This is very hot topic and very interesting for all those secret agents. Everybody in the world is searching an answer for one question, where on earth is Osama bin laden? I do not know how much the name of this man has made impact in the world. I know you will not listen to me and why should you listen to me? “I know where he is but I will not tell.” Said Mr. A now where you hear such remark from Mr. A then we start to judge the various clouds of elements behind Mr. A, we will ask about his religion, about his culture, country, background, his education and almost everything until and unless we will he will have to come up and say that, “He is near Afghanistan and Pakistan border the place is called Chitral.”
Still, people will doubt him and will not believe him. How can a man be in mountains hidden for more than eight years now? Come on guys, don’t be stupid said one of the friend when we were gossiping about finding Mr. Bin laden. “The mission is not impossible since we are young generation of guys who will do whatever it takes to eradicate extremisms or terrorism from the globe.” Said Mr. B. Now, with so much of talks going on around the world to find out Mr. laden, why the results have been ZERO (0)?
What if we ask ourselves that, there is no person like Mr. laden, it is the fake identity presented to world. The world has seen him through images, news media and listen him through radios but will you believe if we just for a moment will accept on stating that, “Mr. laden is not the real identity.”
Now, again- you will start to doubt and human mind is never satisfied with such a general thinking. Mr. C asked then, “if Mr. laden is fake identity then who is real Mr. Laden”.
“Good question” replied Mr. S.K. and further continued saying,
“See, the world is very small and the people could be made very easily fool and stupid, just deliver your message with fake picture and voice but without revealing your own true identity, Simple.”
Mr. C was more confused and again, asked-
What do you mean by that? Can you elaborate more, please!
“When Jesus said, “I speak the truth and … I am going to take sins of all my people…” Was he really speaking the truth then?” what is the method to validate the “TRUTH”?” replied back Mr. S.K with question to Mr. C
Mr. C did not know the answer and said simply, “I do not know”.
“I predicted your answer before you were going to say, ‘I do not know.’, the world of politics is run by the same approach, where the politicians predict public concerns before they will make any public announcements.” replied Mr. S.K.
“Wow, Sounds very interesting…” said, Mr. C
“Yes, I know.., there are speculations that Mr. Laden is in Chitral, which is border region near Afghanistan and Pakistan. There is also speculation that he is near some place in Pakistan.
How stupid humans have become, and I really feel pity for them….” Was what Mr. S.K answered but he was not clear in his tone of stating the answer. He wanted to reveal and say to the world that he knows the exact location of Mr. laden existence but he stopped. Finally he said,
Come on guys, stop being fooled by our leaders.., stop being fooled by news media and newspaper since their industry and country runs by selling papers. Just use your common sense and see the bigger picture.., you will get an answer suitable to your heart..,
Finally, if you will not be able to find Mr. laden, come to me and I will let you know the “TOP-SECRET FILE”
All the members in the group discussion session clapped Mr. S.K. speech and his story of how he found Mr. Osama bin Laden.
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Do not read this book- 3
He opens the book; the first page of the book is with the title, “Do not read this book”. He is little scared and skeptical about the entire thing which is going on around him. He thinks, “Why on earth somebody has written such a title?” Must be some crazy Author, the more I approach this piece of literature the something is bound to happen and it is very scary at times. Why should not I read this book? This is just a collection of papers and words, how can these words change what is going on around my life. There were many questions coming out of Ted’s brain and He felt too scary to find the answers to all of them at once.
He started to turn on some of the pages, he reaches to the place where there is preface and it reads,
“Life is like a book starts with title similar to your personal names, begins to give you pleasure with each and every different chapters, and finally ends with lesson learned, leaving you in loneliness again...”
What does this mean? Is it means that, the book will leave me alone after I finish reading the book, or is it means that I will be dead too? He thinks, well, I understand that my name is Ted and the book name is “Do not ...” but it also says that it will give me pleasure of reading as it gives pleasure of living a life. I will learn the lessons, what kind of lesson does the author means? I am confused and should I really turn on the pages or should I just stop it now. Then the very next line reads,
“Once you have started to read the book, you cannot stop it or you cannot close the book if you will close the book you are going to die immediately….”
Oh, Jesus! What is this now? My life is based on this tiny little book on the table; if I close it I will be dead. What should I do? Should I take the risk of closing the book? This is the worst day of my life maybe that is why I don’t like Monday’s. I hate Monday among all the days in the weeks. Oh God! Save me now! Ted is thinking and his tiny little brains are making thousand queries within himself.
Ted continues reading the rest part of the preface,
“This is the story of the man and his entire life. It will start with the life of the man and by the end of the chapters the man is going to die. He is alive at the moment you are reading the book, he is alone and he has nobody around him. Assume me as your friend and guidance for taking you to the other end, in first chapter of the book there is a story about the man and his wife. His early childhood in poor village of Nepal, the place where he was born and how he was treated among his friends. This chapter is important for the reader like you to understand poverty, racism and caste or cultural barriers which are hindrance for personal developments in human life. Second chapter will deal with his study in India. The life of the young man which completely transformed into hippie, a life full of joy and excitement, a life full of drama and melodrama, a life full of beauties and sex, a life with friends and foes, a life with desires and passion, a life with marijuana and drugs. The third chapter will deal with his life in Finland, where he educates himself and helps those around him. A life of complete enlightenment, a life where he is transformed into a Man, a life where he understand that in life a person is born alone and goes alone, a life where he believes in doing and nothing else. Fourth chapter will deal with his life in connection with your own life, how your life is related to his life and even if it is not related how you can relate it to his life. Even if you do not want to relate your own life with his life, what would be interesting lessons that you can learn from his own personal life, how can you transform his thoughts into your own and make your life better. Fifth chapter will deal with jobs and his struggle to live in Finland, how he struggles every single step to sustain his life and gets what he desires. This chapter is important because this chapter is somewhat related with the title of the book too, why you should not have started the journey of reading this book but once you have started you must finish it because your life is based on this book, NOW. Sixth Chapter is mainly focusing on cultural differences around the developing world and developed world, together with religious differences. There are many religions in the world and what the main character of the book, thinks on religion how his own ideas are different than entire religion we have ever learned. Last and final chapter of the book is Seventh Chapter. This Chapter is very important and essential for you to understand your own life and to survive death. If you read this chapter and understand the literature behind this chapter you might just escape death but you never know till you reach the final chapter of the book. Call it a preface or the structure of the book, it is up to you and your definitions, I do not care as long as you are going to stay with me for a while.
Before you start to read I want to make you clear some of the points-
1. Before you start to read each and every sentence, think what that sentence means and how could this relate in your life too.
2. You may find lot of grammatical mistakes and lack of editorial help in this book, but it does not matter as long as you understand the whole picture.
3. The book will lead you to death even if you decide not to read it. But, wait a moment- there is 1% chance that you may survive after you finish the final chapter of the book, which is chapter seven.
4. Life is pain so is love so will be your death, try to understand what I mean, if you are not scared you can always close down the book and start thinking on doing something else but remember, I am here to help you not to kill you. Since you have started to read the book you are bound to finish it otherwise you might end up in painful death.
5. Follow the above 1-4 guidelines carefully. Otherwise I am sorry, I cannot help.
6. There are three different Men in this book from three different places, Nepal, India and Finland. The book will try to present you three different culture and background even though both Nepal and India are South East Asia; they are two different nations and are different. Finland lies on North where there is more suicide rate than birth rate. Therefore, be careful you might feel so depressed that, before even finish the book you might commit suicide for yourself.
7. This is the last guideline which says- be aware of your own life. You have your own personal problems so do everybody around you. If you are near to other person, look at his eyes and try to understand what he is doing, or what she is doing, or if you are with your pet, try to understand what your pet wants now stop. Google search for keywords such as “jobs” or “love” or “sex” will give you more hits than beyond your imagination so, just calm down and take a deep breath. You might lose it the very next second and you might live best moment of your life the very next second by reading these text. Now let the journey being-
Ted has a headache now, what is this all about? Oh Jesus, why me? These seven point strict rules are so difficult to understand and what should I do with these rules? Anyways, I am going to die after I finish reading these non-sense texts. I do not remember if it does have any meaning and significance in my own life. I am confused and in total dismay thinks ted.
He started to turn on some of the pages, he reaches to the place where there is preface and it reads,
“Life is like a book starts with title similar to your personal names, begins to give you pleasure with each and every different chapters, and finally ends with lesson learned, leaving you in loneliness again...”
What does this mean? Is it means that, the book will leave me alone after I finish reading the book, or is it means that I will be dead too? He thinks, well, I understand that my name is Ted and the book name is “Do not ...” but it also says that it will give me pleasure of reading as it gives pleasure of living a life. I will learn the lessons, what kind of lesson does the author means? I am confused and should I really turn on the pages or should I just stop it now. Then the very next line reads,
“Once you have started to read the book, you cannot stop it or you cannot close the book if you will close the book you are going to die immediately….”
Oh, Jesus! What is this now? My life is based on this tiny little book on the table; if I close it I will be dead. What should I do? Should I take the risk of closing the book? This is the worst day of my life maybe that is why I don’t like Monday’s. I hate Monday among all the days in the weeks. Oh God! Save me now! Ted is thinking and his tiny little brains are making thousand queries within himself.
Ted continues reading the rest part of the preface,
“This is the story of the man and his entire life. It will start with the life of the man and by the end of the chapters the man is going to die. He is alive at the moment you are reading the book, he is alone and he has nobody around him. Assume me as your friend and guidance for taking you to the other end, in first chapter of the book there is a story about the man and his wife. His early childhood in poor village of Nepal, the place where he was born and how he was treated among his friends. This chapter is important for the reader like you to understand poverty, racism and caste or cultural barriers which are hindrance for personal developments in human life. Second chapter will deal with his study in India. The life of the young man which completely transformed into hippie, a life full of joy and excitement, a life full of drama and melodrama, a life full of beauties and sex, a life with friends and foes, a life with desires and passion, a life with marijuana and drugs. The third chapter will deal with his life in Finland, where he educates himself and helps those around him. A life of complete enlightenment, a life where he is transformed into a Man, a life where he understand that in life a person is born alone and goes alone, a life where he believes in doing and nothing else. Fourth chapter will deal with his life in connection with your own life, how your life is related to his life and even if it is not related how you can relate it to his life. Even if you do not want to relate your own life with his life, what would be interesting lessons that you can learn from his own personal life, how can you transform his thoughts into your own and make your life better. Fifth chapter will deal with jobs and his struggle to live in Finland, how he struggles every single step to sustain his life and gets what he desires. This chapter is important because this chapter is somewhat related with the title of the book too, why you should not have started the journey of reading this book but once you have started you must finish it because your life is based on this book, NOW. Sixth Chapter is mainly focusing on cultural differences around the developing world and developed world, together with religious differences. There are many religions in the world and what the main character of the book, thinks on religion how his own ideas are different than entire religion we have ever learned. Last and final chapter of the book is Seventh Chapter. This Chapter is very important and essential for you to understand your own life and to survive death. If you read this chapter and understand the literature behind this chapter you might just escape death but you never know till you reach the final chapter of the book. Call it a preface or the structure of the book, it is up to you and your definitions, I do not care as long as you are going to stay with me for a while.
Before you start to read I want to make you clear some of the points-
1. Before you start to read each and every sentence, think what that sentence means and how could this relate in your life too.
2. You may find lot of grammatical mistakes and lack of editorial help in this book, but it does not matter as long as you understand the whole picture.
3. The book will lead you to death even if you decide not to read it. But, wait a moment- there is 1% chance that you may survive after you finish the final chapter of the book, which is chapter seven.
4. Life is pain so is love so will be your death, try to understand what I mean, if you are not scared you can always close down the book and start thinking on doing something else but remember, I am here to help you not to kill you. Since you have started to read the book you are bound to finish it otherwise you might end up in painful death.
5. Follow the above 1-4 guidelines carefully. Otherwise I am sorry, I cannot help.
6. There are three different Men in this book from three different places, Nepal, India and Finland. The book will try to present you three different culture and background even though both Nepal and India are South East Asia; they are two different nations and are different. Finland lies on North where there is more suicide rate than birth rate. Therefore, be careful you might feel so depressed that, before even finish the book you might commit suicide for yourself.
7. This is the last guideline which says- be aware of your own life. You have your own personal problems so do everybody around you. If you are near to other person, look at his eyes and try to understand what he is doing, or what she is doing, or if you are with your pet, try to understand what your pet wants now stop. Google search for keywords such as “jobs” or “love” or “sex” will give you more hits than beyond your imagination so, just calm down and take a deep breath. You might lose it the very next second and you might live best moment of your life the very next second by reading these text. Now let the journey being-
Ted has a headache now, what is this all about? Oh Jesus, why me? These seven point strict rules are so difficult to understand and what should I do with these rules? Anyways, I am going to die after I finish reading these non-sense texts. I do not remember if it does have any meaning and significance in my own life. I am confused and in total dismay thinks ted.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Do not read this book- 2
Ted went to the office, there was emergency meeting called by President of the board. He was little scared about the meeting. In his mind, there was fear. Are they going to lay off the people? Today only in the news I was hearing that, in china, more than thousands of workers lose their jobs. Why are they calling this emergency meeting now?
Ted entered the room, Presentation from the president of the company started. “Today, during this third quarter our revenues have dwindled, we are in verge of bankruptcy. I am afraid the board has decided to lay off the people, we are increasing our market in India and we will reduce the numbers here by 50%....”
Ted guessed it correctly, he is angry now. “What the fuck? Big shit to these low wages workers in developing world, they are all going to take our jobs.”
Depressed and Sad, Ted comes out of the office and directly goes to the bar ask the waiter for a glass of Martini, while he was drinking martini he meets another guy beside him.
Hello Sir! Are you depressed? Did your girl friend left you? Or, do you have problems with your Boss?
Grinned the man beside him, he was also enjoying his Martini.
One thing that is common between two of us, we are drinking the same and we are here at the same time.
Cheers! Says the man.
Ted says, Cheers too.
Drunk in the sorrow and fear of losing the job, ted returns to the home. Switches on the lights of the room, finds no one there in his room.
Girls always take lot of time for shopping, I must admit it now.
Ted lies in the Sofa, clicks on the Television and starts watching the news.
Television correspondent speaks, “Welcome to CNBC news, today’s top story….”
Door bell rings, here comes my princess says Ted.
Ted opens up the door; he is surprised to see Police officer.
Are you Mr. Ted?
Yes says, Ted.
You need to come with us, Sir.
Why? What’s going on Officer?
Well, I am sorry to say but we found a dead body near shopping arcade.
What!!!
Ted visits the hospital, Oh Jesus!,
Monday sucks in my life, says Ted. WE are still identifying the case; it seems that she was murdered. I am sorry Mr. Ted, says Mr. Police Officer.
Ted feels sadder and is very depressed.
Ted suddenly realizes about his kids, he asks Police Officer to make a phone call.
Hello Mrs. Harry, this is Ted. I called you to know about my kids. Are they safe?
What do you mean safe, Mr. Ted?
Of course, they are always safe with Mrs. Harry.
Thanks God!
Can I talk with them?
Yes, of course-Just hold on a minute.
Mary, O Mary … Shouts Mrs. Harry
Peter, O Peter.. Shouts Mrs. Harry
Where are these kids?
A caretaker comes close to Mrs. Harry and says, Mary and Peter left with Uncle Sam. A guy who was claiming to be Mary’s and Peter’s Uncle he took them home. He says, he needs them for the Anniversary they were having tonight.
OK said Mrs. Harry
Are you there Mr. Ted?
Yes, says Ted.
Well Mary and Peter left with Uncle Sam.
What? Who is Uncle Sam? Questions Ted.
Well, I don’t know. A caretaker said they both were taken by Uncle Sam.
Ted is shocked and immediately reports it to the Police officer.
The Officer says, please do not worry Mr. Ted We will try our best to find out.
What the fuck? Are you talking officer, I am in verge of losing my job, my wife is murdered and now I do not have my kids? Are you trying to say that you are doing your job after all these incidents today, what kind of job are you doing officer, it sucks!
Phone rings…
Ted here… I am here too Sir Ted.
Who is this? Asks Ted
Who could it be? If you want your kids, bring all what you have got. Not less than one million dollars. We will meet in Freak Street by tomorrow 7pm sharp.
And, I know you are in Police Department.
I will be glad if you will keep this matter to yourself.
Or else, I do not have to say- What will happen to your kids.
Bye Sir Ted.
Ted looks confused and shaky; Officer asks whose phone was it? Ted replies some friend asking for wedding anniversary. I am sorry Ted says, officer.
Ted returns to his room. Switches on the lights and switches on the TV, He knows Entire night, Ted could not sleep. He is waiting for 7pm tomorrow. He is thinking and suddenly,
In his room, near the table
There is a big fat book where the title of the book says, “Do not read this book”.
He is surprised, somebody, break in this room.
Who might be?
Is he trying to play some kind of game?
I will kill this guy.
What is this book all about now?
Ted is scared even to touch the book. On top of the book there is red rose. He thinks what this is? What does red rose signifies?
Ted starts to touch the red rose; he puts away the red rose from the book and touches the book.
A light goes off…
What? Oh no…
Just as I touched this book, something happened. A title reads, “Do not read this book”. What is this all about? Is there a ghost? Why such miracles are happening? Let me burn a candle. He burns a candle and puts them on table just beside the book.
Should I touch it? Thinks Ted.
Ted dares to touch the book.
Lights come automatically. What is this happening all around? He is confused and frightened. Suddenly there is wind blowing and doors are hitting hard. There is sound of storms coming…
Ted closes the doors and windows. He touches the book again and takes out his fingers immediately. Nothing happened this time…
Ted entered the room, Presentation from the president of the company started. “Today, during this third quarter our revenues have dwindled, we are in verge of bankruptcy. I am afraid the board has decided to lay off the people, we are increasing our market in India and we will reduce the numbers here by 50%....”
Ted guessed it correctly, he is angry now. “What the fuck? Big shit to these low wages workers in developing world, they are all going to take our jobs.”
Depressed and Sad, Ted comes out of the office and directly goes to the bar ask the waiter for a glass of Martini, while he was drinking martini he meets another guy beside him.
Hello Sir! Are you depressed? Did your girl friend left you? Or, do you have problems with your Boss?
Grinned the man beside him, he was also enjoying his Martini.
One thing that is common between two of us, we are drinking the same and we are here at the same time.
Cheers! Says the man.
Ted says, Cheers too.
Drunk in the sorrow and fear of losing the job, ted returns to the home. Switches on the lights of the room, finds no one there in his room.
Girls always take lot of time for shopping, I must admit it now.
Ted lies in the Sofa, clicks on the Television and starts watching the news.
Television correspondent speaks, “Welcome to CNBC news, today’s top story….”
Door bell rings, here comes my princess says Ted.
Ted opens up the door; he is surprised to see Police officer.
Are you Mr. Ted?
Yes says, Ted.
You need to come with us, Sir.
Why? What’s going on Officer?
Well, I am sorry to say but we found a dead body near shopping arcade.
What!!!
Ted visits the hospital, Oh Jesus!,
Monday sucks in my life, says Ted. WE are still identifying the case; it seems that she was murdered. I am sorry Mr. Ted, says Mr. Police Officer.
Ted feels sadder and is very depressed.
Ted suddenly realizes about his kids, he asks Police Officer to make a phone call.
Hello Mrs. Harry, this is Ted. I called you to know about my kids. Are they safe?
What do you mean safe, Mr. Ted?
Of course, they are always safe with Mrs. Harry.
Thanks God!
Can I talk with them?
Yes, of course-Just hold on a minute.
Mary, O Mary … Shouts Mrs. Harry
Peter, O Peter.. Shouts Mrs. Harry
Where are these kids?
A caretaker comes close to Mrs. Harry and says, Mary and Peter left with Uncle Sam. A guy who was claiming to be Mary’s and Peter’s Uncle he took them home. He says, he needs them for the Anniversary they were having tonight.
OK said Mrs. Harry
Are you there Mr. Ted?
Yes, says Ted.
Well Mary and Peter left with Uncle Sam.
What? Who is Uncle Sam? Questions Ted.
Well, I don’t know. A caretaker said they both were taken by Uncle Sam.
Ted is shocked and immediately reports it to the Police officer.
The Officer says, please do not worry Mr. Ted We will try our best to find out.
What the fuck? Are you talking officer, I am in verge of losing my job, my wife is murdered and now I do not have my kids? Are you trying to say that you are doing your job after all these incidents today, what kind of job are you doing officer, it sucks!
Phone rings…
Ted here… I am here too Sir Ted.
Who is this? Asks Ted
Who could it be? If you want your kids, bring all what you have got. Not less than one million dollars. We will meet in Freak Street by tomorrow 7pm sharp.
And, I know you are in Police Department.
I will be glad if you will keep this matter to yourself.
Or else, I do not have to say- What will happen to your kids.
Bye Sir Ted.
Ted looks confused and shaky; Officer asks whose phone was it? Ted replies some friend asking for wedding anniversary. I am sorry Ted says, officer.
Ted returns to his room. Switches on the lights and switches on the TV, He knows Entire night, Ted could not sleep. He is waiting for 7pm tomorrow. He is thinking and suddenly,
In his room, near the table
There is a big fat book where the title of the book says, “Do not read this book”.
He is surprised, somebody, break in this room.
Who might be?
Is he trying to play some kind of game?
I will kill this guy.
What is this book all about now?
Ted is scared even to touch the book. On top of the book there is red rose. He thinks what this is? What does red rose signifies?
Ted starts to touch the red rose; he puts away the red rose from the book and touches the book.
A light goes off…
What? Oh no…
Just as I touched this book, something happened. A title reads, “Do not read this book”. What is this all about? Is there a ghost? Why such miracles are happening? Let me burn a candle. He burns a candle and puts them on table just beside the book.
Should I touch it? Thinks Ted.
Ted dares to touch the book.
Lights come automatically. What is this happening all around? He is confused and frightened. Suddenly there is wind blowing and doors are hitting hard. There is sound of storms coming…
Ted closes the doors and windows. He touches the book again and takes out his fingers immediately. Nothing happened this time…
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Bad story
(This is not predicament, the story present here is work of fiction)
On a gloomy day, with snow and white color all around, I feel lonely and alone. There is darkness and even in principals there is light, I see light without sunlight. I am alone and I am lonely now. There are long standing roads which I think will take me nowhere.
Everything is matter of time, and time changes everything. Where did I go wrong? Was it because I was not close to her? There are unanswered questions and worries to ponder and wonder my tiny brain.
People talk about "love" and I feel there is no existence of love. When you are lonely; you feel as if you should check out or rest in peace forever. What is the sole purpose of life? Everything around the world is controlled by Object around us but most importantly it is the "women". She is the one who takes control of everything around us.
It is because of Women existence, Earth is alive and living. It is because of women who has decorated this whole world. Shiva was involved with a girl. A beautiful girl in her mid twenties. She was amazing, she has beautiful long hair and joyful smile.
A phone rang in her new mobile, "What?, really"
"Oh no"
Phone went dead. Sheela collapsed. Her husband took Sheela to the hospital. After couple of days, she was alright and normal again.
What could have happend? There was a reason to satisfy Sheela's husband soul. Doctor replied she got some kind of medical "attack". She is very weak, you should take care of her Sir.
Two Years ago,
In the city of temples and busy streets shiva was on his bike, riding very fast. He was caught by the police and taken to prison. Reason: For drinking and driving. Shiva was hippie and always lived his own life in his own terms. There were no rules that he wanted to follow, there were no routes which he have not travelled. Sex, Drinks and beautiful conversation was what he was indulged into.
In a summer, Shiva met with Sheela near a frieds house. Sheela was beautiful and she was busy though, in her own work. After couple of meetings and visit to Sheela's place, She seemed to be interested in Shiva. They started to see more often. Slowly and steady, regular visit turned into intimate relationship, the intimate relationship turned into "marriage".
Today, after two years-
Sheela is just taken out of her hospital and she is with her new husband. The news she heard in a phone was from Shiva's friend who said, "Shiva committed suicide".
On a gloomy day, with snow and white color all around, I feel lonely and alone. There is darkness and even in principals there is light, I see light without sunlight. I am alone and I am lonely now. There are long standing roads which I think will take me nowhere.
Everything is matter of time, and time changes everything. Where did I go wrong? Was it because I was not close to her? There are unanswered questions and worries to ponder and wonder my tiny brain.
People talk about "love" and I feel there is no existence of love. When you are lonely; you feel as if you should check out or rest in peace forever. What is the sole purpose of life? Everything around the world is controlled by Object around us but most importantly it is the "women". She is the one who takes control of everything around us.
It is because of Women existence, Earth is alive and living. It is because of women who has decorated this whole world. Shiva was involved with a girl. A beautiful girl in her mid twenties. She was amazing, she has beautiful long hair and joyful smile.
A phone rang in her new mobile, "What?, really"
"Oh no"
Phone went dead. Sheela collapsed. Her husband took Sheela to the hospital. After couple of days, she was alright and normal again.
What could have happend? There was a reason to satisfy Sheela's husband soul. Doctor replied she got some kind of medical "attack". She is very weak, you should take care of her Sir.
Two Years ago,
In the city of temples and busy streets shiva was on his bike, riding very fast. He was caught by the police and taken to prison. Reason: For drinking and driving. Shiva was hippie and always lived his own life in his own terms. There were no rules that he wanted to follow, there were no routes which he have not travelled. Sex, Drinks and beautiful conversation was what he was indulged into.
In a summer, Shiva met with Sheela near a frieds house. Sheela was beautiful and she was busy though, in her own work. After couple of meetings and visit to Sheela's place, She seemed to be interested in Shiva. They started to see more often. Slowly and steady, regular visit turned into intimate relationship, the intimate relationship turned into "marriage".
Today, after two years-
Sheela is just taken out of her hospital and she is with her new husband. The news she heard in a phone was from Shiva's friend who said, "Shiva committed suicide".
Friday, February 6, 2009
Do not read this book- I
Ted was watching CNBC news; he is middle aged man in his late thirty. Father of two, beautiful wife Helena and is working in multinational mobile operator company in California. He is happy that today, is his pay day. He has sort out some things on his mind which he wants to buy for his upcoming wedding anniversary.
Ram is black and very talkative guy in his middle of twenty, young and very handsome. Working in top three IT company in the India’s Technological hub, city was called Bangalore now it is called Bengaluru. He is little skeptical about the change in the name of the city. He has beautiful girl friend and he is today, planning to take his girl friend Savita to best restaurant on town. He is happy that today he is going to get bonus from his Boss.
Antti is scholar, very intellectual with PhD in Mathematics, works in one of the global company in world, called NOKIA. The company’s headquarter is in Espoo, Finland. He is very dedicated in his project and he lives alone. He has a vision and motives to take his project and publish his project for entire global market. He is happy today, because he met a girl named Johanna in the S-Market, they had a good conversation and they wanted to meet again in the same place tomorrow at the same time.
Helena says, “Honey, can you cash in some extra money today”. Ted asks, why? I need to pay for Diamond rings which I have ordered for our Wedding anniversary. What? You ordered diamond ring! How can you do this honey, I was planning to purchase a new sports Car. Well, Honey please do not get angry I hope you will not mind this. Ted did not say anything and just said OK. I do not want you to buy and collect diamonds; you already have so much of diamond collection. Alright this is the final one. Helena thanked Ted.
Near S-Market in Espoo, Johanna was putting the empty bottles in the machine or recycling the empty bottles. She has little headache, she does not remember about her last night. A guy was waiting in the queue to put the empty bottles for recycling. Johanna said, “Today the climate is very good, look the sun is shining and sky is so open and blue”. A guy turned his head and look up in the sky. He agrees with Johanna and nods his head. Johanna goes to buy some food and gets shocked. She says, “Vittu, how can I be so stupid”. She looks here and there; she saws the same guy waiting for his turn to do the payments near the cash counter. She goes and asks with him, “Do you have 10 Euros?” The guy did not speak anything and takes out “10 Euros from his wallet” and gives it to Johanna. She is smiling now; she goes back to cash counter and pays the bills. While she is leaving from the S-Market, she says, “Kittos” to good looking scholar guy. They agree to meet on the same place at the same time next day.
Savita is typical traditional south Indian girl. She is shy but modern, she meets her class mate Jogesh, who is very good looking and they plan to go for the movie. Savita disagrees and says, she has meeting with Ram. Jogesh insists her to go for the movie and she cannot say NO. Jogesh is her very intimate and best friend. They are very close to each other. This is the first time Savita is going to watch a movie with Jogesh; they have never gone out before.
“What a disgusting movie, Jogesh. Why did you bought me to watch such a movie. It is similar to watching a porno, Na.”
I will not come to see the movie with you, again. Savita is angry, whatever she was thinking about Jogesh before has changed suddenly. Jogesh behavior was not good and it showed up when he took Savita to watch such a bad movie.
Well, I am sorry Savita. I thought you will like this movie. This is Class A, super movie. Said Jogesh.
It was already 11:45pm, street were lonely and dark. There was hardly anyone in the streets, Few Dogs were barking and besides that there was nothing.
Anyways, let me take you to home. Savita says, NO.
It is so dark and I am afraid if something will happen to you Savita says Jogesh.
In Jogesh bike, which he has recently purchased “Pulsar” was the name written and he is very proud of his bike. He takes Savita in the backseat and accelerates his bike with full swing.
What happened now? Asks Savita.
I do not know. May be I run out of fuel.
What? Oh no! Mom will kill me, says Savita.
Ram is very depressed and anxious he is trying to call Savita, the network is not reachable. He is thinking where she is and why she is not reachable.
Savita I am sorry but we need to walk. OK, Whatever. Says Savita.
They are walking in dark, Savita heard four or five guys shouting in the streets and dancing. They seem to be drunk.
Savita says, Jogesh I am afraid of those guys. Can’t we take another way? No, Savita do not worry. I am with you.
Four guys saw Savita and Jogesh, they started to tease them. Jogesh was hit by one guy who was carrying a empty bottle in his head. Jogesh is hurt and he gets faint.
Savita starts to shout and says, NO.
Next morning, Savita was in hospital bed. She does not remember anything. She has lost her memory and she is badly hurt.
Ram is black and very talkative guy in his middle of twenty, young and very handsome. Working in top three IT company in the India’s Technological hub, city was called Bangalore now it is called Bengaluru. He is little skeptical about the change in the name of the city. He has beautiful girl friend and he is today, planning to take his girl friend Savita to best restaurant on town. He is happy that today he is going to get bonus from his Boss.
Antti is scholar, very intellectual with PhD in Mathematics, works in one of the global company in world, called NOKIA. The company’s headquarter is in Espoo, Finland. He is very dedicated in his project and he lives alone. He has a vision and motives to take his project and publish his project for entire global market. He is happy today, because he met a girl named Johanna in the S-Market, they had a good conversation and they wanted to meet again in the same place tomorrow at the same time.
Helena says, “Honey, can you cash in some extra money today”. Ted asks, why? I need to pay for Diamond rings which I have ordered for our Wedding anniversary. What? You ordered diamond ring! How can you do this honey, I was planning to purchase a new sports Car. Well, Honey please do not get angry I hope you will not mind this. Ted did not say anything and just said OK. I do not want you to buy and collect diamonds; you already have so much of diamond collection. Alright this is the final one. Helena thanked Ted.
Near S-Market in Espoo, Johanna was putting the empty bottles in the machine or recycling the empty bottles. She has little headache, she does not remember about her last night. A guy was waiting in the queue to put the empty bottles for recycling. Johanna said, “Today the climate is very good, look the sun is shining and sky is so open and blue”. A guy turned his head and look up in the sky. He agrees with Johanna and nods his head. Johanna goes to buy some food and gets shocked. She says, “Vittu, how can I be so stupid”. She looks here and there; she saws the same guy waiting for his turn to do the payments near the cash counter. She goes and asks with him, “Do you have 10 Euros?” The guy did not speak anything and takes out “10 Euros from his wallet” and gives it to Johanna. She is smiling now; she goes back to cash counter and pays the bills. While she is leaving from the S-Market, she says, “Kittos” to good looking scholar guy. They agree to meet on the same place at the same time next day.
Savita is typical traditional south Indian girl. She is shy but modern, she meets her class mate Jogesh, who is very good looking and they plan to go for the movie. Savita disagrees and says, she has meeting with Ram. Jogesh insists her to go for the movie and she cannot say NO. Jogesh is her very intimate and best friend. They are very close to each other. This is the first time Savita is going to watch a movie with Jogesh; they have never gone out before.
“What a disgusting movie, Jogesh. Why did you bought me to watch such a movie. It is similar to watching a porno, Na.”
I will not come to see the movie with you, again. Savita is angry, whatever she was thinking about Jogesh before has changed suddenly. Jogesh behavior was not good and it showed up when he took Savita to watch such a bad movie.
Well, I am sorry Savita. I thought you will like this movie. This is Class A, super movie. Said Jogesh.
It was already 11:45pm, street were lonely and dark. There was hardly anyone in the streets, Few Dogs were barking and besides that there was nothing.
Anyways, let me take you to home. Savita says, NO.
It is so dark and I am afraid if something will happen to you Savita says Jogesh.
In Jogesh bike, which he has recently purchased “Pulsar” was the name written and he is very proud of his bike. He takes Savita in the backseat and accelerates his bike with full swing.
What happened now? Asks Savita.
I do not know. May be I run out of fuel.
What? Oh no! Mom will kill me, says Savita.
Ram is very depressed and anxious he is trying to call Savita, the network is not reachable. He is thinking where she is and why she is not reachable.
Savita I am sorry but we need to walk. OK, Whatever. Says Savita.
They are walking in dark, Savita heard four or five guys shouting in the streets and dancing. They seem to be drunk.
Savita says, Jogesh I am afraid of those guys. Can’t we take another way? No, Savita do not worry. I am with you.
Four guys saw Savita and Jogesh, they started to tease them. Jogesh was hit by one guy who was carrying a empty bottle in his head. Jogesh is hurt and he gets faint.
Savita starts to shout and says, NO.
Next morning, Savita was in hospital bed. She does not remember anything. She has lost her memory and she is badly hurt.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Unpredictable Women
Oh, NO! What? How can this happen? -Said Ted. Did she run away? Why did this do to me? Where did she go? Come on! Now Please do not start this crap again said Shiva. She was so beautiful and she said so many times that she loves me; you know we were in relationship for last seven years. Suddenly she started to change her habits, she stopped calling me. She was silent from last Sunday. I am so sad, Shiva. You do not understand what I am going through. There is only one feeling which is killing my mind- if I ever see her at least once, I will slap her in her face and ask why did she fake our relationship?
Life is just like this my dear friend, said Shiva. We lose something and we gain something instead. We are not the creators of lives but the creator is invisible. Sometimes we think, the “other person” is ours but I am sorry, Ted. Please remember, we are here in this planet alone and we will go alone. Look at me, often I say to people that- “I live one day and I die same day”. You are your philosophical wisdom, Come on! They are all crap. Nobody will understand what you mean by this quoted text.
Let me give you explanation of this quoted text, my dear! We wake up early in the morning, Right? Yes said Ted, then we do out “things”. Yes said Ted. Later, we during evening we go back to sleep and become “unconscious”, while you are in this state you do not know what is going on around you. Sometimes we see dreams but those are just like “feelings of wind” when you are “conscious”.
Whatever! Why did she leave me?, Asked Ted. She did not leave you; she just went in search of something which is unknown. Girls like mysteries and they are very unpredictable. With time, you need to become unpredictable as well. Most of the times we men, are very predictable. Girls can easily predict what we are thinking or what we want or what we desire. While this makes some Girls very Boring and some finds it amusing sometimes. Somebody has said it right, “Behind every successful men, there is women”. Why? Have you ever thought on this issue? Just because, with every successful men, are unpredictable in nature.
Why do you generalize Shiva? You cannot blame the entire world and all the men stating that, those who are successful are unpredictable. Ted, Listen! You can always disagree with me. I am just stating my point here. Think where you went wrong while Maria was with you. Think, my dear friend! Just last night you were writing a poem “I love you” especially for Valentine’s Day. Now see- where is she now? She might be hanging with someone else, some other Teds.
As Nature is unpredictable, so are Women. Because women are part of Nature and We are part of them. Please disagree with me, Ted. But I am your friend and I am thinking on behalf of you and your lost partner- Maria. Now tell me, how many times did you make love with her?
Shiva! Why do you want to know about sex now? Sex is integral part to make any person happy. There are some elements which a human can do, to make other people happy. For example, Sex, Smile (especially in worries) and there are more which I cannot explain now. Hmm, Interesting. Well there were few times when we did really make out but it was not often. Because, many of the times I was busy in my work and it was not daily. This is the place you are caught again! Listen, Men is giver and Women are receiver. Remember always this, Ted. More you can give, the more you will get and less you can give, less you will get. Oh not again!, What do you mean? I mean, dedication and hard work in giving, will result more into happiness and pleasure. We all live in busy world, with our busy schedule and work but do not get busy because Maria will think, you are not dedicating more time to her, it has to be in balance format. Sometimes, we dedicate our entire time to women and then it become too much. And, sometime we dedicate very few times with women and it becomes too few. Balance is what is needed, my dear friend. Balance, Remember- Just like Nature itself.
Well, this sounds very interesting. Thank you Shiva for letting me knows that, women are women and we need to be unpredictable just like nature to have balance in life and relationships. I appreciate your effort on this education.
Two days later, Ted saw Maria in the lift of Hotel Everest. She was kissing some guy. Maria stared at him and very next second ignored him. Ted felt little uncomfortable watching the scene. He went to bar and took uncontrolled pegs of whisky, “Chivas Reagel”, while taking the last peg-Ted speaks out and said, “Good bye, bitch”!
Maria why are you here, Asked Ted. I am sorry Ted, “It was my entire fault. I loved you then and I cannot live without you”, said Maria.
The sunlight fell into the eyes of Ted and he woke up in despair.
Life is just like this my dear friend, said Shiva. We lose something and we gain something instead. We are not the creators of lives but the creator is invisible. Sometimes we think, the “other person” is ours but I am sorry, Ted. Please remember, we are here in this planet alone and we will go alone. Look at me, often I say to people that- “I live one day and I die same day”. You are your philosophical wisdom, Come on! They are all crap. Nobody will understand what you mean by this quoted text.
Let me give you explanation of this quoted text, my dear! We wake up early in the morning, Right? Yes said Ted, then we do out “things”. Yes said Ted. Later, we during evening we go back to sleep and become “unconscious”, while you are in this state you do not know what is going on around you. Sometimes we see dreams but those are just like “feelings of wind” when you are “conscious”.
Whatever! Why did she leave me?, Asked Ted. She did not leave you; she just went in search of something which is unknown. Girls like mysteries and they are very unpredictable. With time, you need to become unpredictable as well. Most of the times we men, are very predictable. Girls can easily predict what we are thinking or what we want or what we desire. While this makes some Girls very Boring and some finds it amusing sometimes. Somebody has said it right, “Behind every successful men, there is women”. Why? Have you ever thought on this issue? Just because, with every successful men, are unpredictable in nature.
Why do you generalize Shiva? You cannot blame the entire world and all the men stating that, those who are successful are unpredictable. Ted, Listen! You can always disagree with me. I am just stating my point here. Think where you went wrong while Maria was with you. Think, my dear friend! Just last night you were writing a poem “I love you” especially for Valentine’s Day. Now see- where is she now? She might be hanging with someone else, some other Teds.
As Nature is unpredictable, so are Women. Because women are part of Nature and We are part of them. Please disagree with me, Ted. But I am your friend and I am thinking on behalf of you and your lost partner- Maria. Now tell me, how many times did you make love with her?
Shiva! Why do you want to know about sex now? Sex is integral part to make any person happy. There are some elements which a human can do, to make other people happy. For example, Sex, Smile (especially in worries) and there are more which I cannot explain now. Hmm, Interesting. Well there were few times when we did really make out but it was not often. Because, many of the times I was busy in my work and it was not daily. This is the place you are caught again! Listen, Men is giver and Women are receiver. Remember always this, Ted. More you can give, the more you will get and less you can give, less you will get. Oh not again!, What do you mean? I mean, dedication and hard work in giving, will result more into happiness and pleasure. We all live in busy world, with our busy schedule and work but do not get busy because Maria will think, you are not dedicating more time to her, it has to be in balance format. Sometimes, we dedicate our entire time to women and then it become too much. And, sometime we dedicate very few times with women and it becomes too few. Balance is what is needed, my dear friend. Balance, Remember- Just like Nature itself.
Well, this sounds very interesting. Thank you Shiva for letting me knows that, women are women and we need to be unpredictable just like nature to have balance in life and relationships. I appreciate your effort on this education.
Two days later, Ted saw Maria in the lift of Hotel Everest. She was kissing some guy. Maria stared at him and very next second ignored him. Ted felt little uncomfortable watching the scene. He went to bar and took uncontrolled pegs of whisky, “Chivas Reagel”, while taking the last peg-Ted speaks out and said, “Good bye, bitch”!
Maria why are you here, Asked Ted. I am sorry Ted, “It was my entire fault. I loved you then and I cannot live without you”, said Maria.
The sunlight fell into the eyes of Ted and he woke up in despair.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Romeo and Juliet-II
Some times when you are alone and in the dark only thing you are thinking is the sun light. When would be the sun light in my life? thinks Mr. Romeo. He is thinking about his girl who is very far and very far. He is thinking about her Ms. Juliet. Juliet is living her life some thousand of miles away from him.
Most of the times Romeo is only thinking about her, why is she keep on coming in my mind? Why can't she just fade away? Is it because we stayed together happily for some time period or is it because I still want her to be with me? These question are always keeping me busy and dizzy thinks Romeo.
Romeo is alone, he has seen many girls but all of these girls do not look like Juliet. He wants to see same kind of gesture and reactions on these beautiful girls in his city but only thing that is missing on these rest of the girls and his traditional girl is "Care".
Juliet is alone in her city, she is doing her duty and trying to find a good job for her to survive. Despite lack of many basic needs in that unknown country there are lack of opportunities, transportation, electricity and happiness in her life. She can also see many boys but she thinks she should not see them. She is little afraid because she is a women and she might come back after she starts seeing new guys in her life.
Romeo has constant questioning burgeoning in his mind, his mind has become restless and sleepless, he is worried and despite his own worries the worry for Juliet is giving his a slow poison in his life.
Should he pray? he thinks. He starts praying to the all mighty. On Monday morning, he was just walking down the busy streets of Finland where he was thinking something about Juliet and he do not know where was he going. Just when the traffic light were red, and all the people on the one side of the streets were waiting-Romeo on other hand did not stop and he walked on.
All the peoples were shouting at him but he did not stop-Suddenly, he was hit by big lorry. Oh,Damn ! Said one old man. This guy seems to be dead. Some one call the Emergency 112 please shouted an old women.
Four men took Juliet in a dark place in unknown and frightening location. She was naked, her clothes were torn apart and she was bleeding. She does not know what happened to her. Lying down in one corner even unknown to herself if she is dead or alive. Oh No! said Juliet waked up shouting.She saw a bad dream she thought. The dream of four men raping her.
Doctor Raj, a special Brain Specialist was looking at the brain scan report. He was thinking how is this possible? how can this guy be alive? Well, Miracles happens but even though he is alive he has forgotten his past. He does not know his name, he does not know his location and he does not know anything. He is living like a dead. This is not life says Dr. Raj.
Juliet saw a Man of his dreams, long, brown eyes, good looking with great body. She knew that that Man is the Man of her dreams. Although, she had know Romeo but there was distance between Romeo and her. She could not resist herself towards this Man named Shiva, who is the Man of her dreams. There was another guy named Fox who was very much interested in her too. Fox and Juliet were in love before Juliet met Romeo.
Fox made her cry many of the times. He always used to say, "I love you my Juliet and I know you love me too". Several times Fox love has made Juliet confused. She is thinking who will be the right man in her life.
A phone rang, Juliet picked up the phone. She heard a women crying from the other end. She said, "What happend?" Why are you crying Mother?, Romeo is almost dead. He is alive but he has lost everything. He cannot even recognize me-his Mother. I am afraid my dear, you should forget him now!
Juliet felt bad about the Romeo's mother and she also felt bad that Romeo will now no longer be like the Romeo she used to know. Fun, Nice looking and very smart and intelligent.
After seventy days, Today on the Valentine's day she has to decide if Shiva or Fox are the right person in her life. They both might propose her. Juliet is alone in her room thinking about Shiva who is the man of her dreams, a perfect human she could ever imagine and on the other hand there is a guy who says he loves her more than his life.
Do I love Romeo? thinks Juliet. He made me happy and he made me smile. He was very good but now he is almost dead. Even if I go to him, he will not know me. Should I go to him and look at him? Should I live with Shiva who is perfect human that my imagination has created. Or, Should I go with the Fox who was my First Man in my life.
With confusion and frustration she could not decide. Romeo asked, "Juliet if I am dead will you leave me?" May be no.Imagine that I am dead. What if now you have to decide between Shiva and Fox? With whom will you go?
Juliet said, "If you are dead, then I will be dead too".
The early morning blazing sun fell into the eyes of Juliet, sound of birds chirping waked her up.
Most of the times Romeo is only thinking about her, why is she keep on coming in my mind? Why can't she just fade away? Is it because we stayed together happily for some time period or is it because I still want her to be with me? These question are always keeping me busy and dizzy thinks Romeo.
Romeo is alone, he has seen many girls but all of these girls do not look like Juliet. He wants to see same kind of gesture and reactions on these beautiful girls in his city but only thing that is missing on these rest of the girls and his traditional girl is "Care".
Juliet is alone in her city, she is doing her duty and trying to find a good job for her to survive. Despite lack of many basic needs in that unknown country there are lack of opportunities, transportation, electricity and happiness in her life. She can also see many boys but she thinks she should not see them. She is little afraid because she is a women and she might come back after she starts seeing new guys in her life.
Romeo has constant questioning burgeoning in his mind, his mind has become restless and sleepless, he is worried and despite his own worries the worry for Juliet is giving his a slow poison in his life.
Should he pray? he thinks. He starts praying to the all mighty. On Monday morning, he was just walking down the busy streets of Finland where he was thinking something about Juliet and he do not know where was he going. Just when the traffic light were red, and all the people on the one side of the streets were waiting-Romeo on other hand did not stop and he walked on.
All the peoples were shouting at him but he did not stop-Suddenly, he was hit by big lorry. Oh,Damn ! Said one old man. This guy seems to be dead. Some one call the Emergency 112 please shouted an old women.
Four men took Juliet in a dark place in unknown and frightening location. She was naked, her clothes were torn apart and she was bleeding. She does not know what happened to her. Lying down in one corner even unknown to herself if she is dead or alive. Oh No! said Juliet waked up shouting.She saw a bad dream she thought. The dream of four men raping her.
Doctor Raj, a special Brain Specialist was looking at the brain scan report. He was thinking how is this possible? how can this guy be alive? Well, Miracles happens but even though he is alive he has forgotten his past. He does not know his name, he does not know his location and he does not know anything. He is living like a dead. This is not life says Dr. Raj.
Juliet saw a Man of his dreams, long, brown eyes, good looking with great body. She knew that that Man is the Man of her dreams. Although, she had know Romeo but there was distance between Romeo and her. She could not resist herself towards this Man named Shiva, who is the Man of her dreams. There was another guy named Fox who was very much interested in her too. Fox and Juliet were in love before Juliet met Romeo.
Fox made her cry many of the times. He always used to say, "I love you my Juliet and I know you love me too". Several times Fox love has made Juliet confused. She is thinking who will be the right man in her life.
A phone rang, Juliet picked up the phone. She heard a women crying from the other end. She said, "What happend?" Why are you crying Mother?, Romeo is almost dead. He is alive but he has lost everything. He cannot even recognize me-his Mother. I am afraid my dear, you should forget him now!
Juliet felt bad about the Romeo's mother and she also felt bad that Romeo will now no longer be like the Romeo she used to know. Fun, Nice looking and very smart and intelligent.
After seventy days, Today on the Valentine's day she has to decide if Shiva or Fox are the right person in her life. They both might propose her. Juliet is alone in her room thinking about Shiva who is the man of her dreams, a perfect human she could ever imagine and on the other hand there is a guy who says he loves her more than his life.
Do I love Romeo? thinks Juliet. He made me happy and he made me smile. He was very good but now he is almost dead. Even if I go to him, he will not know me. Should I go to him and look at him? Should I live with Shiva who is perfect human that my imagination has created. Or, Should I go with the Fox who was my First Man in my life.
With confusion and frustration she could not decide. Romeo asked, "Juliet if I am dead will you leave me?" May be no.Imagine that I am dead. What if now you have to decide between Shiva and Fox? With whom will you go?
Juliet said, "If you are dead, then I will be dead too".
The early morning blazing sun fell into the eyes of Juliet, sound of birds chirping waked her up.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Adam and Eve
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Once upon a time there was a guy named Mr.Adam, in his mid thirties, long haired, good looking just like a scholar. Adam was happy with his life. He was a computer professional and most of the times he was working on the computers. The first love that he has discovered was only the computers since he was not involved with any women.
Despite he was good looking and nice, there was no women who wanted to approach him and love him. One day he finished his degree and returned back to his country. He saw one girl who was busy in the Phone. He looked at her and thought, "She looks good". Next day on the same place during same time-Adam saw her again talking in the phone.
He thought, "She must be talking with her boyfriend". Adam did not gave much of the importance after that thought. The girl was also in her mid thirties and very good looking and nicely build. She was beautiful as the Rose. Eve as her sister would like to call her.
After few days, Eve looked at the Adam and Smiled. She must have thought something before smiling but Adam had no clue. May be Adam thought He knew with whom she was talking-her boy friend named Fox.
Adam friend Moore was good at talking with the girls and he talked with Eve about Adam and his characteristics. Moore admired a lot about the Adam and he said many good things about the Adam to Eve.
For couple of weeks on the same place and during same time, Adam could not see Eve anymore. His eyes were searching for Eve but he could not find her. "Where is Eve?", Why did not see come today or yesterday to talk with her boyfriend?. These questions were on the mind of Adam.
During this period of the time Adam was reading a Novel by Paulo called "Veronica decides to die". While Adam was very fast learner, it did not took long for him to finish Paulo's Novel. He finished it within the couple of weeks time. He learned about the women and why they are committing the suicide.
After the couple of weeks period, Adam saw Eve but this time she looked little sick and weak. She was not even talking with anyone, silent and cold. She was just frozen or something thought Adam.
Adam went close to her and said, "what happened to you?" why are you not talking any longer". Eve replied that nothing has happened and she was OK.
As Adam's Nature was outgoing and friendly, he talked about the book which he read recently with Eve and with her sister Maria. They wanted to know about the book which Adam had read. The topic of the book was very fascinating to them.
Adam explained all the details about the book and he told how a girl decides to commit a suicide and what goes wrong with her. He explains it is a coward act to commit a suicide and give up your life for some "reasons".
While Adam was explaining the story, Eve was smiling looking at Adam but she said no word. Adam and Eve started seeing each other like this and they continued for some time may be it was for couple of weeks or so.
One day, Eve was alone in her shop and Adam went there to talk with her. Adam wanted to know where she went during those two weeks period since he could not talk with her. Eve started saying that, she was in hospital bed since she committed suicide.
Adam was shocked to listen this- Adam asked her why?, Eve replied it was because of the Fox. I worshiped him more than the God, he was my God. I never used to eat before he has eaten, I never used to do anything before he used to say to me, I was truly and madly in love with him but he said that he cannot marry me.
When he said he cannot marry me after we being together in love for four years, I was broken. My heart was broken and I thought for whom should I live? There is no one for whom I should live my life. That is why I decided to kill myself.
After listening to Eve, Adam was sorry for what has happened with her. Adam asked one question to her, "Did he said-I love you to you?". Eve replied with Yes, Many many times. Almost every day.
Adam started thinking-"What is the value of I love you when you really do not feel the love for the person?"
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Saying one thing and doing one thing is common human nature.
We say one word and we do not even care or mean it seriously. Every words spoken cannot be taken back. A good listener could be a good partner and it is one of the essential element to be in the relationship. Let us think, If you say "I love you" do you really mean that you really really love that person?.
What if you are just faking? I do not know if there is any reality in it. "Want" does not describe love, "Needs" does not fulfill "thirst" or quest in our life.
When the words like "I love you" is so much valuable. We should make it more valuable by saying only when you really really mean it and when your inner self says to do so. Most of the times we just say that words and we do not even know the value behind these three great words which make a complete sentence and this complete sentence could mean a lot to the other person.
Written things or words could be edited but spoken words could not be taken back.
All we need to do is make it more valuable and precious. Since these are most important sentence A Man would like to tell to her Princess.
Good day !
Once upon a time there was a guy named Mr.Adam, in his mid thirties, long haired, good looking just like a scholar. Adam was happy with his life. He was a computer professional and most of the times he was working on the computers. The first love that he has discovered was only the computers since he was not involved with any women.
Despite he was good looking and nice, there was no women who wanted to approach him and love him. One day he finished his degree and returned back to his country. He saw one girl who was busy in the Phone. He looked at her and thought, "She looks good". Next day on the same place during same time-Adam saw her again talking in the phone.
He thought, "She must be talking with her boyfriend". Adam did not gave much of the importance after that thought. The girl was also in her mid thirties and very good looking and nicely build. She was beautiful as the Rose. Eve as her sister would like to call her.
After few days, Eve looked at the Adam and Smiled. She must have thought something before smiling but Adam had no clue. May be Adam thought He knew with whom she was talking-her boy friend named Fox.
Adam friend Moore was good at talking with the girls and he talked with Eve about Adam and his characteristics. Moore admired a lot about the Adam and he said many good things about the Adam to Eve.
For couple of weeks on the same place and during same time, Adam could not see Eve anymore. His eyes were searching for Eve but he could not find her. "Where is Eve?", Why did not see come today or yesterday to talk with her boyfriend?. These questions were on the mind of Adam.
During this period of the time Adam was reading a Novel by Paulo called "Veronica decides to die". While Adam was very fast learner, it did not took long for him to finish Paulo's Novel. He finished it within the couple of weeks time. He learned about the women and why they are committing the suicide.
After the couple of weeks period, Adam saw Eve but this time she looked little sick and weak. She was not even talking with anyone, silent and cold. She was just frozen or something thought Adam.
Adam went close to her and said, "what happened to you?" why are you not talking any longer". Eve replied that nothing has happened and she was OK.
As Adam's Nature was outgoing and friendly, he talked about the book which he read recently with Eve and with her sister Maria. They wanted to know about the book which Adam had read. The topic of the book was very fascinating to them.
Adam explained all the details about the book and he told how a girl decides to commit a suicide and what goes wrong with her. He explains it is a coward act to commit a suicide and give up your life for some "reasons".
While Adam was explaining the story, Eve was smiling looking at Adam but she said no word. Adam and Eve started seeing each other like this and they continued for some time may be it was for couple of weeks or so.
One day, Eve was alone in her shop and Adam went there to talk with her. Adam wanted to know where she went during those two weeks period since he could not talk with her. Eve started saying that, she was in hospital bed since she committed suicide.
Adam was shocked to listen this- Adam asked her why?, Eve replied it was because of the Fox. I worshiped him more than the God, he was my God. I never used to eat before he has eaten, I never used to do anything before he used to say to me, I was truly and madly in love with him but he said that he cannot marry me.
When he said he cannot marry me after we being together in love for four years, I was broken. My heart was broken and I thought for whom should I live? There is no one for whom I should live my life. That is why I decided to kill myself.
After listening to Eve, Adam was sorry for what has happened with her. Adam asked one question to her, "Did he said-I love you to you?". Eve replied with Yes, Many many times. Almost every day.
Adam started thinking-"What is the value of I love you when you really do not feel the love for the person?"
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Saying one thing and doing one thing is common human nature.
We say one word and we do not even care or mean it seriously. Every words spoken cannot be taken back. A good listener could be a good partner and it is one of the essential element to be in the relationship. Let us think, If you say "I love you" do you really mean that you really really love that person?.
What if you are just faking? I do not know if there is any reality in it. "Want" does not describe love, "Needs" does not fulfill "thirst" or quest in our life.
When the words like "I love you" is so much valuable. We should make it more valuable by saying only when you really really mean it and when your inner self says to do so. Most of the times we just say that words and we do not even know the value behind these three great words which make a complete sentence and this complete sentence could mean a lot to the other person.
Written things or words could be edited but spoken words could not be taken back.
All we need to do is make it more valuable and precious. Since these are most important sentence A Man would like to tell to her Princess.
Good day !
Monday, January 12, 2009
Romeo and Juliet-I
Imagine doing the things that you would dream of in your life. Mr. Romeo was a great lover. Will you agree after reading this story.
Romeo decided that he wants to see her. She is the only women whom he never wants to stop looking at. He is medium height, in his mid thirty, medium build and looks like a scholar. He has good body and nice ash-thinks his wife-Juliet.
Juliet is a typical Finnish girl and is under age. She is just sixteen years of old. She is all the time thinking about good looking men. She has nice body and good boobs-thinks Romeo.
Juliet lives around five hundred kilometers from the Romeo and there is distance between two of them. They cannot come and meet very often. But they want to talk and usually they encounter in a good conversation.
Romeo is a true Man. He is the Man of his words. He lives in one philosophy and that is-"If I say, I will do then I give my life to do it". Whereas, Juliet knows and trusts him very much. Just because Romeo has never lied or done anything wrong to Juliet.
Time changes everything in life and relationship. Romeo is little worried that, Juliet might go with another Men. Romeo thinks that, A girl is like a fish in the pond.
Juliet gets confused and has no right answer to her own problems because she likes to talk with other men too. When she is talking with other men then she is confused. She then thinks that Romeo is not the prince charming for her. She then thinks that all men are same.
Juliet once says that she wants her man to one day come and visit her house. She wants to see her man to visit her room. Romeo thinks will her ever do it? If He is the right guy in her life then He should do something unthinkable. Something which is punishable by the Government of Finland.
"A person who has sexual intercourse with a child younger than sixteen years of age ... shall be sentenced for sexual abuse of a child to imprisonment for at most four years."
He knows that the law does not allow the Romeo to do this-
There is another guy who is in love with Juliet. He is Mr. Fox. Many of the times he says to the Juliet that, "He loves her and he knows that she love him too". Juliet most of the times feels confused because she does not know what to say after he says such a statement.
Fox was involved with her before she met Romeo. Fox and Juliet were seeing each other some three months before Juliet met Romeo. Juliet does not know what to do? Should she go with Fox or should she go with Romeo?
How do she knows that Romeo or Fox is better for her?
One side there is Romeo who is trustworthy and like a very good man. Another side there is Fox who is little naughty but says he likes her and believes that Juliet likes him too.
Juliet sees no wrong in Romeo because he is very good and humble, he can be trusted and he does what he says. He cares about Juliet most of the times. But Fox is the first man in her life that is what she thinks. Some times she just wants to forget Fox but she could not.
One day-Fox says to her that, He will come to meet her in her house. Juliet sends the text message to Romeo and tells that, She will meet Fox in the night and they might be together on that night. Romeo thinks on what to reply. He is little worried for her. But again, why should he worry like a Mother? He says, "It is OK, but please be careful".
That night, Romeo starts to drink a Scottish Whiskey. He prays that nothing wrong should happen to Juliet and Fox will not do anything wrong to her. Romeo tries to sleep but he could not sleep properly. He wakes up in the middle of the night and sends her the message stating that, "I am worried, I hope you are OK". He gets no reply. That makes him worry more.
The entire night he could not sleep properly. In the morning, he gets the reply from the Juliet stating that, Fox did not come on that night. Romeo starts smiling and thinks,"whatever happens, happens for good".
He is happy that nothing happened. But he was terrified if something would have happened then, it would have be problem or it would have hurt him.
One fine day, He decides to visit Juliet's house. He talks with Juliet and says that he will come and meet her. Juliet is excited but knows that if Romeo has said then he will come to meet her. Romeo travels some five hundred kilometers to meet Juliet. The road are difficult, there are no lights on the street and the natural temperature is below seven degrees.
The freezing cold of Norther Finland with whitish snow everywhere and in the cold dark midnight Romeo have to walk some nine or ten kilometers to just see her prince. He dares to do it. He is walking, there is wind blowing and in the middle of the highway sounds of uncertainties are flowing. There are exceptions- will he make it? Would he see her on that Night? What if some wild animals from the forest comes and kills him.
He might looks like a idiot or stupid going to meet a young Juliet in the Middle of Cold Finnish Weather. How can even he dare to do such an act when Nobody will ever think about this?
His legs are hurting, he cannot walk properly now. He is feeling the pain and pressure all around. He has walked for couple of hours already and there are no signs of anything around him. He is alone, he is crazy and he is not sure about his life. He is only thinking about Juliet. He wants to see her. That is his mission and motive. Nothing else. Juliet gives him direction on how to reach to her in the phone. But the phone direction does not help that much to Romeo.
Anyways, Juliet runs away from her house and comes to see him too. She says that she cannot leave him alone in those forest and in the darkness. He is happy that she is also coming to pick him. He has already walked three hours now, tired and sweat in his forehead in the cold freezing temperature. Unbelievable and stunned on his situation ! Desperate for a look of Juliet.
There is a light swinging in the middle of the road. Romeo thinks that might be an animal he is terrified. He wants to pick up his mobile and call Juliet suddenly he sees that there is no battery in his mobile. Romeo is frightened- is it a wild animal? Some forms of light attached in the neck of animal and the animal is approaching towards him? What would not happen if that animal will come closer and will take a first byte from his body? Oh God, Now I am going to be dead!-thinks Romeo.
Why did I came here to die? There is sweat coming out of Romeo's head and he is really really terrified. What would now happen if the light hanging and moving comes close to him?
Is it Juliet with the torch light or is it the wild animal?
How would Romeo reach if that invisible object was Juliet?
How would that invisible object react if that was an wild animal?
There are plenty of questions and no answers. I came here to sacrifice my life just to see her and now I am in the middle of nowhere. That is what Romeo thinks. Happy but Sad since he does not know what an "invisible object" is.
Romeo decided that he wants to see her. She is the only women whom he never wants to stop looking at. He is medium height, in his mid thirty, medium build and looks like a scholar. He has good body and nice ash-thinks his wife-Juliet.
Juliet is a typical Finnish girl and is under age. She is just sixteen years of old. She is all the time thinking about good looking men. She has nice body and good boobs-thinks Romeo.
Juliet lives around five hundred kilometers from the Romeo and there is distance between two of them. They cannot come and meet very often. But they want to talk and usually they encounter in a good conversation.
Romeo is a true Man. He is the Man of his words. He lives in one philosophy and that is-"If I say, I will do then I give my life to do it". Whereas, Juliet knows and trusts him very much. Just because Romeo has never lied or done anything wrong to Juliet.
Time changes everything in life and relationship. Romeo is little worried that, Juliet might go with another Men. Romeo thinks that, A girl is like a fish in the pond.
Juliet gets confused and has no right answer to her own problems because she likes to talk with other men too. When she is talking with other men then she is confused. She then thinks that Romeo is not the prince charming for her. She then thinks that all men are same.
Juliet once says that she wants her man to one day come and visit her house. She wants to see her man to visit her room. Romeo thinks will her ever do it? If He is the right guy in her life then He should do something unthinkable. Something which is punishable by the Government of Finland.
"A person who has sexual intercourse with a child younger than sixteen years of age ... shall be sentenced for sexual abuse of a child to imprisonment for at most four years."
He knows that the law does not allow the Romeo to do this-
There is another guy who is in love with Juliet. He is Mr. Fox. Many of the times he says to the Juliet that, "He loves her and he knows that she love him too". Juliet most of the times feels confused because she does not know what to say after he says such a statement.
Fox was involved with her before she met Romeo. Fox and Juliet were seeing each other some three months before Juliet met Romeo. Juliet does not know what to do? Should she go with Fox or should she go with Romeo?
How do she knows that Romeo or Fox is better for her?
One side there is Romeo who is trustworthy and like a very good man. Another side there is Fox who is little naughty but says he likes her and believes that Juliet likes him too.
Juliet sees no wrong in Romeo because he is very good and humble, he can be trusted and he does what he says. He cares about Juliet most of the times. But Fox is the first man in her life that is what she thinks. Some times she just wants to forget Fox but she could not.
One day-Fox says to her that, He will come to meet her in her house. Juliet sends the text message to Romeo and tells that, She will meet Fox in the night and they might be together on that night. Romeo thinks on what to reply. He is little worried for her. But again, why should he worry like a Mother? He says, "It is OK, but please be careful".
That night, Romeo starts to drink a Scottish Whiskey. He prays that nothing wrong should happen to Juliet and Fox will not do anything wrong to her. Romeo tries to sleep but he could not sleep properly. He wakes up in the middle of the night and sends her the message stating that, "I am worried, I hope you are OK". He gets no reply. That makes him worry more.
The entire night he could not sleep properly. In the morning, he gets the reply from the Juliet stating that, Fox did not come on that night. Romeo starts smiling and thinks,"whatever happens, happens for good".
He is happy that nothing happened. But he was terrified if something would have happened then, it would have be problem or it would have hurt him.
One fine day, He decides to visit Juliet's house. He talks with Juliet and says that he will come and meet her. Juliet is excited but knows that if Romeo has said then he will come to meet her. Romeo travels some five hundred kilometers to meet Juliet. The road are difficult, there are no lights on the street and the natural temperature is below seven degrees.
The freezing cold of Norther Finland with whitish snow everywhere and in the cold dark midnight Romeo have to walk some nine or ten kilometers to just see her prince. He dares to do it. He is walking, there is wind blowing and in the middle of the highway sounds of uncertainties are flowing. There are exceptions- will he make it? Would he see her on that Night? What if some wild animals from the forest comes and kills him.
He might looks like a idiot or stupid going to meet a young Juliet in the Middle of Cold Finnish Weather. How can even he dare to do such an act when Nobody will ever think about this?
His legs are hurting, he cannot walk properly now. He is feeling the pain and pressure all around. He has walked for couple of hours already and there are no signs of anything around him. He is alone, he is crazy and he is not sure about his life. He is only thinking about Juliet. He wants to see her. That is his mission and motive. Nothing else. Juliet gives him direction on how to reach to her in the phone. But the phone direction does not help that much to Romeo.
Anyways, Juliet runs away from her house and comes to see him too. She says that she cannot leave him alone in those forest and in the darkness. He is happy that she is also coming to pick him. He has already walked three hours now, tired and sweat in his forehead in the cold freezing temperature. Unbelievable and stunned on his situation ! Desperate for a look of Juliet.
There is a light swinging in the middle of the road. Romeo thinks that might be an animal he is terrified. He wants to pick up his mobile and call Juliet suddenly he sees that there is no battery in his mobile. Romeo is frightened- is it a wild animal? Some forms of light attached in the neck of animal and the animal is approaching towards him? What would not happen if that animal will come closer and will take a first byte from his body? Oh God, Now I am going to be dead!-thinks Romeo.
Why did I came here to die? There is sweat coming out of Romeo's head and he is really really terrified. What would now happen if the light hanging and moving comes close to him?
Is it Juliet with the torch light or is it the wild animal?
How would Romeo reach if that invisible object was Juliet?
How would that invisible object react if that was an wild animal?
There are plenty of questions and no answers. I came here to sacrifice my life just to see her and now I am in the middle of nowhere. That is what Romeo thinks. Happy but Sad since he does not know what an "invisible object" is.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Today Thursday at 17 hours-
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At this very moment there are loads of happenings occurring around the world. When I feel that at this very moment One kid was born in Western Australia, A mother is feeling the pain of giving birth this young kid but at the same moment some where in Western India one adult is trying to rape a young Indian girl which is just fourteen years old. During this time- Somewhere in New York, There is one business man who is sitting in his chair, thinking if he wants to open his company tomorrow in the stock market or not.
Today at this very moment there is one guy in his mid thirties, strongly build near the mountains of Afghanistan thinking and preparing for the battle for suicide bombings.
At the same moment a mother in Gaza is preparing a food for her three kids and thinking that if tomorrow will be the day if she can sleep with peace.
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Now When I look and imagine such events at this moment, I think on my own life and my own problems. All of my major problems are not so much problematic. Why am I worried? Why do I think that I will have to come up with answers as soon as possible? There are lots of questions which are making my life miserable. There are only questions and no answers. I am searching for the right answer which will tell me that I am best at doing "something" which is good enough to satisfy people around me. I have a degree but those degree does not give me right job at this very moment.
I am tired, Some times I just want to keep on doing the things I like most but some times my life tells me that- just check out. When I imagine the situation those people that I described above are facing at the moment my problems are very small or is even considered as no problem at all.
What should I do now? Should I wait for the right day? or, should I just quit? I am really really bored and tired with this situation of living a life. Some times I read what my friends and great writer like Paulo has written and I get inspired but other times I feel really frustrated.
My father said once to me, "Son, There is no big problems or small problems-these are only just problems". I asked him, "How can I get rid of these problems?". Problems come and go but the way of choosing or even implementing the solution solely depends on you, he said.
I am terrified and at the same time worried when I put myself in the situation where no body I think would like to be.
Imagine you are in love with a girl who is near you, in the country you are living. Now again, Imagine there is another girl who is waiting for you in your home country. Both of these beautiful ladies like you more than you like them. They care about you. You are in the middle of nowhere and you cannot decide whom to choose. You do not actually want to choose any one of them but just want to remain with both of them.
One day, you have to leave the girl in the country that you are living and you have to go back home. How would you feel ? Will you leave her and feel sad ?
You know relationship problems start when there is distance between you and your beloved partner. How would she stand up this situation? You feel the pain and you do not want to listen anyone. you just want to hide in the corner of your room and be silent.
Will she commit suicide? What if, she decides to kill herself? Will you every forgive yourself for leaving her? What happens if you cannot tolerate this throughout your life?
These are only question and no answer smoothen the heart which is feeling the pain. There are sorrows and grief, there are agony and pain. These are bloody tears which some time just fall even your mind does not want to cry.
No body is to blame for all these, you created the problem for yourself and if your friends, family give you advice then they are looking on the perspective of what you have described. They are not feeling the same. They cannot go through your pain and sorrow. They will try to understand your situation but they will never feel the way you are feeling at this very moments and at this very time.
You call God and recall him, and close your eyes living in a lonely room of yours. You join your hand and start praying. Asking him for a help. You are saying that please give me some alternatives, will you? Please.
While you are begging for your own problems you also are thinking that God has many children who are asking for the same at this very moment.
All those people who are in trouble or in problems are begging him for help. you are no different then them. Do you think the Supreme being has the same feeling as yours? Even if he knows your problem how is your problem different then others?
Oh, God. I have taken this step to find the solutions of my problems, through my problems I want to help those who are in the same problems . Will you please bless me with the power to serve? I know your giving. I am blessed with your Nature and I will always try to spread the happiness all around.
But Now, I am alone and lonely, I need your support. I know that Finding treasure will not give my life satisfaction neither do I want to find a treasure and collect it in a Private Bank.
I want the answers to all those questions. How would I convince my love that I care more than my life for her? How would I answer my heart that whatever that is happening around at this moment is not in the hands of me? How could I ?
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At this very moment there are loads of happenings occurring around the world. When I feel that at this very moment One kid was born in Western Australia, A mother is feeling the pain of giving birth this young kid but at the same moment some where in Western India one adult is trying to rape a young Indian girl which is just fourteen years old. During this time- Somewhere in New York, There is one business man who is sitting in his chair, thinking if he wants to open his company tomorrow in the stock market or not.
Today at this very moment there is one guy in his mid thirties, strongly build near the mountains of Afghanistan thinking and preparing for the battle for suicide bombings.
At the same moment a mother in Gaza is preparing a food for her three kids and thinking that if tomorrow will be the day if she can sleep with peace.
***
Now When I look and imagine such events at this moment, I think on my own life and my own problems. All of my major problems are not so much problematic. Why am I worried? Why do I think that I will have to come up with answers as soon as possible? There are lots of questions which are making my life miserable. There are only questions and no answers. I am searching for the right answer which will tell me that I am best at doing "something" which is good enough to satisfy people around me. I have a degree but those degree does not give me right job at this very moment.
I am tired, Some times I just want to keep on doing the things I like most but some times my life tells me that- just check out. When I imagine the situation those people that I described above are facing at the moment my problems are very small or is even considered as no problem at all.
What should I do now? Should I wait for the right day? or, should I just quit? I am really really bored and tired with this situation of living a life. Some times I read what my friends and great writer like Paulo has written and I get inspired but other times I feel really frustrated.
My father said once to me, "Son, There is no big problems or small problems-these are only just problems". I asked him, "How can I get rid of these problems?". Problems come and go but the way of choosing or even implementing the solution solely depends on you, he said.
I am terrified and at the same time worried when I put myself in the situation where no body I think would like to be.
Imagine you are in love with a girl who is near you, in the country you are living. Now again, Imagine there is another girl who is waiting for you in your home country. Both of these beautiful ladies like you more than you like them. They care about you. You are in the middle of nowhere and you cannot decide whom to choose. You do not actually want to choose any one of them but just want to remain with both of them.
One day, you have to leave the girl in the country that you are living and you have to go back home. How would you feel ? Will you leave her and feel sad ?
You know relationship problems start when there is distance between you and your beloved partner. How would she stand up this situation? You feel the pain and you do not want to listen anyone. you just want to hide in the corner of your room and be silent.
Will she commit suicide? What if, she decides to kill herself? Will you every forgive yourself for leaving her? What happens if you cannot tolerate this throughout your life?
These are only question and no answer smoothen the heart which is feeling the pain. There are sorrows and grief, there are agony and pain. These are bloody tears which some time just fall even your mind does not want to cry.
No body is to blame for all these, you created the problem for yourself and if your friends, family give you advice then they are looking on the perspective of what you have described. They are not feeling the same. They cannot go through your pain and sorrow. They will try to understand your situation but they will never feel the way you are feeling at this very moments and at this very time.
You call God and recall him, and close your eyes living in a lonely room of yours. You join your hand and start praying. Asking him for a help. You are saying that please give me some alternatives, will you? Please.
While you are begging for your own problems you also are thinking that God has many children who are asking for the same at this very moment.
All those people who are in trouble or in problems are begging him for help. you are no different then them. Do you think the Supreme being has the same feeling as yours? Even if he knows your problem how is your problem different then others?
Oh, God. I have taken this step to find the solutions of my problems, through my problems I want to help those who are in the same problems . Will you please bless me with the power to serve? I know your giving. I am blessed with your Nature and I will always try to spread the happiness all around.
But Now, I am alone and lonely, I need your support. I know that Finding treasure will not give my life satisfaction neither do I want to find a treasure and collect it in a Private Bank.
I want the answers to all those questions. How would I convince my love that I care more than my life for her? How would I answer my heart that whatever that is happening around at this moment is not in the hands of me? How could I ?
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
Mr. X and Miss Y
Mr. X is walking down a street near Helsinki, He watches the beautiful Catholic church near the Central railway station. He has never seen such a Church before. He admires the beauty of the church.
Just near the Church he sees the beautiful girl coming to visit the same church. She is really very pretty, He knows. She comes close to her and she stares at him, in his eyes.He is delighted and overwhelmed by the strange look of a lady.
Mr. X starts day dreaming about the Sex. He is young, medium built in his mid twenties. For him, the desire is significant and important. He is single and by looking in those great eyes of Miss Y, He is really excited and desires Sex.
The desire of Mr. X does not last long since the lady disappears after a while from the Church. Mr. X is now again alone. He was so excited and happy to mingle with this beautiful lady, Miss Y- a slim built, single and with great body.
Mr. X desires are unfulfilled. Following day at the same time, Mr. X thinks of visiting the church again, He is near the church, his eyes are searching for the Miss Y. Where is she?-he thinks. After couple of hours, Miss Y appears in the church- Mr. X was just about to feel happy and excited to start talking with Miss Y but suddenly, Mr. X sees a black man with Miss Y. His desires are shut, He becomes sad. His cheeks fall down and his eyes are in despair.
Miss Y enters the church and goes back but while Miss Y was just about to enter the church, she again looks at Mr. X- her eyes are stating a desire. The eyes are speaking to Mr. X There is a strong desire and some story to be told to Mr. X but he is little shy to go and talk with her-since Miss Y is with this black, heavily built tall guy in his late thirties.
There is some hidden mysteries that has to come out. Why she looks at me every time she visits this Catholic church?- thinks Mr. X, Is there a sense of desire in her or is there some words that I have to listen?-thinks again.
Following day, Mr. X is waiting for her to visit the church again, He is waiting for very long. Miss Y has not showed up. He is anxious. His eyes wants to connect with Miss Y eyes today too, There is a sense of desire and passion for love. May be it might turn out into great love stories who knows?- he thinks.
Mr. X wait has lasted for seven hours still he has not seen Miss Y. He is is really upset and now he has to go back home. Meanwhile there are five Mercedes coming near the church. He sees that there is a coffin being brought in the church. There are many people coming out there cars. He thinks, "who might this be?"
Outside the coffin it reads, "Miss Sanna Maria(1984-2008)".
Just near the Church he sees the beautiful girl coming to visit the same church. She is really very pretty, He knows. She comes close to her and she stares at him, in his eyes.He is delighted and overwhelmed by the strange look of a lady.
Mr. X starts day dreaming about the Sex. He is young, medium built in his mid twenties. For him, the desire is significant and important. He is single and by looking in those great eyes of Miss Y, He is really excited and desires Sex.
The desire of Mr. X does not last long since the lady disappears after a while from the Church. Mr. X is now again alone. He was so excited and happy to mingle with this beautiful lady, Miss Y- a slim built, single and with great body.
Mr. X desires are unfulfilled. Following day at the same time, Mr. X thinks of visiting the church again, He is near the church, his eyes are searching for the Miss Y. Where is she?-he thinks. After couple of hours, Miss Y appears in the church- Mr. X was just about to feel happy and excited to start talking with Miss Y but suddenly, Mr. X sees a black man with Miss Y. His desires are shut, He becomes sad. His cheeks fall down and his eyes are in despair.
Miss Y enters the church and goes back but while Miss Y was just about to enter the church, she again looks at Mr. X- her eyes are stating a desire. The eyes are speaking to Mr. X There is a strong desire and some story to be told to Mr. X but he is little shy to go and talk with her-since Miss Y is with this black, heavily built tall guy in his late thirties.
There is some hidden mysteries that has to come out. Why she looks at me every time she visits this Catholic church?- thinks Mr. X, Is there a sense of desire in her or is there some words that I have to listen?-thinks again.
Following day, Mr. X is waiting for her to visit the church again, He is waiting for very long. Miss Y has not showed up. He is anxious. His eyes wants to connect with Miss Y eyes today too, There is a sense of desire and passion for love. May be it might turn out into great love stories who knows?- he thinks.
Mr. X wait has lasted for seven hours still he has not seen Miss Y. He is is really upset and now he has to go back home. Meanwhile there are five Mercedes coming near the church. He sees that there is a coffin being brought in the church. There are many people coming out there cars. He thinks, "who might this be?"
Outside the coffin it reads, "Miss Sanna Maria(1984-2008)".
What a nightmare?-Fiction
Yesterday, a stranger from the capital of Helsinki met his friend who came to pick of his girl friend in airport. A stranger was medium in height, nicely built and seems highly educated and wise. The stranger met his friend near the central railway station in Helsinki.
The stranger was little Surprised when he saw his friend with a girl. A stranger asked, "Hey, when are you going to United Kingdom?".Stranger's friend replied,"Today". Stranger got his reply but did not said anything in response.
Two Cops in Black dress, they were heavily built came near to his friend and said something in Finnish. Stranger despite being living in Finland for more than a year-could not understand the conversations. Stranger's friend was taken in custody and the girl was left alone.
The girl seemed to be very slim-with great tight boobs and wearing beautiful dress. She looked as if she is a Hollywood actress. This sweet girl looked at Stranger as if she needs a help now.
What should a stranger do? He has no idea what to do now-He looks back at the girls eyes, and says-Miss. "What do you think about visiting Helsinki?". The girl is little shy but says, Yes-why not?
Both the Stranger and his friend's girl are now visiting and watching the beautiful monuments, zoos and many beautiful lakes near Helsinki. By the meantime- A unidentified man-starts shooting in the town. There starts the panic in the city. The girl is terrified with such a panic-Girl sees besides her, She cannot believe herself. Stranger is gone. She thinks, Where is this guy? Why did he left in alone? Will he come back? How can I go back to the home? Are all of these Men's really like that?
After twenty minutes stranger appears near the girl and says, "This job was very easy". Girl has no idea what a Stranger is talking about. Now, He picks her up in his arms and says-Close your eyes.
When the girl closes her eyes, She wakes up screaming !!! Oh no, What a nightmare?
The stranger was little Surprised when he saw his friend with a girl. A stranger asked, "Hey, when are you going to United Kingdom?".Stranger's friend replied,"Today". Stranger got his reply but did not said anything in response.
Two Cops in Black dress, they were heavily built came near to his friend and said something in Finnish. Stranger despite being living in Finland for more than a year-could not understand the conversations. Stranger's friend was taken in custody and the girl was left alone.
The girl seemed to be very slim-with great tight boobs and wearing beautiful dress. She looked as if she is a Hollywood actress. This sweet girl looked at Stranger as if she needs a help now.
What should a stranger do? He has no idea what to do now-He looks back at the girls eyes, and says-Miss. "What do you think about visiting Helsinki?". The girl is little shy but says, Yes-why not?
Both the Stranger and his friend's girl are now visiting and watching the beautiful monuments, zoos and many beautiful lakes near Helsinki. By the meantime- A unidentified man-starts shooting in the town. There starts the panic in the city. The girl is terrified with such a panic-Girl sees besides her, She cannot believe herself. Stranger is gone. She thinks, Where is this guy? Why did he left in alone? Will he come back? How can I go back to the home? Are all of these Men's really like that?
After twenty minutes stranger appears near the girl and says, "This job was very easy". Girl has no idea what a Stranger is talking about. Now, He picks her up in his arms and says-Close your eyes.
When the girl closes her eyes, She wakes up screaming !!! Oh no, What a nightmare?
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I will kill myself
Price you pay for having to deal with those minor problems is far less than the price you pay for not recognizing they are yours.Every thing that happens in our life is our fault and ours alone.I feel like i will kill myself. I have lost a interest in any aspect of life. I know one day we all are going to die. why not now ? what is the use of living a life when you are sure that one day you will be dieying.I will not earn a fame in one day. No body knows me. who am i ? why am i here in this planet? what is my purspose of living a life which is so meaningless to me? I dont think i will live now. I will kill myself. Life starts first., we grow.to some age then we start studying. why to study ? To earn a certificate. why to get certificate ? To get a job ? why to get a job ? To earn a money ? why to earn a money ? To live life full of joy. To eat good food. Why to eat ? To survive. Why to survive ? To Die.
I am going to kill myself. Thank you for reading this. Hope you get what you want in your life. May god bless you all. Bye Bye !!!
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