early in the morning without it. You will then realize the fact that, you cannot wake up as the way you want to, you cannot control yourself how can you think of taking control of others ?

Together with the advancement of technology, there are loads of negative effects rapidly climbing. There are times when we would easily make the decision, there are times when we would easily do what we wanted to do, there were times when your voices were heard in the crowd. Today, if you see- every body wants to make some point. Simply observe, you will find people making arguments and discussion over the things which are merely useless.

First lesson of living a life, is to control your life. Now, to control your life you need to control your mind, behavior, attitudes, taste and many more attributes which might look useless but are necessary. These attributes are useful elements for the life to work as we want it them to work.

When you want to do something, please do. When you want to think that, whatever you are doing will result in bad or good or you may look as if you are stupid. Then you will not do what you wanted to do.

Somebody has rightly said that, "To do is to be". You are being, when you are doing. The result is the not important. The path taken to reach to the destination is important. Take for example, a life. A normal human life is born, then it grows and slowly it starts observing the essential elements around it. It starts to learn, earn and sustain its life. A life knows that, there is an end but it is not worried about the end. Since all other life living in this planet must have to reach to an end.

Walking to the end path, together is important. Sharing what you have gained with those who have not is important. Living your own life is important but more important is when you can dedicate some part of it, with others.

These moral lessons might be useful to start a busy, fast moving and to fight with hustle and bustle of this weekdays.

To end this article here is the quote of the day-

"Getting lost together can also enable you to find yourselves together."

Have a great weekdays and hope to see you waking up next morning without that machine!

Path

Good morning, Mybheja. How are you doing ? I am just fine. I woke up early in the morning and saw outside my window-there was green every where. I then suddenly realized that am I now in 18th century or is this just a hallucination !

After several attempts of rubbing my eyes-Now I realized that, NO-it was not green everywhere but there were loads of big sky rocketing houses, thousand of cars, busy street full of people and nothing but the smoke.

The streets are crowded,people are rushing for reaching for their dreams and finding the right path towards their destiny. Does it come along your way or do you have to search for it?

How many times we have to choose and rechoose the path or our destiny simply because we landed up in wrong path.

The definition of the life is as the way we want it to put. Some one can say, "life sucks", other can say, "life rocks". It depends on our vision for our won life. There are two ways to look at it, one in general way and another in our own way. Our own way will tell others how we can define the term life in our case and general way has to be first understood better by using some methods and later can be said that life in general can sometime suck and sometime can rock.

Whatever be the case, path can also be defined in our own way, it can be defined the way we want to define it. Surely, it is good idea to listen what others say or what other tell us about the aspects in our life.

Without sense

Commitment is the key to any relationship in the world. It has to be very long and lasting. We do not know why we make promises after a while. Some times later in our life we tend to forget that we said something and when the time comes we then generally fail to answer the words that came from our mouth.

There is some tendency of Mr. X which keeps him alive, he remembers the fact that he should not speak something which he cannot fulfill and he keeps then alive all the time. How much of data can be stored in your mind ? Is all the data relevant ? Will you be able to keep all of the information in your mind ?

There are many few people now a days who remembers many of the things., many of the things means contacts, calendars, events and so on. These things have to be kept or stored somewhere. We use our phones, laptops or sometime some basic diary to keep us updated with the event that we do.

It is good practice to use these things in regular manner. It is not mandatory but it is good to keep them as you wish to keep them.

Some times the days are not good and sometimes you do not feel very good because of so and so problems. These so and so problems cannot be explained. It is something that are with you, or which can appear suddenly. It is amazing experiece to be in so and so problem.

Everything that is not explored will look like a adventure. It looks as if, we are living in different world altogether. It might sometime give a feeling of different world but it is my duty to remind this ugly guy that there is nothing called the different world. Everything is temporary here and nothing is going to stay longer than we think or intend it might be of.

Failure is what every body is worried of, I am more worried about the success. I do not know what kind of words here in my website combines to form a sentence and what that sentence results into.

Every character is merged into a word and every word is merged to make a sentence. Every sentence then is merged to become a paragraph and every paragraph form a document. The document is the result of smaller effort put into writing of these sentences and these smaller effort is the result of the thinking that is done by our mind.

It may sound as if, I am talking something crap but the meaning behind writing this structure is that- it has to make some sense to our senses.

At first glance, everything can be assumed as crap or everything can be assumed as good. Once we assume everything as crap and if the result we obtain is also the crap then it will bring different feeling to the things in the observation.

Well, nothing much ! Have a great weekend. :)

Fresh Start

It has been some time now I have not updated my blog. My readers might have thought that this blog is going to die or something. The fact is that, when you start something new, it takes loads of time and effort to understand the basic behinds the working of something new.

When you hate something, there is the time when you have to do the same. Every work is the result of hard work. I do not know how people feel about me or what kind of opinion they keep about me but I do not have anything for anybody. I mean to say that, there is nothing in my mind except the respect to the people I know.

Now, I sound as if I am the President of the Country. Well, this is what happens when you move from one place to next. The place I am now is called Helsinki, The capital of Finland.

As, Capital of the every country is crowded and developed. A country can be known progress by the progress of the capital. It has been now couple of days, here in Helsinki. It seems everything is moving very fast, metros, buses, railways, cars and people.

There is rush everywhere, it takes a person from Lappeenranata some time to adjust the environment of the Capital. Despite the fact that, I do not have any rooms or any personal apartment I have to convince my brothers who are here in Capital. These guys are more good than I have ever expected.

I think I am getting a good homely kind of environment wherever I go and visit. Work is work; any kind of work is boring. Since there is some thing in return we get out of hard work we put into something, it is that motivation of money that drives us further to progress.

I am worried and I am terrified with the fast moving pace of this city but at the same time I am enjoying it to be part of it.

It is said that, everything comes slowly with the time and one has to put little effort everyday which will one day give show good progress of anything that we do. I do not know that right now but I hope it works as if it is said.

The new beginning is what I am looking forward to, let us see what happens next in my life and what I can deliver to the world around me. I pray to God, for all those who are connected to me in one way or another, and I pray for there utmost success and happiness.

Cheers !

Monday again.

Today Monday again sucks and it has really bought something that I was expecting a long back. One of my final exams was left which could have resulted in great success but I have to see the failure then the success.

I do not believe must in astrology but I have to some times. Is it my mind which is always stating that in my life there will be no good thing happening on Monday or is it just the Monday itself? Why do I have to go through this, most of the times?

Failure is the ladder of success but where this ladder is and where is the success. Many people are worried about the failure then the success. For example my life and me. I am worried about the failure in my life and I am worried about it because I do not know when I will be able to find the success. I still have some courses to finish and I do not know when I am going to finish these courses? Will it take time before I will be able to finish these courses or will it be not finished for ever?

What will happen if I am not able to finish them? I am also visiting to Helsinki. The first city of Finland. I am visiting to work. I have to sign a contract on Tuesday. It is on the 30th of September. Most probably, the last day of this month.

If I see the entire month, the month of the September is the time when I was born, it was in the early week and later in the last day of the September I am going to sign a contract for the period of three months. Right now, I am in the train writing this article on what is going to happen next in my life.

Last year, I was encouraged by the Lyra in Finland; I got the first prize for the content creation by the Lyra. I was very excited and happy. Those days, when I first landed to Finland and seeing my life today gives an impression that, life travels very quickly. It brings loads of surprises and gifts to you. It creates memories and these memories are very cheerful memories. We meet different people and these different people teach us different things in life.

Today, I have much work which I have to handle. The day when I came- I was searching for the work. I happens to all of us that, we are always searching for the work and when we get the one we think that, we do not now want to work. Money is the only thing that is important to most of the people but money never can bring smile, money never can bring comfortableness or money will never bring the pleasure or happiness.

I remember couple of days ago, I was just walking down a streets and I saw a very nice kid. The kid carried by her mother and the child turned back at me and smiled. I was so happy to see a child smiling back at me. I do not know what the connection was or what made a child to turn back at me and smile. The smile was so pleasant and cheerful that it cannot be explained. It has to be felt. He again turned back and smiled. We shared a pleasant smile to each other. I do not know why he smiled but I knew why I did.

There are many lessons we can learn in life and as the day progress, we learn from our surrounding, nature, people and visiting many places but inside us we are “one” and “small child”.
Who am I?

I feel as if, I am one, alone and single.
I feel as if I have a small kid inside me.

I am a boy who wants to be cared
I am a son who has been taken care

I am a husband with heart full of love
I am a father, with support and blessings.

I am different person with every birthday I celebrate

I feel I am nobody
But again, I think am I someone to somebody?

The feeling of smile of a child, keeps me alive.
The day I wanted to kill myself-reminds me what is life?

I do not know what will happen next in my life
I am the one who is not waiting for tomorrow

But I am living for this moment, only because
This is mine.

I can laugh, smile and cry at the same time in this moment.
I know what I am doing,
I might be nobody, but there is someone who reminds me
I am somebody

Am I so valuable to that very someone?
Or Am I living to give.

I am open, as an open book.
I am the creation- of the creator in creation.

Am I nobody or Am I somebody to someone?

AIESEC-Functional Weekend

I am here in Jyväskylä, city which has more than eighty thosand poplulation., More than Lappeenranata.

The place is very nice and atmosphere is cool. We are having the Functional Weekend. It is really boring for me. I do not like plannings and here We have to set goal for the whole entire year.

It is cool for us that, and Thanks to the Matti for selecting the goal for the entire year for TN as 3.

I think our LC, already has 4 realized trainees this year and we do not have to worry much about realizing our goals at our LC. However, it is always good to raise more trainees.

Let us see what we can make and how we are doing at our LC's.

Unanswered Questions.

I was surprised to see my blog being visited two thousand times within just three months of the time. It is really a good news for the blog and my heartily congratulations to all my beloved readers.

I am very happy that people usually find something useful from my writings too. I apologize for the common grammatical mistakes and when I can not really edit my blog at times.

Today in Mybheja this is the four hundred article which I am going to write. Today Post is somewhat related with the killings that happened yesterday in Finland. It is very sad that, some body can go crazy like that and start shooting like a mad person.

I was thinking why some one who looks perfectly find start doing such an stupid act. It is shame not only for the country but also for the whole entire people living in this beautiful country, Finland.

Finland has been recognized as one of the suitable place and one of the best place to live, peaceful and very silent. But why some one who do not have any purpose will act and do something like that.

Gunfire at the school and killing innocent children and later to himself. The purpose cannot be explained but the situation was similar with around nine or eight months ago the same happening happened near Helsinki region.

Two major crime within less than a year, is it going to come again ? One of the question to be asked, is it because of the mental pressure a human gained before starting the shooting or what would have been the reason behind the shooting ?

I do not know, but I think the reason is the technology. The country where people are fond of using the Guns for hunting in the woods, some day will turn up and start hunting in the school.

I said, it is technology because what I think is that, people wants to earn a fame. If you can examine the situation- the guy first puts his video on the youtube and later after putting it in youtube the following morning he performs the act which might have been unknown to himself too.

I do not know what was going on his mind when he uploaded the picture on the Youtube. If I were him, I would firstly think how can I increase the number of visitors on my link in the Youtube.

To increase the number of visitors and the may be because of the Internet addiction this guy had, it caused the killing of nine other innocent people.

Why should I be worried about it ? This is the question that comes in those mind which are not involved directly in such happenings but we should not ask why should we be worried about the incident or the person who did it.

Only question remaining now is that, is this the beginning ? Will it continue more later in near future. What will happen when people will start to do the same kind of activity all around the world ?

Is technology or the content present in the Internet is resulting in such kind of anxiety or anonymous behaviors in the human or is it just a abnormal human behavior.

Whatever, it might be- these all questions remain unanswered till date.

Nepal Pyaro Chaa (In Nepalese)

Here is one Nepali article I came across which was sent to me by some one.(Rajib Wraz), I hope you will enjoy this messege.


bandha ra hadtaal le manchhe hidna garo chha

Gas ra Tel napayera bhok bhokai basna badhya chha

Jati khola bage pani loadshedding le chutti pauna saro chha

junai neta aaye pani ramro niti lyauna afthyaro chha

baideshik sahayog bina budget ban na nasakdo chha

jata tatai gharai chhan rukh dekhna garo chha

sabai jana bidesh chhan kheti aajhai banjho chha

kehi ramro huna khojda koshi ma baadhi aauchha

rahat bad da pani kati percent neta le khanchha

aajhai pani hami tyhi gorkhali lai samjhi bhanchha

tini haru ko naam liyi chhati tani gaff hanchha

ke na po gare ra ti mula bir gorkhali le, desh ko naam bechi khaye

desh lai sahayog garne thau ma, bidesi ka laagi lade

aajahi pani bhanchhan kyare desh hamro pyaro chha

lamo jasto desh hamro kahile pani banna garo chha

tara ajhai hamro thego gayena ki nepal pyaro chha

nepal pyaro chha

"The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny."

It does not even take one week to wait for your destiny. Destiny is unlimited journey.

It goes and goes far from knowing if we will reach. It travels with sorrow, unhappiness and sadness all around but at the end it finally teaches us to become a complete person all the way around.

Good Quote however, to think and re-think if it takes us to know our destiny in one weeks.

Does not matter, challenge is to live in for every moment, fight with every seconds and never look back again in sorrow of losing that you had not chosen.

In search of the lost path

Well, nothing to be discussed here as life is the teacher and one has to explore there life just like an open book.

When we open it there are words and these words will not change our mindset but these words will some how shows us that we are doing or experiencing what others have done and what we will face in near future.

Learning never stop neither does living. It is the constant process of development. I do not know if God exits or not but I know I exist. I am here to do what I can do, I do not know what to show or what to tell but I know what I can give.

Some times the greatest journey could be the distance between the two people. When the journey ends there, then there remains a memory of that particular journey. The image will be rolling like a movies.

These images will be captured when you are experiencing the place, event, people or any happenings. Once these images are captured in our mind. Later when we reach “home”, we finally evaluate if that journey was really fruitful.

Was it really valuable, was it worth. Then later those images which were nicer, we keep with us. It is stored and whenever we want to talk or say something about it. We just speak based on our stored images in our memory.

Start-End-Home-Start-End-Home ….

This cycle continues in our life, weather it is the journey or weather it is the life.

The Dream of God

It is not the question to be asked that where are we heading ? It is the question to understand where would we land up.

I do not know if God exits in this world but I certainly know that I exist. I am here and some where deep inside me there is another person who always talks with me.

I do not know if that person is God, of Super God or Father or just me.

The inside person who always I want to opens his door and lets me in. He never says no, he never dislikes the food, he never dislikes the environment, he never dislikes the face I see around the world, he never dislikes the smell and he never dislikes anything. He is perfect- a perfect human being.

He never tells me that weather or not I should do anything for him. He is very pure and he is very kind. He for me is like the father who can give me advice all the time.

Always listening to him, makes me think that, “It is my mood that creates the climate”. It is me somewhere hidden to come out and show to the world that I am what I am and not what others makes of me.

But, as I see others- I try to see same me, as they are also the human beings as I am. But again, why do they do look different? Why are they upset with there job, with there boss or even with there wife?

What is wrong with them when I do not see any wrong on me? What is the wrong with the food when it does not speak anything by itself? What is that we think we should do all the time when we should think about that perfect man inside us?

Why to get angry with other person when you cannot talk with the best person inside you? or Do you even know it exits? or May be we think him as if a God or Diving or Supreme.

Whatever it is, Whoever it is, It is inside me; it is inside all of us. We just need to think if he exits.

We are not heading anywhere and God will not ask anything from us. He only shows us the path, this path is based on truth. When somebody follows and listens to him carefully, he achieves what he desires, at that moment, his desires are not only his but might be of that perfect man too.

May be

There are the times when you do not feel to do anything, there are times when you just want to work and work. There are times when people will give thousand good lessons to you but all of these lesson could not be said useful ?

Can it be said as useful ? All of the information in the world is not useful. Only thing which is useful is how you are going to see all these information in your own life. How you are going to naturalize this in your life too.

Look for example in this blog I can write anything I want and that's why it is called Mybheja. I am not worried about the number of visitors neither I am worried about the number of people saying that "your blog was fantastic" or "It sucks". I am only worried about the information which is there in mind and desperate to come out. I do not know how much is too much. But I think there are plenty of these information which could be useful to one or another.

According to Socrates, he says,"I am the wisest man alive, for I know one thing, and that is that i know nothing."

Nothing means that you know something but you do not want to say what thing. When you say, you know something then you are not being wise or you are not capable of being wise and you do not know anything.

The statement "I do not know" are interpreted in many different ways around the globe. It also depends upon the human through which the word is being communicated. The message and the impact of the message to the other person is always vital.

May be there are thousand of rivers that I have to cross, I do not know how to cross this small lake.
May be there are thousand of journeys I will make but I do not remember the last one.

May be there are thousand of worries I would face but I still do not know what kind of satisfaction I will get.

May be there thousand of words in my mind but I do not know if they are really valuable.

May be in all these thousands I will find one journey, one lake, one worries and one word useful to me and my life.



Have a great weekend ! :)

Wish my brother- a happy love life.

My brother has couple of big problems. First problem is that he is madly in love with some one who he thinks also loves her. The madness of love is limitless. He do not know he can even do anything almost anything for this one girl.

How do you know if that is love ? Showing that some one care's for you or sacrificing for this special some one. I always have told him that love is not life. Love is shared, it has to be taken and given. He says, to me that the girl loves him too but if she loves him then why is she afraid of not coming close to him.

What is the reason she is not intending to live with my brother? When some one loves some other person and if she is especially a girl then she would like to stay with the person for a while. She will then see if this person is really suitable for her entire life.

When a person says something and do not commit to what he/she says then ... what is the point of showing ?

I want to that lover, who thinks she is in love with the guy or shows that she is really in love....

How do my minor brother will understand that she is not in love but she is showing as if she is in love.

Ok for a instant let us suppose that she is really in love with my brother but why she could not come and live with him ? It can happen only in one circumstaces and that is- she is not totally devoted to be or fall in love.

When a person is fully devoted then they do not show the problems of .. or ... I mean, when a person is in love, they love.

It is not only the problems of the women or my brother but the problem lies with the circumstances. The problem is nothing but the solution also lies inside this problem. It is easy for both of them.

Look for example "they are in the same country". When you are close to each other then you will not know if you really love that person. You just have to go far and then a person will realize if that person is really in love.

Some times the greatest journey is the distance between the people. My brother should realize that, Imagine a situation where two person are very far from each other and they really are in deep love. What kind of solution would you then offer them ? Will they exit their love just in wish of meeting one day. or will they move on with their life ?

Being in same place gives you the chance of being close to each other and other elements you need is except that is "trust". A trust is achieved when you are more close to each other then very far from each other.

However, love is difficult thing to express. Love is not only in being close to or getting a person or being with that person, love is just love. Either it is for country, religion, mother or your own life.

Wish my brother a happy loved life. I wish he gets success in his love endeavor.

Cheers for them !

Drive in your own way.

One of the tendency of mine is to write a long sentences. I do not know how many people find it interesting, or I do not know if they really understand what I meant to say. As English is not my mother tongue, I am trying to learn and improve with each and every passing moment if I really can be good in English.

It is not the end that matters, it is always the journey that matters. I enjoy to travel but I hate to reach the destination. Life is all about knowing what you can do to others and what they can offer you.

Learning never stops, as time never stops. Every great invention is because result of great sacrifice.

Hey look, I am writing as if I am great philoshpher or great personality. I am nobody. I am not any great person or any great philosopher, I am just a simple ordinary person who is trying to understand what is meaning of life and how can I manage my own life.

My life is open as the open book. There is nothing I can hide and there is nothing I would like to hide. There is always a dark side to sunny side but there is always a sunny side in my darkness life.

Once a friend told me that, He has millions of Euros in his bank account. I felt as if I am really poor. Becasue soon after his words I realized to find what is there in my bank account and then I found that, I have very few amout of money which will just be enough for my survival for some time. It will provide me money to eat two times a day and I can some how manage to survive here, till the period of time I am being here. Nothing more.

The calculation run in my mind and these calculation was very negative. A friend was happy because he had enough money so that, He can sense the security but I could not. However, I did not get bothered from a friend's answer and after just a few second I realized that- Life is not about the money. It is not that "how much money I have" or "whoever has".

What if " a person works his life to collect a millions of money and very next day he dies". What will happen to his life? Will he at the end be satisfied with his life? What if, he never have achieved the happiness and joy he always wanted but some how he sacrificed it, just for work and money.

What if, all your life you are doing stupid work and doing nothing for others and one day when you are passing down the streets no body realizes you. Is the money useful then ?

"It is easier said then done". But life is the way we want it to be. It is the way, we drive it. We can take it in any direction we want only thing then matters is not where are we going but where we will end up.

Wish you all the best for the great weekend !

Heart full of love.

Life is all about love. There is nothing in life without love. Life is all about you and me. In between you and me there is only one element which keep this bond alive. It is love,Dear !

Life is all about the story between you and me. I cannot see anything beyond the story which is result of our love.

There will be thousand problems and I will have to solve these problems every day, but I could not do it without you. There will be early morning rise of the sun, this rise will bring joy and hope to prosper the strength in my body. It will give me energy to wake up and start the to work but besides all that I will always need your support and love.

I know I hate it some times when you are close to me, all the time. I do not know why, but I hope it is because I am too puzzled with my own problems that I do not want you to get involved in it and get puzzled too.

May be I will realize the day when I am far from you, the distance between you and me will let me remind that- There is nothing in life except love. The love between you and me. The story that are in my memories of your jokes, our sharing of moments and most importantly your care.

For being a man, I know I have a child within. I am aware of the fact that- a man needs support of the mother when he is early in the age, 1-16 years of age. Support of the women in her life 16- and this women is you.

In love, people have made Taj Mahal. They have done loads of charismatic and romantic activities that My love, I will today and every day will do.

I am not afraid of how and why, simply because I know there is nothing in life except you, me and our love; Nothing.

Sing a happy birthday song.

As I always try to get rid of my fears, they always and most often tend to come during Mondays. The Monday is starting of the week days, it also bring loads of excitment for those who do 10-5 jobs. I do not feel very excited on Mondays. I am really feeling as if this day should never come in my life again.

I do not invite the problems but they come to me. It is very automatic and I never want them to come in my life. I have heard thousand theories that you should not consider the days as good or bad but let it go. However, it does not give me silence.

I want to breath but I could not, I want live in silence but even though it could not come because inside me there is something which is creating loads of problems.

But, Why do I make my readers feel as if I am really depressed. Even though I am not feeling good, I hope you will feel good. Here is what I received in my Inbox couple of days ago from a friends.

The picture shown below is a puzzle that you need to solve.



"Imagine you are in Africa . You have been tied hanging on a tree with
a rope anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope,
and the lion is waiting for you to drop and be his lunch."


"Your survival hinges on the rope staying intact, there is no one
around to help you. What to do now ............ "



What would you do ?


Do you have any other option ?

Will you be able to survive ?


If yes, how could you survive ?

Now, do not take it very seriously.



Sing a Happy Birthday song.

Here is what you need to do-




Cheers !

Who am I?

The event took place in the Trivuwan Airport in Kathmandu. A young handsome looking, he seemed like very important rushed into this airport, jumped the queue, went straight to the counter and showed his passport and the ticket.

The gentleman at the counter said, “Sir, please stand in the queue”. The person replied, “No, I’m really in hurry I need to go.” The gentleman again said, “Please wait in the queue”.

The man said, “Do you know who I am?” The gentleman at the counter picked up the microphone and said, “There is a man here who does not know who he is, can somebody help him?”

The biggest problem for all of us is that, we all are in the same state as of this young man. The question, “Can somebody help him”?

The question justifies that every body is existing in this mother earth without knowing Nature of who he/she is. We are making life without understanding the fundamentals of whom we really are; we are trying to create a life of unknown. There is confusion.


The very first question that comes in my mind is that, “who am I”? It is one of the most profound and very important questions one has to ask in their life.

How can you know some one else life without knowing who you are? Charles Darwin gave the theory of “Natural Selection”, but he forgot to mention one theory of “Nature of Existence”. In this theory, every person should ask-who am I? Am I a student, Am I a teacher, Am I a political leader? Or Am I nobody.

The first and foremost thing one should do with their life is to ask these questions to understand who they really are. If we do not know what the nature of our existence is, we live by accident.

There is no reality in living by accident. It appears that we are living by accident, by assumptions and by opinion. And the zest of finding the reality appears. Some times there might be a feeling of no reality.

The question, “Who am I?” exits inside our body, in our mind. Once we remove the surface nonsense example, I am very famous singer, artist, son of great political leaders etc. The removal of such surface nonsense will give us the answer to the question, “who am I?”

When there is nothing remaining in your answer, that is the biggest thing. The answer you were searching for comes from this nothing. The question does not come from mere curiosity but straight from the heart. The answer to this question can some time tear people, once you know the reality, you will stick to it.

One day, a friend asked me the same question and I replied him saying, the words of Gautama Buddha which states, “It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours.

It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.” This is what Buddha said, and this is what I say to those who ask who am I, “I am what I really Am., and not what others make of me..,”

Trip to Estonia.

There was a written statement about me yesterday that I have been writing most of the times the hypothetical concepts but I do not care about it. Yesterday was a good day with exciting thing to do. First and foremost, We planned to visit Estonia. A city which is close to Finland. A city very small and very peaceful.

Journey is what we like. A Journey with friends, and smile all around. A journey with silence and in those silence there are loads of lesson learning process all the time. We started our jouney early in the morning at around 3am. The darkness was there and we were driving four guys from our city to the capital of Finland, Helsinki. Thanks to our friend "Teemu" who stood brave and took a decision of driving both the ways around.

We reached very early in the Helsinki port and it was nice to feel early morning cold breeze with pleasant smell of fresh air.

We started to move to the "Ekeraline", a ship name which was cost effective and which was there for us to take to Estonia. It was nice ship and a very pleasant trip. Initially, as there is always a feeling of sleeping in early morning it did not distub our feelings and we went on.
We were welcomed on board and the ship started to move slowly in the Ocean.

It was the time to take the breakfast and we had a buffet in the ship which was very cheap only 10 Euro per person. As food is necessary to survive we did not had a choice and we started our breakfast.

It was very funny experience that it took 3 attempts to full our tummy. There were three rounds of food being tasted and I thought that was much more for the entire day. The breakfast was very heavy and then the fun part started with cracking jokes and having fun, smiling and sharing good experiences and so on.

We started to move around the city, took a very cheap beer in the restaurant which was only 5 Euro per person. Acutally it was not cheap in that particular resturant. I asked one lady in one small stall to take a picture with me and she refused. I do not why but she said, "Buy something from my shop and then I will allow you to take the picture".

There were two perspectives to measure, one from my side and next from the lady's side. From my side- it was bad because, I thought there is nothing wrong if she could have said yes and I would have shared some moments with her,nothing else.

From her perspective, she wanted something to sell and she thought the profit in two ways, one she will ask me to buy something and next she will even give me the pleasure of being with her in the picture.

I did not gave a second thought on what she asked. As a typical Finns would have done. I said nothing too and we moved our ways to see other part of Estonia.

Some of my friend said that she was a Russian lady, and they are always desiring for money and can give anything for money. I do not think so, but to some extent yes.

Again I asked myself,can money buy everything in world ? Can we buy love, happiness and those things which we cannot usually get but the moments creates them, can we really buy a women from around anywhere in the world for money ?

That question is left to readers, you decide if it is really possible for to buy everything from money. After such wise thinking we headed to see other part of the city. There were big malls, fancy shops and many more exciting church. We visited some of them which were free.

It was memorable journey all the way. Finally it was time to come back home and we bought the many many cases of the beers, wine, whiskey and vodka.

Later, the journey we took has to come to end. While we were coming we saw some good ladies in the ship who were close to us. Some of them were looking to me as if I am some druggist or as I am some weired guy coming from some unknown forest.

It does not matter as long as you matter to yourself.

Finally the tour of one day to Estonia ended up with nice cool feelings of the place and the people in Estonia.

We had a nice journey all along.

"This will pass"

Frome Paulo Coelho-
"The sentence is about the future, it states that any moment either it be the worse or good will pass one day.

Worry is just an imaginary. It shows that we are being afraid of some moments which are creating the problems in our life.
Every thing will pass one day. The things we do, the way we think and the way we think is just happening because we want them to happen.

"Nothing is permanent in the world." We are temporary living with the problems in our life, do not worry about the happening that are occuring in our day to day life.

Every problems are subtacted if we divide them with those who are close to us and always remeber every thing will pass one day quickly with more often then not.

Worries are good in our mind because it will keep us alert and we will work more harder with the worries.

However, whatever be the case I have to stop it because- "this will pass too"

"
Here is what I have to say-
"This will pass"

The sentence is about the future, it states that any moment either it be the worse or good will pass one day.

Worry is just an imaginary. It shows that we are being afraid of some moments which are creating the problems in our life.
Every thing will pass one day. The things we do, the way we think and the way we think is just happening because we want them to happen.

"Nothing is permanent in the world." We are temporary living with the problems in our life, do not worry about the happening that are occuring in our day to day life.

Every problems are subtacted if we divide them with those who are close to us and always remeber every thing will pass one day quickly with more often then not.

Worries are good in our mind because it will keep us alert and we will work more harder with the worries.

However, whatever be the case I have to stop it because- "this will pass too"

Who are you? Who is your persona? Who do you think you are and what you are forced to do to behave so you can survive in the society.

I will not say this is the bad question neither will I say this is good question. Now can you tell me, what is the question ?

The above statement holds true for the question being asked. It is about person or persona, it is about you. It is about me or us. It is about understanding who you are, what you do and why are you here ?

Who can answer this except you and you alone. The "you" does not refer to some body else but to oneself. It is our duty to understand us. The persona and person can have many meanings from many previous linguistic policing but I do not know what that has to do with the question being asked.

If some body asks me the question here is what I have to say them, "I am nobody". I tell them I am nobody because I really do not know who am I or who I am. When I do not know who I am how can I tell who am I ?

When we know something then it is always easier to talk about the same in general public but once you do not know who you are what would be your answer ?

Your answer should be-"I am nobody". Why? Because,Right from the consciousness we assume we are some body and we want to become somebody. We may like some famous writer, we may like to the famous Football star, we may even want to be rock artist but all these identity is not of you or you alone but of some body else.

When we try to take the identity of others and establish ourselves in the footmarks of those who had done in their related field. It is difficult process, what we are doing is not doing of what we think or we imagine or we envision but we are doing of what somebody else has already done long long ago.

A person can be divided like this- per+son=son of one. I do not know what is the meaning of "son of one". Does it mean that we are the son of one ? But what does that one has to do with son.

Is it somewhere telling us that we are the son of the one and only one which is existing in our earth and that one is "Nature".

Now let me ask the Father Nature that who am I ? When I ask father Nature who am I? He does not speak but shows me that, you are nobody. This is again my assumption that I am nobody. I have assumed that I am nobody because Father Nature does not tell me anything.

When there is nothing coming in return from the Nature what should I assume it to be ? Am I a Engineer, or am I am Doctor? These are the profession that we learn and we adopt to that profession because these profession gives us livelihood.

Profession has nothing to do with personality or person. A person is single and it is the matter of question itself that how much it desires the answer.

I can write an entire book on these questions but how many readers would read my book. It does not make any difference in the humans mind simply because we are used to reading the same stuff time and again.

And most importantly, we like to see the changes and that is good thing because the Nature of nature itself is change. A person changes and shouts these questions in different environment and finds that the answer still remains the same.

Well, I have to stop here for the moment because I might end up writing a book, Will it be possible Paulo for you to review it?

Happiness.

One of the friend send me the pictures in my email and I liked this picture so much that I am writing something about it. Look carefully at the picture and look again. Look for some minutes and now compare these picture with your life. Think about your life with this picture and ask one question to yourself- Are you happy ?

The happiest people in the world are not with blue collar shirts and working in big multinational companies. The happiness lies in sharing emotions together. Happiness lies in being satisfied with what you have got not with what you will get in future.

Happiness is taken very seriously in many ways in the life. Some times happiness is just measured with the person who smiles is thought as happy, some time we read something about the great people and stories about them and we think those people are very happy. Money can never buy you happiness, neither can marriage or any relationship does not come with package of "happiness".

Happiness is being, happiness comes along with satisfied mind. The worry face does not say that a person is happy or not happy. The surprising face will not tell you that if a person is happy or not. The face will just give a picture of the person but once you talk and share your emotions with others then you realize if the person is really happy or not.

Happiness and sadness are two opposite things and these two opposite have one common meeting point. The meeting point is that sadness will always remain with you. It is in you. It can come any times as is happiness. But happiness doesn't stay longer. Sadness will with you all the time. It is your best friend, (if you do not have one.)

Therefore, happiness is a very good thing and again, it can be bad thing, It is bad because it will remain with you only for very short period of the time and after that it will go away. It is momentary,it comes and goes with the moment. It is due to the fact that you had a pleasant moment in your life and that pleasant moment is somewhere stored in your memory that always reminds you about it.

It keeps on coming, and you think about the moment and you never stop thinking about it over and over again. You like it so much that you think you are the happiest person in the world. But, you are not. You can be happy only when you are satisfied with what you have and you do not expect anything from your life. Can we be satisfied with what we have ? Never, simply because we are human beings and it is rooted in us that, we always are in need of something. We always want more.

The pictures speaks more than my words. Look again at that picture and related to your life in past and now in present. See what you have achieved. Look in the mirror and ask yourelf if you are really happy with your luxurious things or you were happy when you did not had any of those material possessions.

The most important thing in life is to satisfy your needs together with those who care about you. The most important thing can be achieved by knowing your self and your own life together with those around you. It is easy.

It does not matter if I do not have a car
It does not matter if I cannot buy you a house.

Only thing that matter is my dear, I care more than myself about you.
I may live longer but I do not know that
Because I know who am I
and I care will die one day saying, "I loved you" so much.

It does not matter if I do not have enough money
I will rest assure you that, I will work hard to feed us.

It does not matter, if I am alone and you are far.
Distance cannot tear our love apart

I hope it all pays off one day
Together we will see this day

It does not matter whatever my words say
I know we will land up one day in the paradise

It does not matter if it will be heaven or hell
but It matters that you will be with me...

Happiness is not known to us
but we will share this broken bed,
Our kids may sleep together in it
Our dogs may sleep together with us

It does not matter if we do not have golden bed
It does not matter if we do not have pet rooms
It does not matter if we do not have our child room

Only thing that matter would be you.
Only thing that matter would be us, together in a room.
Sharing our satisfaction of being all together.

Having fun, and being satisfied with all we have done.

It does not matter ...

Little words

Today is the fresh start of the new age, the age which many has already spent doing something in there life. Well, every weekdays starts with the Monday and the Monday's are not so good for me. I know the fact that every day is the same day and it does not make difference to anyone for any day. The day as food is not bad by itself. It is our taste that says, it is bad or it is terrible. Similarly, the day itself is not bad but it is my mood that always says to me that, this day is not good for you.

Something wrong will happen to you. I do not know weather you call this as psychological things but it is the process of mind which creates such an atmosphere.

To answer the why is the biggest difficulties in modern world. We are born in such a way that we never want to question the facts such as why is 2+2=4 ?, why is earth round ? Why is my religion this and your religion that.. why I have to wear clothes even in summer ? Why ? These facts are learned and hard coded in our memory. These do not change easily.

When something that we learned are encoded in our brain, it is very difficult to take it out. For example, we know the place where we live and that will not go at any cost. But when we learn the skills those skill might go away once we do not practice them at all.

These skills have to be practice all the time. Whatever way the brain learns the object around,is not the matter of discussion here.

However, it is good that one should always have to follow the heart and listen to brain. Once you follow what you are going to do next in your life then you will end up in the right position.

Happy birthday mybheja.

Happy Birthday to you Mybheja. Officially, it is the day when you were born and many many happy returns of the day. Every year the same day will surely come but with changing numbers.

As you do not like to celebrate the birthdays, but as you learned that slowly you have to celebrate not for yourself but for those around you. It is nice that you organized party yesterday and had load of fun with all those who come from the same motherland- called Nepal.

With the help of the good finnish friends, you went and bought the stuffs necessary for the party and we really had a great great birthday party. It was again, unfortunate to say that some of other friends did not come because they were having other party. It happens most of the time and no worries because all our wishes should not be fulfilled at a single time.

The pleasant memories were created with two litre of Finnish Vodka and very specail setting in the kitchen with load of laughter and loads of funny jokes. Anyways, you will remmeber as you remember everything in your life.

Birth day are those days when you are born. Isn't it amazing that the numbers increases and with every increase in the numbers, you are getting older. The more you become old, more experience you gain and the more people you know. I do not know why we celebrate, is it just for fun or is it for the entire year of "knowing the unknown". Whatever it is, it was fun yesterday in the new environment, and new happy faces all around.

So, officially I was born in today's date 7th September and in real I was born some months ago already. However, the real date of my birth is too personal. Any ways, it is not the matter of day but it is the matter of moment.

I still remember the day when I arrived here in Finland and soon it was after couple of weeks when my birthday came, we were celebrating our birthday. Now, today it has been one year here in Finland.

I feel as if, I am having loads of fun and learning new things in every passage of the time. With more power come great responsibility and these resposiblities have to be discovered with your own self.

Every body around you will surely help you, to find who you are, to discover your potentials but you just have to ask their help, as long as you will ask with those around you, you will surely get what you desire in life.

Nothing comes easy in life but you can make it easy just like that. Duality is Nature of nature itself. We have good and bad, we have nice and ugly, we have givers and takers but once you adopt both in you; you will find that you are the creator of your own sufferings. Nobody around is your enemy but you and you alone. Try to find the similarities in those around you and you will get the real answer.

The difference will divide your values with the other around you but the similarities will bring you closer to the other element around you. Either it is love, race, life, religion, sex, culture, people, country or any thing around.

Well, last but not the least, you can alway disagree with me. To finally do something else, let me stop my pressing of these keys on this blog for now.

Happy happy birthday to you my dear "mybheja" and as I know you were born happy you will die happy too.

Cheers !

What do you associate with tower?

Tower is associated with our imagination. What we imagine, is what we think the particular thing is associated with. A tower is the peak, a high tall thing which can be used in many ways.

Early it represented evil, later people associated with the positive connotations. It also represents the place where death meets the birth. It is the place where people some time go and kill themselves.

It can also be place where people go and enjoy themselves. It is the place in our mind which always demands something from the things associated in the real world. With these things, we can associate anything.

Based on what people have done in the past with tower, we try to do the same but the result does not occur different because, what some body else have already discovered, we will discover the same.

No difference is found when the tower in one region of the world gives light to every one around the village and in the next region it is used for the same purpose. But what if, some body uses as the negative symbol and in some other place it is associated with positive symbol.

What we associate with “tower” is what we associate with the “mountain”, “heights”, our emotions and with the happiness. All these associations are some how inter related and these inter relation gives us one common thing in our mind.

These association tells us that, we think differently on different things which is totally wrong. All these are for good purpose. Nothing is build just like that. Everything around the world comes with values and with some purpose.

Imagine a world where there was no water, no mountains, no green leaves and now imagine you being in such world. What would you associate with your life then ?

Our associations can be different on different things but those are just our perceptions. And I think perception differs in many ways from people to people, from culture to culture and from country to country, also from religion, sex, race, and through many other ways.

Anyways, to answer what you associate with tower- I would rather say that I do not associate anything with tower simply because I do not associate anything with any entity. It does not mean that these things are useless but it means that- these are useful and there is no association. These things also have life and these life will only be understood once we understand what is life.

Knowing something and telling something which you do not know are two different ways of looking at things in our life.

I do not know what is the association of what, but I can surely tell you that-whatever we associate is just a false assumption on our ideas in our general mind.

Tower can be assumed as death, but at the same time it can also be associated with life, light or whatsoever. It depends on what a person is thinking while he is thinking of association of the things being asked.

It also depends on the past experiences and future demands or desire with the things for example “tower”.

Well, I think I have given my point on what I associate on what, I need to read others point too.

Bread and Circus

“Bread and circus” can make us happy or do we have to find out happiness in some other things. Do we know how much one has to work to earn a bread ? Do you know how much joy one has to fill to dance or see the circus?

Happiness is satisfaction. It is the feelings which comes automatically for a certain period of time and again fades away. The bread and butter is needed to keep yourself fit and fine. You will eat and you will survive.

There are different ways to figure out what ways you will earn a bread or go to visit the circus. One can apply many approach to visit to the circus and then again it depends on those event that will make you successful to earn the bread.

A heart full of wish for the love is the heart which is happy. It does not have to be demanding. Bread and circus still can bring loads of joy and happiness in one’s life if you are satisfied with your every event or activity.

Once a person is satisfied with every day activity he/she can really feel that “happiness” which was asked in the question. It does not allow those who are in search of happiness to get the real happiness. It is because, those who want will never get and those who do not want gets.

Humans today are searching and they are moving very fast. Every body wants to achieve all there dreams and fulfill there desire in quick succession. Nothing comes automatically and one has to understand that it is not easy to get the desire of their wish in quick time.

One has to wait till the final output really shows up. How can a person be satisfied with only the bread and circus when he does not know what is real satisfaction.

In my case, I would be fully satisfied if some one would give me a bread and circus not only today but for ever and ever. It is because I do not have any desires to achieve big but desires to find satisfaction in smaller things.

I wish love.

Teej festival is celebrated in our country with the women fasting entire day without even taking the glass of water. When a husband says,"drink water" then a women is suppose to drink the water in the afternoon. What if the husband does not says anything. Will the women wait entire night just for the drop of the water ? Will she be able to resist the festival or should she follow her desire of thirst and quench it at that moment ?

Is the fear of death greater than the affection towards the other person ? Is it because one has to give everything for the other people. How long can we stay in a day without eating anything. For 3hours, 6 hours or even 10 hours; it does not matter how long you can stay without eating most important thing is how long you can wait for some one who is not in front of your eyes ? If I was a women it would have really been difficult for me to stay that long period without even drinking from the day till the evening.

I wish love, I wish that love is similarly present in every flow of our blood. I wish I can also wait for some one to say, "drink water honey". And after hearing some one drinks water on behalf of your words. Wow, Isn't it amazing that some one can stay longer for entire day without drinking. I wish I had such love too.

We always have to be satisfied with what we do have and always have to feel happy with what we do not have. This we call as the life.

I wish love.
I wish in my blood.
I wish in my ears.
I wish in my lips.

I wish love.
I wish it in my breath.
I wish she hears.

I wish she says,
I wish love.

Not in my ears
In breath I take,
Every morning I wake,
I wish love

Dream

Once upon a time there was a man, who was very eager to achieve something in his life. He was dreaming everyday that he will one day fulfill his dreams. No matter what, he was thinking that one day his dreams will become a reality.

Every body around him was joking and laughing at him. He never used to tell to anyone that his dreams are these and he will achieve that dream but one day suddenly some one knew what his dream was. That person started to tell others that his dreams are these. How would you interpret this story now ?

Do you think the other person who guessed the dream of that man really knew the dream ? Do you think that unlike the man who did not wanted to spread the messege of the dream, the other person really should have spreaded the messege across every one around him. Why do a person has to think what is going on somebody else's mind ? It is because, we are living in the world where no body is left alone. We always want to know what is there going on in the other person mind. If we do not know then we will indeed guess.

Every body has some little secret and these little secrets are very important in there life. No body wants to reveal them to anyone. Even though, a person might guess that his secrets are this or that; but that is not the case in most of the times.

The person who is not worried about his own life is not worried of death. The person who is worried about his life is worried from the fear of death. Whatever be the case, there is something which we should not do in real life. We should not try to look in some body else's mind. It is not good idea to guess what is going on some body else's mind and think based on those assumptions.

World is not the way we think. It is beyond our thinking. There are many countries, there are many people, there are many cultures and there are many different tradition. We have to observe these closely, these all are made for us. I do not hate difference simply because there are so many different things like country, culture, race and religion. I hate it because there are people who do not try to see similarities in those differences.

I do not know what a man dream was and I am not into it. I do not want to read the mind of anyone. It is not good to look inside some one else mind. It is very easy though. Dream are very different then the reality and the reality is some what similar to the dreams.

Once I dreamed something and I thought that would not become a reality but One day I found that it was true. How can a dream become true? May be the dream was not for me, it was for some body else. When the dream is of some one else and later after some day you see that it has become true then you feel that your dreams really are true.

Well, Whatever be the case; "Dreams are always shattered by the compromise but still believe in your dreams" One day it might come true.

I hope they do.

What if your dream is very near and you suddenly loose your dream. What if you are very close to winning but just in a second you loose. What if you were the first in the race suddenly with the flick of your eyes you become last.

These questions are not joke. It happens to us. Some of us have even gone through these circumstances in our life too. What are the major phenonomen or why are these step making us think that we are not getting what we would have got.

Why most of the times we have to think that we are making the error in our life and nothing good is going on. What happens if something always works perfectly and just in a sudden twist of the time it changes all along.

What would you do then ? Will you die just thinking you have not achieved what you dreamed of or will you survive to do it all over again ? All the our pleasures lies in pain. Either the pain is of some one or you yourself, it depends.

The mind is the chooser and it choses that which you do not have in the first circumstances. Why do not people have the satisfaction of what they have. We always are looking for the change and the change does not come automatically. You have to go and fetch it then it will come along your way.

The vision is unlimited and you simply need a thinking to make your vision a reality. Those people who are on the top of bureaucracy are doing nothing in the context of country development.
Some time back, I used to read the newspaper of what is going on the context of Nepal and what are those who are leading all the way are doing but now I think I have to look again and see that nothing is going on in this context any longer.

As I cannot see any difference in terms of our country development I think we have to think again. Do we really need a political bullshit ? Why do we need those leaders and those people who are useless ? Why do we need those people who are just a statute and nothing more than that.

Why ?

Every body will give me an opinion and opinion is only the personal things. It has nothing to do with the development in any respect. Why don't any of the leader stand up and say that-
"I will not try, I will do". Why ?

Why don't any of the leaders simply say that "I have done". Doing and having done something is always a different thing. Those leaders who says, they have done are doing nothing and those who have have done and do not say are already a great leader.

We need such great leaders to lead our country. Come on, When will I see my dreams becoming reality. When would my son wake up from the peaceful sleep saying, "Dad, lets go and play". When ?

These question will always be remained unanswered. I do not know if they will ever be answered by our country leaders. I hope they do.

Know yourself better.

To those who do not know what is life. To those who do not know what is love. To those who do not know what is relationship. To those who do not know what is friendship. To those who do not know what is sharing. To those who do not know what is ..

I have only one thing to say- live in simplicity.It is the best way to live a life. You do not know about many great things in life,then you know what it means to be alive. If you know what all these factors mean then you are assuming something from your perspective which does not mean anything.

The difference between the things and the perception that is our perceptions are two different things. It does not have to be one or single. It does not have to get matched.

It can match sometimes but many of the times it does not match. Ask what is love to that women who is waiting her husband to return back after a year or two, Ask that person who is in desert thirsty and do not have water; what is thirst, ask that person who is in war; what is life.

These people will tell you about the proper definition of life, love, thirst,relationship and so on.

Whatever we define is based on our perspective which does not give the real meaning of these aspects in life. Whatever way we want to put it. Life comes with full of suprises and it every corner you will meet different people with different style of there own.

To start any kind of the relationship, first important thing is to understand the person. Ask, try to know what kind of person he/she is. Try to figure out his own goals, or dreams, and now after you realized or did your homework on this particular person. Now, you can think of your own goals, dreams,aims and match these with the other person. Do you really now want to be with the person ? Is it only the sex which will keep your relationship alive ? Well, think about it again.

Even though we are in relationship with person, we always the appreciate the beautiful girls, we always like the ones with good boobs and good hips. It is our Nature. Acutally, it is the mens nature.

To show to others I am very much committed in the relationship and to just simply speak the truth is different again. Therefore, it is always good to know or understand yourself. The biggest question now is-how ?

Well, that remains with you. It is upto you to know or understand yourself. I am leaving it upto you to know yourself better.

do you think that in order to believe in yourself you have to renounce first to all other beliefs?

People talk, people say but I do not have words to talk and the people to say anything. Every day has the new beginning and every body see the new day as the totally new. The journey between the two person can lead to one destination or can also not lead to any other destination.

While I was writing the blog here I visited the Paulo's blog and I found the question of the week-
do you think that in order to believe in yourself you have to renounce first to all other beliefs?

Here is what I have to say in response to his questions.

Before asking if God exist or not or do we really believe in God ask that-Do we exist in this planet ? "I don't believe in Mantra .. I don't believe in Jesus.. I don't believe in Beatles .." all these verse are of the Single person who says he does not believe in any one except him.

To believe in yourself, is the first lesson of "believing". The first thing any humans should do is to believe themselves and then if necessary believe in others.

If somebody is asking me, the question- who are you ? I would simply say- "I am nobody". It is because I do not know who am I. I am no one to everybody. I do not know who am I ? The first lesson is alway to understand your self. Learn from you and then see what that means in real world.

Life from the start to the end is full of lesson. We learn, we then think weather we should share or not the lesson that we have learned in our life. In the process of understanding "sharing" we forget that we are not going to take anything from this earth.

We came empty handed and we will go empty handed. It does not mean that we should feel depressed and become lonely and live in silence but it means that we should first understand ourselves.

There were no God and there would be no God. It is just our imagination. There were no power and there would be no powerful human being existing in this earth to save our lives.

There would be only us, there would be only the Nature. There would be only the rocks, mountains, river, trees and so on which would be existing forever and ever. It will not go anywhere. Any super power we are going to get tomorrow is from the Nature, to the Nature and on the Nature.

Understanding oneself is very essential to understand those who we believe in like Jesus, Buddha, and many more. The first question for those who ask the religion, I would ask them is- "who are you?". If anyone can answer me who he/she is then surely he will be able to answer the question weather or not they believe in God or not.

Any power can be achieved from the mother earth, any power can be achieved from the Nature and any kind of power will be destroyed by the Nature again. I recommend Nature because it has many different meaning. One is Environment which we can see by our senses and other is our own which we have to feel by ourselves.

Believing or not believing is not the question but it is the matter of trust. How often do you trust the person who said once to you that- he will never have an affair with another women in his entire life and the Next day you see the same person sleeping with the some body else in her bed.

The human who will do anything for the "words that once came from his mouth" is the real human. Just try it one day and see if you will be able to do it. If you will then, you believe in yourself.