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A desire of Women is just like a pain. A pain which is not easily healed. Despite he fact that she wants something it cannot be fulfilled until and unless she gets really satisfied.

She is satisfied when she fulfills her personal desire. A desire then leads to "want" or "need", She is feeling the pain most of the time in her heart. The pain is not the physical but it is similar to thinking a thought. A pain in the thought-which desires a person to fulfill it. It is hurtful to many of the times but at the same time it is not hurtful.

It exits and if you will ask them then they will not say-they really are feeling it. A feeling is generated in some corner of heart. A feeling and emotions are different. An emotions could be controlled. A feeling is difficult to control. It is not easily controllable.

Feeling leads to desire, she is there somehwhere she remembers you, she thinks every day and night about you. She needs you to be with you. She most of the time thinks about you. She wishes you to be with you. She is the one who really cares about you. Despite she might have a desire which could not be fulfilled without you, she promises that she will keep her desires with her. She promises that she will show up her desire only when you will be with her.

She is there all the time waiting for you. She knows when you are exactly feeling depressed or when you are feeling good. She knows that you do the same as she has been doing for you. A man on other hand will misinterpret the messege. He will feel the "desire" as the "sex". He will most of the time think only sex on his mind.

A man's mind is just like a dog. He wants to fulfill the desire by doing it. He knows only one mantra and that mantra is to fulfill the desire by realsing the sperm. Either it is in women or anywhere else.

Many men will not agree with me, as I would not also. It is same like saying that- I stole something but I would not accept it. She is the one who is there and she will take care of you but do not forget to understand her better. It would not be difficult to understand if you desire to do so. To understand a women is very difficult and it would be impossible as long as we will thik the word "difficult" is really difficult.

To some people "difficult" is very simple and the simple many of the times seems difficult. A beauty of early morning sun falling in the lake saimaa with resilent flower blossoms. A women desire remains unfulfilled just because the sun has not shine on her.

A sun shines in her when a man she feels will fulfill her desire will be with her most of the times, when she needs it and when she thinks about him. Till then a black cloud is not making her seen. A cloud which does not make a person visible-how can her desire be visible ? Forget about the other people, a husband or a lover will also not find it easily or see her desire.

To fulfill a womens desire does not mean you only satisfy only the physical needs. It is more than that. It requires your part of commitment. It requires dedication. It requires more out of you. It is not her desire you are fulfilling, you are satisfying yours most of the times.

It is upto you to decide, want to be or do not want to be, Feeling to live with her or feeling to live without her. Behind every person they say there is no one. But Behind every successful Man there is women. A women who will understand her man, she will take him far far away from others and she will give her man support, care, and most importantly satisfaction in physical, personal and emotional level.

Womens knows the path or destination you are travelling. She knows exactly where you will end up or where you will reach. A man knows nothing about the destination but he will try his best. A women will take her man to the destination he was willing to visit. Try to understand your women in your life. Try to learn from her. It is easy. Do not ask her or do not let her know that you are trying to learn from her but just ask her if you do not understand any minor of the details. She will surely let you know. If you are not involved with any women then do not worry-every dog has its day. It will come sooner or later. Do not hurry up but just do not slow down too. Move in your rythm, in your pace and by enjoying the music in your life.

I was born handsome, I will die handsome.

Hot summer day, shining with the bright blue sky and on the top of that the barbecue party at the center of the apartment with smiling and beautiful faces all around. The day was shining as it always does with many of new and exciting faces just showing the signs of joy and madness at the same time.

It was pleasant to be in the group of all men and women. Some of them were ready to go back home in the summer after the completion of there studies in Filand. Many of them were just coming to see off them. I was there to see all those of them.

It was good to be in group of all the handsome men and beautiful women. I was excited too. I said to my friends-"I was born handsome and I will die handsome". The quote became a joke and it was a funny statement to start my cheerful day.

We took a pictures, we smile, we laugh, we cook and we also eat a lot of healthy delicious and mind boggling food. It was amazing mixture of champigne and Vodka. My nature does not allow me to be so sober in such case. I mixed them both. It was amazing, quanity of alcohol rose upto 72% which when passing though the mouth felt as if i am putting the fire into it.

It might might have helped my cought just because may be it burned it out or something. Anyways, it was exciting and wonderful to see people with hopes of returning and starting from all over again. There were many who were depressed to see there friends going or leaving and there was a stupid guy like me who was sitting in one corner and smiling at seeing people cry.

Some times It takes lot of hard work to become strong and some times you cannot resist it all the along. It is by nature which has given me some power to sustain in most of the difficult situations. I can resist the wind, I can also resist the storm but I cannot resist the love.

The very "I" allows me to think and I am able to think now that "I" is some body who lives inside me who is childish, strong and Natural then the person who sees me by my Name. There are two person but people cannot see the two it is my responsibility to see one as two.

After the awesome Barbecue and good taste of food. It was the time to take a deep rest. Go back to bed and sleep but again how am I suppose to finish the day just like that-then I suddenly decided to see a movie. I saw a fantastic movie called- "Into the wild". A movie which reminded a lot about the Nature, moment, learning, walking into wild places, listening to your heart and deciding what is most important in life.

A movie which will guide you to forget all the material possessions and just live for the sake of living. A movies which does not ask you to follow the rules but to ask other to follow yours.


The day went good and as it always does. People may live some years before they die, "I live for one day and I die the same day". It is quite suprise and awkward for many to see the statement like the one I mentioned.

I do not have ... years to go or I have spent ... years in my life. I am just one day old or some hours old right now just because I woke up 3 hours ago. Therefore It makes me 3 hours old. Now, when I go back to bed in the evening then I am going to my death bed. It is the time I want to take rest from all my sins, all my pleause and all my good, bad, or whatever deeds.

Yesterday my brother who lives in Australia asked me-how come you have so many words in your mind everyday ? How are you able to write some thing everyday.? I write just because It is my passion, I write just because I do not know anything. I write just because I know there are people who read it. I am not worried about the mistakes, like grammatical or construction or whatever but I write just to write.

I will be helpful to those who will suggest me but I am again helpful to those who does not have anything to say too. Everything is art. Everything is creativity. All the women in earth are beautiful, all the religious places are best and awesome. All these places may be called with different name but the messege of all the religous places are the same.

All the women are beautiful only because all the women are same around the world. They might not look same but they are physically similar. They have this two ballons in their chest, a quite complicated structure. It might seem as if it is too easy but it is difficult at the same time.

The sound of raindrops back my windows remind me of my old days when I used to be with one beautiful women together. Now, It is my aloness which reminds me that it is the first lesson of love.

I like you but our relationship will not work out.

Well, This is what happens in many relationship. People will surely like this statement. The statement which they have heard. It is not a good statement when once you have gone through this. What happens when you like someone ? The first day or the very next moment you like some one you start to hate that person. Why ? Well, It is because From that very moment we start to see the differences among each others. This is the main reason why the differences starts or starts to come in the relationship. I don't know weather it is true or wrong but I think this is what happens. As a man or women we have multiple identity, we are father, engineer, writer, worker, daughter, son, child, husband etc. But the main thing is that we do not see it in different ways we see all of these identity as one. When we see all our identity as a single we loose. We then create some kind of difference among each others or with our partner or with some one who we like. We start to see the same kind of attributes that we have in the person you like. Every individual is unique in their own ways. Every body has different taste, different smell and different way of looking to different things like world, knowledge and life. When we like someone we relate our liking with his or her. Then if we see that we both have many things similar to each other we just think well- he is a right person or she is a right person in my life. After that slowly we start living together and when we start living together we start to find the difference that person has with yourself. When we start to find the differences the relationship starts breaking. The statement is very depressing and ver encouranging as well. One thing every one should remember is that when we expect something in our life and when we think that we have got what we wanted the very next moment their is a chance of loosing that. Yes, It happens most of the time. Do not get over excited about what you have and what you will get in life. Always expect least and do what you do the best, This way you will achieve what you do not expect to achieve. Cheers !!!