Metallica: Fade To Black

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Fade To Black lyrics
Songwriters: Burton, Clifford Lee; Hammett, Kirk L; Hetfield, James Alan; Ulrich, Lars;

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself
But it's too late
Now I can't think
Think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though
It never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye

Happy Easter, Happy New Year (2066), Happy ...

Dear all,


Happy Easter to you all (human beings), and to all animals (birds, lions, elephants, ants,...) and to all other living beings (plants, objects, nature, climate, rain, lake, sea, stars, universe, sun,..)

"I am in pain and I know how it feels to be in pain. I bless you, you will never have pain in your life, after me." -Mybheja

Below is the poem which states that,

An old man is begging Lord, to take away his life. He cannot commit sucide because he is very old and he does not have love in his life so he is begging from lord to give him death, as soon as possible. I hope his prayers will be fulfilled.

(Afterwards, the poorest guy in earth will never appear anywhere...)



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I beg you lord
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I am begging for god to take away my life
I do not want to live, without love
Man who lives oneday and dies the same day
I am powerless, without energy
Oh love, why is it so difficult?
Differences dividing us

When would world understand?
Love is beyond any culture, age and religion
Love is very simple, beautiful
Your face with early morning sunrise
Your love for love

I do not want to live any longer
I don't know, why I am alive?
I am without you, you are without me
We need each other,
World is dividing thee

I am hoping beyond hope
You might just change your heart
Road ahead is difficult
Trust me, I am your only one

I am your only happiness,
Time will tell

There are two ways that you can choose
Easy is very easy and difficult very difficult
Easy will lead you to sorrow and pain, the end.
Difficult will ask you,"Kill yourself.", the beginning.

Mr. Happy and Mr. Difficult are best friends,
True loving friends, they live together, forever
Mr. Easy and Mr. Happy are enemies
False loving friends, they hate each other, ever and ever

Decide from your heart
I beg you lord, take away my soul from this useless body
I know now, the meaning of pain
Every time, I wake up I beg you to take away my life
I beg you lord, life is useless without love

A smile, a touch, a kiss, a hug
All are missing, for so long
I am begging you lord, to give me death
For so long,

I hope she will be happy
I know she will not be
Between "hope" and "knowing"
I am nobody who should decide
Her fate and her life
I am in pain and I know now, meaning of pain

I want to die but I cannot kill myself
I am too coward who fears death
O dear lord, I beg you to give death
I beg you lord, I beg you.

This human life, is for moment
In this moment, is my story
I am living in this moment
My story is living with me
Oneday, I will fade away
My story will fade away with me

I beg you lord, take away my life
I don't need this flesh, without soul
I don't need this world, without her love
I hate, cry, feel pain, suffer than
your sons has ever suffered,
Jesus, Krishna, Buddha, Mohmaad ...

I beg you lord, please take away my life
I beg you lord, I beg you...

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© Santosh Kalwar

God blesses you !

and

God bless you, all !

What is love?

In response to Paulo's blog on title, "Trying to control soul", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

I am sorry, I forgot to read the title, "Trying to control the soul."

-Nobody should control the soul and those who will control will never get true love.

-Yes I agree,....

-Below is the poem created instantly by poorest author in entire universe but richest author in his true human soul.



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What is Love?
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love has no diffences and
love is pure and unconditional.
love is the beauty in early morning sunrise,
love is sacrifise at the same time prayer,

love is love and more you love, love
love, you will find true love,
love has no gain and love has no pain,
love has no culture and love will always remain

More I can give in love, happier I become
Oh dear love, so charmismatic and beauty
Any words ever sworn
Love is healer, love is magic
All I have to say now, love will never find tragic

Love is in me, love is in you
love can change, change in itself
Love has no opinions
Neither it has age

Love is love
I am love, you are love
I and Me, belong to love of "WE"
Your love belongs to me,
My love belongs to you..

I am poor every time I fail in love
Richer every time, you make me rise in love
Love is love
All we need is love
Love is in simplicity, love is in smile
Love is in music, no religion it divides

Love is in giving, love is in taking
Love is love
All we need is love
Love can embrass, love can depress
Love can bring hope,
To all the races

Love is love
All we need is love

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Quotes of the day :Easter Special

Jesus was crucified for humanity, I am being crucified for love.
-Mybheja

Today's Poem, Tomorrow's golden art

In response to article at Nytimes with title, "Recession Anxiety Seeps Into Everyday Lives".

Here is what Mybheja has to say-



Dear PAM BELLUCK,

Yes I know.., I have been suffering too ...

Hope this Virus of Anxiety and Depression will spread to all the humanity afterwards, we will be same.


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Today's Poem, Tomorrow's golden art
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As we are loosing Humanity
Time will tell, when we will regain Orginality
Simplicty, Beauty and ... are just words
With life at risk, diseases to curse

No jobs, No plans, No money
Mr. President talks only,
It would not fill up our tummy
Anyways, He is not suffering as We all are
Life has become more painful

Yes we can, was his slogan
Yes we can, change...
See everywhere there is change
Change in human body (Anxiety, Depression)
Change in world economy (Cuts, Recession)
Change in Presidency (African, American)
Change in Climate (Italy, Global Warming)

Why are you being blind?
Since times have "changed"
No jobs, No money, No security
Isn't this change, Oh dear honey!
Change in life and death (Sucides at rise)
Yes we can...


This poem speaks of sorrow
Why should you care?
What do you say, Mr. President?

Writer's life morrows
Unemployment is giving headache
I have taken pain as my food
& Tears as my drink, till tommorrow...
Yes, we can
What is left to change now?
I know you said, "I am listening"
Good for your ears but
how would it sustain humanity?
Big talks, big plans "for long term"
Ha Ha Ha...

Wholy Holy...Oh dear Holy..
When I will die young, soon with anxiety and pain,
When would your those big plans and talks
Make any difference,, When?


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The comment was not accepted by Nytimes Editor... (How can some one accept the reality?....)

God bless you all !

Questions and Answers

In response to Question asked by Reader: Rosa at Paulo's blog, here is what mybheja has to say-

Q)Does living have any finality? Do I truly have a mission? Or is my passage in this world a matter of chance?

A)Yes, it does have finality. Yes, you truly belive in your mission.

Nothing is matter of chance and there are never coincidences. Whatever we may assume as chace or coincidences were our own "decisions" based on the course of life.

We are born and we start to learn slowly, then we know our homes, our family, our relatives. We start to know that we have a name and everybody around us also have names, our knowledge then increases by visiting school, churches or temples. We see problems in daily lives, we choose a path or dream or our career. The path which we choose never happens by chances because in all those path, we are the ones who are responsible for our decisions, no body else. So, embrace it, protect it and live every day with full of joy and happiness.

I heard that, Jesus said, "I will take all of your sins and I am going to suffer for you all..." Let us assume for a moment that, he was Lying.., Nobody even God will not take a single human suffering because God is also suffering like each one of us.

(If you want more detail, then post comments here I will explain more.)

Humanity even for animals

In response to article posted at Nytimes about, "Humanity Even for Nonhumans", here is what My bheja has to say-

Dear Mr. Kristof,

Good article, atleast I can see that "a human is thinking about an animal."

Life is life either it is in animal or human beings. If you will ask me then I believe that there is life in Objects too, (please do not think I am mad..)

I do not want to elaborate "How objects around us have life?" theory now... But let me say-

We have been discussing a lot in the world, either it is Europe or America about Animal rights.., it is good start. (to reach on my theory of Object rights later...,)

Animal being has a life and when they are feeling sad, when they are getting depleted around most of the jungles and when they are cured properly there will be lack of balance in Nature.

Most of the human beings are non-vegetarians and I have different opinion on either you have to become vegetarians or non-vegetarians. (Leave them to human being personal interest.)

Most of the times, I have heard news on print and media that, Human beings should go non-veg, which is rather funny and disgusting. Come on when you are sometimes, thinking too much on animal rights, you will then forget human rights too.

So, for animal rights save them.., protect them and take care of them.., educate in the developing world of having less babies and atleast adopt one animal in their homes.

I am human and I know what I feel but imagine yourself being an animal. Let us imagine that I am dog, now if I am dog than would I like to with human being? I have my own society, so called society of dogs.., I have my own community of dogs and how would i feel when i have swing my tails all the time to ask for food.

Have you ever thought like that? Before talking about animal rights think of being an animal first.

Yes, I have my feelings because I am dog now but I would love to be with my family, my dog society. Let us not imagine, I am pigeon, a bird. Many of human being like them, they want to keep them in their house but have your ever felt how it would to be, yourself a pigeon.

All those "great writers and great politicians" who talk about Animal rights has to first "think" carefully of being "an animal" and then raise awarness "for their rights".

Everything in excess is bad. Please show your sympathy to animals which will bring balance in Nature and climate. Please show your respect to Mr. Dog or Mr. Pigeon or Mr. Lion since it will also show you the respect by providing balance in Nature.

Anyways, I must stop now- I am not getting paid for all these brilliant ideas as you are, by Nytimes.

God bless you all !

Obama to push immigration bill despite risk

In response to article published at Nytimes, on title- "Obama to Push Immigration Bill Despite the Risks". Here is what My bheja has to say-


Dear Ms. Preston,

Good for those who are suffering and has been declared illegal immigrants. Bad for those who are suffering and are legal immigrants.

Let me explain this phenomenon by a simple example-

Mr. A is good guy, he is higly educated and he has a dream. His dream is an American dream. A dream to visit United States of America and work in America. He does not want to hate, blame, do any wrongdoings to American people or the land of oppotunity. He is selfish as all normal human beings are, today. He could not visit United states since he belong to different part of world. He tried to for the firs time in his life to cross the borders, illegally. Now he has been succesfull. He promised with himself, he will never do any illegal activities in his own life time, now onwards.

After five or ten years of struggle in America, he is still an illegal immigrant. He knows that he will not get legal status and he again thinks of getting the benefits all those American gets from the goverment. But, there are no rules for this game to change...

Until oneday, a new guy comes in the goverment and his vision and motives are only, "Change.." He talks about great words of wisdom, he inspires all the fellow Americans and motivates them to bring new HOPE and new Opportunities for all of them.. (those who are legal immigrants and those who are illegal)

But the road ahead is difficult, there are lot of crisis in America, presently (Economic crisis, Job cuts, ...)

Mr. A is stranger and he has only 1% of Hope that one day, he and his children will become a "legal" citizen of America. One day, he will wake up and feel proud that the path he choose to leave his own country and visit the "land of opportunity" has become TRUE.

Despite differences, despite loads of struggle..,

A human being either in Third world,.. or First world.., is just a human being.

Together with any other human being, We need to shake hands and solve greater problems of the world.

If I was Mr. President, I would have given Legal status to all those who are helping America to remain Number 1 country in the World.

But again, If I was a legal immigrant of America, I will be scared. I will have to fight and perform better than Mr. A, I would have to be "best" among the rest of human being.

Finally, I would suggest all those fellow Americans who does not want such illegal immigrants to be legal to think from the point of view of those who want to become "legal immigrant" and also to think "what difference will it make to them?"

Let us see, if Mr. A dreams becomes reality, what else he can do except to have a faith in new the rays of Hope to see sunlight..

God bless you all !

Fear of Death

In response to Paulo's Stories, here is what My bheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

Good.., it is good for ourselves.., Don’t be mad on me for stating it is good but I know, it is good to see the death close to your eyes. (Why? and why am I saying this, will be discussed later sometimes…)

-”Live in moment, every day is the new beginning of life and every night is the end of life.”

-”Those who have not seen death close to their eyes will never live with full potentials.” (I can see some eybrows raised..)

-”Most of us fear death and those who speak of not fearing death are simply lieying.” (…”109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a Song of despari…”)

Well, I should stop writing too may quotes since I may just end of writing another book of quotes. I need to finish my first Novel as per the resolution this year…, Excuse Me…, :)

God bless you all !

Present Situations

In response to Nytimes article, Striking It Poor

Here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Ms. Dowd,

Yes, Rich are getting richer and poor are getting poorer.

There are crisis everywhere economic meltdown, job supression and lack of proper education in many school and colleges.

When Mr. President, speaks more of "confidence" he has in him and his fellow Americans, those words of "philosophy" or the "words of wisdom" are only plesant to ears but they will not fill up your tummy.

As I am stranger, I do not want to give harse remark on the situation, America is facing or people of America are facing but I would just say,

These days are just good enough days where we are thinking of present day to day, "living condition" and be preapred for the Worse, which is yet to come...

As North Korea wanted to get some attention by blewing up rocket missile, Mother Nature was trying to catch our eyes, by blewing up thousands of home in Italy, where more than two hundred people are killed. (Who is to blame for all this?)

We live in society or so called "civilized society" where most of the times, "I" and "My" are more important for us than, "WE".

Let us wake up and help those who are in need, even though you will not have credit card of huge bank balance but you don't need them, at all.

You just need a loving heart and inside your loving heart you are never poor.

God bless you all !

Mobile toilets

With the reference to news story “Mobile toilets boon for city” (April 7, Page 3), it is good to know that one mobile toilet has already been installed at Tundikhel and nine more are on their way. This will indeed be a boon for the city-dwellers, mainly pedestrians. In addition, I would be happy if someday we can see public phones on which we can make local calls by inserting one rupee coins.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor.

Where on earth is Osama bin laden?

This is very hot topic and very interesting for all those secret agents. Everybody in the world is searching an answer for one question, where on earth is Osama bin laden? I do not know how much the name of this man has made impact in the world. I know you will not listen to me and why should you listen to me? “I know where he is but I will not tell.” Said Mr. A now where you hear such remark from Mr. A then we start to judge the various clouds of elements behind Mr. A, we will ask about his religion, about his culture, country, background, his education and almost everything until and unless we will he will have to come up and say that, “He is near Afghanistan and Pakistan border the place is called Chitral.”

Still, people will doubt him and will not believe him. How can a man be in mountains hidden for more than eight years now? Come on guys, don’t be stupid said one of the friend when we were gossiping about finding Mr. Bin laden. “The mission is not impossible since we are young generation of guys who will do whatever it takes to eradicate extremisms or terrorism from the globe.” Said Mr. B. Now, with so much of talks going on around the world to find out Mr. laden, why the results have been ZERO (0)?

What if we ask ourselves that, there is no person like Mr. laden, it is the fake identity presented to world. The world has seen him through images, news media and listen him through radios but will you believe if we just for a moment will accept on stating that, “Mr. laden is not the real identity.”

Now, again- you will start to doubt and human mind is never satisfied with such a general thinking. Mr. C asked then, “if Mr. laden is fake identity then who is real Mr. Laden”.
“Good question” replied Mr. S.K. and further continued saying,
“See, the world is very small and the people could be made very easily fool and stupid, just deliver your message with fake picture and voice but without revealing your own true identity, Simple.”
Mr. C was more confused and again, asked-
What do you mean by that? Can you elaborate more, please!

“When Jesus said, “I speak the truth and … I am going to take sins of all my people…” Was he really speaking the truth then?” what is the method to validate the “TRUTH”?” replied back Mr. S.K with question to Mr. C

Mr. C did not know the answer and said simply, “I do not know”.

“I predicted your answer before you were going to say, ‘I do not know.’, the world of politics is run by the same approach, where the politicians predict public concerns before they will make any public announcements.” replied Mr. S.K.

“Wow, Sounds very interesting…” said, Mr. C

“Yes, I know.., there are speculations that Mr. Laden is in Chitral, which is border region near Afghanistan and Pakistan. There is also speculation that he is near some place in Pakistan.

How stupid humans have become, and I really feel pity for them….” Was what Mr. S.K answered but he was not clear in his tone of stating the answer. He wanted to reveal and say to the world that he knows the exact location of Mr. laden existence but he stopped. Finally he said,
Come on guys, stop being fooled by our leaders.., stop being fooled by news media and newspaper since their industry and country runs by selling papers. Just use your common sense and see the bigger picture.., you will get an answer suitable to your heart..,
Finally, if you will not be able to find Mr. laden, come to me and I will let you know the “TOP-SECRET FILE”

All the members in the group discussion session clapped Mr. S.K. speech and his story of how he found Mr. Osama bin Laden.

Bread

Dear all,

-”Give me bread to eat and I will give you ideas to research.”

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Bread
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“Bread and wine,
Music rhymes
Life sucks
Moment of despair..,

Vanity is at stake
Potentials of Next War
Between religions and boundaries
Human lives at bake..”

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God bless you all !

You Are Holy (Prince of Peace)

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Lyrice
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You are holy (you are holy)
You are mighty (you are mighty)
You are worthy (you are worthy)
Worthy of praise (worthy of praise)
I will follow (I will follow)
I will listen (I will listen)
I will love you (I will love You)
All of my days (all of my days)

Chorus:
I will sing to
And worship
The King who is worthy
I will love and adore Him
And I will bow down before Him
And I will sing to and worship the King who is worthy
And I will love and adore Him
And I will bow down before Him
You're my prince of peace
And I will live my life for You

(Girls behind guys:)
You are lord of lords
You are king of kings
You are mighty God
Lord of everything

You are Emmanuel
Lord of great I am
Noble Prince of Peace
Who is the Lamb

You are the saving God
You are my saving grace
You will reign forever
You are ancient and great

You are Alpha, Omega, Beginning and End
You are my Savior, Messiah, Redeemer, and Friend

(Both:)
You are my prince of peace and I will live my life for you.

You are holy (you are holy)
You are mighty (you are mighty)
You are worthy (you are worthy)
Worthy of praise (worthy of praise)
I will follow (I will follow)
I will listen (I will listen)
I will love you (I will love You)
All of my days (all of my days)

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Signs

Dear all,

Signs and symbols are the way we try to intrepret the meaning in our life. A sign for each individual is different and will have different meaning with different signs and symbols.

+Signs are good way to follow where one is heading in one's life.
+Signs can sometimes mis-direct your path but still the signs of heart will always get back you to the right track.
+Those who does not see any signs, are simply following their heart- it does not necessarily means you are not being watched. Every individual is watched and taken full care by the creator.
+Life is full of uncertainity and with every new situations we might just indulge ourselves with difficulty but during those times, remember to listen to yourself rather than any object.


God bless you all !

Today's Relationship

A Young handsome man was walking down the hill, near the country side in west virginia, CA., He was just watching the scenery and beautiful hill side. He was watching without any differences in his mind, his eyes caught attention to one couple who were fighting on the top of their roof.

He started to look after those two couples and thought, "why are these two humans fighting?" he visualized his own life and relationship. He remembered, once his wife also did the same and went very far from her. She killed herself., It was not young handsome's man fault neither it was his wife's fault, during those times, both of them were going through bad crisis (Economy, depression, job cuts, recession, natural disaster and most importantly fear of death) When so many negative things were popping up and down like a popcorn in their head; definately, there was going to be misunderstanding betweens couple.

Young handsome man went close to these two couples who were fighting (on the top of the roof) and said,

"Hey two of you, what are you doing?" he asked.
"It is none of your business, son." replied the man from the roof.
"I know that is not my business, you both are fighting for nothing- I can solve your problem."
"What? tell us how?" asked the man
"You both, Jump from the top of that roof." replied the young man and started to move on.

Both the couples who were fighting on the top of roof, now started to look close to each other and stopped the fighting.

What is the lesson from the story?

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Your voice

I am thinking to write a book,
I need your motivation
Waiting for your phone call
When would I get a chance to hear you

Is this love, or pain?
Sufferings or Sadness
Oh dear, where are you when I need you
I want your touch, your heat

I pray, hoping you will ring me
I wish, you could-waiting,
None of these words will give pleasure
Until I hear you, Oh dear

Oh lord, Oh holy lord
What did I do wrong?
Why can’t I hear her, for so long?
I am in pain, why should someone care

Oh lord, Oh sweet honey
I wish I could hear you
Wherever you are whatever you do
I will fight for your happiness
For that, even I am ready to kill myself

Image of the day

Dear all,

“I have been accused of being a joker. But the most successful art to me involves humor.” (Undated interview, circa 1970s; published in Man Ray: Photographer, 1981.)

Quotes by Man Ray
(Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_Ray)
(Image Source: Paulo Coelho Blog)

God bless you all !

Questions and Answers

In response to reader question at Paulo's blog, here is what Mybheja has to say-


Q1)How do we know whether a Personal Legend has been ‘tagged’ on us?

-You are the creator and your are the destroyer, which roads to choose and where to go should be decided by you, and only you. All those who are around you, will guide you.

-Everybody is born unique and with numerous qualities, remember if you will know your true virtues or path, life will be worthless living. (Meaning: If we know about tommorrow, don’t you think it would be boring to live a life?)

-Based on your decisions, you will come to know if you are doing right as per your “hidden scripts” or being directed by someone, or by somethoughts.

Q2) what journey should we take to know what they are?

-Every journey you take is the journey with meaning, Never regret your journey; if possible try to search and investigate from failure.

-We cannot learn only from our own mistakes, those around us are either teaching in present, or they are our past or they could be our future.

-Try to see logic behind every individual and every object around you. You will reach and find your true destiny, oneday !

God bless you all !