Sunday, November 16, 2008
Hope
Life like everything else will teach you thousand lesson. There are people who live for it, there are people who live for love and there are people who live just to live. Whatever be the reality and whatever they want it from the life, has some price for it.
Nothing comes for free, you just have to pay price for every part of it. But, one thing can be free and its called satisfaction. You did something and now you have to decide either you want to be happy about it or you will not be happy about it. Whichever, way you choose will solely depend on you and you alone. There is no one who will stop you, there is no one who will tell you you did it on right way or wrong you. Only thing people will do, is listen you what you feel.
When you are happy, there will be people around you. When you are sad, there will be people around but they will not be close to you ! "Those who share happiness can find many people and those who share sadness will find only himself".
The above quote says it all, whatever be the consequences every event in our life teaches something meaningful. Either it is hurtful or helpful. Nothing happens in life with coincidence.
Today, we might feel good and the very next day we might feel bad about something or some event. This is called a process of rising and falling. When you are in this process then you are either alone, either drunk, either hurt, either not fulfilled, either you did not get what you desired or either wants your plans to be fulfilled. When this state of process vanishes, then you are in the process of "satisfaction." To reach to this, level requires very hard work and determination.
I am no guru on any of the subject matter that I am explaining in mybheja, but whatever I am expressing in no just random thoughts. These are the thoughts coming from a mind of a man. This man has seen the world and has experienced problems. These problems are not only his but of those he wants to express.
Anyways, I do not want to express that I am the best but I only bless without any selfishness.
With the every ounce of oxyzen intake you are in the pleasure of having alive that very second. But at the same time, somewhere in this very planet-people are not getting that oxyzen with the pleasure. The cause of this is not our stupidity but the stupidity of behaving in well suited manner. Today, there are awareness of "green" and tomorrow there will be awareness about "water". Whatever it is and whatever it will become, who cares as long as we get our fair share of satisfaction in the environment we live in.
There is one thing and one thing in our life which keeps us alive. The word if I remember could be many but right now my bheja suggests- "hope".
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Hope
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Together everything is possible.
All the dreams and desire could be made fulfilled.
All of your dreams were mine once,
But even if you are not beside me,
I will make sure it remains alive-
till the very end.
I think we do not have any hope
But my dear ! I know without you I will fear.
With you, I was fulfilled
Without you, I am without.
Nothing is permanent as my eyes see
I had mine alone and you are at those very ends.
Why are you crying with tears
With every tears, there is hope falling very near
I think I cannot make it
All your dreams which were ours alone..
What should I do if there is no hope?
If there is no hope
Let us invent it, Oh ! dear ...
Do not ask me how ?
I know, with you I will make it.
Without you, I will die
With you, I will die with heart full of love !
Whatever be the case, I know I am nobody
But as long as you see me, I will be always be somebody.
Our love is just like a wine,
It takes time to mature
Well, I am afraid it was ...
But why did you do this to me
When darkness prevails with mystery all around
I know, I am not at my very best
With tears in my eyes all around
I hope, I will try my very best
To invent this very hope
Without you I am in darkness,
With you, I hope I will invent the light.
Well, time changes everything.
It has changed mine and
I hope, you will have pleasure with my blessings all around...
The opinion expressed are not generalized but this is the way I express my opinion. I am sorry if some one is taking it seriously.
Have a nice weekend ! :)
Friday, November 14, 2008
Nothing to say !
"Companies have really started to develop a social conscience about social or humanitarian issues. And you are well of this trend in the business world. In fact, you even applaud it. If you were at the head of a large company, you may realize just how important your employees think this is. Why don't you try to get this kind of thing going where you work, at your own level? "
This is really funny ! But Can I laugh with happiness or should I laugh with sorrow ?
Many people do not realize the fact that, life is not difficult but it is easy ! Why and how differs based on your own personal vision and actualization of the reality.
By the end of this year, It can be seen that loads of companies are laying off the people. Why ? Where are we heading ? Who is to blame for all this ? Is it the economy which is going really down or is it the power of machine which does all the work ? What is it that is not giving any opportunity to the people now ?
Why are the world becoming more stressful ? Is there some giant machine working on behalf of the many more humans who are loosing the jobs ? What is the shape and size of this machine called ? Should it be called as "Internet" ?
More than billions of the web pages are accessed daily, more than millions of software are downloaded and uploaded daily, more than zillions of information are written and copied daily. Now, why do those who need information should search people any more ? Now, If you are free and do not have anything to do- just log on to your system and open your Internet connection !
Do what you wish to do ! Watch Porno, or chat with friends and family or simply use the cheap phone service can call them or rather, upload the pictures, videos and do anything you wish to do.
Google has helped people a lot in searching the content. Thanks to them, But they also take loads of information about you, every time you visit there web pages ! (So, be cautious)
There are two approach to do the things we really do, which is-
1. Do as you desire and just be like a kid who does not edit his work. The kid goes and does whatever he wants to do. He has one philosophy in his mind which is called- "No Philosophy" or rather I would say, "Who cares " kind of attitude.
2. Be Gentleman and edit your work. Re-edit it, and show to the world that you are more gentle then anybody around.
Whichever approach you choose depends on you and you alone.
Most of the times, I use the first approach and one good example of that is all my posts in the blog. You can find loads of mistake and loads of grammatical errors simply because I do not want to think and edit the work. I just put my thoughts because thoughts are like stream of water. It flows continuously, it has no end. Once you stop it, it will not flow. It will be jammed in your mind. It then has to be again find its own way.
It will try to find its own way but you are stopping it to show its way. The thoughts should flow continuously and should give pleasure to those who watch. !
Here is my poem to give you the pleasure of having a great weekend ! Have a nice weekend ! :)
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Nothing to say !
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Nothing to say,
Nothing to hide,
Everything what I do
Is all that will survive.
I have no answers to sorrow
No answer to happiness
Only thing I know when I write
Is to advice
My poems might suck but I do not care
Since I know I am not a poet who fears
I have nothing it take
I have many things to shake
I have given and will give it to the end
Till the very end, I live !
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
It's Time to Get Tough on Digital Plagiarism
The problem then was, I did not realize this is illegal in academic world. Especially when you come from different culture and you are not taught at very early age about what to do and what not to do.
I think, this is quite relevant in developing world and one has to teach this idea of Plagiarism very strictly. Since we are making the content as the product and selling it, the content should be solely yours and yours alone.
Stealing of others property or other humans belonging is regarded as crime in social environment. The same idea holds good on the Internet too.
But as of the content on the Internet, it has to be properly evaluated by those who gives grade before making final judgment.
There are two types of people in the world one who create and other who steal. Those who create do not wants to get recognition and those who steal want to gain recognition by showing the property is his and his alone.
Many of the times, the same process if followed. However, it concerns every body around the globe and digital plagiarism should be minimized as far as possible.
With diversity of the Internet users, there are millions and billions of great ideas floating around. Only thing then matters is, not to copy the ideas of others and say as if, of yours own but to appreciate there valuable ideas and suggest your own.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Saturday night.
Everything will be done by machine. As the laziness sides is increasing in more general way. There will be lesser and lesser opportunity to explore. I am not generalizing but this is my point of view.
A very good Saturday to start with, there was one movie that I enjoyed and I recommend to watch you to. "The Ninth Gate (1999)". A movie truly exceptional and one of the masterpiece.
A movie is about the book. The theme behind the movies is that, behind all book there is a story. Behind this movies also there is a story about the book. Truly exceptional and mind blowing.
To create you need creativity.
To learn you need motivation.
To admire you need study.
To think you need nothing.
To do all of these at once, you need courage.
and To not to do all of these, you need laziness in you.
How comfortable the life is, and how much more comfortable we want it to be? It depends on our logical mind. Once we think we are into the safe zone of our life, we just want to enjoy as much as comfort as possible but once we think we are in dead zone of our life, we just need to take it more seriously. We then strive for the excellence.
Nothing is far from the truth and nothing can be go beyond the truth. Everything that is done, or followed is based on the boundaries of the truth. Imagine a day, where you speak nothing but the truth. Later re-evaluate on the same subject. Did you really spoke the truth.
How about for example when you meet somebody unknown and suddenly you jump into too quickly and say, "It was my pleasure to meet you". Did you really felt this pleasure of what you just said.
Truth is not easy to evaluate. Truth should be spoken first with yourself. Those who just want to show how "genius" they are spread it around them. And those who we remember as "genius" had kept inside of them for the years. They knew that, Truth is not the element which can be shown but is just had to be felt. Are you really speaking or saying what you meant? Did you spoke the truth today? A hour ago, ...
Well, it can be elaborated and any thing can be said on this matter. Whatever it is, or whenever it might begin or start just follow and listen to what you want in life. It is the matter of the fact that, nobody comes easy. But again, it depends on how quickly you want or need them for yourself to be get it done. !
Have a great weekend ! :)
Friday, November 7, 2008
Prediction of President, 9 months ago !
As the word "change" is concerned, it is the only thing which is going to be permanent in this recent century. It is because of the change, we are alive. It is for the change we want to live a life. It is due to the change we see pleasure of happiness, joy, sorrow, and many different tastes in our lives. The campaign and the election were just started and I did not know what's going on in United States of the American then, some 10-11 months ago. But suddenly, I heard it from a friend that, "Obama a black guy, has been elected for the president". I was then surprised to go through and Googled the key word-"Obama". I found loads of interesting videos which delivered equal message of equality, liberty and national unity. I was deeply moved and inspired by the speech that was delivered by President Obama.
Then later that night, I realized what is important? Is it the message of the change? Yes, it was! I could not stop my enthusiasm to that end; I quickly visited the web pages of the Obama presidential election and started to write some articles on these web pages. No body gave any comment on those articles till date. I wonder why? As, couple of days ago when President Obama was elected still no body has gone through my president prediction.
However, that is not important- The most important idea now is- How is United States of the America really going to stand up as the world leading nation? Is everything going to be restructured or re-envisioned through the eyes of new president or is it going to be the same? Only the time will tell, if Change is really being implemented through different perspectives.
The three words which is most important now is- "Yes, we can". How about in soon future, "Yes, we did"!
(Source:www.jordantimes.com)
Here is the article that I wrote then, on Feb 6th, 2008 at 3:08 pm EST
Yes, I am certain that this guy will be the next president of United States of America. The past speaks a lot about the future. Barack Obama Past was full of pain, hardwork and total devotion towards his country. It seems that he has been supported by mainly youth of America. If youth of the Number one country supports him that really means this guy has got some talent. He has- No doubt about it. I just saw one video on you tube from his official website and I am impressed the way he speaks and the way he expresses himself. He is the next president of United States. I know this is just a hope and hope is always good when it comes to achieving the happiness because both these two simple word starts with "h". People might say that this guys is being optimistic or something but I am certain and sure. If USA needs some change and wants to serve their country surely they will have to give votes to this guy. I myself have never given vote till date. Imagine if I were a citizen of this country I would have proudly gone there to give him my vote, because I know and I am certain that I will get some thing on return. He will not turn down my request or he will not ignore me just like that. What has Bush done to America? During his time, America was unnoticeable country to all other countries. To speak and to do is quite different. People should always learn from the Finnish Culture of believing in "doing" rather than wasting time and energy is wasting time "speaking". It depends though, It is always good to say that "I have done something then I will do this or that" My good luck to Barack Obama I don't know weather any citizen of America will give him a vote or not but If I were you- I would surelyhave.
Next President of United States is Obama who will most likely clear the rule of certainly Osama...Yes, it is funny statement but it is true. The day Obama become president from that day onwards the journey of Osama will end. I think they were enemy from their very past. Before their birth! You don't think so? They have very common name Osama and Obama just replace "b" with "s". Since b always comes early in alphabet surely Obama is going to be the winner.
My wishes to Barack Obama, Next President of United States of America!!!
You can find the similar articles on the Obama Web pages at-
http://my.barackobama.com/page/community/post/santoshkalwar/CGGx7
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Hired and Fired
What a good news to those ears which were desperate to listen something unpleasant from my side. Life is just like this, it is never stable. Nothing is secure in this planet. When I thought, there would be something secure and stable. The entire organizational structure is going to be changed.
For those who think I am the luck one, please be proud and happy than ever after. For those who think I am now the unlucky one, Thank you very much for the concern and I hope the same does not apply in your life.
World is not the end for your worries. I am writing this and at the same time laughing watching my faces on the mirror thinking that, it is now time to go back home?
I hope there is enough to survive back in the country. Although, the world is moving in faster lane and changes are showing greater impact on personal and corporate world. Life does not end here.
Happiness should be shared with every one but the sadness has to be remained with you and you alone. The reason of keeping the sadness in your life, is because it will teach you the lessons.
The lessons that you learned in life will always be with you but once you share the same lesson with every one it becomes experience. The most important thing to sha
I think you were flying in the sky now it is time to take off !
Welcome to the ground zero, Mr Bheja. !
Monday, November 3, 2008
A weekend
Life seems to be going on the smooth plane. It has faced many hurdles and now it wants to travel as it would like to. During a weekend in Lappeenranta, it was pleasant to meet exciting bunch of old folks. It was also exciting to meet those who desired to meet.
Some times I think we are all creating the memories and these memories we are keeping it up one day to remember. Whatever we do and whatever we try is all because of these memories. It is good to take life as it is, and not the way it would be. The weekend started with the exciting "Tihar party". A festival of lights. With the excitement and watching all those folks around whom I did not see for last one month was pleasant to my eyes. To gain something we have to loose something. The same happened during this weekend where, I had to choose between the National Seminar of AIESEC and in between meeting friends. I choose the latter one. I do not know why but may be there is something which I do not want to do now being in AIESEC member. I am saturated by the work load of AIESEC and with our local committee "famous decisions".
Therefore, I decided to be with my friends. It was fun as it is always is. Later, next day I went to one good Finnish friend party. He graduated from the university. It was nice to see him being graduated. It was a pleasant party with loads of nice songs playing and beautiful girls dancing all around.
I enjoyed being as a participants in his party. Later, that night I realized that I need to graduate soon too. Well, I do not know when but sooner is better. There are some works still left with my own thesis. I hope everything goes as I am thinking on my mind. But I know many of the times it is not easy and there still lies the hurdles in the path.
A good memorable weekend to remember and think about it later in your life. I wish good luck to all of those who participated in the "Tihar party" and all those who showed the smile despite being uncomfortable with my persona.
Today, as it is Monday. I think there are some glitches and surprises coming soon. I am expecting these to come very soon may be later in the afternoon or in the evening. Any ways, Life is to learn from the errors that we commit and carry on as long as it goes on.
"Near you"
Who cares if I am a human or animal?
Who cares if I am acting as a normal human being?
I think we should just travel and learn
But again, I am afraid with the economical trouble.
Life is to move on and on
Life is to see new places and people
Life is full of excitement and sorrow
Life teaches us simplest of lesson to remember
Life gives you advice to see new faces all around
Whoever she is, she looks beautiful and bright
Is this my passion for her or
Is it my passion of myself?
Whoever she is and whatever it takes,
I think I am feeling sense of togetherness
With you beside and me deep inside my thoughts
Can we give it to those in need?
Close your eyes and see who it is?
If you cannot see me, then I was never yours
If you can only see me, then I am yours.
Listen to yourself and tell me if it is true.
Whoever it is and whatever it takes we will do.
We will do, to learn from ourselves and to teach others what to do.
I thought I am writing a poem but it might look really stupid
I do not care as long as it gives meaning to what I think
All the desires are left unfulfilled
Until I see you with my eyes wide open
Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between us.
But all these can be fulfilled once you desire of me near you.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
In Lappeenranta
It was good to meet all those who are new to this country. It is amazing experience to share the ideas, thoughts and think on the life. When you look back with the moments it should give you the pleasure of what you did.
My blessings are always there for those who need them always. Life should be directed in the way we want them to take it. Not the other way around. "Happy Tihar" to all of you.
There are some parties to attend this weekend. and most importantly meet great individuals living here.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Words are speechless.
Some times we have to make compromises based on these ideas and the hypothesis that we believe or we make our own world. Believing in what is unknown makes you realize that you are close to that unknown.
People are inventing everything from scratch. It is very easy. The invention is an art accepted by like minded people. Those who do not accept, they are not inventors. Those who admire are advivsers. Those who create are called creators. Those who develop are called developers. How about those who do not do anything ? Should they be called "users".
The process of Nature is divided into two major categories. One is that which gives and another is one who takes. Nature gives and we take. WE give and Nature takes. The process is bi-directional. It occurs every time we desire it to occur.
Nothing is independent in itself. These random thoguhts are generated inside my random mind. I cannot understand why it is always empty. The mind is all the times filled with content. These content are acheived from or gained from memorable experiences, lesson learned and careful observation.
When you know yesterday that, "Mrs. A is bitchy, you will make an assumption that she will show same kind of behavior today as well". How about changing the attitude ? Will that be possible ? We can easily try to change the attitudes of those around us but how about changing our one ? How easy or difficult the process is?
However, These random thoughts are generated in my mind and I do not have to go anywhere to check for the problem. For some, it could be seen as problem and for some it could be seen as creativity.
Whoever sees in whatever way, the end result is does these content make an any sort of impact on your mind or not ? Do you really want to learn what I am trying to say with these thoughts. Did you realize what is missing on these content with the title. Are you really satisfied ?
You do not have to let me know. Just ask yourself. Where are you visitng. From one page to another.In serch of what ? You are the same person who is searching "Sex" on the Google and you are the same person searching "God" in another Google Search Page. Why do you maintain two different identity of lust and religiousness. What is good or bad with multiple identities ?
Whatever it is, these are some kind of patterns that we as the human generate and most of the times these patters are quite similar to one another.
Well, The words are speechless since the words do not have mouth of expression. These speechless mouth of expression are thoughts of that individual who does not know what he is writing.
Therefore, It is good to go back and search again "..." on some web pages. Good luck ! Watch out, you may really find what you are looking for. Be aware of God visiting your room some day. I am waiting for the explanation to be heard.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
I just died
This is very normal procedure to forget that you are really suffering from something which is not healthy. A curiosity of finding the unknown might lead you to kill yourself. It happens too many of the people in the world. Today for example, I was listening to the breaking news. The news says that, “South Korean famous actor killed herself”. What a tragic story. South Korea has highest number of suicide rate than any other countries around the globe.
There is likely that more suicide will happen and occur in the days to come. Why are we killing ourselves? Is it because we know the unknown or is it because we just are coward and do not want to struggle in our life. It might be both. Last year, if I remember I just died. I thought I will not survive but again, I thought well- I should. I just died in the arms of someone and then I forget to wake up again.
This I is not me. This I am some one who is inside me. He claims that he still exists till the time before the real I was born. Do not get psycho about these. I know you are kind of confused with all these sentences and there illogical connections but you should accept the fact that, there was this guy called I who was inside me. He still is inside me. He is my stupid friend. He says many ideas to me very easily. He does not feel scared about anything. He is not afraid of death or fear of death. He just knows that he can easily kill himself whenever he wants himself to be killed. He ha brilliant mind and he is far from the perfect. He is absolutely perfect.
One night he told me this story, he says to me while I was in the bed that- Hi dear, Wake up ! Wake up! I got to tell you something. I said, “What is it?” He then told me, about him. He was living somewhere in the Island near the beautiful lake with his beautiful wife. He loved her and she did too. One night as they were sleeping in the jungle, he saw a dream. The dream was about him being given another work to take care of me. He has to leave his wife and come to see me. He opened his eyes and saw that he just died on the arms of her wife. After couple of hours, his wife waked him up. He told the dream to his wife. His wife could not believe in his dreams. She said, “Do not worry”. The day you will die, and the day you will go to take care of that man. I will be coming to meet you as well.
Later night, the guy slept and finally he died in the arms of his wife. Early in the morning, wife realized that his husband have really seen a truthful dream. She then, closed her eyes and after a while- she died too. The two dead bodies are still in the same jungle in the same island. I asked this stupid friend of mine- why he is telling the story to me. He said, “I just died my dear friend so that today I can take care of you”. The girl whom you are calling wife is not yours wife but she is mine. She is coming close to you as you are thinking she is yours. I could not understand what this stupid friend was trying to say to me but I just closed my eyes without the fear of being dead. I thought and re-thought stating that, I just died. I hear d the voice- the voice was sounding as if it is of some women. She said, “How can you die, when you are alone”? “Decide to die in my arms, with me together” Whatever it might cost- it will be our starting point of this ending, my dear! Wake me up, when you will have another assignment to do and have to take care of someone again!
Do not take everything so seriously.
How much seriousness is necessary to become happy? Is happiness depending on our personal Life? How can a person laugh and smile? Do you have to be serious enough to smile? If we take things very seriously, then smile will not be lasting in our face. Smile is very smile. It comes naturally. It comes when most often we do not take matters very seriously. Most of the precious things are free. For example "Google search engine". Just kidding. Now days, when we do not know anything. Most often what we do is, open a browser and search the Google. It is very amazing that, we are quite bonded with this technology.
Most often when we do not know anything we use the Google. We are so depended on it. I cannot understand why? Smile is a phenomenon, a process which comes automatically. Nobody says, you smile or no body will tell please smile. It comes from you. It has to be real. You cannot fake it. Even if some people can fake it but the observer and the person being observed can easily trace who is smiling on whom.
Smile comes from total satisfaction of certain kind. It is flow, it is simple and when most often we taken the matter worse then it does not appear. Smile has to be realistic and please the matter casually because nothing is going to last for longer period.
Life is the way we want to make it. There are no straight lines in the human body. There are no straight lines in the nature too.
It is all our imagination. Most often we think about our self but when we think the matter more seriously we make it worse in our life and even around us. It is better if we can take it loosely. Once you start smiling some one who is looking at you also will smile on you.
It is a good question to ask sometimes- what is the price of smile? It is the same as asking what the price of being happy is. How often do you smile in the day? Are you taking everything too seriously, if yes then you are making something uncomfortable for yourself. Most often we think about tomorrow, but shouldn't it be good if we try to make our today better. Why on earth one has to think about the day which has no relevance to the present?
Whatever it is, whatever it will be- no body will care. One thing which is very important is to keep your spirit up and live with joy. Imagine a situation where there is nothing to worry but take everything very lightly. Nothing is yours and nothing you are going to take with you. Learn to give, learn, share and listen to your stupid friend. He will tell you where to go. Just follow him and he will make sure you reach the right destination at the end. Have a great weekend! J
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Steve Jobs’s Home Run With the iPhone
http://bits.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/10/22/steve-jobss-home-run-with-the-iphone/
The comment given on the article with above title has also been Published in NYTimes web site at following address.
http://bits.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/10/22/steve-jobss-home-run-with-the-iphone/#comment-64971
Enjoy the article below:
Well, Apple is very sweet just like the Natural apple. It is crispy and it has great look and feel. Similarly, the vision of Apple to make any product lies with the same notion.
History can teach us the good lesson. For example, Apple Macintosh PC then Apple Mac, then Apple notebook, then Apple thin notebook and Now they are making Apple netbook. The concept of developing Apple netbook is really good. Simply because, the next generation is heading towards the advancement of the Internet.
"Whatever we do, whatever we feel and whatever we share is on the Internet."
Netbook will surely give rise to new types of product. Again, As Steve has pointed out. It is the fight with the software and not with the hardware. Hardware will not any difference because of taste of humans.
Some people like thin notebook and some do not like notebook at all, may be Desktop.
The cost has dramatically gone down over the year of the hardware and we can get faster performance with cheaper cost.
However, the point now lies on who is going towards which direction ? Apple from the selling computers are selling mobile phones. Microsoft from selling Windows have now a days, closed there windows for some reason.
And they have new door of the business of buying companies like Yahoo or in fact bidding for them.
Google App Engine provides Android for the mobile phones. Therefore, the whole product which used to be huge in older days is getting smaller and smaller.
There was once a vision during my childhood days when there was no mobile phones existing. There was no big companies and there was no mobile technology much discussed.
The vision was that, when I will grow young, I will watch a "music video on my hand and in very small device". Today, when I can really do that, I think My vision was not alone but somebody also had the same vision as I do.
Now, In the same race of thinking the one who can read what others are thinking on him (company) will always win. Let us see who wins the race in next 5 years.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
The Drunk Driving Poem or Death of an Innocent
Or, the Death of an Innocent. I do not know who created it. (?). Whoever did, have done a good work. Take a look. It worth’s reading once.
Here it goes-
I went to a party, Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.
I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.
I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.
I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.
Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.
Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you,
you were always there.
I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?
Stupid me! (Part II)
It was again a different day then the previous day. It also gave some bad memories which is really stupid. I know no body is born perfect in the world. We all have our fare share of luck in some aspects of the life and we have to struggle in some other departments. I always have difficulty of looking up the map and visiting the places. I really hate it. Today was the really the exciting day. I was in hurry to catch the train and deep inside me, there was this stupid friend of mine who was saying to me that, "Mybheja, this is not the right train". Again, I am so intelligent to listen to this stupid friend of mine. More than 90% of the time I do what this stupid friend of mine says to me. But today, I thought why not to try something else. I was ready for the adventure.
Suddenly, the ticket checker asked for the ticket in Finnish. I was observing that there were people around who had the ticket but in different form and shape then I did. I felt like, my stupid is very near to be true. The ticket checker came closer to me and then asked, "Where is your ticket?" I felt, I have to show the ticket that I had. But again, this was a mistake. I was wrong and my stupid friend was right. He was saying it right that I have landed in the wrong train. However, I felt that this is really getting exciting. How can I forget the right train? I know there lays a stupid part of me. Sometimes, I do stupid things by not listening to my stupid friends and completely ignoring him.
Later, an old Finnish lady was just sitting near me. She felt pity with my looking at my pity situation. She suggested me to get down to the right place and then she showed me which train I should take back. I was really surprised to see some old Finnish lady speaking "English". Most often, there are very few old people in Finland who can speak proper understandable English with Foreign people. This time I listened to my stupid friends and my stupid friend suggested me that, "I must listen to this old Finnish lady". As, Suggested I listed to him and got an overall idea on how to go back from the place where I mismanaged the whole scenarios of taking the wrong train.
After a mesh, I finally managed to get back to the place where I really wanted. Thank you the old Finnish Lady and thank you my stupid friend whom I always have to listen to. If I compare today with the yesterday, then probably I felt good today than yesterday. Monday is always mentally challenging and Tuesday was physically. However, these both days gave a different experience all together.
Listening to the Stupid Friend of mine does not really make me Stupid but most often when I try to ignore it, then I am being Stupid among all around me.
It was Monday again!
Oh, when will this work out for me? Why is this day not good for me? I do not know why ? Many those around me like this day very much. It is a normal day to them as other days in the week. But I do not understand why it sucks for me. As usual, something bad news comes and then it brings loads of frustration, puzzles and dilemma to solve. It is never ending. To some, Monday is good and to me, it really sucks.
When I listen to others then I realize the fact that it is just my imagination. Nothing comes as you want in life. Many of the times we have to make it comes, the way it has to come. However, many of the times it is not possible. What is the problem with the day? It is just an ordinary day as others day are. Why are you always comparing on the day, mybheja? It is not the day that makes good or bad it is your imagination. You always think that Monday is not good for your health. I have seen you saying to others and doing many wrong deeds. It also happens that you have to face many problems or obstacles on this particular day. Therefore, it is just a killer day in your life.
May be you like something and you hate something, it is similar to the weekdays too, you like some day and you hate some days. When you like one day and when you hate another day. It is just based on what you think. But I would like to ask why does not happen only on Monday? It is because; you think this day brings loads of sadness. It is because you have been mentally thinking a lot about this day. It is because you ignore the bad happenings on other day and the very small problems that occur in this particular day, you take it very seriously.
How can I improve on that? Well, you cannot improve on your thoughts. It is streaming, without any obstacles. It is never ending. It will not stop until and unless you are conscious. It is has its pillar inbuilt. It cannot be destroyed for sure. Then, how am I supposed to forget this day? Will this day ever change in my life? No, obviously not. May be this is the day you are going to leave this earth. May be this is the day when you will die.
But how can you be so sure on that? I am quite sure on this. I am sure because, I know you better than anybody else. I know the fact that, you do not hate anything except this day. It is not because you are fearful of this day but it is simply because this is the only thing on whole earth you do not like. Many of your past bad happenings are on this day. Whatever is there stored in your memory is because of this particular day.
I know it is not good to give the medicine to those who have already taken it. But my dear friend, it is just you. I am the one who is talking with you. I am you and you are me. We are together in this race. You always want to reach a milestone but remember everything cannot be achieved easily. If you can achieve what you want, then when would you get the time to show your anger to me? Therefore, just does what you think is appropriate and leave the rest to me. I will take care of your other needs.
I bless you with the power of Nature God. ! It is not going to last any longer. Everything passes and this will pass too. J
Monday, October 20, 2008
How many times do you speak the truth in a day ?
I was listening to the song and I was really again motivated to write something. How many of time in the day you speak the truth? From the time when we wake up to the time we go to the bed, how many of the times in the day we speak the reality to the people around us? I tried to calculate for the day and even I was not 100% speaking the truth with those around me. Why? The biggest question now is why we are not speaking the truth to those around us. Is it because we do not want to face the fear of failure? Or is it because we want to go away from the truth? Why are we going away from others?
What makes me think about not speaking the truth, it's my own virtue? Why am I not been able to speak the reality to those around me? May be Its not because I want to go away from the truth but it is because I want to get close to the truth. Some times it is good not to speak the truth but again, it depends upon the situation. It depends upon with the person with whom you are hiding the truth. Once you start hiding the truth you will not be hurt by anyone but by yourself.
Nobody is going to kill you for not speaking the reality. It is just you and you alone. All our actions are connected by our deeds. The things we do from the time we wake up till the time we go to bed are the things which are assigned in one way or another but again it depends on what kind of things you really want to do. Most of the times we do what we do not want to do, and most often we ignore the things which we can do, isn't it? But why? Why do we ignore the things we are able to do? There is no heaven and no hell. Everything is here in this earth. Whatever we are going to do is here. The moment depends on our own personal movement. The path is made by us. It depends on how far you want to go. It depends on how far you are able to think.
When I will say, dream then it is not mandatory for you to see the dreams. It is also not good to follow the orders of those around you. You follow your own orders. This is what I do. Most of the times in my life, I have met more than thousand people and all these people have given me some advice. It is my duty to listen to all these people but again what I should take from them is my own. I do not have to do what they say neither do I have to respect in whatever they say. Those who created the human form of me gave me the two ears because I have to listen both positive and negative of my own. The creator has given great thought before creating these two ears. One ear is to hear all the positive things that people say about you and another ear is to listen all the negative people talk about you. If you are able to listen both then you give value to both of your ears.
There are many other aspects in life which can be understood in the ways we want them to understand. It is all within us. It has to be somewhere inside us. It can teach us many lessons in every walk of our life but we are not ready to listen it. Why should we listen to this random voice? This random voice is not going to give you any profit in terms of money neither in terms of your career achievement. But what this voice can give you is- it will shape your life.
The shaping will be done in many forms that you will not believe it. You do not have to follow what I say but just try it to listen the inner voice. May be it comes automatically with those who have no ego, selfishness, openness and to those humans who are deeper than the depth of the ocean. It all depends on the inner depth. One day you will see the changes.
Therefore, when you listen to your voice then it will let you know that why we not speaking the truth are. The truth is inner carved voice. It comes automatically. It does not have to manipulate. It should be presented in its pure form. Kindly listen to this voice and see if you are really speaking the truth. If not ask why not? With whom are you hiding the reality? One day you will have to face it. You do not have to answer to anybody else but you got to answer to yourself. You just will. Whatever be the circumstances just simply listen to this inner voice and tell why?
I know the it is difficult to answer these questions simply because it is easier to speak the untruth. But again, every fight is the result of first fight with your self. If you can fight with yourself then you can easily fight with anybody around. The fight does not mean you have to physically challenge those around you but simply the fight will be carried out through your brain. The brain will do it for you. Just like that. You want to be winner? If you really want to be the winner then why not fight with your own self? The journey begins with your first thought on speaking the truth!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
A new experience
Today it was a new experience with cleaning and doing some thing that was not so mandatory at all. However, it is always good to do the stuffs that you think you should do. Last night it was cool, I do not remember how many people did I contacted yesterday. May be with many of the people, it happens that when you are in the new places you just want to make sure everything goes all right. I could not believe that I talked with so many of my friends and I really enjoyed talking with them.
Communication is very vital thing in the world. What if, it becomes free? Whenever, wherever… Just talk with anyone anywhere and the service is free. I cannot believe what will happen in such context. The boom of the Internet can be seen as the major advancement. Similarly, once you can communicate without any cost then the boom for such a media will surely rise and shine.
Well, the last day of the weekend and from tomorrow onwards you will tight your shocks and visit the office as usual. It is not easy but at the same time it is very enjoyable experience too. For some, it might look very impressive and for some it might look very boring. For me, visit office is a whole new experience. It is not about the fear but it is more about the wasting more time in the chair. The more I sit and the more I understand my office environment, easier it will be for those things to understand me. Don't you think so? Well, it all depends again!
Whatever be the cause, whatever be the situation
Always listen to what your heart says.
Now do not take this for granted. There are two kinds of voices that I hear. One is from those who speak at me. And another is from when I am alone. Most often, I hear the voice when I am alone. Then I proceed and talk with this beautiful guy. He is quite handsome as I am. I do not know his name. I called him with my name. He knows me better than anybody else in the whole world. He talks with me. He says, "mybheja, how are you?" He suggests me about what should I do and what is going to happen in the next few seconds. I do not know how much is truth inside his voice but I simply believe in what he says.
I know this is entirely new experience but I think it is good to get some.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Saturday Times.
But once I start thinking on the structure and the grammar of what I have written then it stops. I do not know how these grammar and structure has to do anything with the message that you want to spread.
May be it is because, English has some rules and that has to be followed to reach wide range of audience. Once these rules are not followed in proper manner then people will not understand in clearly and properly.
As there are many language in the world. All humans do not understand what others people are speaking or saying to them. We have one common language and it is good that we can speak in one common language with others who cannot.
In the race of my vs yours. Everything is going to cripple one day. It is just the matter of time. when the times comes, it will go down to the earth and fall down to heaven.
Nothing is here for the entire life. Most of the people in the world do not want to give. Why ? They do not want to give because they think whatever they own is for themselves and there family.
I earn for me and myself. The fight here is with our inner self and not with the others around. The person who can fight with the inner self can easily fight with any culture or environment. It does not meant that you have to be conservative and not be open. You can be open and conservative at the same time. It depends on how much you can give.
If you can give then you are man full of respect an full of diversity in you. If you cannot give then you are not being as respected as those who can give. There are always two things which are very important. These are "giving" and "taking". The person who can give can also take but the person who knows only to take and not to give are not the real person in the world.
Giving can be anything and taking can be anything. It depends on how we perceive things. I am not classifying any person here as givers and takers but I am just putting the view on what kind of path one can take.
When you give, you are free, you are open to anything. You know what you are doing and you know the basics of what going around you.
When you are taking then you are not able to give in that case you should learn how to give. Everything can be achieved when you try to learn from your personal interest. Ask the question- how ? then you will get the right answer.