Please stand by me

In the saddest time and deepest fear, please stand by me,
In the moment of loneliness, solitude, wake up with me,
I don’t know love; I will never understand the love,
With thunderstorm and rain, in darkest of the dark evening,
Please stand by me,

In the weakness and moment of changes,
Please stand by me,

I am warrior of the light but I am alone without you, my life,
Please stand by me,

I am fearful of failures, I ain’t got patience,
Please stand by me,

Someone said, “I like to walk in rain because nobody sees me crying’,
In such moment, I want you to please stand by me,

In the sorrows and pain, in the happy and joy moment,
Please stand by me,

Boundaries and cultural differences,
Caste and race difference,
Country, color, words full of pain,
I ain’t got anything except you besides so,
Please stand by me,

Girl said, ‘I am not perfect’, if I betray you and look for change,
Please forgive me; I won’t stand by you any longer,
No, No, Please don’t go away, please don’t kill me alive,
Please do stand by me,

When the time will come for you to go,
I will go away too,
When the time will come for you to fade away,
I will fade away too,
When the time will come for you to leave me alone,
I will no longer live alone,

Whatever be the circumstances, whatever be the situation,
Please do stand by me
Please do stand by me

You have the answers

There are so many questions in life; I have searched for answers in books, friends, and intellectuals and from news and media. Everybody has their own individual perspectives and those opinions can be neither right nor wrong.

My grandfather told me one story he said, “Once upon a time in a village, young married couple were walking with donkey. At first wife sat on donkey and husband walked by her side. Seeing the scene, villages pointed the finger at wife saying, “She is disrespecting her husband by sitting on the donkey.” Husband agreed with villagers. After walking few miles, wife insisted husband to sit on the donkey. The villagers dishonored husband for allowing her wife to walk in the blaring heat. After receiving ridiculed comments from villagers, husband decided to walk along the donkey and wife. After walking again few miles into another village, villagers laughed at couple for not using donkey for the support. Now, the couple decided both to sit on the donkey thinking this will satisfy the villagers. After few miles, villagers felt pity on donkey for carrying couple and luggage. Now after so much of guilt, couple decided to purchase stick and rope to carry donkey, the couple now decided to carry donkey in the stick and rope, after they had entered the final village, villagers laughed hysterically at couple.

How many times do we have to make adjustment to live our life? To conduct work, to make decisions and to make changes. Although the intentions maybe great but who is the right judge? You, you are the best judge of your own decisions and circumstances. Listen deep into you, your feelings and know even if you are at the verge of making wrong decisions, this might serve you the next point in life. A wise man has said, “Through the ladder of failures, success comes and there is never shortcut to happiness.” Before we urge ourselves to visit expert, friends, books and intellectuals for answer- even these authors don’t have the right answer for anyone than their own selves. What feels right for you and seems logical could be the right answer coming from deep within. The answer which comes from you is made for you and would best fit for you.

Feeling of happiness lies in moving ahead, whereas feeling of anxiety lies in stopping in the crossroad, confused. Whatever comes into the human mind gets converted into images and the images have personal perspectives, interpretations and are based on individual experiences. Whether you want to listen to those interpretations or follow your own is best known by you and only you. Finally, a friend asked, “Who has the answers?” Laughingly, I said, “You, my dear friend, simply you.”

Fear and Courage

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Fear and Courage
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I walked in the moon but I feared to walk in rain,
I had courage to shake hands with lion,
I feared to unknowingly kill ants,

I walked lonely in darkest nights and in cold winter,
I feared hate, discrimination and racial divide,

I had courage to talk with leaders,
I feared to maintain the exposure,

I had courage to become supreme being,
I feared followers begging me instead,

I had courage to jump from mountain,
I feared height and shallowness,

I had courage to bring change,
I feared critics all around me,

Anyways, thank you so much for giving me courage
My all dear well-wisher and friends,

I have courage to deliver one more poem,
I fear rejection from readers and poet

But I will not fear to wake up,
with hope, with love and with passion
A curiosity and devotion,

To deliver one more poem
Stating, “Fear and Courage”

Happy happy days to all
You need, “Courage, Persistence and 3D’s”
Determination, Dedication and Devotion

O child, Take Care and Bless you with love…

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God bless you all !

Anger has its place

In response to aricle at Nytimes on title, "Anger Has Its Place", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Bob,
Very nice article on those who suffer because of color of skin in United States of America.

Well said, it is true that many of those who suffer are blacks or Hispanic and one question always runs in those simple mind: Why me?

Why do all those cops have to be so much suspicious about whose color of the skin is black?

Anger comes very easily when you feel you are discriminated in your own land. This is very true, it is not easy like sitting in front of the computer screen and writing columns. (Giving intellectual insights).

I hope you haven't gone through what you have explained in your article. Just go through so called 'investigation' which is rather like 'mentally distressful' to all those who are victim in such cases.

Change has not yet come to America even though you have African American President, Mr. Obama.

How can Change come to America if your Black man are still victims of racial discriminations?

The dream of Martin Luther King Jr., has been half fulfilled and I would say, in his words,-"Discrimination is a hellhound that gnaws at Negroes in every waking moment of their lives to remind them that the lie of their inferiority is accepted as truth in the society dominating them."

It is sad that still their lies the White Vs Black fight, which give me the feeling to say that, "Change has not yet come in America" !

I hope our future generations would one day wake up in the united undiscriminated, changed land.

Dear God

Dear all,

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Dear God
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Dear God, I am born and I am conscious,
I learn new things when I go to study,
I am just seven years old and I have a fear,
Dear God, why I have this fear?

Fear of going to school, facing the teacher who is in mood,
Fear of my family, my dad who wants me to become engineer or doctor,
Fear the girl, whom I met in the school,
To impress her, to buy her a lovely house,
Fear of my life which I see will someday collide,
Fear of living in total emptiness and dark inside,

Dear God, I am born and I am conscious,
What is all that matters? In the end,
I am just ordinary normal child,
How can I overcome these fears?
Should I start all over and say, “None of these matters”,
Or, Should I live the way I really want my life to live,

How about my own dreams? If I have them,
Yes, I do-
I want to write,
Yes, I want to give, share and make my audience, who will survive,
Even after my death, even after their death,
But, Dear God, how can I overcome all these fears?

Somebody said, “You got to lose something to gain”,
What if, I will not be able to deliver?
What if, I could not become engineer or doctor to fulfill the dreams of my family?
What if, I could not impress my girl and somebody will take her away,
What if, I will still be fearful?
Of their dreams, of society, of my teacher and,
Of each and everything,

Dear God, I am born and I am conscious,

Let it go, I will start over to see-
What matters most? To me,
I am becoming more selfish, living life of individuality,
I want to put ‘my’ in every thing instead,
I will start over again to fight with this fear,
I will fight,
Fight with fear of society, of family, of my girl, of my teacher,
I will stand out alone
Winner or loser, I will walk on my own,
Dear God, I am born and I am conscious
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God bless you all !

Lost

Lost the will to live, lost the will to work,
lost the will to walk alone anymore,
lost in translation, lost in doom,
What are humanly blessings?

Can't stay any more here,
Can't walk alone without any love,
Should I get drowned in cold water?
Should I walk in rain?

Faded in darkness, every now and then,
Fear of society, fear of family,
fear of loved ones,
Everything is bounded, rules and rules,

Interaction and stupid reactions,
everybody's playing drama in this heavenly stage in action,
Act 1, born get your conciousness first,
Scene 1, go to school, learn stupid lessons,
Act 2, move to live individual life,
Scene 2, find love or pretend you are in love,
Act 3, Work and get retired, produce and reproduce,
Scene 3, Give lessons to children, grandchildren
Final Scene, Die, Die, Die....

Drama, a total stupid drama-
Acting like a puppet in the stage,
Everything's bounded and everybody is an actor


Lost the will to live, lost the will to work,
lost the will to walk alone anymore,
lost in translation, lost in doom,

The day I landed to Kathmandu

The day I landed to Kathmandu, after completing my Master’s degree from Lappeenranta University of Technology, Finland, I could not believe my eyes. The streets were silent, no vehicles could be found running on the streets, there was not even dust in the wind. I asked a old women who was selling, Noodles and cigarettes near the street, “What’s going on?” She said, “Nepal is on strike”. Bingo- I greeted myself, Welcome to Motherland! Now, Instead of bombarding with more questions to an old lady, I just became more selfish on my journey and started to walk about 25 kilometers. Wow, what a heavenly place. No vehicles, no traffic, not even a dust in the wind and after all it all looked like a true green revolution, I thought.

Running down the memory lane, I imagined, Two years ago, the same old lady was selling Noodles and cigarettes in the same place. Oh my lord, what am I doing? I should talk positive stuffs- Our so called “New Nepal” is really new, we have now new Prime Minister- My 79 years old grandmother will remember his name, and why not? The surname is the proud country’s name, isn’t it? (Just checking, hopefully we don’t have another PM before this article is published.) Wonderful, this is positive stuff, Now Soon I started to figure out how much above the poverty level we are among other’s nation. Are we top in poverty? Wow, I am excited to be in the top! The difference was realized when I visited the public bathroom. We really do take care of cleanliness, don’t we?

After couple of days, the time came to meet friends- I discovered they seem to be very happy and satisfied. One of them said, “We don’t care if our government cuts eight hours of electricity time and again, we don’t care if some of the political parties go on strike anytime, just for one simple reason- We love our nation!” Wow, what a statement- A statement many of the political leaders should use in their speech- applause please!

Another friend asked to one of my Doctor friend who just returned with me from foreign land, “Why do you come back to Nepal?” He said, “Work here or work there is the same, everywhere- but I came to help not my country but to help my child who is suffering from Diarrhea and many others child who are suffering too.” Now, it was my turn and I was expecting the same question but one of the friend he asked, “When are you going back?” This surprised me- finally I jokingly said, “I wish I would have never come but I came to see if my friends are not suffering from ‘Kidnapping syndrome’ or ‘Political syndrome’ or ‘ are they drowned because of incessant rainfall?’.”

Non-Resident Nepali

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You are Non-Resident Nepali
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Everything is bullshit about NRN Finland OR,
Any political organizations inside or outside the country,
One admire the good work and good faith towards well-fare,
but, why the fucking politics ?
Just let Nepalese be free and LISTEN to their worries,

The country does not belong to you once you become citizen of other,
Why the fuck their is so much fuss about NRN?
Come on guys, stop playing politics!
Enough is enough,
Stop spaming mailboxes,
Maybe it is high time, One should keep them as 'Viruses',

Country is fucking ruled by stupid Old ass holes,
likes of Girija and relatives coglamores,
Beauty is what we preseve,
Mount Everest, Buddha was where born,
Stupid politics will never stop,
Be it in Finland or anywhere else,

It is not that Nepalese should be discouraged to 'get together',
it is stupid politics which is going on behind everyone's back,
Fuck the ideologies and mindsets,
Fuck this poem,
Who cares when you are foreigner living in Finland?,

Worker status or Permanent, Citizen of foreign land,
You are regarded 'alien' when you land from third world,
Nothing is going to change with me or fucking politicians,
be they in Finland or anywhere around the world,

You can come and shit on me if,
I am speaking not the truth,
The world is divided where money rules,
I am sorry who feels the bitterness of this Guru,
Fucking idealogies and politics, Please stop
Sharing information is all what matters,
What can I contribute to NRN or .... organizations?

I ain't got any stupid info,
Fucking political mail in my psycho,
If I am gone mad,
I will find each one of you,
Kick your ass and show you how bitter it goes inside you,
Fuck the fucking poem,
Shut up and close all curtains,

Move on with what status you came,
Was it Student or worker you remain,
Whatever be the case,
I know, it won't change,
Nothing has changed in Mother land till this date,
Nothing is going to change even after I am dead.

Congratulations, You are Non-Resident Nepali,
Good luck and good luck, Stupid You !

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Quotes and Poem of the day

Dear all,

-"Happiness is something which you feel, the feeling does not last for long but during those times you are different than who you are."

-"One cannot easily find happiness, love and death, they are unexpected result of your inputs."

-"One who knows how to enjoy and smile at himself, also knows happiness is in everything and every deeds."

-"One wise man once said, "I am not happy but I am also not unhappy"; an old man said to an wise man, "I know why you said like that, I also know you are no different than any one of us, we feel the same but the only thing with happiness is, "It lasts only for few moments and later it is stored in your memories, So either you want to save your energies or release your memories, you are the one to decide."

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Don't worry be happy
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-"There are millions quotes and thousand stories about happiness, there are billion books and hundred poems on happiness,
there are
but this poem is different,
how?
because this is about not how to become happy?,
this is about journey,
very long outstanding journey,
a poor boy who fell in love with poor girl,
they both loved each other,
but
poor girl died,
boy was sad and hated being 'happy',
he said,'I am not happy and I don't want to be happy',
god give me sadness,
after few months, he found another beautiful girl,
they fell in love,
they make love,
later poor boy was happy with new girl,
but wait a moment,
she was not real women,
she was an angel,
she went away, faded away,
again poor boy was sad,
he said again, 'I am not happy and I don't want to be happy',
....[Story continued]....

One night poor boy died,
he met god, and asked-"Why I was not happy?"
god said,"Because you never wanted to be..."

Happiness is in what you do, what you like,
how you behave, how you speak, how you listen,
how you like and dislike, how you love and hate,
whatever and however, wherever and ever,
nobody is happy and everybody is happy,

the poem ended and everyone was delighted,
life is like this journey of poor boy,
moves on and on,
meets different people and have fun,
enjoy what you have in front of you,
why are you worried, Son !
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God bless you all !

The power of Posterity

In the response to Nytime, "The power of Posterity", here is what mybheja has to say-

Dear Mr. Brooks,

Nice column and interesting thoughts, ideas on future generations or the power of future generations.

This is an important thing to consider, how we develop and why we reproduce. Whatever we are doing is not only for today also for tomorrow, who does not want to see how their children's would be like? Be it in one culture or another or now, multicultural environment. Without a great vision and future insights, it would not be possible to develop and foster.

Everything what we are enjoying such as the benefits (Economy, Communications, architectural, designs, spirituality, morality ....) are "leftovers" of our past generations and "update/modification" of present generation.

Whatever be the model and approach taken to see the power of future, one cannot deny the evolution human has taken from stone age to internet age.

Growth cannot be suppressed, neither one can hide the unsatisfied human mind or soul. Visionaries will never stop predicting and thinking about the future, leaders will never stop leading the country, politics, economy and life of other people, students will never stop learning, teachers will never stop teaching and business man will never stop doing any kind of business.

I think, Even if the world will hit by sun in one hemisphere or another, life would not change much.

Anyways, What will be, will be... the present condition is what people should think but should also make their plans/action/vision/dreams for the future.

How can some one forget the power tomorrow holds for us, today?

Quote of the day

"You are never given a wish without being given the power to make it come true."

-Ayelet Ronen

Closer, yet so far

I am so close to you, yet so far,
I am feeling lonely, my other half,
Sometimes feels better, when you say nothing at all,
Do you feel the same, O distant soul mate!

I am so close to you, yet so far,
Someone said, “Aloneness is the first lesson of love”
How would my chapter start without you in touch?
Feeling loneliness, getting nervous to watch you someday besides, my love,
I am so close to you, yet so far,

Spectrum of colors like rainbow showing different colors,
You are brighter than any color humanly eyes have seen yet so far,
I swear I am not making up the story,
I am so close to you, yet so far,

Please don’t leave me alone in this darkest night alone,
Loneliness I cannot stand,
I know your heart is so close to mine,
I am so close to you, yet so far

Whirling Dervish Drivers

In response to article posted at Nytimes on title, "Whirling Dervish Drivers", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Ms. Dowd,

Very nice article, humorous and satire.

It is true that people do not want to "disconnect even for a seconds" and why should they? The technological advancement has evolved at very rapid pace. We live in the society of human anxiety and technological anxiety now, "Keep up with the latest" is what is humans are searching. From Facebooking to Twittering and to building your own social network, nobody is willing to miss the updates.

There are numerous dangerous of using cell phones while driving but who cares? Why would someone not pick up his/her phone when the call is from spouse or husband? Although there are strict rules and regulation of not using such devices, people will not stop.

One professor said, "we are adding up types of anxiety we suffer daily, the recent anxiety is 'DA (Disconnected Anxiety)', Once you are disconnected you feel anxious immediately".

I don't know if Americans are really addicted but be rest assured that, entire world be it developed or developing, who does not want to keep up with the latest?

In older days, While driving, "hand, legs and eyes" were thought to be coordinated properly but now it seems that, "hand, legs, eyes, ears and mouth" also needs to be coordinated otherwise you might just miss another red signal or you might just hit someone's back of the car.

Watch your organs properly !

The Class too dumb

In response to article published at Nytime on title, "The Class Too Dumb to Quit", here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Sir Friedman,

It is very scary that you have been writing this column from dangerous area in Afghanistan. We must appreciate your bravery and guts to think on mission critical case of Taliban and Al-Qaeda.

But In war, either you win or you lose. There are no good or bad strategy which the brave American soldiers and undertaking. I truly support their bravery and fight for the terrorism. Forget about re-building Afghanistan, it wont happen until and unless, you pull out "bad guys".

For some great diplomats and leaders, the war is one way to earn money. The longer you fight, the better you spend money in guns, bullets, bombs and explosives, those industry will never think of laying off employees.

For ordinary citizens, they can just sit and wait; hoping one day all their effort has paid off.

One wise man once said, "It is never too late in hope to wake up with the sense of victory for good over evil."

Good luck for your stay in Afghanistan soil, please do keep eyes above your head.

May god bless you and May god bless all brave soldiers.

Quotes of the day

Dear all,


-"Interfering someone's word, someone's walk, someone's path and someone's mission is like interfering your own."

-"Nothing happens by chance or coincidence, you just are puppet who is playing his/her part in the earthy stage. "

-"Either you can choose to be right or you can choose to go wrong but in between right and wrong, you must select one."

-"Destiny is future predetermined courses of events, very unpredictable, very scary and very small journey, go beyond and you might just find yourself reaching eternity."

-"Discovery of future is not important, self discovery in present is more important. Even if you will fail without interfering other's destiny, you might still wake up rediscovering."


God bless you !

and

God bless you all !

Goodbye, Honey !

Goodbye, Honey!


In the moment of sadness, remember me,
In the pleasure of joy, you will forget me,
You lied that you loved me,
But I am not sad; I won’t lose my sleep tonight,
Destiny will drive destination,
I will never let you know
How much pain I feel when you are sad, my only one,

Like a cold winter of Finland,
You will beg for me, I won’t come,
In a darkest of the nights and in the gloomy days,
You will have to wake up alone in your bed,
Please forgive me; I am sorry for such action,
I don’t love you dear; please find your Mr. Right,

May god bless you with success and happiness all along?
May you wake up with smile and charming face, every day?
You said, “You don’t want to see me anymore”,
I know your heart desires me near you every night when you feel alone,
Anyways, like a lonely sun sharing bright light to mother earth,
I will wake up every day pray for your happy days and sweet night, my soul
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, love is felt
When you depart away from your sweet light
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Mr. Thapa’s Love Story

Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Shanti Om,
I was too alone, I found you near me my lovely Shanti Om,
When I met you, time was bitterly, I had to leave country
For building my destiny, for career and life to remain sustainably,
I was not quite sure, was it love or infatuations at first,
I am sorry Oh my darling; I really knew what is love,
When people depart,

Distance brings insecurity; I am filled with love in my heart,
Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Shanti Om,
It was only couple of weeks or more that we both shared our emotions
So much, my core,
I am here, hoping to see you when I come back home,
Love is so sweet you have changed my daily bits,
Now I feel I am not alone, you are my darling forever along,
Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Shanti Om,

Although love has no boundaries and borders,
It is OK from my family, who has faith in love,
I am waiting for acceptance from yours along,
I am not alone anymore; I hear your voice once in a while, my core,
Please don’t ever give me chance to doubt you,
I am simple ordinary lover,
Nothing without you

Let women decide

I agree with Namrata Sharma that lack of knowledge and awareness are major factors limiting safe abortion in our country. Abortion rights should be given to women because it is they who bear the burden of giving birth undergoing incessant pain and suffering. As the author mentions, many men have lodged complaints with the authorities when women has chosen to abort.
Nepal is still a male-dominated society and women in many parts of the country are still deprived of abortion rights. Women fear social ostracism if they choose to undergo the procedure against the wishes of their husbands and family. One wise man once said, “Man can understand the pain but he can never feel the pain of women; there is a huge gulf between understanding and feeling”

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor

Shrestha's Bio

Shrestha is dreamer coming from Himalaya region,
Entire life is dedicated for love, in love and with love,
He says, “I want to keep everything private,
People will not understand my emotions and fate...”
Just now he is listening, Narayan Gopal’s Classical songs and asks,
“Oh, Great Poet, Please write few lines on me as I am suffering to tie nots and bots”,

The poem is sad story of which is his own fault,
He visited Asia for love,
Secretive story and saddest culture,
Man’s life is full of adventure,
He wakes up early goes back early,
Smoke cigrate once in a while to ease the pressure,
Chats days and nights without thinking work at hand,
Wasted all his money in phone recharge, travel and fun,
But he is nice handsome guy with European look and little shy,

Maybe it is love for life or maybe it is his life,
Nothing can come in between him and his wife,
man’s life has colorful lights and darkest of dark nights,
He is moved by trust and trust can go someday entrust,
Wake up says his friends, Kamal, Pokharel, Kandel and Mr. Panthi,
He says, “I understand you all but let me be please me.”
Soon he is going to waste all his money,
He ask God to write a poem to write his saddest story,

God gives him blessing to sustain his life sisterly,
He will someday write his own story,
Livinging currently in Deadland he says, “Everything sucks”,
But he has a dream to foster his life,
Bless you my child,
Bless you my child

I look at your feet

When I see you, I look at your feet
I see them with utmost curiosity and passion,
When I am bored with your rounded nipples and waist,
I gaze towards your feet,
When I see them more closely, I find them similar to me

When I see you, I look at your feet,
I see it not for how they are,
I see your feet because of burden it carries together with your weight,
When I see more closely, I see them very close to earth, wind and water,


When I see you, I look at your feet
In some culture, it is suggested not to touch women’s feet,
In some culture, it is warmly welcomed, bringing good luck,
Whatever be the culture, I see with only one culture of Love,
When I see your feet, I see them very close to my own,

When I see you, I look at your feet,
Burden it carries outweighs many humanly burdens,
I cannot describe how beautiful is beauty,
I cannot describe how much is too much,
But when I see your feet, I see them very similar to me

Triangle or Rectangle love

Dear all,

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Triangle or rectangle love
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Triangle or rectangle, love has same angels,
Black or white, love is bright eternal light,
Sundays or fun days, every day love remains the same,
Past or future, love is in present and now is joyful wonder,
Heaven or hell, love is everywhere understand you idiot,
Intensity or curiosity, love is simplest beauty,
Boundaries or religion,
love is above everything and beyond any reasons,

Souls alike has same passion and devotion,

Man thinks sex with different faces,
A woman thinks sharing of emotions, among races,
Pleasure is what comes out from passion and sensation,
Nothing can last longer without romance in action,

Moving along the river, singing nursery rhymes which says,
Twinkle twinkle little starts; all I have is what you are….
One, two or three, I love you with same intensity,

A man can disguise two women in love,
Will be caught easily,
A woman can disguise more than two men in love,
Will never be caught easily,

But see, Triangle or rectangle, love has same angels,
Black or white, love is bright eternal light,
Love, love and only love,
World move on in love, for love and in search of love,
Manly love can change but womanly love is vain

Triangle or rectangle, love has same angels,
Black or white, love is bright eternal light,
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God bless you all !

I look deep into your eyes

I look deep into your eyes,
I feel there is some secret behind,
I look more deeper into your eyes,
I feel there is someone hidden inside,

I think it is me but I am confused,
I am worried to see you hiding secret instead,
Everybody says, "you are beautiful",
I am confused to say it again to you,

I look deep into your eyes,

O love, deep and deeper when I see into your eyes,
I see me in you,

Am I in love or are you confused to see me in you?
Look in mirror, you will find me and only me
Love me or hate me, I will never forget to see me in you
I look deep into your eyes,

World is at stake, hunger and full of pain,
I know you are born with pain,
Will you give me chance to share your pain?
Will you stand by me even in darkest of days?
I look deep into your eyes,

I can promise, I won't change,
I can promise, I won't betray,
I can promise, I won't let you cry,
Even I am in pain, I will show you how much happy I remain,

When I look deep into your eyes...

I am back

I am back with consciousness; I am back with flesh, blood, pain and sadness,
I am back with emotions attached, I am back to learn myself for wonders,
I am back touching my soul with words, thinking only you my next soul,
I am back

Love, hate, black and white,
I am back with stories of our souls alike,
I am back to hear your pain, to touch your lips, to understand your pain,
I am back to feel the breeze with smooth music,
I am back to kiss you in rainy and gloomy days,

With soul touching your soul and mating of birds in cold,
I am back to heal your pain,
I will teach you, I will suffer for you,
I will take your pain; I will come along with you in nights and days,
Wherever, whenever, however and whatsoever,
I am back to make my soul jump over and over,

World runs on duality,
No two women generally accepts me,
But I am back to remain on top of every soul, every creation,
Your soul is my soul and my soul is yours,
I am back to see how similar our souls are,
I am back

Temporary it is, temporary it was,
Some run for money, some for fame, just understand, Mr. Brain rules them all,
But I am back,
To remind you, to teach you, to accept you as you are,
To tell you a simple fact that,
I am you and you are in me, one, two or many….

Missing Beauties

I agree with Shyam K.C. that beauty contests should be encouraged in our society (“Missing Miss Nepal,” June 22, Page 6). It's not only women's body which is evaluated in such contests but also their other talents. In the developed world, women's participation in contests and competitions of every kind is encouraged but sadly here in Nepal, we have been forced to stop such contests because of distorted ideology of a few. Let's hope these people will see reason in allowing women to showcase their complete talent.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
24/06/2009
Letters to the Editor

Secret and hidden art

Dear Paulo & all,

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Secret and hidden art
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Giordano Bruno got punished for sharing ideas,
I am now self-publishing contents as internet is all about sharing ideas,

Stephen King was warrior struggling to live,
As I am learning to struggle like him

Shakespeare is unknown mystery,
He lives in my poetry,

Neruda was saddest in love, wrote saddest lines for all,
His soul is stuck in me when I feel sad for love

Paulo is great inspiration and humble soul,
He is promoting writers like me and many unknowns

Gandhi was believer of non-violence,
Still we are killing each other in silence

Einstein bought science of excellence,
Nobody still understands relativity's mystery

Newton was confused with apple,
Why didn't he eat instead?

Leonardo da vinci was inspired by me
I am writer but my books are sealed,

Artist we are all, some secret we all have,
Some make music, some make books,
Some make laws, some make rules,
Some make policies, some make clues,
some make burger, some take them as food

Creation is above creator,
Internet is new way to share ideas of all,

Every body has their own story to share,
I have my own which has become creative creation
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God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Warrior needs patience and angels are the ones giving patience, support, enthusiasm, energy and love whenever warrior needs them.”

-”Destination is unseen, unheard, unfaithful, hopeless journey but with the help of angels, warrior will see, hear, faith, and hope to reach his final destination.”

-”Collision of love and hate will divide Warrior visions, will make him weak but he will resist till the very end.”

-"Truth starts with truth and ends with truth."

-”Doing but undone, happy but unsatisfied and moving but unmoved, without you, how can I make it through?”

-”12345678790….0987654321, See either you start from 1 or 0 you end up in 0 or 1, the duality in everything.”



God bless you all !

One World Goverment

I was watching the video today which can be seen here-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dmPchuXIXQ

Suddenly, I started to think about these issues- How do you really find the peace? “When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.” -Jimi Hendrix

As the great artist said, when will we see the power of love overcoming the love of power? As your book, “Winner Stands alone” is based on love and the power or the celebrity power, when is this going to end? What can be the limit of power of love? Is there any limit for love?

I personally think love is beyond any limit and boundaries. Love is powerful than the entire universe, it is the deepest feelings which resides in human heart or body.

Maybe the answer is not suitable enough if we see other people, if we see the love of power, it can be seen that, every individual and every society are looking for power. Be it a country, be it a union or be it a group of individuals.

In the crisis situation like this- financial crisis, natural crisis of Airplane disaster where more than 270 people went missing, is this because of love of power or is this because of natural disaster.Mysteriously, Nobody knows the truth.

I personally believe, everything is inter-related. Humanity and Nature go hand in hand. Every decision that any individual does in the society affects another individual.

Nothing is going last forever and whatever being created is going to get destroyed at some point in the time. Only thing that remains is love.

The love of Nature to humanity, the love of individuals, the love human-human and the love of love itself.

We are moving with the force of sharing love to one another. But still as a writer and creator, it is our duty to tell the stories, to teach and learn at the same time, to share the big insights and power of truth with the people who are hungry for lessons, be it self-help, be it finding dreams, be it about negativity or almost anything.

One question which I would like to ask would be, maybe I already know the answer but-

Why do people like Ghandi, John lenon, Martin Luther King and alike has to be assassinated?

Maybe the reason would be many but there are some individuals who are controlling and monitoring each and every individuals behind closed curtains. Maybe there is some group of people who are active in creating wars for fun. Those group of people never come out in public and their vision is to make ‘One world Government’.

Anyways, let me stop here for now and hope to read your inspiration and words of wisdom through your books and work, Paulo !

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Like a flowing river

Dear all,

Life is like flowing river and flowing times. One philosopher said, "I am flowing with this river and I don't know where I will end, I know my source and my destination but I don't know how I am going to flow like this river." Another philosopher said, "You know the river but you forgot the time"

Without the right time on your side you are not going to make it, you are just flowing but you never know if you are going to be dry like a pond.

A] life is filled with pain and the river which flows are the tears streaming across to one destination.

B] May by the grace of God or May by the will of love, life moves like a flowing river and finds its true path and final destination.

C] Looking back will only be the memories and the path which the river followed will bring joy to every individual who will come near to the river. Again, there is time. Who knows if the river no longer exits, who know if the river was no longer continuing the same path, who knows if the river lost it in between.

D] Change and only change determines the existence of the flowing river with time. If river remains the same and if the river stops flowing nobody is going to flow with the same river.

E] Existence is not question but answer, life is like flowing river but with changing time even sometimes flowing river has to change its path, even sometimes it has to change direction, even sometimes it dries maybe it the vapor produced are happiness which last only for few moments. Most of the times, it has to flow and most of the time it has to slow.

Therefore, just follow your dreams and desires, move on like flowing river or move on with pain, life is all about taking risk and giving pleasure to all those who need. Everything else remains secondary.

God blesses you all !

and

God bless you all !

Resolution09: Travelling Finland-Himalaya-Finland

Dear all,

As per the resolution this year in 2009, I am traveling to Himalaya and back again to North (Finland). So, I won't be much active during 12.06.2009-20.07.2009. But once in a while, I will check the updates and the blog and your latest ideas, thoughts and creativity.

So, I might go climbing few mountains since I was born in Mountains (Himalaya)

Good luck to me and hopefully I will come back again to send you some more books to read... (Ha Ha ...) or may give you great inspiring ideas about love, life and relationships. What can a person do, when he was born so wise ?.....(Ha Ha...)

I know many will not like me and many do not like me but I like you all for simple and stupid reason- We all are humans and we were created equal.

God blesses you all !

and

God bless you all !

Q&A: Sadness

In response to Q&A at Paulo's blog, here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear all,

Q)How do you stop sadness?

A) Time, Patience and Sadness
You cannot stop sadness, you can only heal the sadness by letting it go, by giving more time, by being patience and by being more sad. Sadness is very strong emotion in our human body, it results loads of pain and sufferings. It creates a different you, it will stop you to work, it will stop you to do many things that you want to do. There are no one who are not Sad, I think even Jesus was sad, I think even many prophets and gurus were sad. I am normal human being but imagine a human being a God himself than even God is sad.

Sadness is result of pain and pain is because of failure. When one is failed in love, in life, in situations bad or better than you are ought to feel sad.

Climate is sad which brings darkness, and it is happy when it brings light. Mother is sad when her child hates her after she becomes old, father is sad when his siblings humiliate their name and fame. Just tell me one person who is not sad or who has not been sad. Therefore, life is filled with sadness and only sadness. Only thing which will remain with us forever. Sadness is different than suffering. (I am not going to explain suffering here)

Here is one poem for a young lover who lost his love, a girl betrayed him and left him all alone. He is feeling very sad and he has lost his will to live...,


She betrayed me, she went away
Yesterday we were together but now I feel the pain,
She killed my soul with sadness,
Leaving me all alone in darkness,
Regret I have none,
Dreams and hopes are lost and all gone,
I was born alone and I will go all alone,
Sharing was all I wanted,
But,She betrayed me, she went away
Sorrows of pain and writing this poem,
I am left in loneliness, O my saddest Poet,
Death will come but I will not be satisfied,
I will find roots of my soul search you deep inside,
She betrayed me, she went away
Sadness and sadness
Living for the last breath
Maybe time will heal,
Maybe surrender I need,
Patience I have none,
Oh dear Love, I am dieing every second,
You could have murdered me,
Before such pain and sadness,
She betrayed me, she went away
Giving me Sadness and pain...
Sadness and pain...


God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Obama on Obama

In response to column published at Nytimes on title, "Obama on Obama" by Friedman- here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Sir FRIEDMAN,

With all due respect, good article. Good story of Jew who wants to win the lottery. Yes, taking a chance is good option.

Well, to some extent it might be difficult to persuade or even give an influence to the Muslims community when Mr. President's family also come from the same community. Or, Maybe it can be positive aspects too.

I would suggest, expect the unexpected and speak the truth. But again, there are so many confidential stuffs our there which are hidden from the public knowledge. and sometimes it might be that there are very few confidential stuffs and public has wrong impression on "hidden agendas"

In Muslim community, speaking less and listening more works most of the times and I am not quite sure if Mr. President's broader diplomatic approach will get engage the Muslim world or not.

Good luck to Mr. President from the Stranger.

God bless you all !

Broken Dreams

In response to Paulo's workshop on Broken Dreams, here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Paulo,

Broken Dreams is very good theme for your latest outstanding work.

Dreams are shattered or broken by the compromise but still people should believe in the dreams. Dreams is very complicated terminology and it has wide range of opinions and book about it. Similar to love, faith, hope and religion.

I have read Eleven minutes as per the resolution this year and the dream of Maria of exploring for an adventure, marrying a good lovable man and giving and getting love is shattered on many occasions.She has to make compromises with her dreams. But finally she was destined to live happy.

Broken is nothing, dreams can never be broken. Dream is far bigger vision of human mind which are hanging like stars in the night. The dream can vary and the dream could be different. Materialistic dreams like getting an degree, buying house, car, lottery, fame, job, … Spiritual and religious dreams like enlightenment, nirvana, excitement, happiness, …
and many more.

As far as my understanding for your book, “The Winner Stands alone”- broken dreams is a good theme and when the dream are broken then human are not longer controlled by power of soul, then the mind can rule over, then the changes can be seen.

For e.g. John lenon was famous personality. A great singer and great soul. Now, there was another guy who was nobody before he killed someone who was somebody. David Chapman.

So, Broken dreams is good theme for many work and I think writers can truly explore more from such theme.
Good luck !

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !



Paulo Coelho Reply:
June 3rd, 2009 at 1:03 pm

Dear Santosh,
interesting this idea of when dreams are shattered, then the mind rules over the soul. I don’t totally agree with the view that this is the moment when things can be seen.
When one is actually living one’s dream - this is also visible to others.
Love




Santosh Kalwar Reply:
June 3rd, 2009 at 2:25 pm

Dear Paulo,

Well yeah, things could not be seen in instant but maybe later. I also like one great idea that,

When you have a dream, universe and all other elements surrounding you will help you to achieve your dreams. e.g. “You”

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Celebrity Syndrome

In response to Paulo's workshop on winner stands alone, here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

Celebrity are public figures in our society. I don’t know why their is this difference between normal ordinary people and celebrity. Humans we all are and humans we all should be till our existence. I agree that some are genuine with talents of art, creation, science, movies, drama, and so on.

Many of those who are celebrity does not necessarily be skillful possess great talent, many of those who wanna be celebrity are highly skillful but they are not.

Every individual has some duty to perform on this earth. Some become writers like Paulo, Shakespeare, Neruda … and some become Celebrity like Johnny depp, Al Pacino, …some become artist Leonardo da vinci, … and they are known to normal ordinary human like us. The reflection of their great work divides ordinary VS extra-ordinary. Maybe this is why the world is changing. With so many great crazy peoples like these.

Everything is driven by path which is already written in your “hidden scripts”. The path unknown. We are walking a journey which is moved by mind and heart. Anyways, hardly anyone will disagree not to see him/her as an celebrity.The mass media penetration has great impact and role which has played for becoming anyone celebrity.

One wise man once said to me, “when you have little money you have little choices to make and when you have more, you will have more problems to face.”

Maybe he is true. Whatever any person do and become in life, the most important of all is “satisfaction”. What if he does not get it even after becoming a celebrity?

What if he is living not his life but a life of others? What if he never wanted to become a celebrity? But has to be a celebrity because his father/mother/… were previously one of them.

Although there would be difference between the public figures and celebrity. Greene says “You simply have to be present, in the right place at the right time.” Whereas “…public[ly famous] people were once defined as such based upon the fact their remarkable skills had brought them to the attention of the public,” (Source: Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Celebrity)

Finally I would say, this is very open topic and maybe someday in future some one will make medicine to become a celebrity. It will say, Take two pills in morning and in evening and in one month you are going to become celebrity. Ha ha ha…(Joke)

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Different people in the world makes difference in the world.”

-”Everybody is different or majority of humans are different, those who think are not are not thinking enough.”

-”Being yourself is being different self.”

-”Who is similar and who is different?
God created us equal as humans,
life is mysterious journey,
we are carpenter who creates by cutting trees,
We are HIM and HE is in me.”

-”Life is about making difference and creating impact on society be it right ways or wrong ways. Simply, because those who create and make difference has only one way.”

God bless you all !

Create your own social network

Google Wave Developer Preview at Google I/O 2009

Random ideas

Dear all,


-"Mistakes are common human excuse."

-"Price that we pay are not for repent but for regain of energy lost because of stupid mistakes or foolish commitments."

-"Whatever happens, happens,
Nothing remains, permanent,
life is mysterious journey,
wake up and do all the nonsense,
what makes sense to others,
is stupid nonsense to thyself,
Whatever happens, happens,
Nothing remains, permanent
moved, touched, cared, loved,
respect, lord, different, world,
life is living in moment,
O sweet dear eternal light,
Please understand this chord."


-"We are combinations of air, water and fire, all these three vital human elements for which no survival in existence. Happiness, love, faith, hope, trust,.... are result of alternation of the above three vital human elements for individuals."


-"Don't agree with me on everything and don't disagree either, I am alien who lives in movement forever."



God bless you all !

Q&A: Can heart be wrong?

Dear all,

Q)Can heart be wrong?

A) What can be right and what can be wrong? Is our birth right? Do moving of the birds from south to north and north to south is right or wrong? After twenty five years of marriage, couple decided to divorce, is it right or wrong? …

There are many examples and many situations where we relate right vs wrong. What if you think everything is right? What is you think everything what is happening around you is wrong?

Desire of humans has density be it for sex, be it for love, be it for money, be it for having babies together, be it for fake and so on.

But there is more fascinating thing which we cannot judge and that fascinating thing we call them as “inner self” or “heart” or “soul” or whatever name you want to give.

The decision is always taken by mind and those who think of making decision from heart are like child. The childish attributes which shows in the humans are because of the heart. Why? It is simply because when some human make decision from heart they behave differently, their actions are different and their expectations are very low on anything.

By being like a child we are exploring the simple problems facing daily normal life. This could be done only by heart not mind. The childish nature, behavior and actions are true to heart but when we jump one step above and make decisions then majority of the decisions are based by mind.

Very rarely humans can make decision based on both mind and heart. Those who can will be highly successful in many aspects of life.

Therefore,

Here are few random ideas-

-”Heart and mind are two major decision makers in our human body. Those who think from heart sometimes might be wrong on few occasions but will never be wrong in most of the occasions.”

-”The mind is knowledge gainer, learner and adaptable human organ, it makes decision based on facts, previous experiences and future expected outcomes.”

-”Heart is blind like love is blind.”

-”We are alive because of heartbeat and you need someone to take care of that heartbeat together. A single heartbeat attracts another heartbeat based on choices.”

-”Never assume anything is wrong or right, why not to think whatever is presented in front of us is always good. Whatever happens will happen without any fuse.”

God bless you all !

Image of the day

Artist: Da Vinci

Quotes and Poems of the day

Dear all,

-”A word spoken can be taken back by apologies but duty performed for words spoken is hundred time better.”

-”Warrior knows the power of words spoken, he knows the secret behind the vows of his spoken words, he knows that if he will not give up his life for those words, they might someday echo him back.”

-”With the power of spoken words,
you can control the universe,
You can make the trees to dance,
you can do most of the things that nobody wants,
Just simply do it, life is few seconds for living
why not to take the chance? ”

-”Yes, yes and yes
commit everything or commit none,
Remember to speak and shun,
Your vows are mixture of lights, air and water,
Please put effort to do what you were asked for,
Welcome to Earth, and this is greatest mantras
to control the universe.”

-”Oneness is the true beauty for finding life of joy or happiness but majority among us think of finding truth, love and happiness in duality.”

God bless you all !

Hand in my Pocket

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Lyrice
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I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...
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Quotes and Poems of the day

Dear all,

-"Dedication, determination and devotion will make you reach your destination."

-"With heat full of passion and curiosity, life will be filled with pain and severity hang on till the day you will reveal your true beauty."

-"Most of the emotions like feelings for sex, lust and so on are generated from human eyes, imagine being blind you will have less feelings for lust."

-"Good Good Bad Bad
Miracles and Misery,
Tenderness and Determinations,
Wisdom and Boredom,
O lord, Give me Problems,
Let me understand, it goes on and on,
Till the very existence of my life,
I will solve your problems, my divine! "

-"I know many of you will hate me, I know many of you will love me, I know what you will think about me but I don't want to say that I have only acceptance, love and faith in all of you simply because you don't have them yet."

God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-"Everybody has some duty to perform in this mother earth, nobody lives without any purpose."

-"Yes, I understand life is adventurous journey and filled with painful, sad and sufferings but above all there will be bad times and good times, everything will come up eventually."

-"One poor boy asked to wise man, 'what is the purpose of my life?', 'Wise man replied, 'World sees everything in duality principal, like where there is darkness, there will be light, when there is day, there will be night, when you will have pain, you will also get pleasure and so on and so forth but boy, the day you will find Oneness will be the day you will find your purpose of life.' "

-"I know right from the beginning what is my personal legend because the creator enjoys the Crown that only King enjoys."

-"Don't try to find just who you are also try to learn who you are not."

God bless you all !

----------------------------------------------------------------

Dear all,

-"The secret of life lies not in falling but failing, getting frustrated and being worthless to world in the fight, being useless in the war but all it takes is one fight, one final click to change the course of war."

-"God created the world in Seven days, Seven minutes of pleasure in bed,
Seven has wide meaning in each scriptures,
Five letters in the word Seven so far,
Act of war is in believing beyond your abilities with persistence, courage & Strong heart."

-"Deception is act of reception, winning or losing is fake in any mission or recession. Simplicity lies in thinking everybody is winner in his own creation."

-"Truth and the Power of Truth lies in the eyes of truthful soul, they have great electromagnetic force which can send signal even in astral world, beyond our universe to any soul whenever, wherever you desire with truth and love in heart and soul."

-"No one is born winner or loser, those are rules we follow, those who fake are faking for short period of time and those who do not fake are born with Truth."

God bless you all !

Happy Like God

In response to article at Nytimes on title, "Happy Like God", here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Professor Simon,

Nice article on Happiness, I appreciate your insights on one of the vital pills of humanity called "Happiness". I don't have any background knowledge on Philosophy neither do I have any university degree because I have lived my life with only curiosity.

Well, I don't know what is happiness and I don't want to know either. Maybe the happiness lies in the eyes of those who seek to find, maybe happiness is nothing than taboo term these days. I personally think happiness=satisfaction.

Or, Kalwar's law for happiness is very simple, it states that-

"Every individual is born happy during the growth of human beings they learn new things and environment, adaptability remains the key depending upon the situation and circumstances, with changing time, with perceiving Oneness and changing climate, a person will remain happy if he/she will realize true self satisfaction in his/her mind, heart and soul."

Now, it is up to each and every individual to understand the Kalwar law for happiness.

The key elements in the above quoted statments are-

Adaptability, soul, mind, satisfaction, change, heart, environment, happy, growth, human beings, truth, new, situation, learn ...

Now, why did I put the tag in above line? It is because without these factors, majority of human beings will not be happy. This is not claim but a questions to one and all.

Most of the times we imagine true happiness lies only with God and no individual is truly happy as HIM but why not?

We live our life in such a way that we try to find the Happiness but why do you need to find the happiness when it lies just in your eyes. Either you are alone or with your partner, happiness not only lies in the faces or eyes of love but it also lies in your own soul. If you can find the roots of your soul and determine Oneness in each and everything that rolls, happiness is the one which you will get all along.

Here is one link which states the 7 steps for being happy-
http://www.kalwar.com.np/2008/12/7-things-to-do-to-be-happy.html


Your statement,

"If anyone is happy, then one imagines that God is pretty happy, and to be happy is to be like God. "

states most the answer one would like to know for a individual to remain happy. But what if there is no "ifs and buts", why don't we just see simplicity of love or happiness like early morning sunrise or dawn.? Why don't we take happiness just like Oneness ? Why do we relate happiness with surroundings or people around or play a blame game in normal day to day life?

There will be endless questions on happiness but happiness remains mysterious till date. Understand that happiness is not answer but the feeling inside your soul for self satisfaction.

God bless you all !

Crumbling Foundation

In response to the Nytimes article on title, "On Crumbling Foundation", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Bob,

Another interesting article on Job cuts and recession. I don't know every morning when we read the news there is at least one or two columns for Recession and Global depression. But anyways, I appreciate your insights on these critical issues.

Yes, Jobs are getting lesser every day and Workforce is increasing higher with every moments. There are large number of Graduates coming out of the University and Graduate Schools and hardly there is job in the market. Be it a private of public sector. Let us not play a blame game here by saying ... is not offering or ... has cut jobs but let us concentrate on how you can create jobs?

I am not so much concerned about the statistics that you have shown in your column and with those bigger and larger futuristic vision, present problems cannot be resolved easily.

With the change in every breath we inhale, every thing we observe, in nature and environment, in policy and reforms, in local affairs and foreign affairs, in developed and developing world, change is going to remain forever along.

Therefore, with changing climate all around us, we need to change in the same manner. I heard the story of the young man who had a college degree and was graduated from the university. He was hired for fixed period of the time in fortune 500 companies, but with recession and depression on rise, Company decided to cut the work force since they cannot pay the payroll and they wanted to increase the workforce in developing world. What a tragedy, the young man lost his job and became the victim of the recession. What is the solution for him?

"I don't think people are not educated or not talented or not skilled, the problem now we have is everybody is so much talented that it is difficult to filter who is best in the great needs.", Said the Wise Man.

Let us see what happens next in the Economy's Front be it your land, America or Europe or other developing world. Time is the greatest story teller of all.

God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-"Warrior knows how, when, where and why because he has answers to all of the questions human's have ever created."

-"Sometimes life is miserable and painful but when you step back for a while, it will accelerate soon."

-"Change is the only thing which is permanent in this world,
Paulo's blog has been changed, economy is changed,
life of millions and billions people in the world is changed,
In every moment of breath we take, change is changing everywhere."

-"Fight not for wisdom, fight for self satisfaction."

-"A professor said, 'think before you speak', to a poor boy and a poor boy replied, 'how did you became professor without thinking?' "


God bless you all !

Press Releases: "25 Sexy Poems"

Mr.Santosh Kalwar has yet another book lined up in his new project entitle, "25 Sexy Poems" published by Lulu.com, This is the Sixth book/e-book written by Mr. Kalwar.

Currently, The book is free to download in an free (only limited time period) e-book version from publisher lulu.com











Here is the complete press-release.

Mybheja congratulates the author of the book !

The Hidden Hunger

In response to Nytimes article on title, "The hidden hunger", here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Mr. Kristof,

Let me first appreciate what you have written-
Well, Good column on "hidden hunger".

Now, let me give opinion on this issue-

People are suffering everywhere be it in Guinea-Bissau, America or Europe. Personally I don't think, The problem lies not in deficiency of iron in the food, the problem lies in storing paper money in the banks for nothing. Those who have more than one homes want to build more homes, those who have more than one car want to buy more cars, those who have collected billion dollars in revenues wants to collect more revenues so on and so forth. I don't want to criticize all the rich people in the world, some of them have shown great respect and donated, worked for better place.,

As you state in your article, The deficiency of iron in the food is everywhere, yes-it seems to be true but what about the excess rate?

What will happen if you will eat iron rich food like red meat, fish, poultry, lentils, beans, leaf vegetables, tofu, chickpeas, black-eyed peas, etc.., in excess?

The hemoglobin from red meat has many side effects which has negative consequences and may increase colorectal cancer.

Although many people will suggest to change the diet plan from Non-veg to Veg.., it personally depends on individual choice and perception towards his own health. There will always be open debate on such issue.

Now coming to the poor nutrition or rich nutrition there is always a choice presented in front of us. These choices are based on first if the food is available or not, second if the food is full of iron and other minerals needed for body and third if the food satisfies out body needs or not.

I personally don't know what Westerners or Easterners think and have conception or misconceptions on malnutrition. I will suggest, change your conception with changing moment as changing time and changing season or changing journey. Even the last statement sounds philosophical it is true. See for example, President Obama Campaign for Change...

But

Let us not get our hand dirty thinking if enough food is necessary or not or what is needed in the food like iron, calcium, sodium or potassium. First you need to have food in front of you to eat. Without the food, I don't see if you will have malnutrition or lack of ingredients necessary to run the body.

As you have written in your last lines of the column,

"fortification costs virtually nothing..."

Let me ask you one more question-

If the fortification cost nothing then why are you not putting them in food? What is the reason behind not providing fortified food with rich in iron,...? Who is stopping?

Humans are adaptable beings. Without any food, claiming that lack of iron or... elements result into hidden hunger is not justified in this case.

Finally, let me conclude with the words of wise man, He said, "God gave bread and wine equally to each one of us, but how it worked inside us remained mysterious for all of us." Now see- Some have satisfied body with great energy and health and some are dieing because of poverty and disease be it in south, north or east or west.

God bless you all !

Quotes and poems of the day

-”Writing is ….. (fill in the blank yourself).”

-”Writing is writing, love is love, life is life, god is god,
What are you trying to find ?
When creator is confused with creation itself all along,
Leave this question open like sky and universe,
visions, imaginations, dreams, sacrifise, pain, sufferings,
hope, love, faith all lies on the shadows of the writers & writing, my dear lovely heart”

God bless you all !

Image of the day

Description:
Mary Cassatt (1844–1926), The Bath Oil on canvas, 1891-92

Good approach

The National Interest Preservation Committee deserves praise for their proposal regarding cross-border movement (“ID cards proposed for cross-border movement”, May 21, Page 4). Once I met a wise man who said the world was not divided and was one happy family. But today the world is divided, and while differences are healthy and necessary, they sometimes breed ill intentions that need to be checked. So it is good to monitor the cross-border movement by making ID cards compulsory for travellers.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor

Quotes and Poems of the day

Dear all,

-"Fear and Desire go hand in hand,
Life and Death are bitter truth,
Move on with hope and faith,
but run with love in you."

-"Warrior studies everything and most importantly light and darkness are on his sides too."

-"Good inspirations are reducing and perspiration are lacking too."

-"I may not speak the truth every time, but during those times I am thinking about truth."


-"Smile even in worries,
Nothing what you do will tarry,
Oh yeah, smile even in worries,
Move on and feel no sorry,
whatever you did is not your worry,
Smile even in worries,
Feel the wind, feel the words,
feel the pain, feel everything like sword,
but remember to smile even in worries
Nothing what you do will tarry. "


God bless you all !

Mass Rape Persists

In response to article at Nytimes on title, "After Wars, Mass Rapes Persist" here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Mr. Kristof,

Very nice column on mass rape persisting on Libya. Well done..,

Yes no one can ignore the violence especially after world war I, II the next war is about sexual violence, social violence, lack of inspirations because of mass depression and economy or recession.

Sexual enlightenment is good thing to have in life but with forced sexual act nobody is going to get such enlightenment. Pleasure and Pain go hand in hand. The stupid thinking that, 'One an get pleasure if another is feeling pain.' is results into Rape or forced sexual encounter.

Women participation in foreign affairs be it in United States or in any country should be highly encouraged. Presently I am living in Finland and I can see why this country has strict rules on social norms. It was uprise of wisdom for a Stranger like me, coming from developing world and observing women participation in most of the official works like Banks, Government offices, Postal office and even in military.

But again it highly depends of metric of cultural aspects too such as "male dominance" and "women dominance". Maybe in case of Mass rape and violence of women rights, "women dominated" society is good.

Very Rarely we hear any news of Man being raped.

Whatever be the case, those with ill intentions will be judged by law or by God himself.

Lastly, Hope someday My daughter will wake up in society where less Mass rapes persists and all the daughters of Congo, Darfur, Bosnia, Rwanda, Liberia and many such places alike, will wake up too...

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes
Yes, My Lord, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes
Between insanity and vanity lies divinity.”

-”I bow in front of you everyday,
I respect your wisdom everyday,
People have started to judge me,
O Lord, am i insane?
am i evil?
what would i choose in crisis like this?
let me wake up beside you wisdom,
send me angel to guide all around world. ”

-I don’t know what is wisdom or what is inspirations, I know to play with words, I know how to create them, I know how to love them, I know how to inhale them and I know how to present them according to needs of readers, all along.”

-”Wise or fool, insanity or vanity, rose or rude, I am not moved till the world starts to move on my request dooba doo…hulaa luu…”

-”Division is bad, differences could be good, between wise and fools lies insanity and vanity to choose or loose.”

P.S. Please read the fifth e-book/book by your poor writer from Himalaya, free to download.., waiting for your comments and feedback…, Here is the link-
http://www.lulu.com/content/paperback-book/20-love-poems-and-the-economy-crisis/7175025

God blesses you all !

Press Releases:"20 Love Poems and the economy crisis"

Mr.Santosh Kalwar has yet another book lined up in his new project entitle, "20 Love Poems and the economy crisis" published by Lulu.com, This is the fifth book written by Mr. Kalwar.

Currently, The book is free to download in an free e-book version from publisher lulu.com









Here is the complete press-release.

Mybheja congratulates the author of the book !

Quotes and Poems of the day

Dear all,

-"who is best and who is worst? Maybe no one,
What is best the light from sun or,
the water which runs down the valley or,
the movements of waves of oceans across the island of none,
fighter or warrior or human needs no plan,
to show, he knows his plans in his mind which works, all the time."

-"Planning fails most of the times and alternatives work most of the times."

-"Warrior is equal and he needs no plan to see sequel,
He can fight the battle in rituals,
In days of light or in dreams of darkness,
with an angel who send him signals,
in gloomy days or groovy nights with mutual demons,
Wake up, Warriors, wake up and go for it,
believe in your self, believe in you,
what matters most is protecting you from enemy which lies
within you, which obstructs your construction,
destroy it with your creation.., wake up warrior..
Oh Oh Oh..., :Yes,,, Yes..., I can see you...,
Wake up..., Yes Warrior..., Yes,,, Woke up...!!! "

-"Unexpected happenings, sufferings, events and actions and beyond human's imaginations, remains mysterious and puzzle yet to solve by tiny little brain of human at delusion."

-"Maybe there is no best or worst,
Let us assume, everybody is best,
Let us not create differences,
Although difficult to measure or suspect,
All is equal, equality lies above duality,
Finding oneness in every deeds and creativity,
World is One, everything should be One,
When there is oneness, I know, We will overcome
pain, sufferings, sadness and fights of violence
which remains pity, witty and shitty...., "



God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Warrior does not see if the environment is mountain or plain, for warrior their is no barrier, neither their is boundary of earthy materials.”

-”Eyes of warrior are most brightest of all, it is the eye of God himself.”

-”Warrior can disguise human thoughts, change feelings, emotions, move on in most difficult circumstances and heal pain of those who are in need.”

-”We are ruled by cupid, world moves on romanticism, life is nothing but a mirror reflection of deeds and moments long cherished.”

-”Mountains are hopes in human life, they always challenge to our tiny little brain and ask, ‘can you climb me?’, they questions our mission to accomplish adventure on walking them.”

God bless you all !

Obama Speaks at Notre Dame

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Travelling Drama

“Travelling Drama”


Unexpected events, wake up to buy ticket,
I was thrilled to go home, after 2 years of holy stake,
It was me, and my dear friend, Mr. panthi
Who were, fooled by mysterious event of, journey?

Around midnight, we started to purchase ticket
Online, fucking and idiot internet business,
Panthi was using Window’s Vista,
Sucking keyboards and unknown, Vittu interface,

I paid the money for ticket,
Was just checking the ‘no reply’, automatic emails,
From online, ticket seller of Sweden,
Homosexual service of travelling set,

Mr. Panthi said, “Oh my god, I did great mistake”
Fuck, “what the hell are you talking”, I said.
Panthi slapped hand on his forehead,
Said, “Dates were exchanged and it was big mistake”

I could not believe it, remaining three friends,
Mr. Pokharel, Kandel and Shrestha were beeping,
Smoked cigarettes after cigarettes,
Panthi asked to change,
My wish of living longer for holidays

Fucked by Swedish travelling online retail set,
Send e-mail just after the so called mistake,
Waited and changed even mind now,
To live shorter for holidays,

Following day talked with great two angels,
Said my problems and wishes which were going to fail,
Just after angels and my conversations,
I was notified by travelling online retailers,
They are going to refund the money,

Unexpected fucking mistake was solved,
The problems were resolved,
Mr. Panthi and I were laughing at world,
All my friends or so called my disciples
Smiled with me and world was happy, all over
To read this great poem of travelling drama and fun

Image of the day

Eurovision 2009 Song Winner: Norway

LYRICS

Years ago when I was younger
I kinda’ liked a girl I knew.
She was mine, and we were sweethearts,
That was then, but then it’s true

I’m in love with a fairytale
Even though it hurts.
‘Cause I don’t care if I lose my mind;
I’m already cursed

Every day we started fighting,
Every night we fell in love.
No one else could make me sadder,
But no one else could lift me high above

I don’t know what I was doing
But suddenly we fell apart.
Nowadays I cannot find her.
But when I do we’ll get a brand new start

I’m in love with a fairytale
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don’t care if I lose my mind;
I’m already cursed

She’s a fairytale
Yeah
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don’t care if I lose my mind;
I’m already cursed
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Lines of Sadness

Dear all,

-"Every moment is different, every situation is different and every action should be different."

-"What has been done will never be done again but what we can dream or wish can be fulfilled with fairness in heart again and again."

-"Mother earth changes her season, human nature is changed with different season but give me one reason why people should change love for either mother earth or human."

-"Quotes, lines, text, words everything remains virtual,
Reality lies in pain and sufferings where no one remain sustainable,
Who's life is not filled with sadness?,
Even God has to suffer in humanity and madness,
My words of wisdom are precious than universe,
All we need is love, please overcome fear
To harness beauty and long lasting peace,
Oh my dear humble soul, where should I rest in peace?"

-"What is summer and what is winter? Change in climate
Where is North and where is south? Position in globe
Where is East and Where is west? Position in globe
what you desire is your necessity? Isn't it?
O poor child, wake up to this reality

Dreams of hungry child in Africa,
Death due to starvation in developing countries,
In developed, desires remain still unfulfilled,
When will you wake up to this reality?

Human, unsatisfied, unhappy soul,
remains till in physical clothe,
When I die today, will it make any difference to world?
Poor child, you need to wake up to this reality,
But I know you remain, mysterious all alone"


God bless you all !

Quote of the day

Darkness kissing my feet, I walk like cupid, giving love to all those who are in need, my journey never ends till light will starts to sing.

Poor boy and Wise man

Dear all,




Enter Poor boy and Wise man, in "life changing park"

Act I, Scene I

Poor boy: Who am I?
Wise man: You are nobody.
Poor boy: What? My name is Steve and I live in Dallas, I have my family and everything, why are you saying that I am nobody?
Wise man: You know your name, which is given by somebody but you have not understood yourself, therefore you are nobody.
Poor boy: How can I understand myself?
Wise man: People in the world are doing good business over this question, they are teaching meditation, yogas and many techniques to self understand yourself... but I will not say anything to you.
Poor boy: why not, sir?
Wise man: You are born with desires,
Your name is in fire, only way to understand
Is to monitor your daily habit,
Control your life with will to share, care
Hurt no one and beg for well beings,
Do it yourself, nobody will see in you

Meditation, yoga, programs are act of fools
Who can tell you to know better you?
O poor child and humble soul, Love yourself,
Stand alone and become winner of your crown,
World is mixture of shining and falling clowns,
Read your mind with utmost curiosity and desires

Poor boy: Well, I don't still understand what you are trying to say but I hope it makes some sense..,
Wise man: This is the first step to understand yourself.
Being nobody is being somebody and in being somebody
you are not alone. The universe if your heavenly father
and earth is your mom.
Poor boy: Thank you, I will now onwards learn to understand myself.
Wise man: Say no thank you, my child.
Say no sorry, life is like of Mary,
In pain and In sorrows of ferry,
Creator was one and you are your own,
Even this world was created in confusion;

Hope, Faith and Love drives humanity,
Sufferings and Pain results into vanity,
Infinite wisdom is beauty and customization
I am nobody till I live fleshy and bloody

Exit


God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Reason and season, tomorrow and today, every now and then, life is filled with stupid questions randomly in raining day.”

-”Do this before that, is old therapy new one is still waiting to come, days are like days where nothing seems to make more fun.”

-”Any battle is half won if you will understand your enemy and any battle is half lose if you will fail in understanding your own warriors.”

-”Warrior of light or light of warrior
I am here to fight till my career
Life is beautiful and painful
Love is shaking and deadly
All I have left now,
is eternal light, of holy might
I am Warrior of light
even in midnight …….. ”

-”People say, ‘do not worry, do not feel sorry’, I will say, ‘worry and feel sorry but hang on till that very day when world will make curry and let you celebrate with Ms. Friday in lorry.”

God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-"I am not here to give any opinion, I am here to speak, listen your comment and write what HE told me to write with bright eternal light."

-"I am no preacher neither I am advising something to do, I am just letting you explore beyond universe, stars and heaven."

-"It is my mood which creates the weather, it is my karma which will give me fruitful results."

-"Sex, sex and more sex, love is not sex misspelled neither love is lust, beauty of sex will make you mad in horrifying nights but beauty of love will shake your heart kissing in twilight."

-"All I have written will be destroyed and all what will be written too."


God bless you all !

Face of love

In response to Paulo's question on his blog, here is what mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

Q)can we never discover the face of love?

A) No, we will never discover the face of love. There are many reasons behind it and those reasons does not allow to show the face of love. Some of the reasons are-

1. Those who are in love or rather true love and wants to be together throughout life forever have to trust each other than universe has trusted on earth, stars has trusted on gravity, moon has trusted on light of sun and mother earth has trusted on lights.

2. In Christianity, women was evolved from limb of a man. In Hinduism, women existed together with men and similarly in other scriptures or religion.., women existed together with men. I don't know what is on women's mind but I surely know what drives her on darkest of nights. Love.

3. Laws made by humans are another barrier, war between the families and especially those who are caretakers sometimes turned into too much care takers. e.g. Romeo and Juliet of Shakespeare ...

There could be many more such barriers but let me stop here now with few additional quotes.

-"Love has no faces and searching for humanly faces will not give love."

-"We humans see physical body and organ to get the feelings and tie nots or bots of marriage, togetherness and life long commitment when love is above such attachments."

-"Please don't search to see the faces of love they lies in your reflection."

-"When love ignites, problem multiples and difficulty collides."

-"Love is above everything: religion, race, culture, country and life."


Now, it is up to us to decide, if you want to be "happy and satisfied" without seeing the face of love or remain in "despair and sufferings" by seeing the face of love. The choice is yours, as always !

God bless you all !

The day I will die

"The day I will die"

Death is not working of biological organ in human body. The input of oxygen and output of carbon dioxide is major event which drives our life. There are many types of death, one which is caused naturally and others with specific reasons such as accident, crime, violence, suicide, bombings, and many more which are termed unnatural. More than 90% of living humans are fearful of death. In my own life, I have not found any one who does not fear death. One question which drives me to write this article, why are we so much fearful of death? What will happen on the day, I will die? The major reason behind being fearful of death is because we cannot overcome addiction of love. We cannot overcome self and personal attachments. We are tightly linked with love of our family, of our child, of our wife, of our country, of our religion, of our society and so on. The fear is also because the lack of our own self in order to fail to surrender. Most of the times we are escaping from our self. The missions, goals and dreams which we develop may come true or may not but the time will come when we all have to go someday, living everything behind us. Religion will teach us to believe in afterlife, reincarnations and science will deliver us the fact and stats behind the reasons for death. One wise man once said, “To understand death, you need to understand life and go beyond the death, living life for only one day.” I was greatly touched and influenced by that wise man. Maybe he is right, how can we understand death without first understanding life? There are always the things which we want to accomplish tomorrow, if we cannot live for today, how can we live tomorrow? These statements are absolutely true.

Now, what will happen when I will die? I have my personal life, I have done something and I am trying to do something more but will it make any difference to my family, or, will it make any difference to my material life which I have gained, what will happen to my blog which is updated every day?, what will happen to my secret passwords, my secret love, my secret bank account, my secret username and password in e-mails, my secret stuffs and many more such secrets.. Will it make any difference, I don’t think so. Those who are public figures will get high attention and the whole world will know that personality is no more and I understand this, because they are the people whom we trust, society trusts and country loves. I asked the same question to the wise man stating, “what will happen on the day I will die?”, the wise man said, “don’t worry; you will take a nice long break from this unhappy materialist world and you will wake up when this materialistic world will be happy again.”