Satisfaction

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Satisfaction
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Where is the Heaven asked Paulo?
Poor boy replied, I don’t know.
Where is then Hell asked Mother?
Poor boy replied, I don’t know.
Where is the Heaven and Hell asked Wife?
Poor boy replied, I don’t know.
Many of the times, many of his friends asked-
Where is the heaven or hell?
Poor boy repeatedly said, I don’t know.

After twenty seven years,

Poor boy was speaking to himself,

Whatever I am doing, Whatever I am creating
Is this making any impact on anyone?
Is this harming any one?
Maybe, It hasn’t
Good, said Poor boy
How am I going to find Heaven or Hell?
Should I be first dead?
Or, Should I wait till I experience Near Death,
Should I fall in love?
Or, Should I tear my heart apart?
Should I go pilgrimage and find out from Gods?
Or, Should I listen none?
Where are you Heaven?
He looks up in the sky and repeatedly asks,
Where are you Heaven?
Then, again,
Where are you Hell?
No answer, No answer
He shouts and asks again
No answer
He shouts more and more
No answer
Then somebody from Neighbourhood
Says, “Stop shouting and let us sleep”

He says, “Sorry”;
Goes back in his room
Where he lives,
Find nothing but silence in the question he wants to fix,
He looks at pictures,
He listens radio,
He laughs and finally he knows the answer, indeed
He laughs and says, Yes there is Heaven
Yes, there is hell

The question is not where?
The question is where not?

Our idea deep rooted in our heart
Needs to get updated first

Self Love, Self motivation, Self Sacrifice,
Self Help, Self romance, Self learning,
Self Satisfaction….

Self Satisfaction…He stops singing…

This is where it ends…

We have our life, a golden two hands, two legs,
a beautiful gazing eyes, a beautiful body

bread and butter to make it more tasty,

work to live and sustain our life which is little thirsty,
But it does not stops there since we want always something
A good journey, a nice ride, a beautiful husband or wife,
a father, a mother, a friend or group of friends,
we go far beyond to search and search for everything

But we come to an end which begs us and says, “Satisfaction”

What?

Satisfaction….

What are you talking about?

Yes, Satisfaction….

Come on, Paulo will kill you, He asked to talk about “Heaven and Hell”, Not Satisfaction, idiot !

No, No, I am not worried- Satisfaction…

Stop it..

Never,

Satisfaction

Yes, it is satisfaction

What satisfaction?

Self, Others, My, Yours, Everyone’s, Gods and No Gods, Nature, Science, Religion ….

Satisfaction….

Yes, Satisfaction…

Where is then Heaven or Hell?

Before you go back to sleep exhausted or non-exhausted, ask

“Were you satisfied today?”

Yes, Good

No, Very Good

Why?

Come on, You must know the answer…

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God bless you all !

Some parents oppose obama speech to students

In response to the article published on Nytimes on title,"Some Parents Oppose Obama Speech to Students", here is what mybheja has to say-


Mr. President might be doing too much of socialist activities like giving speech for students to encorage and stay in school. But I think, he should more focus on the bigger issues of resolving extremisim and terrorism rather than doing self help.

One cannot deny that encouraging activities should always be left to parents not president or director of any political party or the saints.

However, listening is good thing to do and children could just liten to president or any religious authority, by doing that- they will get more knowledge on choosing the best things for them.

In today's context, children are not naive, they know what is good for them and what is bad for them.., President should also know that the children whom he is talking too are the children of greatest nation in the world and they are grown in the age of communications and the Internet. They can figure out for themselves the best advices from gaurdians.

Whatever be the case and rumor, I see this as positive and negative. Positive in the sense that one can preasume children, with decision making capabilites. Nobody has rights to give them "too much of advices" and Negative in the sense, "let the children be children, let them play, let them have fun, let them do things in there own way..." that is the beauty of childrens. Nobody has right to tell them what they should do, not even God.

One wise man once said, "I don't know where is god and who is god but whenever I see in the eyes of lauging child, I feel god in him."

In short, let the children be children and let them decide what is best for them.

I am your only satisfaction

You may want to go,
I won’t let you go,
When you want to give up,
I won’t let you give up,
When you feel this is too much,
I won’t let you feel,
This is even enough,
When you feel your love will never work,
I will work even harder,
When you will feel lonely,
I will feel lonely too,
When you will feel sad,
I will feel sad too,
When your mum won’t let you be with me,
I will ask you to decide on your own,
When nobody will accept us,
I will stop listening to nobody,
When life will give up,
I will ask life to wake up
When everything will fall apart,
I will pick up every dust to make home in sand
Just understand little more,
Just try to be spend time together,
Little more,
You will then know,
Your choice isn’t so bad,
Your decision isn’t so bad,
Your love isn’t like others,
Your honey is forever
Forever, forever and forever
Till the existence of the universe,
Till the existence of moon,
Till the very existence of sunlight,
I am your, nobody tonight
But I am hoping to be at your side,
Goodnight,
O my bright and beautiful light,
Bless you with affection and care,
Bless with you happiness and love,
Bless with you satisfaction
Which matters, most
When will you ever understand?
This poor life is only satisfaction alive
Nobody is satisfied,
Except this poor life
Nobody will ever make you happy,
Just this poor life will,
How do I know all this?
I took the train which goes along
Heart,
Which travels very fast?
And is expensive at every instance,
This is how people should live
But let’s not be worried,
About what others think,
Let us move along this difficult journey,
I guarantee you; I am your only satisfaction
O dear honey, O my bright eternal light,
Yes, My sunlight, Yes,
I am your only satisfaction
Which will collide?
Which will fight?
In darkest of dark nights,
I will ease your pain,
I will do whatever it takes,
Just let me be me,
Let us move on with thee,
Welcome abroad on my journey,
We will see and divide the problem
Whatever it would be

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Worries and Trouble

Worries, worries and worries,
Trouble, trouble and trouble
She won’t understand, my trouble,
She won’t care, my worries,
Worries and trouble,
They won’t ever go,
The day I was born,
Till the day I will breath,
They won’t ever go
Worries and troubles

Nothing lasts forever,
Love is what binds us forever,
But trouble touches us,
A worry makes us insecure,
Trouble and worries,
They won’t ever go
Till the very end
They won’t ever go
Till the very end
Worries, worries and worries,
Trouble, trouble and trouble

Cinderella’s story

Your dreams are shattered; your reality is too weak,
I have run down with pain, every day and every week,
Hopeless I remain in my journey; I have left nothing to weep,
However, I will move on and complete my this stupid speech,
It starts with the Cinderella’s story,
Once was a sweet guy, far far away,
Once was a sweet girl, far very far away,
Both met once in some country,
They thought, they were made for each other,
Then came a devil, who confused the girl,
Girl once confused, lost his guy who was from far north,
Love was paused, life was at halt,
There was break in the journey of guy was travelling, now all alone,
But He had a hope, faith in his God,
He said, “True love always waits,”
I will wait till; I will see my sunlight once after this fall,
The princess girl was asked to marry devil from some other country,
Poor guy heart was broken and never before,
He started his journey and met an very old man, as he came across,
He said his sad story,
Old man replied, “With some suggestions, life cannot just move on”,
He added, “If you have desire to think from heart, you will never fail in whatever things you are willing to do, my son.”
Poor guy from North, inspired from old man
Ran into the house of Princess and kidnapped her
Princess could not recognize the poor boy, as he was wearing a mask,
Princess hated the guy with the mask,
She didn’t knew, he was her love,
Poor guy in mask took her very very far,
Across seven hundred rivers, several hundred kilometers,
Finally, when once poor boy took off his mask,
She realized, it was him
She said, “You are my prince”
They both were living happily ever after,
One day the dream turned into reality,
They both woke up and realized, this was just an story,
They both were in their respective countries,
They both were made for each other but were found in different journey,
It was all written before the story was even told,
After several years, they did same as the story unfold,
Today, it become a Cindrella’s story,
Yesterday, it was just a mere reality,
God bless you all,
May love traces be also be found in your heart

I know

I know you are having problems,
I know you are alone,
I know you feel sad,
I know that you are in love,
I know many of the things,
That you don’t know,

I know,
I know that sometimes love doesn’t last forever,
I know that sometimes life is more miserable,
I know that you are in love with some old man,
I know,

But I also know,
That you like me,
I also know that you need me,
I know that, life will be just fine, fine, fine,
Someday, One beautiful day,
I know, when I see into your eyes,
I see a sweet little girl,
Smiling, perfect with utmost beauty and trust,
I know
I know those trusts for someone is not alone,
In those trust lays togetherness,
In those imagination lays dreams,
In those dreams lies reality,
I know, what you don’t know,
I know, that you don’t know about yourself,
Because, I know

Don’t ask me, “How do I know?”
I know because I feel I have seen you before,
I know because I feel magical about you, my soul,
I know because I am with you always,
Though, I can’t be physically with you for so long,
I know,

I know that love has no distance,
I know that loves lies close to heart,
How can I convince you when,
Both of our hearts are so close,
Yet you think it remains so far

I know,
I know what future holds us together,
I know what we have done in our past,
Whatever will be will be,
I know, I can’t let you go,
I know, you are made for me
And you don’t should feel alone,
Please don’t feel so-so,
I know
I cannot provide you with your needs,
But I know, I will work every day and even in week-ends,
I know,
I am not alone anymore,
I know because your heart is just like mine
I know, because somebody said, “Love is blind”,
I know
I know that we both need just to wait, little,
I know that someday I will hug you,
I know that someday, I will kiss you,
I know all this, because I know me,
I know who is in me,
Please don’t be mistake,
I know all this, because you are in me
I know all about you, because I am in you
So I say, “I know”, I know, my mysterious soul,
I know,
I know

When I

When I talk with you, I feel little strange,
When I speak with you, I feel little weird,
When I think of you, I am more clumsy,
When I
When I imagine of you, I am little scared,
Of my reality will someday disappear,
When I,

When I am with you, I feel more secure,
When I look into your eyes, I feel pain,
When I am with you, I feel satisfied,
When I,

I don’t know what it is,
I don’t know how people feel,
When I am with you, I feel
When I am without you, I feel sad,
When I am with or without you,
I dream, I imagine, I

When I talk with you, I feel little strange,
Some people call this, love,
I ain’t got any definitions on love,
I don’t know what love is,
But I know, I feel,

When I,
When I see you, touch you, kiss you,
I feel you are so close,
I feel life is you and you are everything,
When I,

Whatever it might be, whatever writers think,
I am you and you belong to me,
I know we are living at far ends,
But I am hopeful, I will see
When I,

When I dream, I dream of waking up with you,
Even though, I have walked up without you so many times,
I am hopeful; I will wake up with you,
When I,

Someday, When I will be old,
Someday, when you will be old,
I am hopeful; together we will belong,
When I think all about this, I feel
When I, When I,
When I, When I

I have a white t-shirt again

Yes, I have a white t-shirt again,
I was wearing black every days,
But now, I have a white t-shirt again,
Here I am talking about Religion,
Can we manipulate our religion?
Is this a question or advice?
What is the color of religion?
Is it white, black, green, red?
What is the color?
Whatever it be,
Yes, I have a white t-shirt again,
No new theories can change old religions,
Christianity,belief, belief, belief
In god, son of god, Jesus,
Belief, disbelieve, accept, reject,
Faith, hope and love for all the shake,
Then came a man who liked another man,
Priest said,”you ain’t right!”
We cannot change our religion,
Forget about change, we cannot update our religion,
How far we can go?
Change the scriptures,
No No, that is not allowed,
Change the priest,
Maybe,
Accept the man who likes another man,
Put amendment into your act,
let us Say, Jesus love is equal and right,
for all those who like or dislike,
He is here in each one of us, bright,
weather you like or dislike,
He loves all of you,
Although, he was hated because of TRUTH,
truth is bitter and spicy,
nobody wants to taste going deep inside it,
Anyways,I have a white t-shirt again
I have white t-shirt again

I am in love (with man)

Theme:

Here is one poor guy who is living in difficult times, He is gay by nature and he is in love with another man. He is asking his mother to leave him alone and let him live his life on his own. He is also begging not to judge him, just simply because he is gay or homosexual.

Enjoy !

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I am in love (with man)
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Who is complaining that love does not exits?
Why are you saying that I could not exit?
Your society keeps me away,
Your morality says, ‘I am gay’,
I was born like this, why don’t you care?,
Every individual are different,
I am born physical different,
When nobody cares in busy world,
Why are you keeping me away?
Homosexuality is an act of sex by homo sapiens,
I am not gay but I am born to do it different ways,
Love is same everywhere,
I am desperate to live on my way,
Please leave me alone,
If possible, don’t give me your stupid advices
To carry on,
Yes, Even though I am discriminated
I will like to live on my own
I am homosexual,
Open up your legislations,
Open up your Scriptures,
Put me in their too
I am homosexual,
Jesus come back again,
Show that you like Men,
Tell us, humans could born different,
Mother don’t hate,
I am no different than Brother who most care,
Please let me be me,
Please don’t piss on me,
Please don’t show disrespect,
I am feeling very deep pain,
Even though, I was born different,
Every body has purpose to fill on earth,
For me, I am just in love with another Man
Forgive me, Bless me, love me too
Don’t kill me with your judgments
I hope one day, every country will make it free,
Love has no limitations,
Of age, sex, boundary, culture, country or territory,
I am in love with man,
Most importantly, I am in love
I am in love
Feel my deepest of deep feelings,
I am in love,
So please let me be me,
Leave me alone and let me live on my own,
Mama, I am in love
Love, Love and Only love
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Have a nice weekend everyone !

God bless you all !

What to do in Lappeenranta?

The day I visited from Kathmandu, Nepal; where the population is around 1.081million to small city of in Northern Europe belonging to European Union city called Lappeenranta, Finland where the population is around 70,500 inhabitants. Now, the first thing which came into my mind was- Am I in heaven? Or, am I in hell? I was confused. Later slowly I realized, to adapt in new and different set of environment is the key. Now after staying for couple of years here in Lappeenranta, There are few pointers which I recommend:

1. Don’t get frustrated: Most of the times when we see darkness all around us and no light either in day or night, especially in cold freezing winter, stay inside your room and don’t get frustrated. Hope is the key, just be hopeful that the day will pass and there will be summer coming soon.
2. Be polite: When you are polite you will benefit a lot from Finnish people. I have seen in my own life, Finns are most helpful, shy and honest people found on this earth. Personally I can claim that, nowhere can you find such types of people.
3. Work hard: Hard work always pays off. . The primary focus for the international student should be always study especially of those who arrive here in Student Visa. So work hard, if you are student like me, then work harder especially in winter because during those times you can score more credits and later when summer arrives in Finland, you can relax. I could be one example where I managed to finish Master’s degree in about one year.
4. Discover yourself: My grandfather told me one story long time ago, he said, “Once upon a time in a village, young married couples were walking with donkey. At first wife sat on donkey and husband walked by her side. Seeing this scene, villages pointed the finger at wife saying, “She is disrespecting her husband by sitting on the donkey.” Husband agreed with villagers. After walking few miles, wife insisted husband to sit on the donkey. The villagers dishonored husband for allowing her wife to walk in the blaring heat. After receiving ridiculed comments from villagers, husband decided to walk along the donkey and wife. After walking again few miles into another village, villagers laughed at couple for not using donkey for the support. Now, the couple decided both to sit on the donkey thinking this will satisfy the villagers. After few miles, villagers felt pity on donkey for carrying couple and luggage. Now after so much of guilt, couple decided to purchase stick and rope to carry donkey, the couple now decided to carry donkey in the stick and rope, after they had entered the final village, villagers laughed hysterically at couple. How many times do we have to make adjustment to live our life? To conduct work, to make decisions and to make changes. Although the intentions maybe great but who is the right judge? You, you are the best judge of your own decisions and circumstances so discover yourself.
5. Be happy: While there are many theories on happiness, I would suggest get social with friends and family, talk with those who are close and those who are far, don’t resist you with limitations, explore yourself and smile even in worries because smile is same in every culture and country.
6. Learn Finnish: Either you are here to stay for one year, two year or several years. Learning new language always helps. Locals will find it interesting when you would be able to talk and speak in their own mother tongue. Apart from “Tervetuloa, Kiitos, hyvaa paivaa ….” Try to get in touch with Finnish people and ask them to teach you Finnish (Suomi).
7. Explore Lappeenranta: Visit the Church, Museum, Harbor canal, and many more interesting and beautiful places. I would recommend not only sitting idle in home but to come out of room and explore the beauty of Lappeenranta which is very close to Nature itself.

These are just few pointers which could help not only International students, worker here in Lappeenranta but also to local Finns. What do you say?

Poem on Homosexuality

Homo=same, sexual= (an act) sex + ual (Usually)

Same sex, with different taste,
Try it once and you will never fade,
Kiss the same person once, try it out
Who does not like to be sexed?
Same or different being,
Sex is in, in
We get one life, different voice,
opinions and suggestions,
try something different,
to look what causes shame?
Nothing, some become homosexual,
some are born with such taste,
Either you agree or disagree,
they are just like us ordinary
Humans,
No religion describes homosexuality,
It remains in all holy book as mystery
Mr. Kalwar’s theory is simple which states,
Love is in being together, who cares?
love those who loves you,
Be it human, animal, plants, nature
We are of same sex
Only in different forms and in different factors,
Laws we create will always change,
Life is what remains,
Kiss HIM, HER,
Love HIM, HER,
Go on and touch the beyond,
Live your life and be HOMOSEXUAL

Quotes and Poem of the day

Dear all,


-"What is impossible and what is possible?
When love is in heart, and only in imagination
Giver are blessed by Universe,
Receivers are honored by Nature,
Love is all what we need to take us further."

-Nothing is impossible because impossible simply does not mean I M Possible but also means imagining possible.

-"What love is, sex misspelled,
Or,In between legs
What hate is, inner peace
Or,In loneliness
Love is unexpected life long journey,
Throughout which you will find many Honey!,
Just try and move on with your romantic journey."


-"I don't want to explain love, nobody could but I am trying to give you the knowledge of how I feel when someone is in love, When I would."

-" We are nobody when we grow on out of ordinary,
But when we are discovered from all of ordinaries,
We then become somebody, love is in being found
love is in beig cared, love is in being nurtured,
like mother feeding babies, like trees sucking rain
Far deeper in the earth, far deeper in the human soul,
love is not in physical intimacy, love is not in finding differences,
love is love, love is required to move on,
love is when we grow out of ordinary,
impossible or possible, immobile or void,
love remains the same with each and every one of us,
In plants, in animals, in birds, in tables and desk,
In the keyboard which I am typing,
In the computer monitor, which is dancing,
In the begger who is asking,
In the streets crowded in some places and silent in others,
In the volcano eruption, in the anger of mother,
In everything and every non-living things,
Wake up and see, love is everywhere
In the words which are magical, In the books which shows multiple directions,
I must stop now, although love will never stop,
I must stop this poem, although my mind will never stop
To love, To like and To view everything as love,
What is that drives us, what is taht makes us wake up,
what is that makes us move, Come on- you know by now?
Love, only love and only love, So love,
Give love, take love, see love, kiss love, wake up with love,
move on in life with love, nothing is impossible when you have love,
life is love, love is life, and love is in finding love,
Come on please get a sweet delight, Come on,
Smile, smile, I can see you smile, Yes, I can see you smile,
Thank you, love is in smile too, love is in everything you do
Take care, with love, from love and by love,
This is the poem for love, thank you, love love. "


God blesses you all !

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Whenever I see into your eyes

Whenever I see into your eyes,
I feel love; I can feel your pain,
Untouched beauty, honesty and truthfulness,

Whenever I see into your eyes,
I see faith and hope,
Fantasy and romance,

Whenever I see into your eyes,
I see how deep they are like ocean,
How still they remain like early morning sunshine falling in lake

Whenever I see into your eyes,
I feel love; I can see someone’s inside,
I see angel who could be like caregiver,
I see untouched beauty, honesty and truthfulness,

You are never alone and you will never be alone,
You are never loose and you will never be looser,
All those you have gained will be lost someday,
But whenever I see into your eyes,
I feel love; I can feel your pain,
Your love, pain, beauty, honesty and truthfulness

So don’t worry and start to live again,
Life is like flowing river and you should move on till you will remain,
Kiss the sky, touch the birds, and hug the lion,
Do whatever you want to do,
You have only one life to make it true,
Whenever I see into your eyes

Will always shine like waves of ocean kissing the beach,
They will transcend into horizon and say, “thank you”
Whenever I see into your eyes,

Saddest lines

I am feeling sad, you are feeling glad,
Honey, I don’t know what went wrong,
When there was nobody besides us but you’re Dad,
Separated we are, divorced we remain,
Life is nothing without you,
Only pain,

These saddest lines will depart,
Hoping to see your glimpse,
When I return,
But, life goes on,
May you will find another handsome someone,
I will wait beneath six feet under,

Please Come back, I promise will never hurt
Your feeling, which makes us depart,
I wish I could understand,
I wish I could feel the same pain,
But, I am Man with stone heart

Tonight, I am writing these saddest lines,
When we both stand out far behind,
Our dreams to remain forever,
Remains closed and blind,
How can we fail, when we don’t give up?
But looser I remain,

I’ve lost any hope to find a new one,
I’ve lost any hope to see you come back,
Tonight, I am writing these saddest lines,
Departed, Frustrated and Hopeless so far,
Separated we are, divorced we remain,
Life is nothing without you,
Only pain,

But, I will wait, I will hold on my breath,
I hope, Someday you will come and knock on my doorsteps,
Nothing remains, just poor hope and faith to sustain,
Tonight, I am writing these saddest lines,

What I feel only matters to me,
Everything is falling apart,
Winter’s coming and I see leaves falling apart,
Every breath is poison to inhale,
Without you, my only soul mate

But, I will wait, I will hold on my breath,
Till the day, when I will no longer see sunlight,
I don’t want to wake up lonely, my life,
Well, Well, Well,
Let me say, “Sorry,” If it helps,
I know, I have done nothing which will make you hate,
But, I still will wait, I will hold on my breath,
Thinking you will smile back again,
Come back to your soul mate,
These saddest lines will no longer remain

Women at risk

In response to Nytimes article on title, "Women at risk", Here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Bob,
Nicely written and very good approach toward the violece act of the women.
Actually, Men should understand that, women are same everywhere. The problem with man is not only about showcasing the "manhood" but also the despair, hate, and insufficient care that they get before an act of violence on women.

Women is at risk not only in United States but everywhere. Most of the countries in the world live in the society where Male dominance is far greater than female dominance.

Therefore, women is the one being victim in case of sexual assault, rape and murder.

Being Man, I don't know why? What gives the pleasure to the man to kill an women? Maybe their is psychological problems running down the head of such stupid man who intendeds to perform such an act of violence. One wise man once said, "Most of the man think sex between the legs while dealing with women, they are not concerned about the care, love and scent of emotions and love that women could provide to nurture them."

Well, let me not generalize but I think, when the man thinks being "humiliated" by women, the act of violence comes naturally in their mind.

In each and every part of the world, be it Africa, Developing countries like Nepal, India and Developed world like Europe and America, Women are in News everywhere. Some through the act of violence, sexual assault, crime of one kind or another. One should always ask: Why?

How would society respond when Man will be treated like women are being treated?

I am afraid to imagine the day Mr. Bob, you would be writing the article with title, "Man at Risk"- How would people respond to such news?

One Guru said to me, "Women are like Nature, they take everything so they are called as Universal receivers." I was deeply moved by such wise words of the Guru. If you would put the thinking cap on his statement, actually he is right. Women are really Universal receivers, they take care of you as child being Mother, they take care of you as an adult acting wife, girl friend and they also take care of you when you are old acting like life partner. When would such thinking embed in the Man's mind? Just ask When?

I feel sorry to all those victims especially women who suffered because of an act of Stupid Man who showcased his "Manhood". It feels shame to be a Man sometimes.

I don't know how and by which philosophy Man and Women originated but I know this: Man stands for Universal Giver, Intellectual Mind, and Women stand for Wife of Men, Care giver to man and Universal receiver. Whatever be the case, One should not perform an act of violence towards any living and non-living entities be it a Man or Women.

I am deeply sorry and moved by such an act of violence by Man. I feel as if I would have born not being human but any other species.

I don't know how many literatures of religion and spirituality, people have studied but I would say: "Every religion respects women, be it a bible, Koran and Geeta."

Therefore, Finally I would say- Please respect women, you don't become naive if sometimes, Women shows her talent over you.

Distances, these long distances

Distances, these long distances,
Between you and me,
Distance, these long distances,

Why someone is so closer yet so far?
Why someone is far but yet so close?
Distances, these long distances,

Your feelings, memories, emotions,
Tortures me, these distances,
Distances, these long distances

I won’t live, don’t want to live
If you are not close to me,
Only lies distances
In between us,

Yours and mine, Distances
Distance will someday get shortened,

Why someone is so closer yet so far?
Why someone is far but yet so close?
Distances, these long distances,

Long, very long distances,
Between you and me,
Kill these distances,
Invisible, untouchable,
Distances, these very long distances,

Quotes and Poem of the day

Dear all,


-"Each man creates the thing he loves,
Some do it with hand,
Some with a flattering words,
The coward does it without effort,
The brave man with a pain in heart."

-"Everybody in the world is criminal, those who are not found guilty have pockets full of money."

-"Life is very long journey which never ends, only thing that comes to an end is destination."

-"Imagine a day without suffering,
Now, imagine a day only with happiness,
Which one is better?Suffering or Happiness,
To most of us, Happiness
Stupid, total stupidness,
Happiness is son of Suffering.
Now, which one is better?"

-"Sometimes it feels as if I am dead,
Sometimes it feels as if I am dead man alive,
When I visit poor countries, it feels as if I am in hell,
Not me, but those who are like me,
I feel pain not for me, but for them,
Not everyone is fortunate enough,
To get pleasure of both heaven and hell,
Being dead at some point and alive at other,
In Mother Nature, Mother Earth alone.
Before complaining, look below yourself
Above is unlimited, below is very limited,
Poor countries, poor life, poor vision,
lies below, deep below
Stop complaining and Help each other !"


God bless you all !

Poem

Dear all,

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Poem
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What kind of Poems should I write?
What kind of Songs should I write?
What is favorite, popular, like or,
Dislike, loathed, hated creation?
Because, I know only to write,

Should I copy someone’s creation and say,
I like this poem,
Should I run down my own words and create something for fun,
Simple but Keep it Very simple, Stupid!

You are confused to choose your creation!
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha…..
Why are you laughing?
You are very simple in words,
Your poem has very simple tone,
You aren’t got any talent in poetry,
Come on, you can’t write poem,
Please go back and write something
Nice, funny, readable and appreciable,

There were Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet,
There was Pablo’s love and despair,
There is Mirza Ghalib poems and difficult verses,
And you, stand nowhere in between legends, my dear!

Shakespeare play got started, Act II, Scene II,
Romeo said, “Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow."
Pablo was confused and stated,
“Tonight I will write my saddest lines….”
Mirza Ghalib stated,
“He gave me heaven and earth, and assumed I'd be satisfied,
Actually I was too embarrassed to argue.”
Then comes, a poor boy who says,
Life is like a flowing river, surrounded by sufferings and pain,
Life is like a flowing river, bounded by borders and rain,
Life is like movement of waves in ocean, touched by emotions and stake,
Politics, Science, Religion and Spirituality,
Affirmation, Confirmation, love, hate and distraction,
Life is like flowing river, moves along the sides of pain,
I don’t have rankings of creation,
Sorry but I don’t know how to rate,
What a stupid poem said, a women;
Smiling and laughing loudly in vain,
She continued-
What are you writing without any purpose and reason?
You are not poet neither you will ever become a poet,
You have written something funny but nobody is going to pay any attention,
Write something better and write more, Son!

My favorite lines are not of anyone’s
It is my own stupid creation-

As love brings hope in life,
I have faith in your eyes,
When I look deep into your eyes,

I cannot promise I will live with you hundred years,
I cannot promise I will stand by your hundred years,
But
I can promise I will always feel closeness,
When I look deep into your eyes,

Whatever be the lines or creation-
I am simple ordinary writer,

Writing is my simplest of simple creation

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God bless you all !

Please stand by me

In the saddest time and deepest fear, please stand by me,
In the moment of loneliness, solitude, wake up with me,
I don’t know love; I will never understand the love,
With thunderstorm and rain, in darkest of the dark evening,
Please stand by me,

In the weakness and moment of changes,
Please stand by me,

I am warrior of the light but I am alone without you, my life,
Please stand by me,

I am fearful of failures, I ain’t got patience,
Please stand by me,

Someone said, “I like to walk in rain because nobody sees me crying’,
In such moment, I want you to please stand by me,

In the sorrows and pain, in the happy and joy moment,
Please stand by me,

Boundaries and cultural differences,
Caste and race difference,
Country, color, words full of pain,
I ain’t got anything except you besides so,
Please stand by me,

Girl said, ‘I am not perfect’, if I betray you and look for change,
Please forgive me; I won’t stand by you any longer,
No, No, Please don’t go away, please don’t kill me alive,
Please do stand by me,

When the time will come for you to go,
I will go away too,
When the time will come for you to fade away,
I will fade away too,
When the time will come for you to leave me alone,
I will no longer live alone,

Whatever be the circumstances, whatever be the situation,
Please do stand by me
Please do stand by me

You have the answers

There are so many questions in life; I have searched for answers in books, friends, and intellectuals and from news and media. Everybody has their own individual perspectives and those opinions can be neither right nor wrong.

My grandfather told me one story he said, “Once upon a time in a village, young married couple were walking with donkey. At first wife sat on donkey and husband walked by her side. Seeing the scene, villages pointed the finger at wife saying, “She is disrespecting her husband by sitting on the donkey.” Husband agreed with villagers. After walking few miles, wife insisted husband to sit on the donkey. The villagers dishonored husband for allowing her wife to walk in the blaring heat. After receiving ridiculed comments from villagers, husband decided to walk along the donkey and wife. After walking again few miles into another village, villagers laughed at couple for not using donkey for the support. Now, the couple decided both to sit on the donkey thinking this will satisfy the villagers. After few miles, villagers felt pity on donkey for carrying couple and luggage. Now after so much of guilt, couple decided to purchase stick and rope to carry donkey, the couple now decided to carry donkey in the stick and rope, after they had entered the final village, villagers laughed hysterically at couple.

How many times do we have to make adjustment to live our life? To conduct work, to make decisions and to make changes. Although the intentions maybe great but who is the right judge? You, you are the best judge of your own decisions and circumstances. Listen deep into you, your feelings and know even if you are at the verge of making wrong decisions, this might serve you the next point in life. A wise man has said, “Through the ladder of failures, success comes and there is never shortcut to happiness.” Before we urge ourselves to visit expert, friends, books and intellectuals for answer- even these authors don’t have the right answer for anyone than their own selves. What feels right for you and seems logical could be the right answer coming from deep within. The answer which comes from you is made for you and would best fit for you.

Feeling of happiness lies in moving ahead, whereas feeling of anxiety lies in stopping in the crossroad, confused. Whatever comes into the human mind gets converted into images and the images have personal perspectives, interpretations and are based on individual experiences. Whether you want to listen to those interpretations or follow your own is best known by you and only you. Finally, a friend asked, “Who has the answers?” Laughingly, I said, “You, my dear friend, simply you.”

Fear and Courage

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Fear and Courage
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I walked in the moon but I feared to walk in rain,
I had courage to shake hands with lion,
I feared to unknowingly kill ants,

I walked lonely in darkest nights and in cold winter,
I feared hate, discrimination and racial divide,

I had courage to talk with leaders,
I feared to maintain the exposure,

I had courage to become supreme being,
I feared followers begging me instead,

I had courage to jump from mountain,
I feared height and shallowness,

I had courage to bring change,
I feared critics all around me,

Anyways, thank you so much for giving me courage
My all dear well-wisher and friends,

I have courage to deliver one more poem,
I fear rejection from readers and poet

But I will not fear to wake up,
with hope, with love and with passion
A curiosity and devotion,

To deliver one more poem
Stating, “Fear and Courage”

Happy happy days to all
You need, “Courage, Persistence and 3D’s”
Determination, Dedication and Devotion

O child, Take Care and Bless you with love…

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God bless you all !

Anger has its place

In response to aricle at Nytimes on title, "Anger Has Its Place", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Bob,
Very nice article on those who suffer because of color of skin in United States of America.

Well said, it is true that many of those who suffer are blacks or Hispanic and one question always runs in those simple mind: Why me?

Why do all those cops have to be so much suspicious about whose color of the skin is black?

Anger comes very easily when you feel you are discriminated in your own land. This is very true, it is not easy like sitting in front of the computer screen and writing columns. (Giving intellectual insights).

I hope you haven't gone through what you have explained in your article. Just go through so called 'investigation' which is rather like 'mentally distressful' to all those who are victim in such cases.

Change has not yet come to America even though you have African American President, Mr. Obama.

How can Change come to America if your Black man are still victims of racial discriminations?

The dream of Martin Luther King Jr., has been half fulfilled and I would say, in his words,-"Discrimination is a hellhound that gnaws at Negroes in every waking moment of their lives to remind them that the lie of their inferiority is accepted as truth in the society dominating them."

It is sad that still their lies the White Vs Black fight, which give me the feeling to say that, "Change has not yet come in America" !

I hope our future generations would one day wake up in the united undiscriminated, changed land.

Dear God

Dear all,

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Dear God
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Dear God, I am born and I am conscious,
I learn new things when I go to study,
I am just seven years old and I have a fear,
Dear God, why I have this fear?

Fear of going to school, facing the teacher who is in mood,
Fear of my family, my dad who wants me to become engineer or doctor,
Fear the girl, whom I met in the school,
To impress her, to buy her a lovely house,
Fear of my life which I see will someday collide,
Fear of living in total emptiness and dark inside,

Dear God, I am born and I am conscious,
What is all that matters? In the end,
I am just ordinary normal child,
How can I overcome these fears?
Should I start all over and say, “None of these matters”,
Or, Should I live the way I really want my life to live,

How about my own dreams? If I have them,
Yes, I do-
I want to write,
Yes, I want to give, share and make my audience, who will survive,
Even after my death, even after their death,
But, Dear God, how can I overcome all these fears?

Somebody said, “You got to lose something to gain”,
What if, I will not be able to deliver?
What if, I could not become engineer or doctor to fulfill the dreams of my family?
What if, I could not impress my girl and somebody will take her away,
What if, I will still be fearful?
Of their dreams, of society, of my teacher and,
Of each and everything,

Dear God, I am born and I am conscious,

Let it go, I will start over to see-
What matters most? To me,
I am becoming more selfish, living life of individuality,
I want to put ‘my’ in every thing instead,
I will start over again to fight with this fear,
I will fight,
Fight with fear of society, of family, of my girl, of my teacher,
I will stand out alone
Winner or loser, I will walk on my own,
Dear God, I am born and I am conscious
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God bless you all !

Lost

Lost the will to live, lost the will to work,
lost the will to walk alone anymore,
lost in translation, lost in doom,
What are humanly blessings?

Can't stay any more here,
Can't walk alone without any love,
Should I get drowned in cold water?
Should I walk in rain?

Faded in darkness, every now and then,
Fear of society, fear of family,
fear of loved ones,
Everything is bounded, rules and rules,

Interaction and stupid reactions,
everybody's playing drama in this heavenly stage in action,
Act 1, born get your conciousness first,
Scene 1, go to school, learn stupid lessons,
Act 2, move to live individual life,
Scene 2, find love or pretend you are in love,
Act 3, Work and get retired, produce and reproduce,
Scene 3, Give lessons to children, grandchildren
Final Scene, Die, Die, Die....

Drama, a total stupid drama-
Acting like a puppet in the stage,
Everything's bounded and everybody is an actor


Lost the will to live, lost the will to work,
lost the will to walk alone anymore,
lost in translation, lost in doom,

The day I landed to Kathmandu

The day I landed to Kathmandu, after completing my Master’s degree from Lappeenranta University of Technology, Finland, I could not believe my eyes. The streets were silent, no vehicles could be found running on the streets, there was not even dust in the wind. I asked a old women who was selling, Noodles and cigarettes near the street, “What’s going on?” She said, “Nepal is on strike”. Bingo- I greeted myself, Welcome to Motherland! Now, Instead of bombarding with more questions to an old lady, I just became more selfish on my journey and started to walk about 25 kilometers. Wow, what a heavenly place. No vehicles, no traffic, not even a dust in the wind and after all it all looked like a true green revolution, I thought.

Running down the memory lane, I imagined, Two years ago, the same old lady was selling Noodles and cigarettes in the same place. Oh my lord, what am I doing? I should talk positive stuffs- Our so called “New Nepal” is really new, we have now new Prime Minister- My 79 years old grandmother will remember his name, and why not? The surname is the proud country’s name, isn’t it? (Just checking, hopefully we don’t have another PM before this article is published.) Wonderful, this is positive stuff, Now Soon I started to figure out how much above the poverty level we are among other’s nation. Are we top in poverty? Wow, I am excited to be in the top! The difference was realized when I visited the public bathroom. We really do take care of cleanliness, don’t we?

After couple of days, the time came to meet friends- I discovered they seem to be very happy and satisfied. One of them said, “We don’t care if our government cuts eight hours of electricity time and again, we don’t care if some of the political parties go on strike anytime, just for one simple reason- We love our nation!” Wow, what a statement- A statement many of the political leaders should use in their speech- applause please!

Another friend asked to one of my Doctor friend who just returned with me from foreign land, “Why do you come back to Nepal?” He said, “Work here or work there is the same, everywhere- but I came to help not my country but to help my child who is suffering from Diarrhea and many others child who are suffering too.” Now, it was my turn and I was expecting the same question but one of the friend he asked, “When are you going back?” This surprised me- finally I jokingly said, “I wish I would have never come but I came to see if my friends are not suffering from ‘Kidnapping syndrome’ or ‘Political syndrome’ or ‘ are they drowned because of incessant rainfall?’.”

Non-Resident Nepali

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You are Non-Resident Nepali
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Everything is bullshit about NRN Finland OR,
Any political organizations inside or outside the country,
One admire the good work and good faith towards well-fare,
but, why the fucking politics ?
Just let Nepalese be free and LISTEN to their worries,

The country does not belong to you once you become citizen of other,
Why the fuck their is so much fuss about NRN?
Come on guys, stop playing politics!
Enough is enough,
Stop spaming mailboxes,
Maybe it is high time, One should keep them as 'Viruses',

Country is fucking ruled by stupid Old ass holes,
likes of Girija and relatives coglamores,
Beauty is what we preseve,
Mount Everest, Buddha was where born,
Stupid politics will never stop,
Be it in Finland or anywhere else,

It is not that Nepalese should be discouraged to 'get together',
it is stupid politics which is going on behind everyone's back,
Fuck the ideologies and mindsets,
Fuck this poem,
Who cares when you are foreigner living in Finland?,

Worker status or Permanent, Citizen of foreign land,
You are regarded 'alien' when you land from third world,
Nothing is going to change with me or fucking politicians,
be they in Finland or anywhere around the world,

You can come and shit on me if,
I am speaking not the truth,
The world is divided where money rules,
I am sorry who feels the bitterness of this Guru,
Fucking idealogies and politics, Please stop
Sharing information is all what matters,
What can I contribute to NRN or .... organizations?

I ain't got any stupid info,
Fucking political mail in my psycho,
If I am gone mad,
I will find each one of you,
Kick your ass and show you how bitter it goes inside you,
Fuck the fucking poem,
Shut up and close all curtains,

Move on with what status you came,
Was it Student or worker you remain,
Whatever be the case,
I know, it won't change,
Nothing has changed in Mother land till this date,
Nothing is going to change even after I am dead.

Congratulations, You are Non-Resident Nepali,
Good luck and good luck, Stupid You !

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Quotes and Poem of the day

Dear all,

-"Happiness is something which you feel, the feeling does not last for long but during those times you are different than who you are."

-"One cannot easily find happiness, love and death, they are unexpected result of your inputs."

-"One who knows how to enjoy and smile at himself, also knows happiness is in everything and every deeds."

-"One wise man once said, "I am not happy but I am also not unhappy"; an old man said to an wise man, "I know why you said like that, I also know you are no different than any one of us, we feel the same but the only thing with happiness is, "It lasts only for few moments and later it is stored in your memories, So either you want to save your energies or release your memories, you are the one to decide."

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Don't worry be happy
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-"There are millions quotes and thousand stories about happiness, there are billion books and hundred poems on happiness,
there are
but this poem is different,
how?
because this is about not how to become happy?,
this is about journey,
very long outstanding journey,
a poor boy who fell in love with poor girl,
they both loved each other,
but
poor girl died,
boy was sad and hated being 'happy',
he said,'I am not happy and I don't want to be happy',
god give me sadness,
after few months, he found another beautiful girl,
they fell in love,
they make love,
later poor boy was happy with new girl,
but wait a moment,
she was not real women,
she was an angel,
she went away, faded away,
again poor boy was sad,
he said again, 'I am not happy and I don't want to be happy',
....[Story continued]....

One night poor boy died,
he met god, and asked-"Why I was not happy?"
god said,"Because you never wanted to be..."

Happiness is in what you do, what you like,
how you behave, how you speak, how you listen,
how you like and dislike, how you love and hate,
whatever and however, wherever and ever,
nobody is happy and everybody is happy,

the poem ended and everyone was delighted,
life is like this journey of poor boy,
moves on and on,
meets different people and have fun,
enjoy what you have in front of you,
why are you worried, Son !
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God bless you all !

The power of Posterity

In the response to Nytime, "The power of Posterity", here is what mybheja has to say-

Dear Mr. Brooks,

Nice column and interesting thoughts, ideas on future generations or the power of future generations.

This is an important thing to consider, how we develop and why we reproduce. Whatever we are doing is not only for today also for tomorrow, who does not want to see how their children's would be like? Be it in one culture or another or now, multicultural environment. Without a great vision and future insights, it would not be possible to develop and foster.

Everything what we are enjoying such as the benefits (Economy, Communications, architectural, designs, spirituality, morality ....) are "leftovers" of our past generations and "update/modification" of present generation.

Whatever be the model and approach taken to see the power of future, one cannot deny the evolution human has taken from stone age to internet age.

Growth cannot be suppressed, neither one can hide the unsatisfied human mind or soul. Visionaries will never stop predicting and thinking about the future, leaders will never stop leading the country, politics, economy and life of other people, students will never stop learning, teachers will never stop teaching and business man will never stop doing any kind of business.

I think, Even if the world will hit by sun in one hemisphere or another, life would not change much.

Anyways, What will be, will be... the present condition is what people should think but should also make their plans/action/vision/dreams for the future.

How can some one forget the power tomorrow holds for us, today?

Quote of the day

"You are never given a wish without being given the power to make it come true."

-Ayelet Ronen

Closer, yet so far

I am so close to you, yet so far,
I am feeling lonely, my other half,
Sometimes feels better, when you say nothing at all,
Do you feel the same, O distant soul mate!

I am so close to you, yet so far,
Someone said, “Aloneness is the first lesson of love”
How would my chapter start without you in touch?
Feeling loneliness, getting nervous to watch you someday besides, my love,
I am so close to you, yet so far,

Spectrum of colors like rainbow showing different colors,
You are brighter than any color humanly eyes have seen yet so far,
I swear I am not making up the story,
I am so close to you, yet so far,

Please don’t leave me alone in this darkest night alone,
Loneliness I cannot stand,
I know your heart is so close to mine,
I am so close to you, yet so far

Whirling Dervish Drivers

In response to article posted at Nytimes on title, "Whirling Dervish Drivers", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Ms. Dowd,

Very nice article, humorous and satire.

It is true that people do not want to "disconnect even for a seconds" and why should they? The technological advancement has evolved at very rapid pace. We live in the society of human anxiety and technological anxiety now, "Keep up with the latest" is what is humans are searching. From Facebooking to Twittering and to building your own social network, nobody is willing to miss the updates.

There are numerous dangerous of using cell phones while driving but who cares? Why would someone not pick up his/her phone when the call is from spouse or husband? Although there are strict rules and regulation of not using such devices, people will not stop.

One professor said, "we are adding up types of anxiety we suffer daily, the recent anxiety is 'DA (Disconnected Anxiety)', Once you are disconnected you feel anxious immediately".

I don't know if Americans are really addicted but be rest assured that, entire world be it developed or developing, who does not want to keep up with the latest?

In older days, While driving, "hand, legs and eyes" were thought to be coordinated properly but now it seems that, "hand, legs, eyes, ears and mouth" also needs to be coordinated otherwise you might just miss another red signal or you might just hit someone's back of the car.

Watch your organs properly !

The Class too dumb

In response to article published at Nytime on title, "The Class Too Dumb to Quit", here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Sir Friedman,

It is very scary that you have been writing this column from dangerous area in Afghanistan. We must appreciate your bravery and guts to think on mission critical case of Taliban and Al-Qaeda.

But In war, either you win or you lose. There are no good or bad strategy which the brave American soldiers and undertaking. I truly support their bravery and fight for the terrorism. Forget about re-building Afghanistan, it wont happen until and unless, you pull out "bad guys".

For some great diplomats and leaders, the war is one way to earn money. The longer you fight, the better you spend money in guns, bullets, bombs and explosives, those industry will never think of laying off employees.

For ordinary citizens, they can just sit and wait; hoping one day all their effort has paid off.

One wise man once said, "It is never too late in hope to wake up with the sense of victory for good over evil."

Good luck for your stay in Afghanistan soil, please do keep eyes above your head.

May god bless you and May god bless all brave soldiers.

Quotes of the day

Dear all,


-"Interfering someone's word, someone's walk, someone's path and someone's mission is like interfering your own."

-"Nothing happens by chance or coincidence, you just are puppet who is playing his/her part in the earthy stage. "

-"Either you can choose to be right or you can choose to go wrong but in between right and wrong, you must select one."

-"Destiny is future predetermined courses of events, very unpredictable, very scary and very small journey, go beyond and you might just find yourself reaching eternity."

-"Discovery of future is not important, self discovery in present is more important. Even if you will fail without interfering other's destiny, you might still wake up rediscovering."


God bless you !

and

God bless you all !

Goodbye, Honey !

Goodbye, Honey!


In the moment of sadness, remember me,
In the pleasure of joy, you will forget me,
You lied that you loved me,
But I am not sad; I won’t lose my sleep tonight,
Destiny will drive destination,
I will never let you know
How much pain I feel when you are sad, my only one,

Like a cold winter of Finland,
You will beg for me, I won’t come,
In a darkest of the nights and in the gloomy days,
You will have to wake up alone in your bed,
Please forgive me; I am sorry for such action,
I don’t love you dear; please find your Mr. Right,

May god bless you with success and happiness all along?
May you wake up with smile and charming face, every day?
You said, “You don’t want to see me anymore”,
I know your heart desires me near you every night when you feel alone,
Anyways, like a lonely sun sharing bright light to mother earth,
I will wake up every day pray for your happy days and sweet night, my soul
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, love is felt
When you depart away from your sweet light
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Mr. Thapa’s Love Story

Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Shanti Om,
I was too alone, I found you near me my lovely Shanti Om,
When I met you, time was bitterly, I had to leave country
For building my destiny, for career and life to remain sustainably,
I was not quite sure, was it love or infatuations at first,
I am sorry Oh my darling; I really knew what is love,
When people depart,

Distance brings insecurity; I am filled with love in my heart,
Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Shanti Om,
It was only couple of weeks or more that we both shared our emotions
So much, my core,
I am here, hoping to see you when I come back home,
Love is so sweet you have changed my daily bits,
Now I feel I am not alone, you are my darling forever along,
Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Om, Om Shanti Shanti Om,

Although love has no boundaries and borders,
It is OK from my family, who has faith in love,
I am waiting for acceptance from yours along,
I am not alone anymore; I hear your voice once in a while, my core,
Please don’t ever give me chance to doubt you,
I am simple ordinary lover,
Nothing without you

Let women decide

I agree with Namrata Sharma that lack of knowledge and awareness are major factors limiting safe abortion in our country. Abortion rights should be given to women because it is they who bear the burden of giving birth undergoing incessant pain and suffering. As the author mentions, many men have lodged complaints with the authorities when women has chosen to abort.
Nepal is still a male-dominated society and women in many parts of the country are still deprived of abortion rights. Women fear social ostracism if they choose to undergo the procedure against the wishes of their husbands and family. One wise man once said, “Man can understand the pain but he can never feel the pain of women; there is a huge gulf between understanding and feeling”

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor

Shrestha's Bio

Shrestha is dreamer coming from Himalaya region,
Entire life is dedicated for love, in love and with love,
He says, “I want to keep everything private,
People will not understand my emotions and fate...”
Just now he is listening, Narayan Gopal’s Classical songs and asks,
“Oh, Great Poet, Please write few lines on me as I am suffering to tie nots and bots”,

The poem is sad story of which is his own fault,
He visited Asia for love,
Secretive story and saddest culture,
Man’s life is full of adventure,
He wakes up early goes back early,
Smoke cigrate once in a while to ease the pressure,
Chats days and nights without thinking work at hand,
Wasted all his money in phone recharge, travel and fun,
But he is nice handsome guy with European look and little shy,

Maybe it is love for life or maybe it is his life,
Nothing can come in between him and his wife,
man’s life has colorful lights and darkest of dark nights,
He is moved by trust and trust can go someday entrust,
Wake up says his friends, Kamal, Pokharel, Kandel and Mr. Panthi,
He says, “I understand you all but let me be please me.”
Soon he is going to waste all his money,
He ask God to write a poem to write his saddest story,

God gives him blessing to sustain his life sisterly,
He will someday write his own story,
Livinging currently in Deadland he says, “Everything sucks”,
But he has a dream to foster his life,
Bless you my child,
Bless you my child

I look at your feet

When I see you, I look at your feet
I see them with utmost curiosity and passion,
When I am bored with your rounded nipples and waist,
I gaze towards your feet,
When I see them more closely, I find them similar to me

When I see you, I look at your feet,
I see it not for how they are,
I see your feet because of burden it carries together with your weight,
When I see more closely, I see them very close to earth, wind and water,


When I see you, I look at your feet
In some culture, it is suggested not to touch women’s feet,
In some culture, it is warmly welcomed, bringing good luck,
Whatever be the culture, I see with only one culture of Love,
When I see your feet, I see them very close to my own,

When I see you, I look at your feet,
Burden it carries outweighs many humanly burdens,
I cannot describe how beautiful is beauty,
I cannot describe how much is too much,
But when I see your feet, I see them very similar to me

Triangle or Rectangle love

Dear all,

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Triangle or rectangle love
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Triangle or rectangle, love has same angels,
Black or white, love is bright eternal light,
Sundays or fun days, every day love remains the same,
Past or future, love is in present and now is joyful wonder,
Heaven or hell, love is everywhere understand you idiot,
Intensity or curiosity, love is simplest beauty,
Boundaries or religion,
love is above everything and beyond any reasons,

Souls alike has same passion and devotion,

Man thinks sex with different faces,
A woman thinks sharing of emotions, among races,
Pleasure is what comes out from passion and sensation,
Nothing can last longer without romance in action,

Moving along the river, singing nursery rhymes which says,
Twinkle twinkle little starts; all I have is what you are….
One, two or three, I love you with same intensity,

A man can disguise two women in love,
Will be caught easily,
A woman can disguise more than two men in love,
Will never be caught easily,

But see, Triangle or rectangle, love has same angels,
Black or white, love is bright eternal light,
Love, love and only love,
World move on in love, for love and in search of love,
Manly love can change but womanly love is vain

Triangle or rectangle, love has same angels,
Black or white, love is bright eternal light,
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God bless you all !

I look deep into your eyes

I look deep into your eyes,
I feel there is some secret behind,
I look more deeper into your eyes,
I feel there is someone hidden inside,

I think it is me but I am confused,
I am worried to see you hiding secret instead,
Everybody says, "you are beautiful",
I am confused to say it again to you,

I look deep into your eyes,

O love, deep and deeper when I see into your eyes,
I see me in you,

Am I in love or are you confused to see me in you?
Look in mirror, you will find me and only me
Love me or hate me, I will never forget to see me in you
I look deep into your eyes,

World is at stake, hunger and full of pain,
I know you are born with pain,
Will you give me chance to share your pain?
Will you stand by me even in darkest of days?
I look deep into your eyes,

I can promise, I won't change,
I can promise, I won't betray,
I can promise, I won't let you cry,
Even I am in pain, I will show you how much happy I remain,

When I look deep into your eyes...

I am back

I am back with consciousness; I am back with flesh, blood, pain and sadness,
I am back with emotions attached, I am back to learn myself for wonders,
I am back touching my soul with words, thinking only you my next soul,
I am back

Love, hate, black and white,
I am back with stories of our souls alike,
I am back to hear your pain, to touch your lips, to understand your pain,
I am back to feel the breeze with smooth music,
I am back to kiss you in rainy and gloomy days,

With soul touching your soul and mating of birds in cold,
I am back to heal your pain,
I will teach you, I will suffer for you,
I will take your pain; I will come along with you in nights and days,
Wherever, whenever, however and whatsoever,
I am back to make my soul jump over and over,

World runs on duality,
No two women generally accepts me,
But I am back to remain on top of every soul, every creation,
Your soul is my soul and my soul is yours,
I am back to see how similar our souls are,
I am back

Temporary it is, temporary it was,
Some run for money, some for fame, just understand, Mr. Brain rules them all,
But I am back,
To remind you, to teach you, to accept you as you are,
To tell you a simple fact that,
I am you and you are in me, one, two or many….

Missing Beauties

I agree with Shyam K.C. that beauty contests should be encouraged in our society (“Missing Miss Nepal,” June 22, Page 6). It's not only women's body which is evaluated in such contests but also their other talents. In the developed world, women's participation in contests and competitions of every kind is encouraged but sadly here in Nepal, we have been forced to stop such contests because of distorted ideology of a few. Let's hope these people will see reason in allowing women to showcase their complete talent.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
24/06/2009
Letters to the Editor

Secret and hidden art

Dear Paulo & all,

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Secret and hidden art
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Giordano Bruno got punished for sharing ideas,
I am now self-publishing contents as internet is all about sharing ideas,

Stephen King was warrior struggling to live,
As I am learning to struggle like him

Shakespeare is unknown mystery,
He lives in my poetry,

Neruda was saddest in love, wrote saddest lines for all,
His soul is stuck in me when I feel sad for love

Paulo is great inspiration and humble soul,
He is promoting writers like me and many unknowns

Gandhi was believer of non-violence,
Still we are killing each other in silence

Einstein bought science of excellence,
Nobody still understands relativity's mystery

Newton was confused with apple,
Why didn't he eat instead?

Leonardo da vinci was inspired by me
I am writer but my books are sealed,

Artist we are all, some secret we all have,
Some make music, some make books,
Some make laws, some make rules,
Some make policies, some make clues,
some make burger, some take them as food

Creation is above creator,
Internet is new way to share ideas of all,

Every body has their own story to share,
I have my own which has become creative creation
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God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Warrior needs patience and angels are the ones giving patience, support, enthusiasm, energy and love whenever warrior needs them.”

-”Destination is unseen, unheard, unfaithful, hopeless journey but with the help of angels, warrior will see, hear, faith, and hope to reach his final destination.”

-”Collision of love and hate will divide Warrior visions, will make him weak but he will resist till the very end.”

-"Truth starts with truth and ends with truth."

-”Doing but undone, happy but unsatisfied and moving but unmoved, without you, how can I make it through?”

-”12345678790….0987654321, See either you start from 1 or 0 you end up in 0 or 1, the duality in everything.”



God bless you all !

One World Goverment

I was watching the video today which can be seen here-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dmPchuXIXQ

Suddenly, I started to think about these issues- How do you really find the peace? “When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.” -Jimi Hendrix

As the great artist said, when will we see the power of love overcoming the love of power? As your book, “Winner Stands alone” is based on love and the power or the celebrity power, when is this going to end? What can be the limit of power of love? Is there any limit for love?

I personally think love is beyond any limit and boundaries. Love is powerful than the entire universe, it is the deepest feelings which resides in human heart or body.

Maybe the answer is not suitable enough if we see other people, if we see the love of power, it can be seen that, every individual and every society are looking for power. Be it a country, be it a union or be it a group of individuals.

In the crisis situation like this- financial crisis, natural crisis of Airplane disaster where more than 270 people went missing, is this because of love of power or is this because of natural disaster.Mysteriously, Nobody knows the truth.

I personally believe, everything is inter-related. Humanity and Nature go hand in hand. Every decision that any individual does in the society affects another individual.

Nothing is going last forever and whatever being created is going to get destroyed at some point in the time. Only thing that remains is love.

The love of Nature to humanity, the love of individuals, the love human-human and the love of love itself.

We are moving with the force of sharing love to one another. But still as a writer and creator, it is our duty to tell the stories, to teach and learn at the same time, to share the big insights and power of truth with the people who are hungry for lessons, be it self-help, be it finding dreams, be it about negativity or almost anything.

One question which I would like to ask would be, maybe I already know the answer but-

Why do people like Ghandi, John lenon, Martin Luther King and alike has to be assassinated?

Maybe the reason would be many but there are some individuals who are controlling and monitoring each and every individuals behind closed curtains. Maybe there is some group of people who are active in creating wars for fun. Those group of people never come out in public and their vision is to make ‘One world Government’.

Anyways, let me stop here for now and hope to read your inspiration and words of wisdom through your books and work, Paulo !

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Like a flowing river

Dear all,

Life is like flowing river and flowing times. One philosopher said, "I am flowing with this river and I don't know where I will end, I know my source and my destination but I don't know how I am going to flow like this river." Another philosopher said, "You know the river but you forgot the time"

Without the right time on your side you are not going to make it, you are just flowing but you never know if you are going to be dry like a pond.

A] life is filled with pain and the river which flows are the tears streaming across to one destination.

B] May by the grace of God or May by the will of love, life moves like a flowing river and finds its true path and final destination.

C] Looking back will only be the memories and the path which the river followed will bring joy to every individual who will come near to the river. Again, there is time. Who knows if the river no longer exits, who know if the river was no longer continuing the same path, who knows if the river lost it in between.

D] Change and only change determines the existence of the flowing river with time. If river remains the same and if the river stops flowing nobody is going to flow with the same river.

E] Existence is not question but answer, life is like flowing river but with changing time even sometimes flowing river has to change its path, even sometimes it has to change direction, even sometimes it dries maybe it the vapor produced are happiness which last only for few moments. Most of the times, it has to flow and most of the time it has to slow.

Therefore, just follow your dreams and desires, move on like flowing river or move on with pain, life is all about taking risk and giving pleasure to all those who need. Everything else remains secondary.

God blesses you all !

and

God bless you all !

Resolution09: Travelling Finland-Himalaya-Finland

Dear all,

As per the resolution this year in 2009, I am traveling to Himalaya and back again to North (Finland). So, I won't be much active during 12.06.2009-20.07.2009. But once in a while, I will check the updates and the blog and your latest ideas, thoughts and creativity.

So, I might go climbing few mountains since I was born in Mountains (Himalaya)

Good luck to me and hopefully I will come back again to send you some more books to read... (Ha Ha ...) or may give you great inspiring ideas about love, life and relationships. What can a person do, when he was born so wise ?.....(Ha Ha...)

I know many will not like me and many do not like me but I like you all for simple and stupid reason- We all are humans and we were created equal.

God blesses you all !

and

God bless you all !

Q&A: Sadness

In response to Q&A at Paulo's blog, here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear all,

Q)How do you stop sadness?

A) Time, Patience and Sadness
You cannot stop sadness, you can only heal the sadness by letting it go, by giving more time, by being patience and by being more sad. Sadness is very strong emotion in our human body, it results loads of pain and sufferings. It creates a different you, it will stop you to work, it will stop you to do many things that you want to do. There are no one who are not Sad, I think even Jesus was sad, I think even many prophets and gurus were sad. I am normal human being but imagine a human being a God himself than even God is sad.

Sadness is result of pain and pain is because of failure. When one is failed in love, in life, in situations bad or better than you are ought to feel sad.

Climate is sad which brings darkness, and it is happy when it brings light. Mother is sad when her child hates her after she becomes old, father is sad when his siblings humiliate their name and fame. Just tell me one person who is not sad or who has not been sad. Therefore, life is filled with sadness and only sadness. Only thing which will remain with us forever. Sadness is different than suffering. (I am not going to explain suffering here)

Here is one poem for a young lover who lost his love, a girl betrayed him and left him all alone. He is feeling very sad and he has lost his will to live...,


She betrayed me, she went away
Yesterday we were together but now I feel the pain,
She killed my soul with sadness,
Leaving me all alone in darkness,
Regret I have none,
Dreams and hopes are lost and all gone,
I was born alone and I will go all alone,
Sharing was all I wanted,
But,She betrayed me, she went away
Sorrows of pain and writing this poem,
I am left in loneliness, O my saddest Poet,
Death will come but I will not be satisfied,
I will find roots of my soul search you deep inside,
She betrayed me, she went away
Sadness and sadness
Living for the last breath
Maybe time will heal,
Maybe surrender I need,
Patience I have none,
Oh dear Love, I am dieing every second,
You could have murdered me,
Before such pain and sadness,
She betrayed me, she went away
Giving me Sadness and pain...
Sadness and pain...


God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Obama on Obama

In response to column published at Nytimes on title, "Obama on Obama" by Friedman- here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Sir FRIEDMAN,

With all due respect, good article. Good story of Jew who wants to win the lottery. Yes, taking a chance is good option.

Well, to some extent it might be difficult to persuade or even give an influence to the Muslims community when Mr. President's family also come from the same community. Or, Maybe it can be positive aspects too.

I would suggest, expect the unexpected and speak the truth. But again, there are so many confidential stuffs our there which are hidden from the public knowledge. and sometimes it might be that there are very few confidential stuffs and public has wrong impression on "hidden agendas"

In Muslim community, speaking less and listening more works most of the times and I am not quite sure if Mr. President's broader diplomatic approach will get engage the Muslim world or not.

Good luck to Mr. President from the Stranger.

God bless you all !

Broken Dreams

In response to Paulo's workshop on Broken Dreams, here is what Mybheja has to say-


Dear Paulo,

Broken Dreams is very good theme for your latest outstanding work.

Dreams are shattered or broken by the compromise but still people should believe in the dreams. Dreams is very complicated terminology and it has wide range of opinions and book about it. Similar to love, faith, hope and religion.

I have read Eleven minutes as per the resolution this year and the dream of Maria of exploring for an adventure, marrying a good lovable man and giving and getting love is shattered on many occasions.She has to make compromises with her dreams. But finally she was destined to live happy.

Broken is nothing, dreams can never be broken. Dream is far bigger vision of human mind which are hanging like stars in the night. The dream can vary and the dream could be different. Materialistic dreams like getting an degree, buying house, car, lottery, fame, job, … Spiritual and religious dreams like enlightenment, nirvana, excitement, happiness, …
and many more.

As far as my understanding for your book, “The Winner Stands alone”- broken dreams is a good theme and when the dream are broken then human are not longer controlled by power of soul, then the mind can rule over, then the changes can be seen.

For e.g. John lenon was famous personality. A great singer and great soul. Now, there was another guy who was nobody before he killed someone who was somebody. David Chapman.

So, Broken dreams is good theme for many work and I think writers can truly explore more from such theme.
Good luck !

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !



Paulo Coelho Reply:
June 3rd, 2009 at 1:03 pm

Dear Santosh,
interesting this idea of when dreams are shattered, then the mind rules over the soul. I don’t totally agree with the view that this is the moment when things can be seen.
When one is actually living one’s dream - this is also visible to others.
Love




Santosh Kalwar Reply:
June 3rd, 2009 at 2:25 pm

Dear Paulo,

Well yeah, things could not be seen in instant but maybe later. I also like one great idea that,

When you have a dream, universe and all other elements surrounding you will help you to achieve your dreams. e.g. “You”

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Celebrity Syndrome

In response to Paulo's workshop on winner stands alone, here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

Celebrity are public figures in our society. I don’t know why their is this difference between normal ordinary people and celebrity. Humans we all are and humans we all should be till our existence. I agree that some are genuine with talents of art, creation, science, movies, drama, and so on.

Many of those who are celebrity does not necessarily be skillful possess great talent, many of those who wanna be celebrity are highly skillful but they are not.

Every individual has some duty to perform on this earth. Some become writers like Paulo, Shakespeare, Neruda … and some become Celebrity like Johnny depp, Al Pacino, …some become artist Leonardo da vinci, … and they are known to normal ordinary human like us. The reflection of their great work divides ordinary VS extra-ordinary. Maybe this is why the world is changing. With so many great crazy peoples like these.

Everything is driven by path which is already written in your “hidden scripts”. The path unknown. We are walking a journey which is moved by mind and heart. Anyways, hardly anyone will disagree not to see him/her as an celebrity.The mass media penetration has great impact and role which has played for becoming anyone celebrity.

One wise man once said to me, “when you have little money you have little choices to make and when you have more, you will have more problems to face.”

Maybe he is true. Whatever any person do and become in life, the most important of all is “satisfaction”. What if he does not get it even after becoming a celebrity?

What if he is living not his life but a life of others? What if he never wanted to become a celebrity? But has to be a celebrity because his father/mother/… were previously one of them.

Although there would be difference between the public figures and celebrity. Greene says “You simply have to be present, in the right place at the right time.” Whereas “…public[ly famous] people were once defined as such based upon the fact their remarkable skills had brought them to the attention of the public,” (Source: Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Celebrity)

Finally I would say, this is very open topic and maybe someday in future some one will make medicine to become a celebrity. It will say, Take two pills in morning and in evening and in one month you are going to become celebrity. Ha ha ha…(Joke)

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Different people in the world makes difference in the world.”

-”Everybody is different or majority of humans are different, those who think are not are not thinking enough.”

-”Being yourself is being different self.”

-”Who is similar and who is different?
God created us equal as humans,
life is mysterious journey,
we are carpenter who creates by cutting trees,
We are HIM and HE is in me.”

-”Life is about making difference and creating impact on society be it right ways or wrong ways. Simply, because those who create and make difference has only one way.”

God bless you all !

Create your own social network

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Random ideas

Dear all,


-"Mistakes are common human excuse."

-"Price that we pay are not for repent but for regain of energy lost because of stupid mistakes or foolish commitments."

-"Whatever happens, happens,
Nothing remains, permanent,
life is mysterious journey,
wake up and do all the nonsense,
what makes sense to others,
is stupid nonsense to thyself,
Whatever happens, happens,
Nothing remains, permanent
moved, touched, cared, loved,
respect, lord, different, world,
life is living in moment,
O sweet dear eternal light,
Please understand this chord."


-"We are combinations of air, water and fire, all these three vital human elements for which no survival in existence. Happiness, love, faith, hope, trust,.... are result of alternation of the above three vital human elements for individuals."


-"Don't agree with me on everything and don't disagree either, I am alien who lives in movement forever."



God bless you all !

Q&A: Can heart be wrong?

Dear all,

Q)Can heart be wrong?

A) What can be right and what can be wrong? Is our birth right? Do moving of the birds from south to north and north to south is right or wrong? After twenty five years of marriage, couple decided to divorce, is it right or wrong? …

There are many examples and many situations where we relate right vs wrong. What if you think everything is right? What is you think everything what is happening around you is wrong?

Desire of humans has density be it for sex, be it for love, be it for money, be it for having babies together, be it for fake and so on.

But there is more fascinating thing which we cannot judge and that fascinating thing we call them as “inner self” or “heart” or “soul” or whatever name you want to give.

The decision is always taken by mind and those who think of making decision from heart are like child. The childish attributes which shows in the humans are because of the heart. Why? It is simply because when some human make decision from heart they behave differently, their actions are different and their expectations are very low on anything.

By being like a child we are exploring the simple problems facing daily normal life. This could be done only by heart not mind. The childish nature, behavior and actions are true to heart but when we jump one step above and make decisions then majority of the decisions are based by mind.

Very rarely humans can make decision based on both mind and heart. Those who can will be highly successful in many aspects of life.

Therefore,

Here are few random ideas-

-”Heart and mind are two major decision makers in our human body. Those who think from heart sometimes might be wrong on few occasions but will never be wrong in most of the occasions.”

-”The mind is knowledge gainer, learner and adaptable human organ, it makes decision based on facts, previous experiences and future expected outcomes.”

-”Heart is blind like love is blind.”

-”We are alive because of heartbeat and you need someone to take care of that heartbeat together. A single heartbeat attracts another heartbeat based on choices.”

-”Never assume anything is wrong or right, why not to think whatever is presented in front of us is always good. Whatever happens will happen without any fuse.”

God bless you all !

Image of the day

Artist: Da Vinci

Quotes and Poems of the day

Dear all,

-”A word spoken can be taken back by apologies but duty performed for words spoken is hundred time better.”

-”Warrior knows the power of words spoken, he knows the secret behind the vows of his spoken words, he knows that if he will not give up his life for those words, they might someday echo him back.”

-”With the power of spoken words,
you can control the universe,
You can make the trees to dance,
you can do most of the things that nobody wants,
Just simply do it, life is few seconds for living
why not to take the chance? ”

-”Yes, yes and yes
commit everything or commit none,
Remember to speak and shun,
Your vows are mixture of lights, air and water,
Please put effort to do what you were asked for,
Welcome to Earth, and this is greatest mantras
to control the universe.”

-”Oneness is the true beauty for finding life of joy or happiness but majority among us think of finding truth, love and happiness in duality.”

God bless you all !

Hand in my Pocket

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Lyrice
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I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...
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