Valentine's Week: Poem of the Week.

Plot: Gloomy Sunday( The day after 14th of Feb, 2009) it is, when a man's love is preparing for her marriage and this young handsome man has decided to take away his life and to rest in peace.

Note:
On 15th Feb, 2009 there will be no posting. In memory of this yong man's lady who is marrying on that day.

Goodbye, My lover

Life is full of tragidies,
Sorrow and pain all the way,
Love is just a mere questions
You are nothing but a mirror reflection

I am sorry, if my words did not come out right
I am sorry, if my decisions were difficult to make
But, What about all your promises?
Are they all false, just to make or fake?

Thousand times, yours- "I love you"
Millions times yours- "I care about you"
All are NOW, Puzzle, Sizzles and Drizzles.

Oh dear!, Where did we go wrong?
Is it me, far from you?
Or, are you going someone's else near?

All my life I worked hard
Who do you think, was this for?
Wasn't it for you?,you said, you will share!

Pain, sorrows and love all the way
Now I ask you, why do you go someone's else near?

I am feeling pain, which no one could hear.
I am very old NOW, to properly hear.
Even though, NOW-I have "my family",
it was you, who I cared.

Well, I hope that very someone will care
There are no regrets, no pain, no suprises
Because Oneday, you did what I feared.

Now I know,Why- Every rose has its throns.
Just like Every night has its dawn.

All promises are broken,
Memories still remains, though!
I know, why I did not said,"I love you"
Because I knew, One day you will fade away.

Good bye, My lover, Good bye.
I hope and pray, Your satisfaction.
With those who will share.
Your beauty and blossomness-
Good bye, and Take care.

Moment

"Moment", a precious time,the moment defines not a running time but the stable time. The period which does not tick on, the clock which is stable for a while. This is called a moment.

A moment can give you a pleasure, a moment can bring loads of tears in your eyes. A moment will make you happy, a very moment will make you sad.

When every seconds we live is in the edge of dynamic moment. It is always changing. Moment that Mr. A experiences should be different then what Ms. B experienced.

As we can see, there are moments with every one with every moments people have experienced many good and bad virtues. Therefore, I always tell people that moments are changing all the time. It is never yours. It will create the memories but it does not last long.

There are many good moments in my life but are all these moments really memorable ? Do I really want to cherish all of these moments? Should I filter the best moments and describe it with true beauty ? How should I tell what is good or bad ? Everything in the world is based on "dualism".

The concept where, there are two sides for the same coin. There are two aspects for example in electricity- on and off, there are only two bits in computers: 0 and 1, there are two things in human life: either you live or you die, there are two ways to look at many different things around the world.

If I have to judge a moment in my life, then I will say- every seconds that I live is full of pleasurable moments. These moments are helping me to create my life. I am because of these moments. These moments are dynamic and changing all the time. I know which one is the best and which one is the worst.

But again, I will keep both of them alive. I know those around me who have experienced the bad moments but I will like to tell them how to keep it alive. Nothing should be taken in bad ways, Everything whatever happens, happens for good. There is nothing permanent on this mother earth/

Every object around has life. Whatever you see, whatever you touch, whatever you have purchased last week is yours. The object when you purchased was given to you. It started living with you. Suddenly one fine day- you decided to eat, use, kill, hang, throw and do whatever things with these objects.

While using you will some times remember some of these object but some of them you will not. For e.g. the "pen" that your best friend gave you last Christmas, the gift that your husband gave you last summer which stays with you all the time. I am sorry to say but let us say, your husband is no more and you still have that precious gift that he gave you. That created the moment, the object was born and object is living with you.

The "moment" when your husband gave you this gift, turned into "memories". The object still remains, it is yours and no body can take aways from you. Nobody ! Not even God !!!

"Every step of success or failure we make, is the step some one has already taken"

This quote is mine please give credit when you use it some where. Why am I saying this ? What value do I get when I say that you should give the credit to the creator ? Because, your creation remains but those who created this should also remain. The same idea is with the object and the moment. It is very simple ! See.

Without "moment" there is nothing, and with "moment" there is something which does not want to let go. It will remain deep inside me and us. It will only go when our body will turned into sands and the our creation will be cherised by some one like you who is reading it right now !

Have a great weekend ! :)

Hired and Fired

In the dynamic world, everything changes in the flick of the seconds. The story will never end until you are alive. Hear a very good news to those ears would take it more pleasantly, sooner Mybheja is going to be fired because the company is having a layoff soon.

What a good news to those ears which were desperate to listen something unpleasant from my side. Life is just like this, it is never stable. Nothing is secure in this planet. When I thought, there would be something secure and stable. The entire organizational structure is going to be changed.

For those who think I am the luck one, please be proud and happy than ever after. For those who think I am now the unlucky one, Thank you very much for the concern and I hope the same does not apply in your life.

World is not the end for your worries. I am writing this and at the same time laughing watching my faces on the mirror thinking that, it is now time to go back home?

I hope there is enough to survive back in the country. Although, the world is moving in faster lane and changes are showing greater impact on personal and corporate world. Life does not end here.





Happiness should be shared with every one but the sadness has to be remained with you and you alone. The reason of keeping the sadness in your life, is because it will teach you the lessons.

The lessons that you learned in life will always be with you but once you share the same lesson with every one it becomes experience. The most important thing to sha

I think you were flying in the sky now it is time to take off !
Welcome to the ground zero, Mr Bheja. !

Happy birthday mybheja.

Happy Birthday to you Mybheja. Officially, it is the day when you were born and many many happy returns of the day. Every year the same day will surely come but with changing numbers.

As you do not like to celebrate the birthdays, but as you learned that slowly you have to celebrate not for yourself but for those around you. It is nice that you organized party yesterday and had load of fun with all those who come from the same motherland- called Nepal.

With the help of the good finnish friends, you went and bought the stuffs necessary for the party and we really had a great great birthday party. It was again, unfortunate to say that some of other friends did not come because they were having other party. It happens most of the time and no worries because all our wishes should not be fulfilled at a single time.

The pleasant memories were created with two litre of Finnish Vodka and very specail setting in the kitchen with load of laughter and loads of funny jokes. Anyways, you will remmeber as you remember everything in your life.

Birth day are those days when you are born. Isn't it amazing that the numbers increases and with every increase in the numbers, you are getting older. The more you become old, more experience you gain and the more people you know. I do not know why we celebrate, is it just for fun or is it for the entire year of "knowing the unknown". Whatever it is, it was fun yesterday in the new environment, and new happy faces all around.

So, officially I was born in today's date 7th September and in real I was born some months ago already. However, the real date of my birth is too personal. Any ways, it is not the matter of day but it is the matter of moment.

I still remember the day when I arrived here in Finland and soon it was after couple of weeks when my birthday came, we were celebrating our birthday. Now, today it has been one year here in Finland.

I feel as if, I am having loads of fun and learning new things in every passage of the time. With more power come great responsibility and these resposiblities have to be discovered with your own self.

Every body around you will surely help you, to find who you are, to discover your potentials but you just have to ask their help, as long as you will ask with those around you, you will surely get what you desire in life.

Nothing comes easy in life but you can make it easy just like that. Duality is Nature of nature itself. We have good and bad, we have nice and ugly, we have givers and takers but once you adopt both in you; you will find that you are the creator of your own sufferings. Nobody around is your enemy but you and you alone. Try to find the similarities in those around you and you will get the real answer.

The difference will divide your values with the other around you but the similarities will bring you closer to the other element around you. Either it is love, race, life, religion, sex, culture, people, country or any thing around.

Well, last but not the least, you can alway disagree with me. To finally do something else, let me stop my pressing of these keys on this blog for now.

Happy happy birthday to you my dear "mybheja" and as I know you were born happy you will die happy too.

Cheers !

Monday mind

When a mood is just normal, everything goes normal but once your mood becomes aggressive or very abnormal everything around you become aggressive. I do not know why many people have some kind of habit getting angry very easily. One of them is me.

I just get angry with very smaller things, and once i get into it. I do not want to come out from it. This is not good habit and I want to get rid of it. I do not know, may be it comes from my parents or from the gene.I think I got it from my mother. She some times tend to show such kind of anger and I have the same.

The mind does not allow me to think anything beyond the event on the basis of which I am not feeling good. It only allows to get rid of such an event as soon as possible. Other thing that makes me nervous is my habit of not believing in anybody. I do not trust no one. Trust is very important to maintain the relationship and I do not have the trust in any one.

Some times I believe that I do not trust myself to some extent. I think yes, why is that ? Why I am acting in such a way when I do not have anything to loose. Time goes very fast and in the process of going through the time we loose many of such events that we do not sometimes think we will really loose.

Escaping from the reality is very easy. Either you tend to become closer to the addiction of some sort like smoking or alcohol or you simply just tend to do something inappropriate. However, life is to chill and not to take any tension in mind. The relaxed mind will lead you to the destination but what if your mind is not working properly and you are not in the situation to deal with yourself.

What if you are not good to deal in most of the situations and you always tend to pick up yourself and try to avoid most of the things in life. Yesterday, I read one line. "love your enemy". It is good thing to do only because once you love your enemy you will get to know more out of this enemy and you will then strength yourself from many of the unknown experiences and the things that you will dream of learning from others. One way of loving your enemy will enable you to learn from them.

Monday as ususal, boring and irritative for me. Early in the morning, the bicycle fell down and the entire paper was scattered all over the road. I was really pissed off. I knew that today something is not working good for me. I knew that I am not feeling good,only because my mind is not stable and not working appropriately. It is in non-stable stage always getting very angry and going to the stage where it does not want to talk with anyone or want to sustain the peace.

The best medicine for this is no medicine and the best way to avoid it is to go deeper into it and find the root cause of the non-violence that is existing in mind. The root cause will take you to the problem and the problem with proper negotiation will give some advice or lesson.

9 hours to death.

How would you survive when you know the fact that you are going to die today ? What will happen then ? Now, think and imagine that you are surely going to die today and what would you do before its 9 hours of your death.

The situation is more complex and it becomes more complicated when you are far away from home living or studying in some place and you have not seen your parents for more than a year. Now, Think. Just take it seriously and think. The last statement will not make you serious just simply because you are not going with the same difficulty as the the person who really is going to die within 9 hours.

Will he make a call and tell every one that he really missed them or will he just feel afraid of his death and visit church or temple or some religious organization just to pray for his life. ? What will be good for him. Will he get back his life ? Should he visit a doctor and ask for help or should he visit religious organization to ask for help ? He also knows that none of them will really help. He knows the fact that nothing will help and none of them will give him the life.

What is that you are going to do ? Death is certain and we do not realize it many of the times. The time when we do not realize the time our death is very near. Some times a person wanting to die will not die and survive more than he really thought of living. And Some times a person does not want to die, does thousand and one thing to make himself, fit and fine- cool and nice suddenly he is no longer present.

Many of the times we are afraid of death just because we know the fact that we will loose our relatives, our parents, our loved ones and many such things which are temporarily ours. Nothing is ours and nothing will be ours. We came alone and we are going to alone. Every body who is connected with you are just connected to show the world and the beauty of it. The relationship is an emotional bond which makes us realize that they are with us forever and they will not leave us entire our life but that is not true.

It is good that emotional bond is present which helps people to make some connection between each other besides that nothing is true. Now, coming to previous Person who is going to die within some time period what is your answer ? Should he visit religious places to ask for his life or should he simply live a life and wait for the death.

What would a person do ? He is afraid, scared and very worried about his life. He do not want to die just like that. He has not seen his family for a year. He is really worried. He wants to meet his lovely sweet girl who is far from him but he could not only because he has only 9 hours. Even if he tries to fly and visit her he could not because it takes couple of days before he reaches to the place.

He is thinking a lot and worried that what will happen to his sweet girl after him ? Will she be shocked with the incident that happened with him or should he just inform the girl and tell her that he is really going to die. Should he tell his parents that he is going to die or should he hide from them.

A person then suddenly sees the butterfly hanging around the tree and he sees the flower. The butterfly approaches the flower and it reaches to sit in the flower. Suddenly, an insect engulfs the butterfly. He is amazed to see such an incident. He thinks now that, a butterfly which did not knew that it is going to die a very next second it sits in the flower, he has 9 hours before he is going to die.

He has lot of time to live a life. He then madly laughs. He shouts very loudly and he just starts to do the things that he has never done in his life. He has never swim in the lake. He goes to the lake, starts to swim. He has never said, hello to the person who walks in the street. He says, hello to all those person he meets in the street. He sees the one beautiful old women who is selling some cloths, he goes and stars to buy some clothes. He just behaves totally like a crazy guy who has gone mad.

Every body whoever looks at him thinks that a person has gone mad. He dances in the street. He has never tasted a Cow meat, he goes to shopping mall and buys cow mean, prepares it and eats. He is living in total joy and happiness. He is living in the moment. He is not worried simply because he knows the very next second that is given to him is not his.

When a very next second presented to him is not his, why should he worry ? He does not make any plan simply because he do not have anything to loose. Now, he has 2 hours left at this time he calls his sweet girl.

He has never said that, how much he loves the girl. He proposes her. He says,he loves her than his life. He has loved her the moment he saw her. He says, 100 times he really loves her and he has never felt such love for anyone except her. He has never betrayed her and he will love to love her till he is alive. Girl is surprised and shocked, she is very happy to hear such pleasant words that she always wanted to hear from her ideal husband. She is so happy that she cannot express in words. She gives load of kiss to him. She says, she will wait till he comes and picks her up and gives her a wedding ring. Tears flows down the person eyes, still he does not show to her and happily hangs on receiver of a phone.

At last, he calls his family. He talks with both mom and dad and finally says that they were the best mom and dad he ever had. He will if there is next life, will love to be there child again. Both Mom and Dad are surprised to hear such a statement from a Son and asks if anything is wrong but he says nothing.

Finally its a minute left before his death. He is going to die now. He sits in a position of some Guru with his bend knees and head upright. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. he knows the countdown has begun. He remembers all those things that he has done in his life, he remembers all those pleasant moment that he has spent in his life, finally he remembers his future wife and family. At last, he is silent. He falls from the position he is sitting. He is breathing no more. He is no more with us.

Missing you.

Some times It feels as if I am with you and some times It reminds me that I am without you. Why are you away from me ? Is it the distance that is separating us or is it us who have been separated ?

I do not know when would I get an opportunity to meet you, see you and say hello to you. I am worried and I am tensed. I am feeling alone. I want to cry but I could not cry. I even could not take a deep breath as I am having the pain in my left chest. Monday it is and I am really feeling as if I want you. I want to be with you. Together-smiling, talking and doing smaller things that would make you happy.

Why is the distance between us ? Why cannot I bring you in my place ? I know the problem is not the solution but the solution gives me a problem. The decison needs to go rational but I have no idea what would happen. I am worried-I wonder what you have been doing all the time.Would you have been remembering me or Is it some one making you laugh ? Is that you have already found some one or Are you still waiting for me to return ?

How could I tolerate the situation when I see you in some one else's arms ? I do not know- I may never want such thing to happen in my life but what if it happened ? My mind if filled of thousand unwanted questions and I want the answers from you. I want to see you-touch you and ask you that you still are the one I left you some couple of years ago.

Will it be possible that no one has touched you from that time ? I cannot believe it but how would I make my heart believe that you still are untouched beauty. How can I make my eyes believe that you have not been touched by no one. I know these questions does not matter if you showed the same kind of expression and emotions that you showed be two years ago.

I want you, I want to be close with you. I have thousand prayers for you but why are my prayers not heard. Have you done the same to be with me ? Is it me alone who have been thinking about you ? Am I being alone or am I feeling as it is not you who loved me ? The circumstances are made by us and why are we making a situation where we cannot meet. The person who does do not think too much and the person who thinks does not do too much.

The person who makes a loud noise is never heard. It is like he is speaking nothing. There are people whom I have seen making loud noise but whatever they are speaking does not make any sense. It is non-sense trying to find sense. Is my love something like that for you ?

I do not know and I do not want to know but I am eagerly and patiently waiting for the moment-the moment of ultimate truth and ultimate goal, the moment of peace and the moment for which I have been waiting my entire life. I know that day the sun will shine bright and I know that day will be the happiest day in my life-when I will see you. When I will touch you and when I will tell you that you were the one I ever wanted to be with together for ever and ever.

Child Within

A lazy Sunday morning, reminds you that you can sleep longer than the usual weekends. It is good that you get a good sleep but it is not good that you waste your time just like that. A early to rise and early to bed-makes child healthy, wealthy and safe.

We are all child, inside us still remains our childhood, we may become adult, young, old but at the very core of our heart their lies a child who is naughty, who wants to steal something, who wants to smile, and who is eager to know-asks too many of the questions all the time.

A child is pure form of human being. A form which do not have anything to hide, it has direct connection with God, the creator. It talks directly with him. His message are the heard earliest then any other messages. In real world practical scenarios too, a message of child is easily heard by the father. A father immediately replies him with the answer.

A child is sleeping in all of us. Wake him up, make your life beautiful with the child within you. How ? Just wake him up whenever you feel. If he is not sleeping than you look too childish and it is the pure form of human existence. It is clear, pure and beautiful. Every body like child. If not many of them like child.

A child is wise, wants to learn all the time-he is hungry for the learning. He does not know many of the things and many of the stuffs that are present in this real world. He wants to know them. Give him the answer. At least try to convince him. Make him happy. In the process of making him happy you will make yourself happy.

Some times it is very easy to misunderstand the other people if you do not have a kind of childish behavior. A movement of eyes will tell everything about what the other person is saying or thinking. It is most easy way to detect the behavior of the person.

People can talk big, they can have great ideas in their mind but at the very end of the day they still maintain their identity. They are not easily giving off their race, they do not want to listen something wrong about the country, culture, language, ethnicity, developments and so on. People always want to promote by saying my country is good, my land is great and we have this-we have that.

It does not matter what you have or what you have been doing. The most important things that matter is how many people did you helped today ? How many people you make smile today ? How many of them get inspired by your words or your words of inspiration today ? How many think you really are speaking truth and how many of them trust you today ?

In every question their is today. The today signifies that we have to be in present. The moment of time is just Now. People do not have long memory to take it for longer period of time. We tend to forget everything in past or future. It is now which is most important.

A child always lives in NOW. He does not know what is wrong or what is right. He is simple and lives very ordinary life. He has nothing to hide and nothing to tell. If he has something to tell he will easily tell you and he has hide something he will again let you know later. He is not afraid of anybody. He is smiling all the time. A child smiles 5000 times a day but a Man smiles not more than 50 times a day.

The difference is that people when grow become more cautious about the health, about the other people and they think what others will think about them. When you think what others will think you will not do what you really intend to do.

Feel free like a bird, a bird which can fly anywhere it wishes to go. A bird who has an open sky with no difference with any other birds. It might belong to one species of bird but they do not have the real difference. It flies just it has to. It has broader horizon-it can travel all around the world. It has a huge blue sky over it. It has no limitation. It is not bounded by anything. Let us be something similar to a child and fly as if we are bird with not just the literature in our mind but the implement what you have read. Implement in your real life. I know it will be magical. You may even can predict the future-you will always be ahead of times.

Save an ant.

I always explain most of the times about the beautiful morning. Now let us explain about something else. Many people like me are keeping blogs, they are writing based on the topic they are skillful, intelligent and experts on. What if some one is not experience ?

When you are not experience then very few people read to your blogs. It does not matter to me how many people I have to attract and what would be the techniques to attract them. I write just because I feel to put these words in Internet therfore some of these words will make some sense to the people and they will learn, get some good idea and turn them into their own realities.

I am a messeger of the creator. I just want to spread his messege to all of us living in the planet. The messege of total peace and calmness. The messege of unforgetable and memorable dreams. The messege of love, a messege full of stories. These stories are made automatically every day. I do not know where these things come from but they do come.

Summer is here, sun is out. The place where darkness covers most of the months. People are glad to see the sunny afternoons and longer days. Light is always there during 10pm in night too. Isn't it amazing ? It is nice to see hot sunny days, bring joy in your face, smile even if you do not have any reasons to, you feel talking with others and others feel talking with you.

Everything is different but nothing I see as different. I see the taste of music as the same, I think music has no language, since music do not have any language and it creates the sense of feeling which speaks only one language directly with our heart. Why are we creating the fight with language, culture, country, ethinicity, race and many other non-relevant matters ?

The purpose of living does not allow us to do harm to others. When you see an ant in the street what would you do ? Would you step on it or you will do not step over it ?
The decision is totally yours, you make the choice-you have freedom of speech and expression, you have the freedom of making your personal choice but why are you not letting an ant make its own personal decision ? Why do you step over it even if you see it and it is under your feet ?

We do it just because sometimes we feel, we are stronger and sometimes we do it just becasue we are not feeling good. I have seen many such kind of people who does it but it depends.

Let the ant live its own life. Please do not every intentionally kill it. It has a life. It also want to live. Think before you step over an ant. Think you first as you are an ant. Then think will it be good to step over it. Suppose, you are going to meet your ant wife and some big giant human is going to step over you. You want to give a suprise to your ant wife for a weekend, you bought a good food for her. She is expecting you and she is thinking about your past life, your beautiful kids, your own first meeting with her near some park where all the ants where searching for food.

Unfortunately some big giant human step over you and you are dead. Imagine a situation, the husband ant is killed. It was his bad fortune. He did not expected that he will not ever see his wife after long long time but unfortunately some psyco human killed him. What would happen to the ant wife ? Will she wait but how long ? How long would she wait ? She waited, waited and finally some other friends of an ant reported to her that he was killed in the road accident.

Imagine a situation, please if you see the ant please think in the way I think. You will do a great thing by not stepping over an ant. You will save two lives. By the shock of an husbad ant, wife ant also decided to kill herself. She had an heartattack and finally she died.

The morale of the story is that-we do all the activities in our life but knowingly or unknowingly we do some things which might be useless to us but it could be a entire life for others. I do not want every one to see their footsteps all the time but please when you walk just check it sometimes when your heart says it to you. Then when you are in such situttion do not step over an ant. The ant will be killed. Therefore do not kill it, save it. It might save your life in someother way oneday-who knows !

Nice to meet you.

Some times we try, some times we have many stories to tell and no one is going to listen to our stories. Who have the time in this world ? Who belives in what you have to say ? Who will tell that whatever you are doing is correct ? No one will tell you correctly what you are doing is right and what you are doing will give you what you desire in life.

There is one person who knows the reality and the answer, its you ! The answer of the most important of the questions in our life is known by only us. The search more search, do as many search and ask to thousand of people what is good for you. They will only give you the comments. They will give you the suggestions but it is your duty to take it the best answers for you.

It is your responsibility to answer the best of the answers. It is you to decide what is good for you and what is bad for you. There will be times when you will feel down and under. There will also be times when you will feel with joy and happy. But these times are just the journey and in journey you try to learn.

The life is full of excitement. We expect we do not get, we do not expect we get. We want we will never get what we want and when we do not want we have to take it. When we walk-we see peoples, we see trees, we see sea, we see sun , we see birds, we see flowers but what we do not see is what we are looking for most of the times.

We also see the beauty, we cannot descirbe it we just want to make it ours. When we want to acquire it, then it becomes a problem. When the flower is their it looks beautiful but once when we want to pick up the flower and make it ours. We kill it. We kill the flower. We commit a crime for Nature. We will not be penalized, we will not be taken to Jail but we will surely be given punishment by Nature.

Imagine a situation where you are a young guy of mid 20's and you are really looking for a women, a kind of your type. A sweet and beautiful. A nice looking. A tall dark beautiful lady. You then suddenly see her in the garden. The same type of the girl you were searching for.

One approach would be you will go near that girl and start talking with her. you approach tells you that you want it, you want her in your life. The process to acquire the beauty of her is by knowing her, by talking with her and by making her yours. The approach you use is the decison made by you.

You visit her and suddenly you reach to her, talk with her ask some thing stupid and try to make her laugh. Want to put some good impression of you on her. Suddenly when everything was going perfectly you saw a man approaching her. He kissed that girl with whom you were talking. You did not feel well, you are jealous, she said bye to you-and she introduce the man stating that he is her husband. You are spell bound, you do not know what to say, what to tell- You said to him- Nice to meet you.!

Did you really felt Nice when meeting some one whom you never expected. Surely you did not. But as those are formal messege we deliver even though we did not feel what we are speaking it comes automatically in our mind and we say . You feel bad you come back from the garden, in your room sleeping. Realizing that how beautiful the lady was. What would have been if you were her man and Not the guy she intoduced to you.

You felt bad and suddenly you are thinking about same kind of girl and one of your friend she approached to your room. She liked you very much but she had never had courage to say or speak to you about it. She came and she is talking to you, she is making you laugh, she is doing whatever you wish her to do. She prepared a good food for you. She came to discuss about the assignment you both were doing for some course.

You guys are just a good friends that is what is their in your mind nothing else. You do all the activites as a normal friend but you do not have any feelings of personal attachement with her.

Some of the peple might have gone through same situation. It is the process of life. We want but we do not get and when we get we do not want. Expect the unexpected. Realize that whatever comes your way is just for you. You take it as thinking a gift of Lord. You take it with your both hands. Thanking him. Saying that I never expected this to happen but since it is a gift from you my lord I will take it.

I wanted something which I did not get only because the "wanted" was my desire and my desire does not have to get fulfilled. Thank you for not giving what I desire. Because some body else has already asked for it and you have given it to him/her.

Oh my love.

Last night, I watched a good music recommended from a friends website. It was amazing. It somehow relates to my own life in different way. I do not want to explain it publicly. How good and beautiful that song is, The meaning I understood is some what I would like to tell you here. It is from the movie and I have not yet seen the movie.

The song has a deep meaning, meaning stating that do not forget the tears that flowed, do not forget the long nights that I remembered for you, do not forget all those moments that I waited for you.

The song asks for a love, just to see the glance or second of the person's love. The person wants to meet some one in love. She is far far from him. The gentleman is waiting and he says he will do anything for her, just to see her. The gentleman is in the state of dying, he could not live without her. He wants to meet her but he could not.

He says to his love that do not forget seas which has seen him crying, do not forget the day which separated them apart. Love grows with time, as the wine improves every year love become stronger like a wine.

Imagine a situation where you want to meet your love and you are in the stage of dieying, you are lieying in the deathbed, you have not confessed your love for her. You have not said even that "you love her". How would you feel ?

You last breath depends on it, you cannot die only because you want to say one lovely, statement to the person who is far far away from you. The person whom you never knew that you love. The person who always loved you.

Love is the beauty which is indescribable. As the world is changing, the way of doing love or being in love is also changing, we say even when we do not mean it. We talk even if we do not know what we are talking, we think we are in love even if we do not know what "love " is.

Aloneness is the first lesson of Love, it will take time for people to understand what is aloneness. Love is statement of question that has remained unanswered. It is something which cannot be touched, something which do not have smell, it is the beauty which my mind cannot describe.

You do not know you are in love, that is good in that case you are being with yourself, in such situation you know you are being truthful to yourself. It is always good to be truthful to yourself than to act to others that you are just being honest about yourself. Do not do what others want to hear from you. Do what your inner best friend ask you to do.

Oh my love, what wil happen if I am dead and I could not say that "I loved you". Oh my love how would you live without me ? Oh my love, , ,

how would you feel when you will see my dead body lieying besides you, what would i excuse myself of not saying those worlds which your ears always wanted to hear.

Oh my love, I am sorry, It is difficult to be man of words and man of deeds at the same time. Oh my love I am sorry that I would one day hopefully feel the "love " for you.

Their are times in my life where I have not said even once my love for you, I am sorry and please forgive me if i die without saying that "i loved you".

Oh my love, you are the most beautiful person that i have ever met, Oh my love without you life is just as empty as the sea without water, what would sea do if their is no water in it ?

Oh my love, in every steps of your life, My prayers are with you, my blessings are with you and my caring, memories are with you. Oh my love, without you I am without.


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I am Mad

Do not be suprised to see the stupid topic like the one which states-"I am Mad". I was born mad, I am going to die mad- What is that I am going to do living in the planet.

Depression is always present in our selves- Depressed of not getting job, not meeting deadlines of many project, always thinking, imagining things, if you imagine in this world what would people call you ?

Once Great Eistein Told that- "Imagination is better than knowledge". Well, I think if he was present in this world at today's complex dynamic environment he would have know what is better than what ...

I can't hate, I can't fake,People have never seen me weep like a kid and they are not going to see me cry. It may seem to thousand of people that I am laughing but when you look inside me I am crying at the same time.

Do not feel mercy, or sad about the story about this guy. He is just like that. He says- He is mad and you have to believe in him. He was victim of being told that word so much that he belives now he really is mad.

All the things are undiscovered for him. He needs his love, he wants to remind his love, he wants to breath and he is not breathing until he will meet his love. He really needs her.

Their are million reason this guy cries, but no body knows when. He is mad but he has caliber to deliver the result. Every thing seems to worry him from life, from others people faith, fate, others worries are also his worries, but why do you want to know his story because he is mad.

"Without you I am without" that's what he says, He lives in his dream world, he talks with himself, he eats he wants to eat, he thinks the way he wants to think, he appreciates other work the way he wants to do it.

Besides that- he is mad. He is mad not because he has good brain but only because he does not belong in this world. He is different but being different than others people are socked and suprised so much that they do not want to accept him some how.

He wants to learn and he learns too, he shares as he is out going, he is open book where you do not have to pay to read it. He is open, you can read it easily.
Now, he is broken everything is left undiscovered, He needs but he does not know what ? He could not say what is the most important thing ? Is it his love ? Is it money ? Is it job ?

Just you got to touch him, feel him and discover by yourself. He is freezing and cold. He was left alone and he knows the fact that he will go alone.

He has different attitude but why should others worry about his attitude ? He is living in dream world. He has whole in his heart.

When you have million of words hiding inside you which are connected and talking withy you how can you be static- His heart is about to break, he is on his knees, he is giving in, he cannot breath, he is just a freak !

He was kicked out, he is a sking his self not to walk away from him. He is feeling bad, he is going into his caves I do not know when he is going to come back.

We all are Mad, If you think you are not then be happy and think again. We all are mad only in the sense that we cannot recognize or accept others as they are. People take others as they are only only when they follow the rules and regulation of society whereas once you start behaving differently then every body will call you mad.

Welcome to the world of MAD !

Motivation

Accepting some one's work and rejecting some one's work is a process of understanding how much some one is worked.
I have seen many of the people feel very depressed when people do not like or appreciate the work of them. Why do we feel depressed or feel bad about the work when the work is not accepted. We feel bad only because we do not know how to feel good. We feel bad because we are not given the acceptance. We have not been motivated to next level.

Motivation is the key in any work we do. The level of motivation determines how much effort we have put or is going to put in any work.We may make big strategies, policies and rules but all those are wasted when a person does not feel motivated.

It is like saying that, you do you do and at last you forget what to do. Now, see the connection you are working so hard to do that you do not know what is going to come next. you are connected and deeply motivated for what you are doing.

I appreciate to all those Readers who put an effort to read what I have written. I am proud and honored by such an honorable Readers of Mybheja. I do not like my attidue because I do not check grammatical mistakes, I do not check what I have written ten times but I just go with the flow. I recommend my beloved readers to encourage me for the Next level.

Life is the journey and we are actors in the playing field. We are players, We are just playing with the script presented to us.

We should love each other, hate each other at the same time learn from each other. We like each other only because the "like" is close to us. We "dislike" others only because we do not "want" some one to be part of us.

One needs deep motivation to perform something. The deep motivation can be for example get good grades in exam, good job, good salary, performace, attitude, fighting spirit, excitment etc.

Other kind of motivation which is important is the motivation that is built inside you. Which is yours, which is hidden and you do not want to reveal it to any body. Such kind of motivation will make you the person you want to become.

Good luck !


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Creators and Creation

Creation is an art, creators are the legends and creation takes lot of brain, I do not know how can you say one is creator as I do not see the any proper definiton that suits to fit in my this article.

How many of you will agree we are the creators of our own sufferings ? We suffer because we create those suffering for us. How many of you will agree we are the creators of our Uniqueness and we are the one to be given honours.

Creation is beauty, see the creation of the world, nature, women, sky, earth, technology so on and so forth. See means you got to see and see it through your eyes. After you see something what do you ever think ?

Seeing will give you the image in your mind, this image will try to find some meaning. When your mind tries to find the meaning of what you see then the description of the image is stored by your brain cells.

As the number of brain cells cannot be counted or is almost impossible to measure. Imagine how much of information one can store.
Every event, every people you meet, every speech, every sound and almost whatever you did in past will be stored. It is the creation of making your brain a storage machine.

Politics will never lead to peace. The aim of playing politics is to bring violence, to tell people that "I am the best" My country is "Best", My party is "Best". It will create difference and it will always create the difference. What will then create the peace ?

It goes by saying that Peace cannot be created nor can it be destroyed. We already are in peace. We are in peace but our needs do not let us live in peace. Our basic needs are creating violence too. For our basic needs we want to "get" something which result in our inner violence. For example food, shelter, clothers, fashion wear etc.

Can any one tell me what is innovation ? People think and say that innovation is art, innovation is creation but it is totally different. Creation is far bigger than Innovation. Innovation is result of human, creation is result of before human. If I would say that Alien gave rise to creation- Every body will laugh at me. !

Creation is the result of producing something outstanding, simple and elegant. It is not for purpose, it is not for cause, it is not for well-being, but it is result of huge constrution, work and hard labor. It is the drops of blood which give rise to creation. It is the effort you put each and every time to think that results in creation. It is by the virtue of your brain cells trying to struglle. When your brain cells struggle they collide with other brain cells and they form a statement. The medium for two brain cells to communicate with each other is nothing. It is empty.

I am not a biologist but I think these brain cells mate with other brain cells to give rise a pieace of information to you.
Creation and creators will always exit and will live as long as earth will live.They do not want to tell who they are, It is because they are far ahead than any human beings existing in this planet. Creators will be hidden, creation will be shown. Without Creation you will be dull, your mind will be dull, you will never progress and entire earth will be dull, unstable, immovable and blast like an atomic bomb.

It is creators who are driving the earth to 24 hr circle. Creators are movable and They make entire earth movable. Welcome to land of creators.



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Good, Kid and Women

The last friday of the week, or the month. Friday is good day why ? It is good for many people around the world because every body is relaxex, every body think well, Next day we don't have to go to office again. It is good day for those who also think well- We have a holiday tomorrow !

Good is not the day but your mood, good is not the stuffs. If we put good in every objects around us we will feel good. I believe in the statment and I truly support the statement too. Did I do the research on the above statement. If you ask me- I would say yes.

Good day, Good morning, Good afternoon, Good meal, Good dance, Good sex, Good article, Good relationship , and so on. We some how do not do it like I said. Why ?
We do not do it because we want to differentiate and we would rather say, This is good, that is bad. Good should be attached in your mouth. I saw a kid yesterday he was smiling just like a sweet good kid would do after seeing a stranger.

I waved a hand at him and he thought for a while but soon he also waved a hand to me saying bye bye. The connection between me and the stranger kid did not took long. It just too few seconds. See, How it is easy to make the relationship, See the connection. Wow ! This is called the relationship. We can easily make the relationship not only it but a good relationship where we smiled together, we knew each other in just few seconds and we waved hand to each other to say good bye only because we knew we are going different places.

Let the kid do what he wants, Let him decide what is good for him and what is bad for him. Let him judge himself, let him fall down, let him wake up, let him do what he think is good for him. If you will ask the kid not to do some stuff, the kid would do it. The kid wants to know, wants to find out, discover and innovate.

Do not stop him, embrass him, encourage him, let him decide and do what he wants to do. Leave him to his own. Somewhat similars are the girls too. Opposite are the girls-When you want to get close to them, they will run away from you. Their mind does not allow to think more than Sex. Their thinking directly leads to the thinking that "this person -WANTS- ..." from me. It is so narrow thinking.

Let all the women in world disagree with me but I do not care because this is the reality for women. The women will always neglect or try to avoid you if she is an total stranger and you go close to her. Women give birth to kids but women are opposite of kids in the level of thinking they perceive.


Why do they behave in such a way ? They behave in such manner because they are afraid, they think they will loose the most precious thing they have. They think in a way they should not think.

As the matter of the fact, Women will always be women. Let it be stands exactly true in case of them. Sometimes we try to get what we want but we do not often get what we want only because our want is some body's loss.

Have a good weekend !

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Ideas are generated by imagination ...

We all are different, that is good.
We all act differently, that is good.
We all have our idols, good.
We all think, very good.
We all are humans. (Written by human)

Can a monkey write- We are researching on it.
Can a chimpanzee think-Research
Can male will give birth -Research
Can we survive for ever-Research

What is relationship ?
I would say a ship, which has relation with water. A water which has relation with the object called ship. They both touch each other. Can you find the keyword in above two sentence ? If you can then good but if you cannot don't worry. The keyword is "touch".

The water has no problems with the ship,when it touches it and so on. The ship also has no problem with water. They can touch each other but imagine when water suddenly say's that you cannot touch me.

What would ship think and do ? Ship will say please i beg you, i ask you and i really need your help, i want to touch you-let me do it otherwise i could not move. When ship begs or request or ask for permission then slowly water starts thinking that it is the most important thing. The ego is created in water, the ego which says without it nothing is possible.

Now, despite the fact that ship has to move on why could not it move. Either it has to leave the sea, or it has to be be stationary-which it cannot do.

Therefore ship leaves the sea and the door is closed for ship and water in that sea.
Now, ship is moved in the place where their is no water. what is the next solution ?
How can a ship be moved ? Gentleman, do you have any idea.

"Ideas never die."
"Ideas are generated by imagination,imagination is knowledge and knowledge is power."(Quote generated in 0.000079seconds in my mind).

Now, Suddenly what happens is ship is puzzled, surprised and starts behaving as if he is alive now. How ?. It feels the drop of rain in its body. From no where their is rain falling heavily. It pours for 1 month continuously and the ship where it was laying becomes sea.

This is brief description of what people called today as relationship. Try to understand putting two humans, two different sex partners or same and what so ever. You will get some idea because idea .....

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Depression Consular

We have International, National Coordinators in the university. We have big guys or one of the major person in the university like Professors, Rector and various top level people but we do not have depression consular. The idea of having the depression consular came into my(our) mind when we were discussing something in the kitchen. Teemu, Daniel and me were among the conversation about why not to have a derepssion consular in all the university around the world. In west, students are getting depressed very easily.

We can see the example of many such events happening now a days. Students are loads of pressure, they are suffering all the time lack of food, job, proper care and depression all the way. Students are the one who gets depressed very easily because of so many factors and constraints. The pressure gets inside the head of student very easily. There should be some kind of authority who handles it with due care. Not just passive authority but the one who is active, the one who listens very carefully to the problems faced by the students in daily rigmarole.


Based on the informal observation and no scientific data I would suggest that it is very good idea to keep some kind of authority who can take care of various events and various activites of students. Not only the students from home land but also from the International. It can also be seen in some countries that students are sleeping in garden because they could not afford to have their own house to live. The situation is even worse when you have to be stranded in the airport for days to find some suitable place to survive or live.

The biq question is who is responsible for this ? Is it a student itself ? How can we blame on ourselves. If students keep on blaming to themselves then will start getting more depressed and do some unusual activites. There should be some mechanism to ensure the proper care and open a depression consular in every authority.

Well, It is a idea which needs some proper care and should be implemented but the big question is when ? If it is not going to be implemented soon then we should be ready to face the consequences in near future.

You

Some times I am so worried about you that I could not keep my mind steady. I am really worried about you thinking what you might be doing at this time. I do not know what is this ? I think if you will be remembering the way I am remembering you. I think those golden days when we were together. Why can't we be together again ? There are lots of factor which come in between I hope you understand this. I Pray to God that you will be there until I come back, I Pray to God that you will be the same person and you will not change. you will remain as I left you. How can I tolerate myself if you will change ? How will I feel if you will gone ? Am I worried about the failure or am I really worried that you will leave me ? I don't know what is this. Life is a journey and is very difficult to take this journey single. No one likes to travel this journey alone. Every one need some one who can care each other through this journey. It is a responsibility of both people in journey to take care of them and handle the situation with due care. I am in west part of this globe. people are modernized, developed and highly skillful. I am watching them-learning from them and thinking why are they like that. When I was child I used to think why there is separate country and different people with different color of skin ? Now I am learning , Why is it so. Will you be there ? How would you know how many times I remember you here ? Will we ever meet again ? What happens if I die and could not make it ? Do take care in any circumstances and do not hesitate to fight with anybody. Not physically, but with highly motivated mind. Talk about the women rights, live life the way you want to live. If I could not come then do remember that the words you wanted to listen from my heart would one day come but that day is lost in the calendar. Do assume that that lost day or date. It will give you some kind of hope. Hope will give you motivation to live a life. In case, you would be asked to get married listen to your heart. Whatever you will be doing and whatever you will missing-I will be doing the same here. The factors that had made us apart will one day bring us together. Let's hope and pray. Let's listen to our heart and inner soul. To make promise is easy but to live with that promise is challenging and to make that promise true is most difficult thing in this planet. I will living with the promise I made to you- I hope you doing the same. Nothing can be hidden. you cannot hide anything. Even if you wish to do so you cannot. The first looks on your eyes will tell everything to me. Be careful and I will be too.