Sunday, April 26, 2009

Short Introduction about author: Santosh Kalwar

In this video, Santosh Kalwar speaks short about himself and about the website, Goodreads, Visit the author at Goodreads at, http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/...

The video is short introduction about the author of four self published books, Nature God (2008), Human behavior on the Internet (2009), A Very First book of Poems: Heartbreak (2009) and ...109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a Song of Despair (2009)

Santosh Kalwar on book A Very First Book of Poems: Heartbreak

About the book, A Very First Book of Poems: Heartbreak (2009)

Kissing the rain: Quotes by Santosh Kalwar

Few Quotes from Santosh Kalwar

Saturday, April 25, 2009

How do i learn to love and trust?

Following question was asked by reader, Michelle at Paulo's blog, Here is what Mybheja has to say in response.

Q)I love the idea of love and would love to experience it,however i don’t open up to people, that is the reason i don’t have a single close friend. But don’t know how i will be able to love without opening up and trusting.How do i learn to love and trust?

A)You said, you are not open but why not? By putting “not” and “no” in every response, you are being fearful to your own self. Don’t be. Mistakes we all do and there is no point on being fearful about anything at all.

Once there was a small child named, Stefan. He was just five years old. He was learning about fire, wind, sky and stars. He once asked his mother, “Mom, what will happen if I will touch that fire?” she said, “No, don’t touch it. It will burn your fingers…” Stefan got the lesson from his mother. But, He wanted to experience himself. He did not trusted his own mother. One day, where there was no one in Stefan’s house, He went near the fire and tried to touch it. Just after he touched the fire, he took it out his hand away from the fire, immediately. Next time, he became fearful and started to trust what his mother has told.

Moral of the story: Take it away ! (Interpret on your own life, yourself…)

Trust starts with truth and ends with truth. There is no perfect human beings and even those who we pray such as Allah, Jesus, Krishna among others were not perfect. Nobody was perfect and nobody will be. Only thing that remains is, keep on doing mistakes. More mistakes more lesson in life. Those lessons will be useful for you to teach when you, yourself will become grandmothers and wife.

-”Trust yourself, you will start to trust others.”

-”Speak truth and believe in the power of truth, the more you will believe in yourself, the more you will see the beauty of nature and mother earth.”

-”We humans do thousand and one thing to impress others and show to the world that we are smart and wise but we tend to forget one very simple thing, there is small child in each one of us which is hungry for our own trust and inspirations.”

-”Have you ever seen the stars in the night? See them closely, they will tell you, how to be open, how to love and how to shine and twinkle without any differences and jealousy of other stars.”

-”Open up and wake up with blazing beauty just remember no one is perfect and you are the most beautiful creature on this planet.”

God blesses you !

and

God bless you all !

Friday, April 24, 2009

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Love is in constant motion, it is the energy which was created when you were born and it will never be destroyed.”

-”Life starts with love and ends with love.”

-”There is no hell or heaven for those who are in love, love is pure form of human beings, love is the wind which touches your heart when you are in pain.”

-”Once Shepard asked to Mahavatar Babaji, ‘Where on earth is heaven or hell’? He said, ‘there is no heaven or hell, those places were created by humans, the only place which supreme lord created was mother earth, those who know how to love themselves will know this truth.’, poor Shepard started to love himself and was happy ever after. ”

-”I am alive because I know how to love love.”

© Santosh Kalwar

God bless you all !

Questions and Answers

Dear all,

Q) What is love?

A) Love is you, love is nothing but the reflection or shadow of your own. Love is not this or that but love lies in simplicity, beauty, truth and trust. Those who want to find out what love is should know how to love yourself, and learn to give without any guilt or grief, or pain or without any motivation.

Love is mother, love is father and love is in finding and remembering the day your conscience was awakened. e.g. when you were small very small and try remembering the first day when you went school or when you were in your home or when your mother said something or …

Love is knowing your day of awakening till date, love is your eyes and in each and every part of your body. Love is with you all the time and love will last ever.

Of course we see physical love such as mother love, father love, husband love, lover’s love but those are just one percent of love out of hundred percent. love is beyond all those physical society’s love. those are love but not pure form of love.

We live in society where when we say, “I love you” the other person will start to think, she/he really loves me and start the relationship or our proposal starts with such statement but how do you validate such statement.? (I can see some eyebrows raises here..)

Anyways, I must stop here but will answer if you want to know more about love.

God bless you all !

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”Life is for one day, love is for every day.”

-”Humans should believe in the power of living for just one day, those who want to live for tomorrow are not living.”

-”I always say to people, ‘I am born today and I will die today’, which does not mean I will do harm to myself but which means I am living in every moment with utmost enthusiasm, love and I know the final destination.”

-”Life is not short or long, life is in that precious moment where you separate from you.”

-”There are no tomorrow’s and there was no yesterday, what you have now is what you will have.”

© Santosh Kalwar
God bless you all !

Reolution 2009: My First Novel

Dear all,

As per my resolution this year, I am about to complete my first novel. The novel is about the romantic love story, fiction. The book is semi-autobiography of my own life. Now, the difficult part comes to write query letter and send it to editors and publishers. I will try to do that from now onwards. I hope some publishing company would accept it later by the end of this year. Well, I am quite skeptical about it. (This is most difficult phase trying to convince editors and well-known publishers that your manuscript is good enough for them to make money.)

Anyways, the manuscript that I have written is about hundred pages, single spaced written in word format. It is almost complete but as many writers would agree, the most important part of any book is the ending. I have to come up with ending for the story of my book something which should be heart touching for that soon. I know, I will finish it soon.

I hope that this fiction novel will be the first book published by traditional publisher. There are aleady four books self published by me, Nature God(2008), Human behavior on the Internet (2009), A Very First book of Poems: Heartbreak (2009) and …109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a song of despair(2009)… If you would be interested to read them you can easily buy them from Amazon.com or Lulu.com. Here are the links-

1. Nature God (2008)
http://www.amazon.com/Nature-God-Santosh-Kalwar/dp/1435760913
2. Human behavior on the Internet (2009)
http://www.amazon.com/Human-behavior-Internet-Santosh-Kalwar/dp/1409258742/
3. A Very First book of Poems: Heartbreak (2009)
http://www.amazon.com/Very-First-Book-Poems-Heartbreak/dp/1409267431
4…109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a song of despair(2009)…
http://www.lulu.com/content/6430704

I do not want to self publish this book yet and I will try to send it to traditional publisher as far as I can. Let us hope for the best and Let us see !

Thank you all

and

God bless you !

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-Love is wisdom, love is in giving, love is god, and god is love but there is no wise or fools for love. Love is equal for each one of us.

-Those who think of love are not thinking anything on love and those who tries to understand love are not understanding it at all.

-I am dead man alive in love.

-Love can bring wisdom, love can change lives, love can create, love can destroy, all we need is love and love is all we need.

-Love is the battlefield, those who want true love has to fight for it. Beyond differences created by humans such as caste, creed, country, religion, race and culture.

© Santosh Kalwar

God bless you all !

Question and Answer

Dear all,

Q)How does someone know that you are doing what you are meant to be doing in this life?

A)This is very good question, Clelia ! If you would know what you meant to be doing then don't you think your life would be boring to live? What if you know about your tomorrow's schedule today? What if you know that tomorrow you are going to meet your husband or wife or your life partner near the garden in the rain and you don't have umbrella. The guy whom you met will have umbrella and he will cover you with his umbrella. What would you do then? Will it be exciting enough, if you know it. (I think it will not be)

Therefore, it is good that you don't know them ahead. All your events and all that is going to happen in your life is unknown and it should always be unknown. Now having said that, you want to know whatever you are doing is right or wrong, isn't it?

By asking this question you already are on right track. Don't be afraid, whatever you are doing is always right and whatever you want to do will be too. It is you who have decided to choose the path and it should be you who knows yourself better than anybody else. Therefore, when you can wake up each and every morning, then you can walk each and every step, even though you are skeptical and fearful of taking or making them. Just move on and don't regret your past or your decisions, don't blame anyone and be truthful. Life will find its way, on its own.

There is also religious description which I can give which is quite different than any of the scriptures ever written but I must stop here.

Please let me know if you need further explanations and if you feel any thing confusing.

God bless you all !

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”LIFE is four letters so is FCUK, LOVE is four letter so is PAIN.”

-”Those who wait for the right time to act on their life are doing nothing.”

-”Step up and move ahead, life is all about moving on and traveling all along like a bird.”

-”Each moment is precious to act, react and keep in tact, all those lives close to our own.”

-”Blessed are the peacemakers, politicians, diplomats, leaders, and gurus who are like our house elders performing duty on our request, anytime any moment.”

-”WE are branch of the same tree, a single common human tree where each of us try to divide from each other but only those branch stays alive which believes in its shared root.”

-”Confusion, doubt, misunderstanding, unhappiness, anxiety, … are result of dividing self, those who understand self are less likely to have above elements.”

-”Despite so much of differences like culture, race, language, religion, caste, creed, country, opinions, views and origin, Human beings must understand the power of WE.”


© Santosh Kalwar


God bless you all !

Earth Day



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Earth Day
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Oh dear Mother, Oh Sweet and humble Mother Earth
You gave us life, you are taking utmost care
With sincerity, peace and prosperity
We all belong to you, on this Earth day !


Nature teaches us everything,
Science, Religion and Scriptures
All are part of you and
All are from you
We all belong to you, on this Earth day !


Without your care, We are nothing
Without your share, we cannot sustain
Oh dear beautiful creator
Oh dear Mother Earth in Creation
We all belong to you, on this Earth day !
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© Santosh Kalwar


God blesses you all,

and

God bless you all !

Stranger

Dear all,

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Stranger
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Oh Sweet human being,
Hello, said thou Stranger
Should thou speak? or
Should I wait him/her to speak?

I was born Stranger
I will die Stranger
Unknown is my name
Unknown is my country

Oh Sweet Stranger,
Why do you say so?
All thine life,
I am fed up with
Introduction, thee the Stranger!

All thine life
Been stranger to myself
Stranger I am, &
Stranger you are

Along the life
in the journey
We will share,
We will speak
We may become friends or foe
When our time is on limit

I am Stranger
Stranger to live
Unknown is my country
Unknown is me

Every words I make
You judge it,
I am stranger

You don’t know to trust yourself
how could you trust me?
I am just Stranger, dear!
In all the journey we take
I will still remain, as Stranger

Life is journey
We meet, We share
We care, We talk
After all this
Still we remain
Stranger, Stranger as Messenger

Oh dear beautiful Stranger
Why do you look upset?
I am upset with my behavior
Stranger they call me
Whenever I go, Whatever I do
Whoever I meet, Whatever they do

I am unheard, I am speechless
My mind is judged,
My virtues are observed
My institutions are useless
All those which belong to thine
Are like mirror reflection
Stranger thou met

When would they understand me?
I am Stranger as they are too
Better as we could grow, together
Love will shine, knowledge will brine
Wisdom will shout ! Holy Shit !

I am Stranger
Stranger to live
Unknown is my country
Unknown is me

Words are stranger,
Country is stranger
Strange life, strange peoples
land, religion, text, caste
Creed, sex, animals, home
Country, culture and all, stupid strangers

Alas, Strange and Strange
Holy Holy, Oh dear Holy
Everything is Strange
Strange thine life
Strange thee

Holy Stranger’s life
Good to be unknown
Better to be known
Worst to be well known

Stranger I am
Stranger they call me
Stupids, how could they know
I live in them
Trust, Faith, Happiness
lives in thee

Stranger I am
Stranger they call me

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© Santosh Kalwar


God bless you all !

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Quotes of the day

-”Don’t say before you do and don’t do before you have done.”

-”Sometimes when we just want to do something, we may not do it but when we have done something and want to do more on the same thing, we may end up finishing that particular thing.”

-”Speak less do more and speak more when done.”

-”Listen good, speak good, feel good, smell good, touch good and finally you will end up being good.”

-”Everything that we want to accomplish has been already done by others and what we add up is our personal experience, teachings and lessons on top of those things.”


© Santosh Kalwar

Excerpts from Iran president’s speech at the U.N.

Introduction
English translation of excerpts from Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad’s speech at the U.N. racism conference:


“Following World War II, they resorted to military aggression to make an entire nation homeless under the pretext of Jewish suffering. They sent migrants from Europe, the United States and other parts of the world in order to establish a totally racist government in the occupied Palestine. In fact, in compensation for the dire consequences of racism in Europe, they helped bring to power the most cruel and repressive racist regime in Palestine.”


“It is all the more regrettable that a number of Western governments and the United States have committed themselves to defend those racist perpetrators of genocide, while the awakened, conscious and free-minded people of the world condemn aggression, brutalities and bombardments of civilians of Gaza.”


“Ladies and gentlemen: What are the root causes of U.S. attacks against Iraq, or invasion of Afghanistan? Was the motive behind the invasion of Iraq anything other than the arrogance of the then-U.S. administration and the mounting pressures ... to expand their sphere of influence, seeking the interest of giant arms manufacturing companies, affecting another culture with thousands of years of historical background, eliminating potential and practical threats of Muslim countries against the Zionist regime? Or, to control and plunder energy resources of the Iraqi people. Why indeed were almost a million people killed and injured, and a few more millions were displaced and became homeless? Why indeed have the Iraqi people suffered enormous losses amounting to hundreds of billions of dollars? ... Wasn’t the military action against Iraq planned by the Zionists and their allies in the then-U.S. administration, in complicity with the arms manufacturing companies, and the owner of the world?”


“The United States and its allies not only have failed to contain the production of drugs in Afghanistan, but also the illicit cultivation of narcotics multiplied in the course of their presence. The basic question is what was the responsibility of the then-U.S. administration and its allies? Did they represent countries of the world? Have they been mandated by them? Have they been authorized on behalf of the people of the world to interfere in all parts of the globe, and of course mostly in our region? Aren’t these measures a clear example of egocentrism, racism, discrimination, or infringement on the dignity and independence of nations?”


Ladies and gentlemen: Who is responsible for the current global economic crisis? Where did the crisis start from? From Africa? From Asia? Or was it first from the United States?”


“Dear friends, today, the human community is facing a kind of racism that has tarnished the image of humanity. In the beginning of the third millennium, the world Zionism personifies racism that falsely resorts to religion, and abuses religious sentiment to hide their hatred and ugly faces. However, it is of great importance to bring into focus the political goals of some of the world’s powers and those who control huge economic resources and interests in the world, and mobilize all their resources, economic and political influence, and world media to render support in vain to the Zionist regime, and maliciously to diminish to indignity and disgrace this regime.”


Source: The Associated Press
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30304767

Quotes of the day

-”Human beings should not judge other lives but they can read others mind to help their pain and sufferings.”

-”Those who judge others should know how to judge themselves.”

-”We cannot decide who is on right path and who is not because our own life is series of unexpected events passing through time, situation and circumstances.”

-”Life is from zero to one, sorrow to pain and love to happiness, passing all along with smile on face despite grief and unhappiness, deep below lies the quenching heart, which is flowing with energy and bloody rain.”


©Santosh Kalwar

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Song of the week-end



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The Proclaimers

I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) Lyrics


When I wake up yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When I go out yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you

If I get drunk yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And if I haver yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm working yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's working hard for you
And when the money comes in for the work I'll do
I'll pass almost every penny on to you

When I come home yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you
And if I grow old well I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm lonely yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man whose lonely without you
When I'm dreaming yes I know I'm gonna dream
Dream about the time when I'm with you.

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door
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Image of the day

Quote of the day

”Everything that happens once and twice will happen thrice.”
-Mybheja

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Forgetting and Forgiving

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“Forgetting and Forgiving”
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I forgot, you forgot, we all forgot
She forgot, what a tragedy
Missed the train, daddy is in pain
Got the call, Dear daddy is dead

Who will forgive me?
‘I am feeling shame’, said she
Was it my fault or was it unexpected?
I am feeling pain,
My sweet daddy loved me,

Oh dear god, help me to forget
please forgive my sin
I missed my train
everybody hates me,

I would be in pain, everyday
I want to feel the rain

Forgetting and forgiving insane
I will regret and cry till
My own life someone will forget
I will forgive him, I know the pain

Last chance to saw my sweet daddy
went in vain, unfortunate pain

My heart bleeds in the grief
Fire in my chest for my daddy’s love
Got consumed with so much grief and pain

Please forgive me, humans
Please let me forget that incident

I will never remember anything
I know how to forget and forgive
Life has turned into miracle,now
I know, when I am dead
Nobody would remember me,
they all will forget

I am an immortal soul
I will forgive them, all
Shapeshifting in wind of change
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© Santosh Kalwar

Poem Insane

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Poem insane
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When I write, I bring joy in my readers face
In my face, peace and complete happiness
But hardly I give any such reflection
During those times, I am in pain
A Sick person who is insane, mad and dead

Every single letter forms, an word
Every word, combines other words, to become sentence
and every sentence, should have meaning
Life is all about understanding such meanings
Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry

Writers job is to show the golden light
In rain, In pain,
When I am alone, its my computer and my pen

I am sorry this became, a poem
I beg you, please do not think as blame
Trust me as you trust god
I am your friend, in pain
This insane writing, which turned into poem

Stop it, Oh dear please stop it
Said,”tiny little brain”

Fingers are moving like
Wind in rain

Sweet poem and blesses sweet readers
Oh dear funny writer, said one beautiful lady
I am greatful for your honors
Should I bend my knees and say,’Thank you’
or Should I just send you
my, ‘Warm Wishes and Happiness’
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© Santosh Kalwar

Obama Full Speech on the Economy

Monday, April 13, 2009

Relationship poem

"
Waiting, thinking, and remembering our old memories
Oh dear love, you were moonshine in my reality
I am alone now, you are alone too
Expect the unexpected said the old guy at zoo
In relationships, which is long long ship
Sometimes you were not there, Sometimes I was missing too ”

-Mybheja

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Metallica: Fade To Black



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Fade To Black lyrics
Songwriters: Burton, Clifford Lee; Hammett, Kirk L; Hetfield, James Alan; Ulrich, Lars;

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself
But it's too late
Now I can't think
Think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though
It never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye

Happy Easter, Happy New Year (2066), Happy ...

Dear all,


Happy Easter to you all (human beings), and to all animals (birds, lions, elephants, ants,...) and to all other living beings (plants, objects, nature, climate, rain, lake, sea, stars, universe, sun,..)

"I am in pain and I know how it feels to be in pain. I bless you, you will never have pain in your life, after me." -Mybheja

Below is the poem which states that,

An old man is begging Lord, to take away his life. He cannot commit sucide because he is very old and he does not have love in his life so he is begging from lord to give him death, as soon as possible. I hope his prayers will be fulfilled.

(Afterwards, the poorest guy in earth will never appear anywhere...)



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I beg you lord
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I am begging for god to take away my life
I do not want to live, without love
Man who lives oneday and dies the same day
I am powerless, without energy
Oh love, why is it so difficult?
Differences dividing us

When would world understand?
Love is beyond any culture, age and religion
Love is very simple, beautiful
Your face with early morning sunrise
Your love for love

I do not want to live any longer
I don't know, why I am alive?
I am without you, you are without me
We need each other,
World is dividing thee

I am hoping beyond hope
You might just change your heart
Road ahead is difficult
Trust me, I am your only one

I am your only happiness,
Time will tell

There are two ways that you can choose
Easy is very easy and difficult very difficult
Easy will lead you to sorrow and pain, the end.
Difficult will ask you,"Kill yourself.", the beginning.

Mr. Happy and Mr. Difficult are best friends,
True loving friends, they live together, forever
Mr. Easy and Mr. Happy are enemies
False loving friends, they hate each other, ever and ever

Decide from your heart
I beg you lord, take away my soul from this useless body
I know now, the meaning of pain
Every time, I wake up I beg you to take away my life
I beg you lord, life is useless without love

A smile, a touch, a kiss, a hug
All are missing, for so long
I am begging you lord, to give me death
For so long,

I hope she will be happy
I know she will not be
Between "hope" and "knowing"
I am nobody who should decide
Her fate and her life
I am in pain and I know now, meaning of pain

I want to die but I cannot kill myself
I am too coward who fears death
O dear lord, I beg you to give death
I beg you lord, I beg you.

This human life, is for moment
In this moment, is my story
I am living in this moment
My story is living with me
Oneday, I will fade away
My story will fade away with me

I beg you lord, take away my life
I don't need this flesh, without soul
I don't need this world, without her love
I hate, cry, feel pain, suffer than
your sons has ever suffered,
Jesus, Krishna, Buddha, Mohmaad ...

I beg you lord, please take away my life
I beg you lord, I beg you...

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© Santosh Kalwar

God blesses you !

and

God bless you, all !

Friday, April 10, 2009

What is love?

In response to Paulo's blog on title, "Trying to control soul", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

I am sorry, I forgot to read the title, "Trying to control the soul."

-Nobody should control the soul and those who will control will never get true love.

-Yes I agree,....

-Below is the poem created instantly by poorest author in entire universe but richest author in his true human soul.



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What is Love?
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love has no diffences and
love is pure and unconditional.
love is the beauty in early morning sunrise,
love is sacrifise at the same time prayer,

love is love and more you love, love
love, you will find true love,
love has no gain and love has no pain,
love has no culture and love will always remain

More I can give in love, happier I become
Oh dear love, so charmismatic and beauty
Any words ever sworn
Love is healer, love is magic
All I have to say now, love will never find tragic

Love is in me, love is in you
love can change, change in itself
Love has no opinions
Neither it has age

Love is love
I am love, you are love
I and Me, belong to love of "WE"
Your love belongs to me,
My love belongs to you..

I am poor every time I fail in love
Richer every time, you make me rise in love
Love is love
All we need is love
Love is in simplicity, love is in smile
Love is in music, no religion it divides

Love is in giving, love is in taking
Love is love
All we need is love
Love can embrass, love can depress
Love can bring hope,
To all the races

Love is love
All we need is love

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Quotes of the day :Easter Special

Jesus was crucified for humanity, I am being crucified for love.
-Mybheja

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Today's Poem, Tomorrow's golden art

In response to article at Nytimes with title, "Recession Anxiety Seeps Into Everyday Lives".

Here is what Mybheja has to say-



Dear PAM BELLUCK,

Yes I know.., I have been suffering too ...

Hope this Virus of Anxiety and Depression will spread to all the humanity afterwards, we will be same.


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Today's Poem, Tomorrow's golden art
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As we are loosing Humanity
Time will tell, when we will regain Orginality
Simplicty, Beauty and ... are just words
With life at risk, diseases to curse

No jobs, No plans, No money
Mr. President talks only,
It would not fill up our tummy
Anyways, He is not suffering as We all are
Life has become more painful

Yes we can, was his slogan
Yes we can, change...
See everywhere there is change
Change in human body (Anxiety, Depression)
Change in world economy (Cuts, Recession)
Change in Presidency (African, American)
Change in Climate (Italy, Global Warming)

Why are you being blind?
Since times have "changed"
No jobs, No money, No security
Isn't this change, Oh dear honey!
Change in life and death (Sucides at rise)
Yes we can...


This poem speaks of sorrow
Why should you care?
What do you say, Mr. President?

Writer's life morrows
Unemployment is giving headache
I have taken pain as my food
& Tears as my drink, till tommorrow...
Yes, we can
What is left to change now?
I know you said, "I am listening"
Good for your ears but
how would it sustain humanity?
Big talks, big plans "for long term"
Ha Ha Ha...

Wholy Holy...Oh dear Holy..
When I will die young, soon with anxiety and pain,
When would your those big plans and talks
Make any difference,, When?


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The comment was not accepted by Nytimes Editor... (How can some one accept the reality?....)

God bless you all !

Questions and Answers

In response to Question asked by Reader: Rosa at Paulo's blog, here is what mybheja has to say-

Q)Does living have any finality? Do I truly have a mission? Or is my passage in this world a matter of chance?

A)Yes, it does have finality. Yes, you truly belive in your mission.

Nothing is matter of chance and there are never coincidences. Whatever we may assume as chace or coincidences were our own "decisions" based on the course of life.

We are born and we start to learn slowly, then we know our homes, our family, our relatives. We start to know that we have a name and everybody around us also have names, our knowledge then increases by visiting school, churches or temples. We see problems in daily lives, we choose a path or dream or our career. The path which we choose never happens by chances because in all those path, we are the ones who are responsible for our decisions, no body else. So, embrace it, protect it and live every day with full of joy and happiness.

I heard that, Jesus said, "I will take all of your sins and I am going to suffer for you all..." Let us assume for a moment that, he was Lying.., Nobody even God will not take a single human suffering because God is also suffering like each one of us.

(If you want more detail, then post comments here I will explain more.)

Humanity even for animals

In response to article posted at Nytimes about, "Humanity Even for Nonhumans", here is what My bheja has to say-

Dear Mr. Kristof,

Good article, atleast I can see that "a human is thinking about an animal."

Life is life either it is in animal or human beings. If you will ask me then I believe that there is life in Objects too, (please do not think I am mad..)

I do not want to elaborate "How objects around us have life?" theory now... But let me say-

We have been discussing a lot in the world, either it is Europe or America about Animal rights.., it is good start. (to reach on my theory of Object rights later...,)

Animal being has a life and when they are feeling sad, when they are getting depleted around most of the jungles and when they are cured properly there will be lack of balance in Nature.

Most of the human beings are non-vegetarians and I have different opinion on either you have to become vegetarians or non-vegetarians. (Leave them to human being personal interest.)

Most of the times, I have heard news on print and media that, Human beings should go non-veg, which is rather funny and disgusting. Come on when you are sometimes, thinking too much on animal rights, you will then forget human rights too.

So, for animal rights save them.., protect them and take care of them.., educate in the developing world of having less babies and atleast adopt one animal in their homes.

I am human and I know what I feel but imagine yourself being an animal. Let us imagine that I am dog, now if I am dog than would I like to with human being? I have my own society, so called society of dogs.., I have my own community of dogs and how would i feel when i have swing my tails all the time to ask for food.

Have you ever thought like that? Before talking about animal rights think of being an animal first.

Yes, I have my feelings because I am dog now but I would love to be with my family, my dog society. Let us not imagine, I am pigeon, a bird. Many of human being like them, they want to keep them in their house but have your ever felt how it would to be, yourself a pigeon.

All those "great writers and great politicians" who talk about Animal rights has to first "think" carefully of being "an animal" and then raise awarness "for their rights".

Everything in excess is bad. Please show your sympathy to animals which will bring balance in Nature and climate. Please show your respect to Mr. Dog or Mr. Pigeon or Mr. Lion since it will also show you the respect by providing balance in Nature.

Anyways, I must stop now- I am not getting paid for all these brilliant ideas as you are, by Nytimes.

God bless you all !

Obama to push immigration bill despite risk

In response to article published at Nytimes, on title- "Obama to Push Immigration Bill Despite the Risks". Here is what My bheja has to say-


Dear Ms. Preston,

Good for those who are suffering and has been declared illegal immigrants. Bad for those who are suffering and are legal immigrants.

Let me explain this phenomenon by a simple example-

Mr. A is good guy, he is higly educated and he has a dream. His dream is an American dream. A dream to visit United States of America and work in America. He does not want to hate, blame, do any wrongdoings to American people or the land of oppotunity. He is selfish as all normal human beings are, today. He could not visit United states since he belong to different part of world. He tried to for the firs time in his life to cross the borders, illegally. Now he has been succesfull. He promised with himself, he will never do any illegal activities in his own life time, now onwards.

After five or ten years of struggle in America, he is still an illegal immigrant. He knows that he will not get legal status and he again thinks of getting the benefits all those American gets from the goverment. But, there are no rules for this game to change...

Until oneday, a new guy comes in the goverment and his vision and motives are only, "Change.." He talks about great words of wisdom, he inspires all the fellow Americans and motivates them to bring new HOPE and new Opportunities for all of them.. (those who are legal immigrants and those who are illegal)

But the road ahead is difficult, there are lot of crisis in America, presently (Economic crisis, Job cuts, ...)

Mr. A is stranger and he has only 1% of Hope that one day, he and his children will become a "legal" citizen of America. One day, he will wake up and feel proud that the path he choose to leave his own country and visit the "land of opportunity" has become TRUE.

Despite differences, despite loads of struggle..,

A human being either in Third world,.. or First world.., is just a human being.

Together with any other human being, We need to shake hands and solve greater problems of the world.

If I was Mr. President, I would have given Legal status to all those who are helping America to remain Number 1 country in the World.

But again, If I was a legal immigrant of America, I will be scared. I will have to fight and perform better than Mr. A, I would have to be "best" among the rest of human being.

Finally, I would suggest all those fellow Americans who does not want such illegal immigrants to be legal to think from the point of view of those who want to become "legal immigrant" and also to think "what difference will it make to them?"

Let us see, if Mr. A dreams becomes reality, what else he can do except to have a faith in new the rays of Hope to see sunlight..

God bless you all !

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Fear of Death

In response to Paulo's Stories, here is what My bheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

Good.., it is good for ourselves.., Don’t be mad on me for stating it is good but I know, it is good to see the death close to your eyes. (Why? and why am I saying this, will be discussed later sometimes…)

-”Live in moment, every day is the new beginning of life and every night is the end of life.”

-”Those who have not seen death close to their eyes will never live with full potentials.” (I can see some eybrows raised..)

-”Most of us fear death and those who speak of not fearing death are simply lieying.” (…”109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a Song of despari…”)

Well, I should stop writing too may quotes since I may just end of writing another book of quotes. I need to finish my first Novel as per the resolution this year…, Excuse Me…, :)

God bless you all !

Present Situations

In response to Nytimes article, Striking It Poor

Here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Ms. Dowd,

Yes, Rich are getting richer and poor are getting poorer.

There are crisis everywhere economic meltdown, job supression and lack of proper education in many school and colleges.

When Mr. President, speaks more of "confidence" he has in him and his fellow Americans, those words of "philosophy" or the "words of wisdom" are only plesant to ears but they will not fill up your tummy.

As I am stranger, I do not want to give harse remark on the situation, America is facing or people of America are facing but I would just say,

These days are just good enough days where we are thinking of present day to day, "living condition" and be preapred for the Worse, which is yet to come...

As North Korea wanted to get some attention by blewing up rocket missile, Mother Nature was trying to catch our eyes, by blewing up thousands of home in Italy, where more than two hundred people are killed. (Who is to blame for all this?)

We live in society or so called "civilized society" where most of the times, "I" and "My" are more important for us than, "WE".

Let us wake up and help those who are in need, even though you will not have credit card of huge bank balance but you don't need them, at all.

You just need a loving heart and inside your loving heart you are never poor.

God bless you all !

Mobile toilets

With the reference to news story “Mobile toilets boon for city” (April 7, Page 3), it is good to know that one mobile toilet has already been installed at Tundikhel and nine more are on their way. This will indeed be a boon for the city-dwellers, mainly pedestrians. In addition, I would be happy if someday we can see public phones on which we can make local calls by inserting one rupee coins.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor.

Where on earth is Osama bin laden?

This is very hot topic and very interesting for all those secret agents. Everybody in the world is searching an answer for one question, where on earth is Osama bin laden? I do not know how much the name of this man has made impact in the world. I know you will not listen to me and why should you listen to me? “I know where he is but I will not tell.” Said Mr. A now where you hear such remark from Mr. A then we start to judge the various clouds of elements behind Mr. A, we will ask about his religion, about his culture, country, background, his education and almost everything until and unless we will he will have to come up and say that, “He is near Afghanistan and Pakistan border the place is called Chitral.”

Still, people will doubt him and will not believe him. How can a man be in mountains hidden for more than eight years now? Come on guys, don’t be stupid said one of the friend when we were gossiping about finding Mr. Bin laden. “The mission is not impossible since we are young generation of guys who will do whatever it takes to eradicate extremisms or terrorism from the globe.” Said Mr. B. Now, with so much of talks going on around the world to find out Mr. laden, why the results have been ZERO (0)?

What if we ask ourselves that, there is no person like Mr. laden, it is the fake identity presented to world. The world has seen him through images, news media and listen him through radios but will you believe if we just for a moment will accept on stating that, “Mr. laden is not the real identity.”

Now, again- you will start to doubt and human mind is never satisfied with such a general thinking. Mr. C asked then, “if Mr. laden is fake identity then who is real Mr. Laden”.
“Good question” replied Mr. S.K. and further continued saying,
“See, the world is very small and the people could be made very easily fool and stupid, just deliver your message with fake picture and voice but without revealing your own true identity, Simple.”
Mr. C was more confused and again, asked-
What do you mean by that? Can you elaborate more, please!

“When Jesus said, “I speak the truth and … I am going to take sins of all my people…” Was he really speaking the truth then?” what is the method to validate the “TRUTH”?” replied back Mr. S.K with question to Mr. C

Mr. C did not know the answer and said simply, “I do not know”.

“I predicted your answer before you were going to say, ‘I do not know.’, the world of politics is run by the same approach, where the politicians predict public concerns before they will make any public announcements.” replied Mr. S.K.

“Wow, Sounds very interesting…” said, Mr. C

“Yes, I know.., there are speculations that Mr. Laden is in Chitral, which is border region near Afghanistan and Pakistan. There is also speculation that he is near some place in Pakistan.

How stupid humans have become, and I really feel pity for them….” Was what Mr. S.K answered but he was not clear in his tone of stating the answer. He wanted to reveal and say to the world that he knows the exact location of Mr. laden existence but he stopped. Finally he said,
Come on guys, stop being fooled by our leaders.., stop being fooled by news media and newspaper since their industry and country runs by selling papers. Just use your common sense and see the bigger picture.., you will get an answer suitable to your heart..,
Finally, if you will not be able to find Mr. laden, come to me and I will let you know the “TOP-SECRET FILE”

All the members in the group discussion session clapped Mr. S.K. speech and his story of how he found Mr. Osama bin Laden.

Bread

Dear all,

-”Give me bread to eat and I will give you ideas to research.”

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Bread
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“Bread and wine,
Music rhymes
Life sucks
Moment of despair..,

Vanity is at stake
Potentials of Next War
Between religions and boundaries
Human lives at bake..”

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God bless you all !

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

You Are Holy (Prince of Peace)



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Lyrice
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You are holy (you are holy)
You are mighty (you are mighty)
You are worthy (you are worthy)
Worthy of praise (worthy of praise)
I will follow (I will follow)
I will listen (I will listen)
I will love you (I will love You)
All of my days (all of my days)

Chorus:
I will sing to
And worship
The King who is worthy
I will love and adore Him
And I will bow down before Him
And I will sing to and worship the King who is worthy
And I will love and adore Him
And I will bow down before Him
You're my prince of peace
And I will live my life for You

(Girls behind guys:)
You are lord of lords
You are king of kings
You are mighty God
Lord of everything

You are Emmanuel
Lord of great I am
Noble Prince of Peace
Who is the Lamb

You are the saving God
You are my saving grace
You will reign forever
You are ancient and great

You are Alpha, Omega, Beginning and End
You are my Savior, Messiah, Redeemer, and Friend

(Both:)
You are my prince of peace and I will live my life for you.

You are holy (you are holy)
You are mighty (you are mighty)
You are worthy (you are worthy)
Worthy of praise (worthy of praise)
I will follow (I will follow)
I will listen (I will listen)
I will love you (I will love You)
All of my days (all of my days)

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Monday, April 6, 2009

Signs

Dear all,

Signs and symbols are the way we try to intrepret the meaning in our life. A sign for each individual is different and will have different meaning with different signs and symbols.

+Signs are good way to follow where one is heading in one's life.
+Signs can sometimes mis-direct your path but still the signs of heart will always get back you to the right track.
+Those who does not see any signs, are simply following their heart- it does not necessarily means you are not being watched. Every individual is watched and taken full care by the creator.
+Life is full of uncertainity and with every new situations we might just indulge ourselves with difficulty but during those times, remember to listen to yourself rather than any object.


God bless you all !

Today's Relationship

A Young handsome man was walking down the hill, near the country side in west virginia, CA., He was just watching the scenery and beautiful hill side. He was watching without any differences in his mind, his eyes caught attention to one couple who were fighting on the top of their roof.

He started to look after those two couples and thought, "why are these two humans fighting?" he visualized his own life and relationship. He remembered, once his wife also did the same and went very far from her. She killed herself., It was not young handsome's man fault neither it was his wife's fault, during those times, both of them were going through bad crisis (Economy, depression, job cuts, recession, natural disaster and most importantly fear of death) When so many negative things were popping up and down like a popcorn in their head; definately, there was going to be misunderstanding betweens couple.

Young handsome man went close to these two couples who were fighting (on the top of the roof) and said,

"Hey two of you, what are you doing?" he asked.
"It is none of your business, son." replied the man from the roof.
"I know that is not my business, you both are fighting for nothing- I can solve your problem."
"What? tell us how?" asked the man
"You both, Jump from the top of that roof." replied the young man and started to move on.

Both the couples who were fighting on the top of roof, now started to look close to each other and stopped the fighting.

What is the lesson from the story?

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Your voice

I am thinking to write a book,
I need your motivation
Waiting for your phone call
When would I get a chance to hear you

Is this love, or pain?
Sufferings or Sadness
Oh dear, where are you when I need you
I want your touch, your heat

I pray, hoping you will ring me
I wish, you could-waiting,
None of these words will give pleasure
Until I hear you, Oh dear

Oh lord, Oh holy lord
What did I do wrong?
Why can’t I hear her, for so long?
I am in pain, why should someone care

Oh lord, Oh sweet honey
I wish I could hear you
Wherever you are whatever you do
I will fight for your happiness
For that, even I am ready to kill myself

Image of the day



Dear all,

“I have been accused of being a joker. But the most successful art to me involves humor.” (Undated interview, circa 1970s; published in Man Ray: Photographer, 1981.)

Quotes by Man Ray
(Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_Ray)
(Image Source: Paulo Coelho Blog)

God bless you all !

Questions and Answers

In response to reader question at Paulo's blog, here is what Mybheja has to say-


Q1)How do we know whether a Personal Legend has been ‘tagged’ on us?

-You are the creator and your are the destroyer, which roads to choose and where to go should be decided by you, and only you. All those who are around you, will guide you.

-Everybody is born unique and with numerous qualities, remember if you will know your true virtues or path, life will be worthless living. (Meaning: If we know about tommorrow, don’t you think it would be boring to live a life?)

-Based on your decisions, you will come to know if you are doing right as per your “hidden scripts” or being directed by someone, or by somethoughts.

Q2) what journey should we take to know what they are?

-Every journey you take is the journey with meaning, Never regret your journey; if possible try to search and investigate from failure.

-We cannot learn only from our own mistakes, those around us are either teaching in present, or they are our past or they could be our future.

-Try to see logic behind every individual and every object around you. You will reach and find your true destiny, oneday !

God bless you all !

Monday, March 30, 2009

Image of the day



(Source: Paulo Coelho's Blog)

Where is God?

In response to the stories posted by "Paulo Coelho", here is what Mybheja has to say-

Dear Paulo,

-I like the way, Savita Vega has given the comment about this story. There is always a barrier between "knowing" something and "experiencing" something.

-Your story is nice, father is teaching son that god is invisible. (let me know if I misunderstood it)

-Let us assume, God is not invisible and he is in all of us. How about this?

-Maybe long time back before the creation of the universe such as planets earth, stars and all the entity. There was only one single person who was very powerful. He thought, well being alone is difficult thing and I need to get multiplied. He himself got multiplied into two. Then, he can now, talk with the other person who was just him.

-This time he was confused, the other man and him was look alike, exactly same. The single object/human/god/whatever that was, thought again, let me make him little different then myself. Therefore, he then changed his face, his body then his thinking capabilities and gave him a new look with everything different.

-Now, he is bored again.., Well, there is only two of us. Let me try to make more. He then created double of two=four of them totally different than each other.

-They all had equal power and they all could do what he was capable to do.., so there came a "FEAR" in the creator, He thought well if everybody could do what he can do, then nobody would recognize that it was me, who created them all. (ego, proudness, greed...,)

-Now, he was again bored- he was tired to mulitiply them and wanted some worker who will help him on this regard. Slowly, there came a idea in him mind. Why not to have a human producing another human ? (Just like machine of today)

-He created a complete extemly beautiful and power of lust, love, emotions and strange behavior in totally worthful creation. He himself was confused to name this human being, he named it as "wify", slowly it became "wife of men" then later it changed to "wife" and today it is known as, "women" (different stages of women maybe called, girl, lady, women, ....)

-Now he seemed to be happy and he is most happiest man because he knows that everybody "wants" him, he also knows, "why?" and he is only one who is "fully satisfied". He will be...,

-Then, the humanity came into existence- so called society was build up, then tribals, community was developed, power game strated, politics started, countries were divided, people and culture were different, language they communicated wad different.., all of us share differences and sometimes we reach of compromises...so on and so forth...,

How do I know this?

Since I have no background knowledge of "Theology" or "Philosohpy" neither "Religion" nor "Any literature".

You can guess, who could be me or who is inside me..., (Laugh.., Smile..., and ...,)


Your comments ?


God bless you all !

When do you need to break the rules?

Dear all,

Q)When do you need to break the rules ?

A)We need to break the rules whenever, wherever and by whatever means and medium. No rule is the best rule but at the same time with rules, we are controlled and monitor or are governed into specific path. Whatever be, most of the problems nowadays, are just because the creators of the rules are destroyers. How can you trust someone who has no ability to take control of his own actions? How can you trust those institutions which are build up with the pillars of unjustice, wrong doings and proper policies.
In summary,

-Do what you feel good, and no rule is the best rule.
-Based on individual differences, there will be differences thoughts and idealogies which should be tracked down if followed the common rules of the game.
-To trust on some rules, we need to trust those who are creators of the rule above law.
-Well, if you believe in God, Nature and Religion then you must follow their rules but if you are the creator yourself, you are bound to disobey those rules.
-Sort and simple, follow your heart and listen to your inner voice, everything you do is for good and happens for good. MOVE ON...


God bless you all !

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Re: Mother Nature’s Dow

In response to the article at Nytimes, here is what Mr. Mybheja, has to say-


Dear Mr.Friedman,

Mother nature or Nature itself is very unpredictable and it will always be. Please do expect the unexpected in case of Nature.

There could be many different view points on the issue of Mother Nature such as religiously, scientifically and ..., Therefore let me explain first religiously,

The time has come when the world bigger problems are no more among humans but with the outer universe. Mother Nature or Nature as I would like to call her, she is getting all her attention now. She wants the attention of humand minds and human living souls. (Why?) A baby answer to the question in bracket would be- "Change."

Well, I can see that you might be laughing on the answer but Please do not laugh. Everything around the world is in the verge of change.

1. Economic Crisis/Global depression on rise
2. Extremism/Terrorist are everywhere, NOW.

When people and country wants to prove their point on these two issues, maybe Nature wants to prove her point on us.

Now, Let me explain scientifically,

I am laughing now and I will laugh to eternity, I cannot believe Mr. A because he was a small child of about of 7 years old, then he predicted with his childish mind and drew a picture where he stated, "Mama, world is filled with 3/4 of water, Maybe oneday 3/4 of water will win and there would be no human lives on earth."

Today, Mr. A prediction is on the rise. Well, Mr. A is not sad neither he is happy but nobody listen to him, not even his Mother how can world would have ever thought about it. All the scientist around the world would give clear explanation about (why?) the temperature is on rise and what should be ommitted before the "total change."

Well, You can always disagree with me and why should you belive or trust on writer's ability. Those who read, will ask my instituion, degree and experience- which are meanigless but I would like to "thank-you" to them, and those who find it interesting will appreciate as always."thank-you" to you too.

But above all, Remember-Nothing is permanent and everything that has been created will be destroyed either it is religion or it is humanity or it is a life on this planet earth. (please don't be afraid, since it will take some time...,)

Rise, rise and on the rise..,
When would we focus our attention
To her(Mother Nature),with extreme love
Passion and devotion

Time is changing, world is changing
Religion, politics and power are changing
Oh lord, when would there be complete peace?
Get all attention on her
love her, protect her and share

Mankind is on stake,humanity is fake
World is change and change is on me
I would suggest, yesterday there was war
Today, there is war within me
Tomorrow, there would be no war after me.

Let me stop from the words of John lenon,

"You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one"

God bless you all !

Friday, March 27, 2009

Quotes of the day

Dear all,

-”If you believe in something such as love, god and religion then you are being loved or you are in love.”

-”Nature loves all of us, even we don’t love it back similarly there is no reasons behind love.”

-”To love or to be loved, all you first need is love.”

God bless you all !

Image of the day



Dear all,

Now if I were Mr. Iran, then I would have said, "NO". How can I be friend with someone who does not have moustache or beard ? I would have rather said, "Who is this strange guy without moustache or beard, in my country we all are same but this guy looks different and wants to be my friend"?

In šāʾ Allāh (إن شاء الله), Internet has really become different these days. Click "NO". Forgive me Allah !

:)

God bless you all !

Press Releases: ..."109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a song of despair..."

Mr.Santosh Kalwar has yet another book lined up in his new project entitle, "..."109 Quotes, 07 Poems and a song of despair..." published by Lulu.com, This is the fourth quote book written by Mr. Kalwar.



The book is free to download in an free e-book version from publisher lulu.com.

Here is the complete press-release.

Mybheja congratulates the author of the book !

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Quotes of the day

-"Love cannot talk on itself, it can only walk on the steps you take."

-"Love is not something which can be shown or possessed, love is just love as simple and elegant with early morning sunlight falling in lake."

-"Everybody has failed to describe love and nobody will ever agree on anybody's answer to the most important element in human lives:love."

-"Love is ____ (fill in the blank yourself)."

-"Love is me and I am love, best of above all."

(c)Mybheja

Nine Inch Nails - The Beginning Of The End



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Lyrice
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Down on your knees
You'll be left behind
This is the beginning
Watch what you think
They can read your mind
This is the beginning
I got my mark, see it in my eyes
This is the beginning
Well my reflection I don't recognize
This is the beginning

We think we've climbed so high
Up all the backs we've condemned
We face a consequence
This is the beginning of the end

You wait your turn
You'll be last in line
This is the beginning
Get out the way
Cause I'm getting mine
This is the beginning
God helps the ones that can help themselves
This is the beginning
May be too late as far as I can tell
This is the beginning

We think we've come so far
On all our lies we depend
We see no consequence
This is the beginning of the end.
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Monday, March 23, 2009

Review for "Eleven minutes" to Paulo Coelho

As per my resolution this year,
I promised to finish one of the book written by you, "Eleven minutes".
Yesterday, I finished the book and the story of prostitute, "Maria".

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Below is my review for your work "Eleven minutes"
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Well done, the book is written in very social context where life of an ordinary human being is conceptualized. Especially, the sex workers in Europe and their living condition. There are many places where you have tried to show the real picture and difference between sex and sacred sex. These two are completly two different elements in human life.

Maria chose a life she wanted, she wanted to show her parents that she could live independent and at the same time she also wanted to be loved. (Fantasy world and get a love of her life), she was driven my sense of passion for material world which took her to brothel.

Very interestingly written and well-researched on the topic of prostitution. Despite in some places, same stuffs were repeated like (orgasm, money, job etc) and it was little difficult to understand why she/Maria could not choose to go back and live her life in Brazil ? If she wanted she could have easily gone back but why not? But again as you mentioned in the book, she was looking for adventure and so on.
Anyways, Good work and I will give you my rating for the book-
Rating: 4/5
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There are couple of things, that popped out in my mind-

1. I am predicting that hopefully, you will be awarded with "Nobel Prize in Literature" during your lifetime or maybe after that.

2. Keep up your good work and all the best in your future projects.

God bless you !

and

God bless you all !

Sunday, March 22, 2009

You belong to me



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You belong to me
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See The Pyramids
Along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
On a tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me...

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs
And souvenirs
Just remember
'Til your dream appears
You belong to me....

I'll be so alone
Without you
Maybe
You'll be lonesome, too
Maybe
You'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When its wet with rains
Just remember
Till you're home again
Or until I come home to you
You belong to me...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

President Obama addressing to Iran on New Year of Iran.

Evan Williams: How Twitter's spectacular growth is being driven by unexpected uses

Do you believe in Prayers?

As I said, I will get back on this issue,

Here is what I think ... Now wait,

This is so funny, why on earth my opinions would ever count ? Why should anyone care ?

Many of us from top to bottom have given similar answers, I was just browsing all your responses. (Please do not get mad on me.)

"I believe....

or

"I do not believe...


This is so funny, what is your believe and not believe has got to do with that entity which even does not exits in real form?

You pray, you shout and you cry all of these are normal human sufferings. Most of the times you pray simply because you are not happy or you want something in your life or may be you have developed a habit of praying for good. But again,

Why are you following the tradition of forefathers? What it has got to do with trust of God or no God?

We live in world where everything is temporary, there is nothing immortal. Even the existence of the place where we are living is bound to get destroyed oneday. (Do not get afraid)

Let me give you one simple example,

Mr. A is very bad man and he has decided to kill Mr.B for some reason. Mr. A has put gun in the head of Mr. B and he is soon going to shoot him. Mr. B is very religious man and he started praying. Now, do you think some 'religious energy' will avoid the incident not to happen?

What is the final result of this event?

Does your prayer helped?

The result was Mr. B was shot and he is no more in this world.

Either you pray or not pray, it does not matter. Only thing that matters is your devotion and dedication to something in life and with nature.

Please do not get mad, I am not for or against the Praying.

Well, I must stop now. Maybe I have to quit my day today.

For those who like praying,

Happy praying and God blesses you !
http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2009/03/19/saint-joseph-the-worker-by-pilar/#comment-180331

For those who do not like praying,
________________________(Fill in the blank)

Believe in what you are believing (& God blesses you too...)

Friday, March 20, 2009

Quotes of the day

-”Everything costs, everything requires effort and energy; it is not the matter how much do you invest, the final result is all humans will see.”

-”All those who think war is the solution of many common human problems, they are not thinking at all.”

-”We are bound by our knowledge and opinions of others, when we reach a state of ‘cosmic religious feelings’, we know then, the power of truth.”

-”Nothing is wasted simply because whatever we do were produced and consumed by Nature, at last.”

-”It is not the matter of win or lose, it is the matter of sacrifising your own self for either nation, religion, society, people and nature itself.”

-Mybheja

God bless you all !

Thursday, March 19, 2009

God bless you all

Dear all,

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God bless you all
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May the hope and the light glow today,
May the glory of God, come all along

May the wishes and desires be fulfilled
Let me assume, the Power of God given to me

Not for my own self, but for all those are hungry
For all those who need help, and are in pain

Today, I give you my utmost love and respect
With total care, I will always be with you
Oh my dear child...! God blessess you !...


God bless you all...!

Happy Praying...

Press Release: 52 Quotes and a song of love

Mr.Santosh Kalwar has yet another book lined up in his new project entitle, "52 Quotes and a Song of ... Series published by Lulu.com, This is the second quote book written by Mr. Kalwar in year 2009.



The book is free to download from self publisher Lulu.com, below is the link-
Download Free

Here is the complete press release

Mybheja, Congratulates the author of the book.

Steve Jobs Stanford Commencement Speech 2005

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A month short?

In the news story “Year 2065 could be a month short?” (March 13, Page 1), the sentence, "But now, the government is confused by its own decision…" says a lot about our government's incapacity. The country is not going to be stable by changing the dates on the calendar or the names of institutions. I beg all politicians to stop pretending that they are doing something by making such headlines. Instead they should be focusing their efforts on things like developing hydropower project, revising old treaties and providing the citizens with basic necessities like food, water and electricity.

Published: The Kathmandu Post
Letters to the Editor

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Image of the day

A friend of mine send me the picture in my e-mail. I do not know the author of this picture. Please notify me, if you are the original author of this picture. Anyways, I am putting it here as the Image of the day.

I hope My bheja readers will like it.




I am sorry Mr. Obama, but I hope you will not mind it. (You really are fair and lovely...
:)

God bless you all !

Quotes of the day

-”Nothing is easy and everything that is difficult to achieve will make yourself feel dizzy.”

-”Very few of us know what is our purpose of life and those who do not want to know will never know till the end.”

-”Trying to do one thing and having done another is result of your hidden script.”

-”Most of the times, we do what others are doing, only few of the times, we listen carefully to our own self, of what we are capable of doing.”

-”Self realization is self motivation, you do not need anything or any institution.”

-Mybheja

Monday, March 16, 2009

Press Release:52 Quotes and a song of despair

Today, A free press released has been written for the title, "52 Quotes and a song of despair".

The book is the collection of more than fifty two quotes as mentioned in the title and one great song or rather poem of despair and you can easily download the book from the Lulu.com. The book has been written for all audience and all backgrounds.




The theme of the book contains many different elements. There is sex, religion, culture, love, education and many more with special song or rather poem of despair.

You are free to download or buy it in paperback format.

Here is the Free-Press-Release.

Mybheja Congratulates the Author of the book Mr. Santosh Kalwar !

Sunday, March 15, 2009

"Near you"

Who cares if I am a human or animal?
Who cares if I am acting as a normal human being?

I think we should just travel and learn
But again, I am afraid with the economical trouble.

Life is to move on and on
Life is to see new places and people

Life is full of excitement and sorrow
Life teaches us simplest of lesson to remember

Life gives you advice to see new faces all around
Whoever she is, she looks beautiful and bright

Is this my passion for her or
Is it my passion of myself?

Whoever she is and whatever it takes,
I think I am feeling sense of togetherness

With you beside and me deep inside my thoughts
Can we give it to those in need?

Close your eyes and see who it is?
If you cannot see me, then I was never yours

If you can only see me, then I am yours.
Listen to yourself and tell me if it is true .

Whoever it is and whatever it takes we will do.
We will do, to learn from ourselves and to teach others what to do.

I thought I am writing a poem but it might look really stupid
I do not care as long as it gives meaning to what I think

All the desires are left unfulfilled
Until I see you with my eyes wide open


Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between us.
But all these can be fulfilled once you desire of me near you.

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Reviews
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Reviewed by Carol Surber 3/13/2009

"Very passionate writing and visions in love!
The line...If you cannot see me, then I was never yours
Beautiful poem, CarolHawks "


Reviewed by Gwendolyn Thomas Gath 3/8/2009

"Heartfelt words 'Near You'
As long as one is expressing the way they feel poetically in their own words that can never be wrong. In my opinion people need to learn how to accept others instead of wanting them to be who they want them to be.
As long as we are being who we really are and share our hearts that is all that really matters."

Sincerely,
Gwendolyn

Friday, March 13, 2009

I will be born in 2039

Welcome, Dear Readers- Please do not get surprised, with the title of this column. I am no God, neither Spiritual Guru, nor Religious teacher or saint. I am just like you, Human being.

I am not born but wait a moment-do not get to the conclusion. You might be wondering, if this person is not born who wrote this column? What is that he is trying to prove? Well, there is nothing that author wants to prove or claim. It is just a simple joke.

Today, looking at the Nations situation- I think I will be born in 2039. Now this is not the entire story, with doom of Economy (Global, National or Regional) there is no point in living a life of jeopardy. We have seen the country ruled by Kings (Razas and Maharazas), We also have seen so called “Democracy” and currently, “Federal Democratic System” and “…” in near future. There is no change in creation of Jobs, Security, Electricity, Economy and Transportation to name few. I do not blame our beloved Prime Ministers neither I blame all the top-executive Politicians; I blame myself; because I know I will be born in 2039.

Yesterday, I heard the news where, a young man who was just seventeen years old kills reportedly fifteen and then himself at a school in Germany. A friend of his told police today, that he was bullied by class mates, teachers for many years. When he wanted to speak to them (Teachers, friends, parents) no one listened to him. Personally, I feel what my friend Paul from Austria feels- The young Gunman was innocent simply because, no body listed to his anguish. The tragedy could have been avoidable if there was the presence of love in his life.

Children of today are treated like valueless and useless beings. The world depends on them and the future of the entire world is dependent on how we treat them today. This is a sad story and this is just the beginning- I think. As we can see everybody is busy in their own personal life and nobody wants to LISTEN to anybody, simply because we all have point to make and grow within the society. Then a quote popped into my tiny little brain which states, “Love is integral part in human life, without the sense of its presence no human wants to live life in despair.”

Let me get back to your questions, one very good friend of mine named Teemu, from Finland asked, “Santosh-when were you born in your country?” This is a good question, I thought- and before making my statement open, I visualized that- “We are in 2065, even ending it soon”. Then, I replied him back with the smile on my face stating-“I will be born in 2039.”

Johnny Depp - From Hell trailer

One day men will look back and say that I gave birth to the 21st century. (Modified from, Jack the Ripper)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Quote of the evening: Today’s world.

"World, Universe, Earth, Nature and Humanity- you name it, is finally changing, depression, anxiety and level of addiction (sex, money, love, drugs, terrorism, job cuts, economy slowdown) on RISE."


-Mybheja

O Lord !

Dear all,


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O Lord !
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O lord, O mightly God !
I am begger and blind
Shall I see ever, my daughter dine?

O Lord, I am protitute and a mother
When would I be free,
Should I ask from Brothel or Vine?

O lord, I am Student without degree
I hate exams, lectures and lessons
Will I ever get support of such a shine?

O lord, Are you listening !
My Prayers full of wishes for her
Will I feel love forever
That I would share with my bright side

O lord, Please give me this or that
Let the world be stable and Peace
Harmony, non-violence and dreamer's
Those should brighten, all light !

O Lord, I pray two time, three times
I know you hear me, most of the times

O Lord, Whoever you are
Whatever people call you
I beg you to show sunlight !

O lord, I beg you to listen
Old beggar, needs his eyes
Student, needs to re-invent
Prostitute needs acceptance, freedom
Listen to them, Dear Lord !

I am the giver as you are
I am the care taker as you are
O lord, Give me nothing
Instead take my everything

Givem them all, they need!
O lord you are so beautiful
Crystal and Bright

World needs your wisdom,
World is hungry for your givings
You have plenty to share
O lord, O thee, Amen !
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God bless you all !

Image of the day: Lostlove

Quote of the day

"Those who search love will never get love because love wakes up with you, lives with you and dies with you."
-Mybheja

Question by Paulo Coelho's Blog Reader : Trish

Dear Mr. Santosh Kalwar,
I hate to be a bother, but could you please explain to me the meaning of your quote ‘Those who search love will never get love because love wakes up with you, lives with you and dies with you.’
Does this mean that those who are born without love (parents, siblings, relatives) or have not found love yet in terms of a life-long companion will never find it?


Dear Trish,
I am sorry if that quote gives other meaning to you, but Nobody is born without love. As I said, When you are born, it comes with you or love wakes up with you when you are awake, lives with you when you are living and dies with you when you are pronounced dead forever ! There is no difference whether a person has siblings or not. Please do not feel that when you are alone, you do not have love or you will not get love. Because, “Aloneness is the first lesson of the love.”
Let me elaborate,
Imagine A person lives his life only oneday. He wakes up and his full of energy(Social, Personal, Academic and many more). When you search something in your life, that could particulary mean- you “want” any object or entity or individual to be part of your life. When you want something unconditionally then there are chances that you might get it but when you think with some conditions then there are chances that you might not get what you are looking for.
I hope that answers about the quote. In case, it is hurtful or disappointing, I am Sorry and I will check it once again !

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Image of the day: Deathbed

Quote of the day

"Everybody around us are great teachers or Master’s because we all have one very good thing hidden inside all of us, know it yourself and think of giving because other do not has the same thing."
-Mybheja

Monday, March 9, 2009

Image of the day: Happy Holi




Happy Holi ! :)

Quote of the day

"May this holi bring you love, peace and harmony of not only your mind but also your brine."
-Mybheja

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Quote of the day

"Every ounce of breath we inhale is invention and every ounce of breath we exhale coule be re-invention."

-Mybheja

Saturday, March 7, 2009

The Piano

Smoothing music ...

Friday, March 6, 2009

Image of the day: Breakup

Quotes of the day

”Search for him after searching yourself you will find not only you but him too.”

”Everything we perceive is either the result of our influences or the perception of God.”

”We all are have bright side and dark side, search which side in you he lies and awaken it.”

”Every human being is a God; mortal and brutal.”

”Kingdom of heaven or hell does not lies anywhere except inside you, God speaks to you only when you open your truthful ears to listen to him.”

-Mybheja

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Image of the day

Quotes of the day

”Life is worth living only when it is worth spending.”

”Those who work hard for money actually do not work at all.”

”At present we are doing, in near future we will be memorizing our past with cherising memories.”

”Those who say I speak the truth, are the ones who have never understood the meaning of truth.”

”The deep meaning of life is pain and deeper meaning is happiness.”

-Mybheja